"What's the point of asking me to make such a promise? You also know me. Even if I make a promise to you, I will soon forget it."
"Liu Liu," Xiyu said to me, "It's my birthday today. Please don't deceive me on a day like this, okay."
I was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly fell silent,
Xiyu sat next to me and said quietly, "Liuliu, don't you think something is wrong with you now?"
I turned around and said, "What's wrong?"
"You know" Xiyu looked at me, "I have been with you for such a long time. Ever since you took out the knife, you have been suppressing something and you need to vent it out."
I looked at Xiyu and said, "Why are you venting? I have nothing to suppress."
"Face is really that important."
I glanced at Xi Yu, then thought about it and nodded, "It's important."
"Liuliu, for me, you can reveal your heart without any guarding. I will never do anything to feel sorry for you in my life. Liuliu, I love you."
I looked at Xi Yu, and then was silent for a while, "Actually, you've seen it too, and I don't want to be like this. You just said it felt wrong, and I know it, but I don't know how to adjust it, how to adjust it, let's be good, Do you know how much time I spent preparing to celebrate your birthday today? I don’t think about anything, don’t care about anything, and don’t ask anything. I just want to have a good birthday with you, because I have been preparing for a long time. I have no other intentions, let alone any other ideas. They came to you as soon as you said so, how come they are so good at picking the time?"
I leaned up and lit a cigarette. "You said that there are so many young people in the school that you don't want to look for. You have to come to me. If you come to me, come to me. If you have to come to me today, you have to rush." You came to me on my wife’s birthday. If you say you’re looking for it, just look for it. I’ll give you a good beating and then let me go. Let me celebrate my wife’s birthday well. Forget it, it’s still endless. You said I've already called you brother, but you still haven't let me go. The most important thing is, if you don't let me go, then you won't let me go. It's not like I haven't been beaten before. I'll be beaten when I'm beaten. You said it's the end of the road. Damn, that ****, that **** named Dazhao who suffered a thousand blows, still insists on scolding you, with that posture, it seems that he wants to hit you, you know, baby, you don’t know what you have to me How important. You don’t know how much I love you. What do you mean when you say that a group of grown men are teasing you? You are just a freshman in high school. Do you think they are cheap? Well, well, next I also took someone to molest their wife once, well, let the big lobster go, and it will definitely come back, haha." Then I took a puff of cigarette, "You said they would leave then, didn't they? I have to scold you, you say I'm a man, and they scold you like that. If I don't prick him, I'll feel sorry for him. Well, my mind suddenly went blank."
I smiled at Xiyu and made a gesture with my hands, "Coax," and then it went blank. You know, you know what "blank" means. I don't even know how I took out the knife. I It really hit his neck. Haha, you don’t understand. I didn’t have any thoughts at that time. I wanted to go up and end it all with one knife. You said why am I so scared now that I think about it? You said I If that knife really goes down, I will become a murderer. A murderer, then this life will be over. How do I face my parents and you? I still want to play computer games and go to Yuedian. , and then I come to Rainbow with you. I also want to watch the orangutans playing tricks and the lobsters playing tricks. Hehe, hehe, tell me, why is this?" Then I patted my leg. "Actually, to put it bluntly, it's retribution. , it’s all retribution.” I smiled and said, “This is retribution for fooling around, actually at the beginning.”
"Sixty-six." Xiyu interrupted me directly,
"Actually, I shouldn't have fooled around in the first place." I ignored Xi Yu's words, and continued to mutter to myself, "If I hadn't fooled around, there wouldn't have been that scene, and we could have gone there happily. It’s his birthday, so I won’t think about pricking him, that would be great, hehe, hehe.” I don’t know why, as I spoke, tears flowed out. I don’t know why, but suddenly I For a moment, I felt aggrieved and scared. Many complicated and inexplicable feelings came to my mind. I threw myself into Xiyu’s arms. I couldn’t care about anything. I cried bitterly in Xiyu’s arms. She cried and choked, "Daughter-in-law, I actually didn't know what was wrong with me at the time. To be honest, I was scared when I was beaten. I was really scared. I wanted to celebrate your birthday well, I took out the knife, and my mind went blank. I was also afraid at the time. I just didn’t show it. I just didn’t think about anything. In fact, I was really afraid. You don’t understand how I felt. In fact, I’m still scared now. I'm so scared, I can't calm down. When I close my eyes, I see the scene of me holding a knife. I'm really scared, I'm scared." I told this unscrupulously while sitting in Xiyu's arms. cry bitterly,
Xiyu held my head and said quietly, "Cry, cry, baby, just cry and it'll be fine. Let it all out. Don't be afraid. Don't worry about anything. Don't be afraid of anything. Just cry. It'll be fine." , Everyone has times when they are weak, and everyone has times when they are afraid. It is not a shameful thing. I always like to pretend, how tiring it is."
