I stood at the door of my junior high school alma mater for a long time, recalling a lot of thoughts, thinking about 4 years ago, when I first came here, thinking about Lin Yifei, dead bald man, Yuanyuan, Cuncun, and pigtails, and Tudou, those many, many people who have no contact with each other anymore, thinking about the group of naive children under the Zhengyang Bridge at that time, thinking about the laughter and laughter when we were in school together, thinking about Lin Ran, thinking about her just now I always feel like I have overlooked something very important when I say those words, but for a while, I still can’t remember them. I don’t know why. I always feel like I have overlooked something very important. , and Xi Yu, who had always been cold and cold at the time, thought for a long time, and unconsciously walked towards the school gate,
There is a guard sitting at the school gate, playing with this key in his hand. They are all dressed the same, but it is not Brother Wang or Brother Li. Thinking about them and our past, it seems that everything is... Everything is just like what happened yesterday, but in the blink of an eye, it is now,
The guard at the door, who looked to be in his 20s, turned to me and asked, "Young man, what are you doing?"
I was stunned for a moment, then smiled at him, "Brother." Then I took a step forward, took out the cigarette from my clothes, and handed him one. "Have a cigarette, brother."
The man took the cigarette and smiled at me, "How old are you? What are you doing here?"
I pointed to the school and said, "I graduated from here."
"How long has it been since graduation?" The man also smiled, "I just came here not long ago."
"It has been more than two years since I graduated. School will start the day after tomorrow, and it will be my official senior year of high school."
The man said "Oh" and then smiled and said, "Then you're not that big."
"Well, indeed, brother, you are new here."
The man nodded, "I retired from the army, and I was not assigned a job. I just stayed at home, so I just found my brother's place and stayed for a while. Anyway, it was just for fun."
I smiled and said, "Well, we used to have a very good relationship with the doormen here, Brother Wang and Brother Li."
"You know them."
I nodded, "My name is Liu'er."
The man took a puff of cigarette and said with a smile, "I never heard them say that."
"What about Lin Yifei?"
The man continued to shake his head, "No."
"He is the son of the deputy county magistrate here."
Then the guard said "Oh" and said with a smile, "It turns out to be a small group of you. I really heard Lao Wang and Lao Li say that they have been working for five years and watched you children from enrollment to graduation." , and then we quit working together. Not long after I arrived, they left. Before leaving, everyone had a drink. While drinking, they also talked about you children. I didn’t expect that you still remember them. Woolen cloth"
"That's why you must remember me." I continued with a smile, "I've been working for five years and now I'm quitting. It's such a pity."
"What's the pity?" The guard smiled, "I've done it this year, so I won't do it anymore."
I was stunned for a moment and looked up at him, "You're going to do it if you don't do it."
The man nodded, "Yeah, what's so good about this job? It doesn't make any money. It's just for fun. Look at these children. It's still interesting. Expecting this little money is not enough to support a family, especially if you are used to watching After understanding these students now, these things will happen in the future.”
I took a puff of cigarette and said, "Brother, you are really free and easy."
The man shook his head, and then sighed, "Time flies so fast. In the blink of an eye, we are now so old. Looking at the children now, that is, you children, are really happy. Most of the conditions at home are better." , smokes at a higher level than the rest of us, and doesn’t treat money as money at all. How old are you? Junior high school kids, boys and girls, hug each other all day long, gather together in small groups at all times, and even fight when they are fighting. You really dare to take advantage of someone."
I smiled and said, "One generation is happy after another. I think today's children are still happy. We never saw computers when we were children. Today's primary school students have computers in every household. Who do you think we should look for?"
The guard took a deep breath, "They are all the ones who don't study hard. If I had studied hard and given another chance, I would have worked hard to get into college and then work in the future. Everything would go as planned. I wouldn't have to come here to ask for help. Now Society is so fucking dark. I served as a soldier for two years. When I came back, I was told to assign jobs. The person in charge of the assignments kept dragging me down and didn’t care. To put it bluntly, I didn’t study hard in the first place.”
I smiled and said, "This is the kind of society we are now. There is no need to complain about others. You can just go and give gifts."
The man was stunned for a moment, and then looked at me in surprise, "You kid, why do you talk so precociously? What do you know, little brat?"
I said "hmm" and then smiled and said, "I know as much as you do."
"Right." The man also smiled, and then stretched his body. "Today, I saw a student and his parents coming to school. After asking a few questions, I found out that he was here to go through the withdrawal procedures. Now this child, what do you think? If they can’t say it, they won’t go to school. What a privileged condition they have, but they still don’t cherish it. Now I really want to go back and go to school again, haha.”
