(Second update, sorry, there is another update tonight,)
I don't like to see women cry. I don't know when I started to develop this habit, and I don't know how long it will last. I looked at Xiyu with some depression, then stood up and lit it. A cigarette and started smoking by myself,
Xiyu sat on the bed, still motionless, wiping his tears, then slowly sobbing,
I turned around several times and found that she was still crying. I felt a little crazy and didn't know what posture I should stand in.
"Ancestor, let's discuss something." I really couldn't stand it anymore. "Can you stop crying? You know that I can't stand a girl crying. Just cry if you want. It's okay to cry for a while. You cry like this." I kept getting up, how could I do that? Do you think so? Do you have so many tears flowing out?"
Xiyu glanced at me and then continued to cry,
"I said, wife, can you stop crying?" Then I reached out and rubbed my face, feeling very painful. "I, the one who was beaten, haven't cried yet. What do you mean by crying? Don't you?" , stop crying, stop crying." After I finished speaking, I walked over to Xiyu, reached out and grabbed her wrist, then wiped her eyes, and said somewhat depressedly, "Don't cry. "
Xiyu raised his head and looked at me, with two big tearful eyes and red circles, "Liu Liu."
"Here, my ancestors, tell me what's going on."
Xiyu looked at me and thought for a moment, "Liuliu, can you please stop doing this in the future?"
I was stunned for a moment, a little at a loss. "What."
Xiyu looked at me, thought for a moment, and continued, "Do you know what you just did?"
"Of course I know." I sat next to Xi Yu, "I don't have amnesia."
"I don't like that Yoko of yours, very much." Xiyu looked at me. "I felt that the way you looked just now was very strange. Really, I have never seen you like that. Liuliu, don't do this in the future." OK, okay?"
"That's it, okay, okay," I said quickly, "You can say whatever you want. For a short period of time just now, my mind was in a vacuum. I admit it. At that stage, I suddenly didn't want to think about anything. In fact, I Now that I think about it, I am also a little scared, but I just didn’t say it.”
After Xiyu listened to what I said, he stopped talking and lowered his head. Then within two minutes, tears flowed down again, which made me feel at a loss.
I stretched out my arms and hugged Xiyu, "I said ancestor, why are you crying again? You were fine just now, why are you crying again?"
"I, I don't want to," Xi Yu stretched out his hand to wipe his tears and choked, "I don't know why. I can't control myself. I, I, I'm scared." Xi Yu continued to cry, "Six Six, you know, you really scared me just now, scared me."
I sighed, "Well, well, I was wrong, I was wrong. I will never dare to do it again. Didn't I tell you? Now that I think about it, I'm scared, let alone you. Don't do this." ,Be good, be good.”
"But I can't help it, I can't control it." Xiyu stretched out his hand to wipe his tears, and then smiled at me, "Liuliu, if you really rowed just now, your life will be over, your life will be over, Liuliu, your ferocious expression just now really scared me."
"Okay, okay, I understand." I reached out to hold Xiyu in my arms and stroked her cheek, "Good wife, be good and be obedient. It's okay, it's okay, don't be afraid."
"Liu Liu, I don't want to cry either. I know you can't see it, but I really can't help it. I can't control it. I'm depressed. I'm scared. I'm scared."
I took a deep breath, then hugged Xiyu and said slowly, "Cry, baby, cry as hard as you can. Once you cry, you won't be afraid anymore. If you're not afraid, you won't be depressed anymore. It's good. Let it all out." You don’t have to bury it in your heart, that’s at least much better than me.” Then I smiled helplessly, “Actually, I’m afraid too, and I don’t want to be like that. It’s just that no one is impulsive. I’m also afraid now, but I don’t say it. , I don’t know how to vent it, so it’s better to let everything take its course. It’s useless to be afraid, because it has already happened. Fortunately, there are no particularly serious consequences. Now we should think about what to do. Go deal with these things, are you right?"
Xiyu didn't say anything, just cried in my arms,
I looked at the woman in my arms, and suddenly I wanted to protect her. I rarely see Xi Yu like this, rarely see Xi Yu with this expression, this form, she has always been a very strong woman, It seems that what happened today really touched her a lot.
I sighed and just let Xiyu cry,
After a long time, Xiyu gradually stabilized. She remained motionless and hugged me tightly.
I lowered my head and looked at the woman in my arms. Slowly, I kissed her gently. Xiyu responded slowly,
Then the ** was ignited bit by bit,
I hugged Xiyu, put her on the bed, took off her shoes, and then kissed her slowly. Xiyu lay under me, hugged my neck, and began to cater to me,
Everything, without words, intimate, unlimited passion,
I leaned on the bed, lit a cigarette, and then stretched out my hand to blow my hair. I felt quite comfortable.