Xiyu took a deep breath, held my head, and continued, "That's right. If you don't vent something out and hold it in your heart, problems will arise. You love face very seriously. I understand. Yours, cry, cry as hard as you can, no matter who you are in such a situation, everyone will be scared, and no one can do it as if nothing happened. Liuliu, cry, after crying, everything will be over, everything will be over. Okay, go ahead and cry.”
I cried in Xiyu's arms for an unknown amount of time. Xiyu held my head in her arms and let me bury it on her chest, while she began to sing a very gentle song to me.
We stayed in this position, like this, for a long, long time,
Slowly, I stopped crying. I raised my head from Xiyu's arms, slowly leaned on the bed, lit a cigarette, and took two puffs. I suddenly felt that the big stone pressing on my chest suddenly disappeared. Everything feels the same, breathing is much easier than before.
After I finished my cigarette, I smiled and said calmly, "I feel so embarrassed today." After I finished speaking, I smiled helplessly,
Xiyu reached out and touched my cheek, "Liuliu, does it hurt?"
I shook my head and said, "It's okay, gentlemen. It won't be a big deal if you take a few hits."
"When I say it hurts, it's not just on the face."
I glanced at Xi Yu, then smiled at her and spread my hands, "It's much better. After crying for so long and letting you watch jokes for so long, if it doesn't feel better, then the problem is really serious."
Xiyu looked at me, "Why do you care so much about face?"
"It's normal for men to care about face."
"But you and I don't need to be so face-conscious. I've never seen you. How can you still be like this?"
I smiled and said nothing,
Xiyu continued to gently caress my cheek, and gently rubbed my shoulder, "Does it hurt?"
I nodded "Yeah"
"This place is swollen with blood." Xiyu then kissed my shoulder, "I still had the strength to fight just now. Doesn't it hurt?"
I shook my head, "Then I won't care about the pain."
"Liuliu, you are so good to me." Xiyu raised his head and smiled at me, "I love you, husband." Then Xiyu leaned forward and kissed my lips,
I smiled at her, "You have discovered it, and you have said something that I like to hear. It is not easy. Today is a special day, and I should really commemorate it."
Xiyu smiled and said, "Can you be humble?"
I shook my head, "No, there is no word modesty in my dictionary."
Xiyu sighed, then shook his head helplessly, and stretched out his finger. I could tell that Xiyu liked this ring very much. "Husband."
"Um."
"How much does this cost?"
"Does it look good?"
Xiyu nodded, "Well, this ring is very beautiful, really beautiful."
"Do you like it?"
"Yeah, sure."
"Then there's no need to ask." I smiled at Xi Yu, "It's also platinum, in line with your boss Xi's style."
Xiyu looked at me in surprise, "It's really platinum."
"Why did I lie to you?" Then I said to Xiyu seriously, "Have I lied to you?"
Xiyu thought for a while, then nodded seriously, "Well, not only have I cheated, but I've cheated many times."
I was stunned for a moment, then looked at Xi Yu helplessly, "It's just because I've done it so many times, so I won't do it this time."
"You're doing this again." Xiyu looked at me, "You can't be more serious."
I smiled and said, "I swear, it's really platinum."
Xiyu looked at me, "With the new outfit you bought today, how much does it cost in total? Are they all yours?"
"What nonsense? It's not mine. Did you give it to me?" I glanced at Xiyu, "Who are you looking down on?"
"Go away." Xiyu hit me. "Where did you get the money? Tell me truthfully. I will calculate whether it is enough."
"No food, no drink, no clothing, no shelter, no sleep, no money." I said a series of words in one breath.
Xiyu looked at me and then smiled, "Is there anything else?"
"Well, also, I just don't know if you still want to hear it."
"What else, I'm looking forward to."
I smiled and held out two fingers, "I won't die."
When Xiyu heard this, he laughed "haha" and then punched me twice. "Wang Baliu, stop teasing me. I'm telling you to be serious."
"Well, what I said is serious." Then I said seriously, "I always take my wife's happiness as the center, my wife's life, study, health, and mood as the radius, and my unremitting efforts as the fulcrum, and then Working hard.”
Xiyu smiled and looked at me, "You just know how to talk about you."
"I can't just say that." I looked at Xi Yu and said with a very YD smile,
"Then what else can you do?"
"I'm better at it."
"Get lost, you stinking gangster." Xiyu pushed me.
I smiled and then pressed on Xiyu. Xiyu didn't resist and was quite cooperative.
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