Uncle Liu, when the name came out of Yuanyuan's mouth, he gritted his teeth, but he still said it with a smile,
Moreover, Yuanyuan's voice was somewhat sarcastic,
Everyone could hear it and knew without even thinking that Yuanyuan hated Uncle Liu. After all, it was Uncle Liu who betrayed them. If Uncle Liu hadn't betrayed them, maybe Yuanyuan and the others would have run away from this small county. , it will not be disintegrated so completely,
In fact, I don't think so. I think that Uncle Liu may have saved them. Without Uncle Liu's betrayal, Yuanyuan may not be able to turn back when.
But, to be honest, I also hate Uncle Liu very much. As long as he is an undercover agent, I don’t have a good impression of him.
I remember when I was watching Infernal Affairs, I saw an undercover police officer who went to a bandit den and betrayed the brothers around him who were very good to me. Although he was trying to eliminate violence and bring peace to society, I still felt disgusted with such people. No. know why,
I remember Xiaochao said, if I become a policeman and asked to be an undercover policeman, I will definitely end up being an undercover policeman.
Everyone laughed, but this sentence also expressed everyone's feelings,
We all seem to hate undercovers. No matter you are righteous or evil, we all have no good impressions of undercovers.
Selling one's brother is a disgusting act.
Sure enough, Fei Ge said my inner thoughts very directly, "I think you shouldn't blame Uncle Liu. On the contrary, you should thank him, don't you think?" Then Fei Ge took a deep breath. Although I am disgusted with this Uncle Liu, you have to admit that he saved you. If you are still in that circle and can't come out, your life will really be over, right?"
Yuan Yuan smiled and said, "Thank you, you asked me to thank him, thank a brother who betrayed me for twenty years, thank a man who sent all his brothers to a dead end, do you want to thank a beast?"
Brother Fei nodded, "You understand what I mean. You are such an adult. It is useless for me to tell you. Everything depends on you. I didn't say anything else. I just said that for you, From a perspective, this is good, you can change your mind and be a new person."
Yuanyuan shook his head, "If it weren't for his betrayal, we would have escaped from this small county long ago. We still have a chance to make a comeback. We can continue to come. We are not necessarily the losers."
Fei Ge smiled and said, "If that's true, you may not have a chance to look back now. You may have to make a complete confession like this for the rest of your life. Think carefully about what I said. You are a sensible person. You are so important in society." After a while, you should see many things clearly."
Yuanyuan was silent for a while, then sighed, "Hey, maybe."
I took a puff of cigarette with some depression, and then looked at Yuanyuan, "Was it really that uncomfortable just now?"
Yuanyuan nodded, "Anyway, if you give me a chance, I would rather commit suicide than live like this all day long. Really, for the sake of what I said, you just think how difficult it would be. In short, In this life, you should not touch these things."
"Why didn't you tell us before that your drug addiction was so big? You just said that you didn't have any drug addiction and just skated occasionally."
Yuan Yuan was a little helpless, "I don't know if I have that confidence. I subconsciously wanted to avoid something in myself, so when Brother Fei asked me, I just said it casually. I didn't expect that it would be so difficult. , if this happens once, then I have to go to a drug rehabilitation center, and I can’t even imagine the consequences.”
"Go to a drug rehab center. There will be formal equipment there, and they are all experienced people. They will definitely have a way to help you quit."
Yuanyuan smiled, "It would be great if it really worked. But we have a friend who stayed in a drug rehabilitation center for a year and suffered countless crimes. He is still in it. I'm not familiar with him. I got into this circle." At that time, he entered a drug rehabilitation center. As a result, up to now, he is still in the drug rehabilitation center and has not come out. You said, it is like a prison, there is nothing and no freedom. You asked me to stay there. You said My character, will I be crazy?"
"So, in your heart, you never thought about going to a drug rehabilitation center. You just wanted to deceive a few of us and make us really believe that you are just addicted to drugs and skate occasionally, right?"
Yuanyuan glanced at Brother Fei, and then said, "I don't know either."
Fei Ge sighed, "I know, and you know too, so you don't have to be unclear. You know your own self-control very well. If we don't look at you, you might run away again. You don't have it at all." You have thought about entering a drug rehab center, haven't you? Fortunately, tonight your drug addiction has attacked us. It has given us a glimpse and confirmed to me that you are not just skating. This has made me even more determined to send you to a drug rehab center. Confidence, so whether you are willing or unwilling, as for you, there is the best and most helpful place for you. If you don't go, then you will be ruined, completely ruined. "
Fei Ge then took out a cigarette and lit it. "You can do whatever you want today. The drug addiction has just ended anyway, but tomorrow morning, you must go to the drug rehabilitation center with me. Don't resist, you are resisting." , you can’t do anything to the five of us, unless you dare to be ruthless and kill all of us.”