Xiyu sat up from beside me, then kissed my cheek, then hugged me and lay on my chest,
I reached out and touched Xiyu's skin. It was really good. Girls' skin is usually better than boys'.
There are thousands of thoughts in my mind, and I try to restrain myself from thinking about those things. People are different. If I cry a little, I can stop thinking about those things. I think I don’t know when I can forget. To be honest, I was really scared, and I was very scared. Sometimes I thought, if I really cut it with that knife, what would I do in this life? It would be really ruined, completely ruined. ,
Just as I was thinking about it, Xi Yu's voice interrupted my thoughts, "Liu Liu."
"What's wrong, baby?" I reached out and hugged Xiyu, "Say."
Xiyu was silent for a moment, then raised his head, looked at me, smiled at me and said, "Husband." This smile gave me a feeling that was truly overwhelming.
I was stunned, and suddenly I didn’t know what to say.
"Husband," Xiyu continued to call, "Husband, husband."
I smiled and looked at Xiyu, "What are you doing? Why do you keep calling me?"
Xiyu smiled at me and said, "I called you husband, are you used to it?"
"True or false."
"Fake"
"That's just because I'm not used to it."
"I know that I have never called anyone else my husband. You are the first. You are my first."
"We have already been."
"You have passed the test today, and you have officially taken up the job today. Those things in the past don't count, they are all probationary periods, and you are still in danger of being fired. Today, this special day, we are officially dating, husband."
I was stunned for a moment, "After all this time, I am not your husband."
"It's my boyfriend, my boyfriend." Xi Yu smiled and said, "Don't bother me with these issues. Whatever I say will be whatever it is."
"Well, well, I won't be entangled, I won't be entangled."
"Haha, from today on, I will call you Liuliu Husband openly, haha."
I glanced at Xi Yu who was laughing and said, "What are you doing? What's the matter? You're so happy."
"You don't understand, you don't understand."
"I have always been your husband, and I have always regarded you as my wife."
"You don't understand. Such a special day is very important to me. Liuliu, do you know how long I have been looking forward to this day?" Then Xiyu raised her hand and exposed the ring finger of her right hand. Liuliu, the ring you bought is so suitable. I like it so much, I really like it." Xiyu kissed the ring and said, "Liuliu, I love you, husband, I love you."
"I love you too, baby." After saying that, I continued to kiss Xiyu,
After a long time, our lips parted, and Xiyu lay in my arms, "Honey, aren't you scared?"
I thought for a while, "Is this true or false?"
"Fake."
I was stunned for a moment and looked at Xiyu, "Why do you always like to listen to lies?"
"Because it's really hard to hear it from you."
"You are speaking as if I am not telling the truth."
"No, it's just very few."
I glanced at Xiyu and said, "Who told you that?"
"The experience I have gained over the years."
I took a deep breath and said, "My reputation has been ruined by you all."
Xiyu smiled and said, "Hubby, there is something wrong with you."
I was stunned for a moment, then looked at Xiyu and said, "What's wrong?"
Xiyu shook his head, "I don't know why, it's always an indescribable feeling, but one thing is for sure, there is something wrong with you. It feels very wrong to me. You should be aware of it yourself. You said it is." ?”
I thought for a while, then took a deep breath, "Some, I don't know why."
"There is always a way to overcome it."
I spread my hands and said, "Just wait for time, time will level everything." Then I smiled helplessly, "I don't know what's wrong with me, it's just a feeling."
"Husband, don't live like this anymore, okay? We won't fight. Even if we don't study, we won't fight. Okay, hubby, let's live a peaceful life and not get involved in these things of theirs, okay? husband."
I looked at Xi Yu, and then smiled, "Okay, okay, actually I have wanted to live like this, but some people have problems and are so mean to death. If you ignore them, they will come over to mess with you. If you ignore them, They, they will still get angry, just like today, I didn't even talk to that Qu Zheng before, and now he actually comes over and beats me, tell me, who should I talk to for reason?"
Xiyu looked at me, was silent for a while, and then said in a low voice, "Liu Liu."
"Yeah." I glanced at Xi Yu, then lit a cigarette. "What's the matter? Tell me."
"Liu Liu, actually Qu Zheng said something that was quite right. Even though I am disgusted with him, what he said was quite right, that's all."
I glanced at Xiyu and said, "What."
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