I laughed "haha" and then patted his shoulder, "Brother, I feel regretful here."
The man was a little helpless and said, "Hey, it doesn't count."
Then I seemed to suddenly remember something. I reached out a little excitedly and grabbed his clothes, "Brother."
The man was stunned for a moment, "What are you doing?"
"What did you say just now?"
He glanced at me and then thought, "Why are you so excited?"
"It's okay, it's okay." I continued to ask, "What did you just say?"
"I said I want to go back and go to school again."
"Up above."
The man thought for a while, then touched his chin and said, "I can't remember."
"Brother, hurry up and think carefully about what you said before you said this."
He looked at me a little strangely, then thought about it carefully, and said, "I said that today's children won't go to school if they don't want to go to school."
I reached out and slapped my forehead hard, "What the hell, why do I keep feeling wrong?"
"What's wrong, little brother?" The guard looked at me with some concern.
"It's okay, it's okay." I didn't say too much. I just picked up the phone and the numbers in my mind still appeared in my mind. The call was connected within a few seconds. "Hello."
After I heard Lin Ran's voice, I subconsciously asked, "So there was no change of number."
"What do I have to offer? Why did you remember that I'm here?" Lin Ran's voice was choked with sobs. "Didn't you and Xi Yu get along well just now? They sang together. What's the matter? Now that you've coaxed her, here you go again. Come to me."
I took a deep breath, "You're crying."
"No, there is no need for me to cry." Lin Ran smiled and said, "Are you okay? If nothing happens, I will die."
"You still cried."
"Haha, do you care? Do you care?" Lin Ran continued, "Liuliu, can those past memories really just stay in the memories of the past? Are you really cold-blooded?"
I sighed and said slowly, "I'm sorry."
"Forget it, no need, what do you want?"
I thought about it, and then said, "You just said that you didn't go to school anymore, and you were living a cool life. I didn't pay much attention to it at the time. But now that I think about it, something is really wrong. I haven't seen you go to school for a long time. What on earth are you doing?" What are you doing?"
"Do I need to report to you what I'm doing?"
"I need to know."
"You don't need to know." Lin Ran's voice was very calm. "Liuliu, you were so kind to me today. Really, everything about me has nothing to do with you. Please don't come back with your ambiguity to stimulate my wounds. I It takes time to heal, okay."
"I just want to know whether you are still in school or not. Xin Cheng, how are you two? The people you are in contact with now are not students."
"Does it have anything to do with you?"
"Pay attention to the interpersonal relationships around you, okay."
"It has nothing to do with you." Lin Ran continued, "I'm going to die."
I took a deep breath, and then threatened, "Don't force me to go to your house, did you hear me?"
"What are you doing?"
"I can do it. As long as I say it, I can do it." Then I took a deep breath. "You also know who I am. Now that you have made it clear to me, then I won't ask you anything." Okay, okay, just two questions, what are you doing now, and, are you still in school?"
Lin Ran smiled on the phone and said, "Does it have anything to do with you?"
I was stunned for a moment, not knowing what to say. Lin Ran continued on the phone and said, "You should live a good life with your Xiyu. How happy you are. Look at yourself, in front of her, you are obedient and submissive." Yeah, you look like a grandson, I really despise you, I despise you from the bottom of my heart, just like SB, you just help her scold me, let her vent her anger, let her calm down, she is your woman, I am your enemy , right."
After listening to Lin Ran's words, I became a little angry, and my voice was a little rough, "Have you scolded me enough? I fucking called you because you scolded me, right?"
"Then stop fucking hitting me." Lin Ran continued, "I just scolded you. What's going on? Get out of here."
I took a deep breath and said, "It's not over."
"It's just that it's not over. You are scolding yourself. You deserve it. SB, come and beat me. Aren't you awesome? If you have the ability, come and beat me."
"Just wait, I'm going to your house"
"Come on, my father and my stepmother are waiting for you." Lin Ran said, "Just come into the house and come directly to my house. You don't know, if you have the ability, just come. I'll kill you, Wang Yue." Then. Lin Ran hung up the phone,
I was a little depressed. I didn’t know anything about what I wanted to know. I didn’t hear a word of what I wanted to hear. I talked a lot about what I didn’t want to know or hear.
I held the phone and thought about the day before, but still didn't have the courage to go to her house. I turned around and smiled at the doorman, "Brother, I'm leaving."
The man also smiled and said, "Okay, come and play if you have nothing to do."
"Okay, brother." Then I hailed a taxi, got in the car and went straight to Chen Yang's house.
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