Yuanyuan raised his head and smiled, "Then you call me too much of a beast."
"When you become addicted to drugs, will you take this into consideration?"
Yuanyuan was stunned for a moment, "Probably not."
"No." Fei Ge smiled and said, "You really have an attack. If you really get to that point, you will be able to do anything. Do you believe it? It turns out that a kid who was watching the show at my place has a drug addiction. , there are so many unscrupulous things that have been done, I just don’t want to say it, maybe you have seen it with your own eyes, how harmful this thing is, you don’t know what it will do when it attacks, and you won’t learn."
Yuan Yuan shook his head, "I know, I know, I know everything, but I just can't control myself. These things really can't be touched, really can't be touched." Then Yuan Yuan hugged his head again and shook it hard. Shaking his head, "Don't touch it, don't touch it. If you touch it, you will regret it for the rest of your life."
Brother Xu followed up and said, "Then you did it in the first place and regret it now. What did you do earlier?"
"It's not too late now." Chen Yang sighed, "It's fine to go to the drug rehabilitation center with Brother Fei tomorrow." Then Chen Yang continued to ask, "Why did you start doing this in the first place?"
"Curiosity kills. Didn't I just say it? If you touch it, you will regret it for the rest of your life. You won't be able to experience the excruciating pain." Then Yuanyuan reached out and covered his face, "What should I do? What should I do? Why did I become like this? I shouldn’t be like this.”
Brother Fei sighed, walked slowly to the side of Yuan Yuan, stretched out his arms and hugged him, Yuan Yuan leaned on Brother Fei's shoulder, and for some reason started crying. Now Yuan Yuan gave it to me. I felt like I was really mentally disturbed. I watched him cry sometimes, laugh sometimes, in a daze, move strangely, and felt unspeakably uncomfortable. Many years ago, this fat man stood in front of me, and then stretched out his hand. Pointing at the person who bullied me, "Liu'er, beat him up for me. If anything happens, I'll take care of it." Thinking about that moment and looking at the fat man crying on Brother Fei's shoulder, I really felt a little sad. Sad, time is really terrible,
It was the first time I saw Yuan Yuan cry so heart-wrenchingly. It gave me a very shocking feeling.
I remember the times we spent together in my mind, and it’s really painful.
I leaned to the side, and the more I thought about it, the more worried I became. When I was worried, I lit a cigarette and took a few puffs. Then, I suddenly remembered something, and I looked at Brother Xu on the side, who was very anxious. He asked, "Where did the damn bald man go? I kept telling you this, but suddenly I forgot about the damn bald man. Aren't you supposed to be together?"
Brother Xu was startled, and then pushed me, "You are sick. You scared me to death. Why are you so excited?"
"No, I was just busy with Yuanyuan's business. Where did the bald man go?"
"Now you remember to ask." Chen Yang smiled at me, "I thought you had to ask as soon as you entered the house, but who knew you didn't ask."
"You are not together."
Brother Xu shook his head, "When he came out of the hospital, the bald man answered the phone, and then walked away in a hurry. He didn't say what he was going to do. Anyway, Yuanyuan's affairs were finished, so he left."
"He didn't say anything or what he was going to do."
Brother Xu said "Hmm" and said, "I don't know what this guy is up to these days. He's so mysterious."
I sighed, "Don't let him go down the same path as Yuanyuan again."
"Impossible," Brother Xu continued, "You damn bald man, you know what you are doing."
"I hope so." Chen Yang then added, "When I have time, I have to ask him, ask this bald man what he has been busy with recently."
"You can just ask your wife."
"My wife doesn't know either. He said that he is always bald and never comes home. No one in their family cares about him. After all, he is so old and he is still a boy. The family doesn't care about him at all."
"Forget it, forget it, don't worry about that for now, let's look at this one in front of you first."
Then the rest of us looked at Yuanyuan who was crying on Brother Fei's shoulder.
I was a little depressed. I watched Yuanyuan cry on Brother Fei's shoulder for a long time. He slowly stopped crying, and then he leaned on the edge of the sofa, his eyes still red. "Tell me, is there something wrong with me?" Sometimes I cry, sometimes I laugh, sometimes I don’t care about anything, sometimes I am afraid of everything, sometimes I regret it, you think, am I going crazy?”
I sighed, "Okay, don't think about that."
