When I met Chen Yang's family in the evening, they were watching a movie.
I closed the door, walked to the sofa, pushed Xiao Chao away, and sat down.
"Fuck, you idiot Liu, why are you making a show again?"
I turned my head and glanced at Xiao Chao, "Are you envious or jealous?"
"Fuck, sooner or later you will die at the hands of a woman."
"Gungun, you thousand-year-old virgin know how to fuck."
Chen Yang looked at me, then pointed at me, "Liu'er, I'm convinced of you."
I smiled and said, "Why do you want to convince me?"
Chen Yang thought for a moment, then pointed at me, "You can't live a steady life with Xi Yu."
"I'm pretty relieved." I glanced at Chen Yang and continued, "It's just that if Zhao Qianya breaks up with you and something happens to her, can you help her?"
Chen Yang glanced at me and then stopped talking.
"Okay, stop talking about this." Brother Xu stood up, glared at me, and then kicked my leg, "Get out of here."
"Grass."
Brother Xu entered the room, and when he came out, he held a mobile phone in his hand, and then said to me, "Reach out."
I glanced at Brother Xu, then raised my hand to catch it,
"Take it, it can make calls and send messages, don't think about anything else."
I looked at the Nokia 1110 in my hand and smiled, "I just like this. Where did it come from?"
Brother Xu glanced at me, "It's been in our house for a long time. No one uses it. Let's just leave it here. I'll bring it to you and use it. There must be a phone to use."
I smiled, then reached out to play with the phone in my hand. It only had one color and no polyphonic ringtones. I could only make and receive calls and send messages. It was a bit uncomfortable, but I was quite content. At least I had a phone. Used it,
I put the mobile phone card inside, then tinkered with it, and smiled at Brother Xu, "Thank you."
Brother Xu also smiled and said, "I really don't know what you think."
"Then you don't need to know." Then I spread my hands and said, "I don't even know what I think, let alone you."
"Smelly idiot."
I turned around and cursed at Xiao Chao, "Fuck you, you're an idiot."
"I have to tell Xiyu to go."
"Tell whoever you like, you stinking idiot."
Xiao Chao glanced at me and then stopped talking.
The atmosphere is a bit weird,
Then, Xiao Chao turned his head and looked at Brother Xu, "You and Feng Dan Yunqing have been chatting well recently."
Brother Xu was stunned for a moment, then looked at Xiao Chao, "What."
"That's the woman who calls you husband on the Internet."
"What's wrong."
"It's okay, you're not afraid that Cheng Xue knows these things about you."
Brother Xu smiled and said, "I wonder if you had a convulsion today."
"Why did I have convulsions? Let me ask you, who is that Feng Dan Yunqing?"
"It's just netizens."
"Netizens call you husband."
"Love you shit."
"You don't have any good stuff"
"You are a good thing, you stinky idiot."
Xiao Chao shook his head, "Why do you all treat emotional issues like this?"
"Stop, I didn't do anything, I just helped my friend. Lin Ran is my friend."
"I've never seen anyone help friends of the opposite sex like this. I never believed there could be true good friends of the opposite sex."
I glanced at Xiao Chao and said, "What do you know?"
"Yes, yes, I don't understand. Growing up, I have never had a relationship or been in love. I finally fell in love with someone and tried my best to love, but there was no good result. So far, I still have no good results. You keep playing ambiguous with me, and I really can’t figure out how I am worse than you.”
I reached out and pointed to my head, "Here."
"Fuck you." Xiao Chao scolded, "I'm just telling you, you guys are not all honest, Chen Yang, you too, you all like to play with ambiguity, right, let's play, let's play, sooner or later Play with all the women around you."
"Have you been stimulated by something?"
Xiao Chao shook his head, and then said to us, "I'd like to trouble you, if you don't want to get along well with others, please don't hurt them."
"What is entrapment?"
"This is a trap. Xi Yu, Cheng Xue, Lin Ran, Zhao Qianya, who are not good girls? They are good-looking and have good family conditions. They are also very sincere in their treatment of you. Look at you, I really don't know what to do. How should I put it, I suddenly thought of many, many things in this world that are really unfair."
"Are you crazy?"
Xiao Chao shook his head, "I loved Xiaomei with all my life. What did I want? I tried my best to be good to her. After such a long time, I don't believe that she doesn't understand what I mean. Every time I mention it At the critical moment, she ignored me and ran away. Do you think it's easy for me? You all have good girls, but you don't cherish them. I want to cherish them, but there is nothing worth cherishing."
"Don't act like you are great."
"I didn't say how great I was. Maybe if I had a partner, I would be in a similar situation to you now. Everyone knows that as time goes by, feelings will inevitably fade, but I don't believe it. No There will be everlasting love."
"Are you crazy? What nonsense are you talking about?"
