Lin Ran smiled at me motionlessly and didn't say a word. She let me put her clothes on, then slowly pushed her to the sofa and sat down.
I saw that the corner of Lin Ran's mouth was still bleeding. I felt a little sad. I looked at the paper towels on the table next to me. I walked over slowly, picked up the paper towels, and returned to Lin Ran's side and gave it to him. Wiping the corners of his mouth, "Does it hurt?"
Lin Ran smiled and shook his head, "It doesn't hurt, Liuliu, you are still angry."
I glanced at Lin Ran, then continued to hand the tissue to her and "wipe it yourself."
Lin Ran smiled and said, "Why don't you try harder?"
"What are you doing?"
"Beat me to death." Lin Ran smiled, "You can beat a woman. It seems you are really angry. People change because of someone, because of something, because of time, right? "
I looked at Lin Ran and said, "Can you wake up a little bit?"
"I'm sober."
"Stop being like this." I grabbed Lin Ran's shoulders with both hands. "How old are you? You are still young. You have plenty of opportunities and hopes. Do you deserve to be so self-destructive? Do you still know yourself? Who is it? Do you still have a goal in life? Can you cheer up? If this continues, you will really be finished."
Lin Ran smiled at me, blood was flowing out of the corner of her mouth, but she still didn't wipe it, and the blood slowly fell along the corner of her mouth,
I suddenly felt an indescribable feeling, confused and helpless, "Don't be happy, don't be happy, what's the point of having fun."
Lin Ran continued to smile, "I am such a person. What's wrong? I'm happy. I'm good like this now. Didn't you always say that I didn't know how to seduce people before? I'm so good at seducing people now, isn't it?" "After finishing speaking, Lin Ran opened his clothes at the chest again,
I was stunned for a moment, a nameless anger surged up in my heart, and I raised my hand again unconsciously.
Lin Ran stretched his face toward me, and then looked at me provocatively, "Come on, fight. If you have the ability, keep fighting."
I looked at Lin Ran, then gritted my teeth, but still didn't put my hand down, so I put my hand down again.
Lin Ran smiled at me, "You loser, keep fighting if you have the ability." Then Lin Ran's tears flowed out of her eyes, bit by bit, but the corners of her mouth were still filled with smiles.
I looked a little heartbroken. Slowly, I took a deep breath, then sat next to Lin Ran, picked up a cigarette, lit it, and took two puffs.
Lin Ran sat quietly next to me and smiled at me, "Liu'er, tell me, did you destroy me or did I destroy you?"
"I have walked my own path. I destroyed myself by myself, and you destroyed yourself by yourself. Everything is caused by ourselves. We cannot blame anyone. We have nothing to do with each other."
"You are so clear about shirking the responsibility. If I hadn't written you a note, scolded you, and provoked you, you wouldn't have gone down the road of gangsters, and you wouldn't have skipped school, fought, or gotten into fights every day. , I remember that you were a child who loved to study very much. You dressed up so elegantly every day, holding books. I remember that the teacher said that you had a great future. Haha, tell me, did I destroy you? Yes, don’t deny it. It’s only since I wrote you that letter that you have completely stopped studying.”
I glanced at Lin Ran, shook my head, and said nothing.
Lin Ran continued to smile, "Same meaning, you used to be willing to do anything for me, and you swore an oath to follow me, but now I'm with you for nothing, you don't want it anymore, right? I always thought that I'm not that cheap, and neither am I." No one wants you. Why do I like you so much? What's so good about you? Why can't I let you go?" Then Lin Ran stood up and looked at me. "I don't need you to be responsible. I'll support you. None."
I took a deep breath, then shook my head at Lin Ran, "I can't feel sorry for Xi Yu. I want to live a good life with her."
"What about me?" Lin Ran said angrily, "You can stand up to me, right? Why didn't you have such thoughts when you were with me? You hurt me and betrayed me again and again. You deceived me, and now you stand in front of me and tell me seriously, you can't be sorry to Xi Yu, can you." Lin Ran took a deep breath, "I have never been able to figure it out, am I treating you worse than she treats you? What's wrong with me? You treated me so cruelly."
I was a little depressed and lowered my head, "You are both good girls. It's just me who is not lucky. In fact, neither of you are wrong. The only one who is really wrong is me. I know what kind of person I am. I am greedy and I don't know what kind of person I am." Know that I am not a good person and I am not worthy of your treatment. Really, all my mistakes are my fault and have nothing to do with you."
After listening to what I said, Lin Ran was silent for a while, and then the tears flowed more and more, and he cried more and more violently. He was quite sad, and it made me feel a little like Shinjuku.
I reached out and grabbed her arm. "Stop crying, okay? Stop crying. Let's talk and stay for a while."