Yuanyuan touched his head, "I haven't figured it out yet. Why, you said that Uncle Liu and Zhao have been in love for 20 years, how could they just sell it out? I have never figured it out. You don't know how much Uncle Liu loves me." How good it is, you really don’t know. When I was hospitalized, Uncle Liu always cared for me meticulously. I always regarded him as my uncle. How come he suddenly betrayed us all? How do you say betrayal? Just sell it out."
"Okay, okay, don't think about it, don't think about it"
Yuan Yuan shook his head, "How could I not think about it? After I fainted at Zhao Xiang's feet, I lost consciousness. When I woke up, I was in the hospital. When I opened my eyes, I saw it at the first sight. Uncle Liu, he asked me to call him Uncle Liu. He smiled kindly at me, and then said to me, don't worry, you don't have to worry about anything as long as I am here. Then this Uncle Liu will come to the hospital to see me every day. He took care of me and bought me food. When it was time to eat, someone would bring me food. It was all given by Uncle Liu. I always thought that he was the one who saved me, but every time I asked him , he didn’t say anything, and said that after I was discharged from the hospital, someone would naturally come. This went on for nearly a week. When I was about to be discharged from the hospital, Uncle Liu said to me, my savior is coming today.”
Yuan Yuan lit another cigarette, "I thought who the person who saved me would be, who knows, but after taking a look, I realized that it was a fat man, and he was surprisingly fat. This fat man walked up to me, He said to me, young man, are you okay? I nodded, okay, and he said, do you have any ideas for the future? I don’t know what I thought, so I said, I want to follow you and just give you food to eat. Zhao I want to say that he is a gangster, but let me think carefully about whether to join this circle. If I do, I can’t go out casually. If I don’t come in, let me go. I was very touched at the time, and then I thought about it. I thought, since he saved me, I will follow him. From that day on, I followed Zhao Xiang together, and just like that, I started on this road, haha."
Yuan Yuan smiled, "Zhao wants to treat his people well, and very well. We just stay and play all day long. We don't have to do anything. We only occasionally fight, collect money, and do things. What does Zhao want to say?" Then just do whatever you want, no one will care about you, and you are living a pretty cool life. If you want to find a woman, you can find one from Jinfeng without spending any money, just have a meal together."
"Then what."
"Then, Yuanyuan thought about it, but what he ordered must be done well. If it is not done well, the punishment will be very serious. Zhao Xiang is a very fair person."
"Justice, you are also fair."
Yuanyuan nodded, "Of course it is."
"He will also punish."
"Yeah," Yuanyuan sighed, "And when I'm punished, I seem to be a different person, very cruel."
"How cruel."
Then Yuanyuan glanced at me, "When you were in Beitian, you saw me one time. I was covered in wounds. Didn't you ask me why?"
I nodded, "Zhao wants to fight."
Yuan Yuan smiled, "Well, I didn't do things well, so it's normal to be beaten. Following Zhao Xiang, he has always made clear rewards and punishments, so even though I get beaten sometimes, no one says anything. It's the same for everyone."
"That ice, is it what Zhao wants you to come into contact with?"
Yuanyuan shook his head, "Actually, although Zhao Xiang doesn't object to this, he never advocates that we come into contact with these things. He himself has never come into contact with these things. I remember one time, he had a terrible toothache, and it was extremely painful. He couldn't even sleep, and the pain lasted for three days. Finally, I saw that there was nothing I could do, so I asked someone to get him some ice and let him take a sip. After a sip, the pain stopped, but he just couldn't bear it. He would not smoke, he would not smoke no matter what he said, and in the end, he just resisted."
Fei Ge smiled and said, "You see, even that big fat man knows that you can't touch these things, yet you still insist on touching them."
Yuan Yuan sighed, "When I went there, there were people inside who had already started skating, and the relationship between men and women inside was very messy, and they often had sex. They all said that after skating, they felt very happy. Anyway, there are free girls. I At first, I didn't use it at all, and I let them say whatever they wanted, and it felt good. But once, the girl sucked a little bit, and then asked me to suck it. I didn't want to be looked down upon by her, and I've always been very curious about this, so I gave it a try, and the result was really good. At first, I didn’t have any big addiction. I always thought that once in a while, once in a while, it would be fine, and I would not be addicted. I have always thought this way, and I have always thought so. Occasionally once or twice, later on, I became more and more unable to extricate myself, and then started to try other things, such as heroin, virus injections, and various experiences to experience the excitement and comfort of the moment. In the end, I became completely addicted to drugs. It's not just an accident. At first, I thought about giving up this thing completely, but later I found that I really don't have that much self-control, and many people around me were smoking, so I just After thinking about it, I just let nature take its course. In fact, I tried many times to quit, and I tried all kinds of methods, but in the end it still didn't work." Then Yuanyuan smiled and said, Really, the first two times were nothing, but it felt really good, but after that, there was endless pain, and I couldn’t stop. This life may be ruined like this.”