Xiao Chao shook his head, "If one day, God will give me a girl as good as yours, I will fight for it and love it at all costs, and I can abandon everything, everything, you guys, just Don’t cherish it, everyone is the same. You don’t know how to cherish until you lose it. Not everyone is so lucky to meet such a good girl. Maybe you missed this and will never meet the next one in your life."
The rest of us looked at Xiao Chao without saying a word. We didn’t know why he spoke like this today. But don’t think about it. The most basic reason must be that Xiao Mei stimulated Xiao Chao, but she actually stimulated Xiao Chao like this. ,
The atmosphere was a bit strangely awkward,
Xiao Chao said so much in one breath, then looked at us and stopped talking, and then smiled at us, "I don't mean anything else." Then he spread his hands and said, "I just hope that the brothers are all well. Cherish the people around you, love them well, and live with them well. In fact, I also understand that if it were me, I might not do very well, but I would definitely do better than you guys. Just like I did to Xiaomei for so long. She has never had any regrets, she did whatever she said, and she did whatever she wanted, and in the end, she actually, actually did it."
"What's wrong?" Brother Xu asked,
Xiao Chao glanced at Brother Xu, and then shook his head, "It's okay, I'm tired, I don't want to talk about this anymore." Then Xiao Chao went into the kitchen, not knowing what he was tinkering with inside.
I asked Brother Xu, "What's going on?"
Brother Xu spread his hands, "I don't know, but it's okay to say it. He has never said anything about these things in such a long time. Today he said it all at once. He must have been suppressing it for a long time. If he didn't say it again, It’s not good to suppress the problem.”
I sighed, "Everyone understands what he said, everyone knows it."
"Well, he has never been with a woman for such a long time. As time goes by, the feeling naturally fades away and there is only emotion."
"Yeah, we didn't do anything." I thought for a while, "I owe Lin Ran, so she said it. If I can help, I will definitely help. When I help, I don't go to bed. You see. Look at him."
"Haha, okay, leave him alone, Xiaomei must have stimulated him, no one can be happy, angry, sad, right?"
As soon as we finished speaking, Xiao Chao came out holding a bottle of white wine and several ham sausages.
He sat down on the mat on the ground, and then he started drinking and eating ham.
Brother Xu sighed and walked to Xiao Chao, "Okay, don't do this."
Xiao Chao glanced at Brother Xu and smiled, "If you don't want to be good with Cheng Xue, just give her to me. Stop doing this."
Brother Xu glanced at her, "If you have the ability, just go after her."
Xiao Chao didn't speak, just patted Brother Xu on the shoulder, "Stop being like this, be okay."
"What's wrong with you? Why are you like this today?"
"It's okay, I want to stay by myself for a while."
The few of us glanced at Xiao Chao, but no one said anything. We just followed Brother Xu into Brother Xu's room. Inside, the few of us smoked cigarettes and played poker for a while. It didn't take long for us to talk about Xiao Chao's incident. Forgot to forget,
At almost 12 o'clock in the evening, I was all sleepy and ready to go back to the house to sleep.
Chen Yang and I saw Xiao Chao lying on the floor in the living room and falling asleep. The TV and lights were all on. Next to him was an empty wine bottle. He drank a whole bottle.
I glanced at Chen Yang, and then the two of us walked to the edge of Xiao Chao, and one of us held up one of his arms.
I looked at Xiao Chao's face and asked, "Is he crying?"
Chen Yang also stared at Xiao Chao's face and said nothing, "Let's go, help him in."
The two of us shook our heads, helped Xiao Chao into his room, and covered him with quilts and other things.
When Chen Yang was taking off his clothes, a letter fell out from his clothes,
Chen Yang glanced at the letter on the ground, reached out and picked it up, about to open it.
I thought about it and grabbed Chen Yang's hand.
Chen Yang glanced at me, "What's wrong?"
I shook my head, then picked up the letter and put it back inside Xiao Chao's clothes.
Chen Yang didn’t say anything,
I brought a glass of boiled water to Xiao Chao’s bedside.
Then, they all returned to their houses,
In fact, when Xiaochao is with us, he rarely expresses any opinions. Most of the time, he plays with us. No matter what he does, he does it very well. He doesn't have to say anything to his brothers or friends. What does everyone say? , he just does whatever he does. He is rarely like this today. In the past, we could only scold and have fun together, but not like today.
In my memory, I have never seen Xiao Chao like this before.
In fact, there are many opportunities in a person's life. One thing, a very small thing, may really change a person, or even change the circle of people around him.
The pain of youth will continue to accompany us as we grow and urge us to change.
There is nothing wrong with getting lonelier as you grow older.
I don’t know what happened between Xiaomei and him, but we have a tacit understanding and no one asked about it.
I woke up very early the next morning,
Everyone was very happy. Everything about last night was forgotten.
Very happy to go to school,
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