Lin Ran choked with sobs, and then said slowly, "I miss you, I really miss you, especially you. My mind is full of you. You don't even know how I got here these days. No one I can replace your place in my heart, Liuliu, you know, I regret, I regret very much that I let you go. I originally thought that everything would be insignificant, but it was the past that I used my blood to commemorate my memory, Liuliu. Six, I love you. Really, I beg you. I have never been like this before. Just be good and stay with me for the whole night. Liuliu, I feel so uncomfortable. I suddenly have nothing. My mother and father are divorced and I can no longer go to school. The man I have been with for many years no longer wants me. Xiyu has everything, a happy family and a family who loves her. I only have Liuliu. Why does she To be deprived so cruelly, Liuliu, I feel uncomfortable, I really feel uncomfortable." Then Lin Ran buried his head in my chest,
I put my arms around Lin Ran and let her cry in my arms. I gently stroked her hair and thought about our past. I don’t know why, but tears slowly fell from my eyes. slipped out,
After crying for a long time, Lin Ran slowly raised his head and kissed me.
I avoided it subconsciously,
Then Lin Ran held my face with both hands, kissed me again, and then kissed my neck,
I reached out and hugged Lin Ran tightly, stopping her next behavior. "Stop it, Lin Ran."
Lin Ran ignored my intention at all and still kissed me,
I was a little depressed and uncomfortable. I took a deep breath and calmed down my emotions. "Don't continue. If this happens, I will really leave. You know me. If I say it, I will do it." "
Lin Ran was stunned for a moment, then looked at me, remained silent for a long time, and then gently buried his head in my chest, "Sixty-six."
"Listen, you say." I hugged Lin Ran, and she reached out and stroked my cheek,
"Sixty-six, I'm going to tear you apart."
I was stunned for a moment, "Why."
"No reason, because we were also separated by Xiyu."
"Stop talking nonsense."
"I'm not talking nonsense." Lin Ran smiled, "But if I really break you up, will you hate me?"
"Yes."
"But even if you hate me, I will still do that. She can't get what I can't get."
"You were not like this before."
"But it is now. If I had been like this before, you two would not be together now. Xiyu is not that great. She will also play tricks. However, she only played it once and took you away. It was completely It was taken away." Lin Ran hugged my arm and said, "Liu Liu, I'm sorry."
I smiled and said, "Okay, I have nothing to be sorry for."
"You two, no matter what, will never be together in the end."
"Why."
"So I apologize to you in advance. Sooner or later, you will understand."
"You seem to have hidden many things from me."
"But I don't want to say it." Lin Ran slowly lay on my lap, "Just let me sleep like this at night, okay."
I nodded, "Well, go to sleep. If anything happens in the future, just ask. I can help you without any hesitation."
After hearing what I said, Lin Ran suddenly smiled and said,
"why are you laughing."
"If I say something like that to you, and if you say something like that to me, will it show that you are great and that I am very narrow-minded?"
"No, I'm sincere."
"I know, but I want to know why."
"Because I owe you." I said to Lin Ran, "Go to sleep, I have to go to class tomorrow."
Lin Ran got up, then hugged my neck, and then kissed my lips. After a long time, she left and said, "Liuliu, I love you, it's true love. If one day, I die, will you do it for me?" Am I sad?"
I was just about to speak,
Lin Ran stretched out his hand and blocked my mouth. "Okay, there's no need to say anything. I just want you to say good night to me."
I sighed "Good night."
Lin Ran smiled, then lay on his lap,
I watched Lin Ran close his eyes, very quiet, with long eyelashes,
I don’t know when she fell asleep, and I don’t know when I fell asleep either.
But in the morning, when I opened my eyes, I found that Lin Ran was no longer beside me. I was lying on the sofa with a towel covering me.
I rubbed my eyes and called "Lin Ran."
Not two minutes later, Lin Ran came out of the room and looked at me, "I thought you would be delayed."
"I'm used to getting up at this time, so it's unnatural for me to get up."
"I'll cook you a bowl of noodles. After you finish eating, go to school."
"Well, okay, I'm going to wash up."
“There are new toiletries in the bathroom.”
"Yeah." I stood up, stretched, and then entered the bathroom.
After washing up and waiting for a while, Lin Ran brought a bowl of instant noodles.
We both ate together. After we finished eating, Lin Ran reached out and wiped my mouth, "Go ahead and pay attention to safety."
I nodded, "If you need my help with anything in the future, just tell me, Brother Fei, and I will ask you."
Lin Ran nodded, "I understand."
I walked to the door, then turned to look at Lin Ran who was walking out the door, "There's more."
"Yeah." Lin Ran looked at me in surprise,
I took a deep breath and said, "I'm sorry." Then I went downstairs and walked very resolutely.
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