"I told you a long time ago, you are not serious about skating, you didn't admit it just now." Fei Ge sighed,
Yuanyuan nodded, "Sometimes, they even get injections, and they try everything. Anyway, they do whatever they get. The further they go, the less they love themselves. I thought, if this hadn't happened, , it’s unknown how long I can live, I live like this every day.” Then Yuanyuan smiled, “Haha, just play with your youth, maybe, in less than two years, I will die, you think, is death scary?”
Brother Fei looked at Yuanyuan and said, "Be normal."
Yuan Yuan nodded, "I know." Then Yuan Yuan looked at us, "Actually, it's not easy for me. Because of this, I also fell out with my family. I haven't been home for several months. I have been I don’t know the concept of home anymore. Sometimes during festivals, when I look at the crowds on the street, I feel very sad, but I never say it.”
"I gave you the chance back then," Fei Ge sighed, "You could just go with us, why don't you go."
Yuan Yuan shook his head, "I didn't leave in the first place because I couldn't leave. If I left with you in Jinfeng, I would be doomed. I would destroy Zhao Xiang's platform and refute his face. I would definitely die." It's ugly. I've seen his methods. He is a mad dog and he will turn against you at any time. If I really leave with you, I will never have peace in the future."
"But just now, you could have chosen to go with us, but you were still begging us to let Zhao Xiang go."
Yuanyuan sighed, "We were already grasshoppers on the same boat at that time, weren't we? At that time, I never thought that I would stand here safely. I always thought that I was going to die, Lao Li My family will definitely not let us go. I am scared, and I don’t want to bring unnecessary trouble to others. More importantly, I know very well what we did when Zhao wanted to confront Lao Li’s family. They will not let us go easily. Besides, he really saved my life. If I had a choice, I would leave him when his ambitions are prosperous, and I will not leave him when he has nothing. You guys Do you understand what I mean? Zhao thinks he is not a human, but an animal. He saved my life. Without him, I might not be here anymore."
Brother Fei looked at Yuanyuan and didn't say anything. He just patted him on the shoulder and said, "Okay, okay, everything will be fine in the future."
Yuanyuan shook his head, "Brother, remember, Qiang Wu, you really can't touch him."
"What's wrong?" Fei Ge looked at Yuanyuan, "Why do you say that?"
Yuan Yuan smiled, "The reason why Zhao Xiang had such courage to confront Li Yao was probably because of Qiang Wu's promise and Qiang Wu's help. After he saw Li Yao's strength, in order to protect himself, he quickly He obviously pushed Zhao Xiang in front of him as a shield."
"Doesn't Li Yao know?"
"I'll definitely know." Yuanyuan smiled, "But he won't do anything to Qiang Wu."
"Why."
Yuan Yuan sighed, "They followed Zhao Xiang down this time. In name, nothing happened, but in fact, they also suffered a lot. To be honest, I have been with Zhao Xiang for so long, and I have never thought about him. He actually hides so much power, but Li Yao is still too powerful. He hides even deeper, and Chen Feng is really too powerful."
Then Yuan Yuan smiled and said, "I don't even know how I survived these days." Then Yuan Yuan looked at us, "You don't know how cruel these scenes are. Haha, really, after watching it, you will I have nightmares. I haven’t had a comfortable sleep in a long time. I don’t even dare to close my eyes at night. There are wild cats outside. They will scare us awake and then run away. We have nothing to eat and flowers to spend. It’s really Yes, these days, when I think about it now, it’s like a nightmare. Really, those scenes were so scary, so frightening, and dripping with blood. I looked around at many of my friends who were having fun together, and then I just fell down. , Really, so scary, so scary." As Yuan Yuan spoke, he buried his head in Brother Fei's arms. "I'm scared, brother, I'm scared."
Brother Fei hugged Yuanyuan and said, "Okay, okay, everything is fine now, everything is fine, it has passed, don't be afraid anymore."
Yuanyuan didn't say anything, but lay quietly in Brother Fei's arms. Within a few minutes, he heard a slight snore.
I looked at Fei Ge and said, "Let him sleep for a while. He must be tired."
Fei Ge sighed, "If you have time, take him to see a psychiatrist and take him to a drug rehabilitation center tomorrow. This is the most important thing."
The few of us looked at each other and said nothing.
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