When I opened my eyes, Tao Jing was no longer there.
I felt like I was dreaming yesterday. It wasn't until I saw the message Tao Jing sent me that I realized it was not a dream.
"Naili, I'm waiting for you to be discharged from the hospital."
I was so happy that I jumped up from the bed, laughing hard and smashing the wall. The doctor rushed in and tied me up with a straitjacket, thinking that I was suffering from another mental illness.
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After that, I actively cooperated with the treatment and wanted to go out early. I insisted on exercising, getting up early to run and doing sit-ups at night. In two months, I had four abdominal muscles.
The purpose of exercise is to improve my physical fitness, because some of the things Tao Jing said about me hurt my self-esteem too much.
We also agreed to fight another 300 rounds after being discharged from the hospital.
Thinking of Tao Jing's appearance always makes me unable to help myself.
Tao Jing has become the most important person who supports my belief in life.
On the day I was discharged from the hospital, my mother came, and so did Tao Jing's parents, but Tao Jing did not come. I asked several times where Tao Jing was, but they interrupted me.
My mother secretly pulled me to a corner and told me not to ask.
They took me to eat, go shopping, and bought me lots of new clothes, new mobile phones, and new computers. They also helped my mother rent a two-bedroom house from here for five dollars at a time.
Year.
I was always absent-minded. I finally made it through dinner and returned home with my mother.
As soon as I entered the house, I couldn't wait to hold my mother's hand.
"Why didn't Tao Jing come? Is she sick or something happened?"
"She left this city and was sent to another place to study. Her family is quite rich, but she is quite rebellious. I know you like Tao Jing."
"Mom, she promised me that she would wait for me to be discharged from the hospital."
"Silly boy."
Mom grabbed my hand
"You are still young. When you grow up, you will know what reality is."
"If you really like her, you can only rely on your own efforts. You must study hard and become a successful man in the future. Only then will you be qualified to marry her, you know?"
"Mom, love is priceless."
"That was decades ago. In today's society, everything has a price."
Mom's voice suddenly sounded sad
"I'm sorry, Ali, it's all my mother's fault. If I hadn't believed in that man and hadn't been deceived, I believe Taojing's family wouldn't have been so opposed to the two of you being together. Mom, I'm sorry for you. If I could,
Mom is willing to use her own life to exchange for your lifelong happiness, without any regrets."
I saw my mother's eye circles turning red again, her fair skin, the small cuts and calluses on her hands, and the white hair on her temples. I knew how difficult it was for her to be a woman.
I bit my lip and hugged her quickly
"Mom, I love you. I don't need you to trade your life for happiness in my life. I want to use my hands to create happiness for you. Believe me, Mom, I will definitely do it."
My mother didn't speak, she just hugged me tightly. I could feel her body sobbing slowly.
Tao Jing just disappeared from my life. I didn’t want to see my mother in pain anymore, so I stopped mentioning Tao Jing to my mother. However, I knew that I really loved her. She was like one of my children.
Beautiful and true dream.
When I returned to school, everyone stayed away from me, and Hao and the others no longer dared to bully me.
They are also afraid that a mentally ill person like me might suddenly do something crazy.
More importantly, the scar on my neck is so ugly and disgusting.
I still don’t have any friends. I basically spend all my time studying and reviewing my homework every day. In my spare time, I exercise hard. I like the feeling of sweat soaking my clothes, because only in this way can I stop
I miss Tao Jing crazily.
In the dead of night, smoking a cigarette and drinking some beer became a part of my life. Gradually, I fell in love with the taste of the beer and became dependent on the feeling that cigarettes gave me.
There is also a photo of Tao Jing in my phone. I will look at the phone and kiss my fiancée.
Even though I worked very hard, no miracle happened during the high school entrance examination, and I did not pass the admission score of our No. 1 Middle School.
I can no longer afford to attend the school I am currently attending.
In fact, L City No. 1 Middle School is not a good school, it just has a good reputation.
It is the most historic school in L City. Anyone with a little connections can easily enter that school. They just need to pay some sponsorship fees.
If you have nothing to do in the city, you can go to No. 2 Middle School.
Like some rural children in the surrounding remote areas, it doesn't matter, and their grades are not very good, so they can only go to the third middle school.
For my studies, my mother took me for the first time to find my father's former friends.
In a small restaurant, I met a middle-aged man in his thirties with a crew cut.
"You figured it out what you want from me, right?"
"It's time for my child to go to high school. He spent more than half a year in the hospital, and his academic performance dropped. He didn't get enough marks."
"This matter is not my business."
"I know you can do this kind of thing with just a little effort or just a few words."
"But can you give me a reason to help you? We don't seem to be very familiar with each other."
“**!“
Mom was suddenly a little angry. He stared at the man named ** for a long time.
"Sorry to bother you!"
She took my hand and led me away.
That afternoon, I received an admission call from No. 1 Middle School. I was admitted, and I didn’t even have to pay the high tuition fee.
I was so happy that my mother took a half-day off and cooked a big pot of ribs for me to celebrate!
And I also remember that little boy with a crew cut who looked very ordinary,**.
I persist in exercising every day and continue to miss Tao Jing, the belief in my heart and my fiancée.
New school, new environment.
Everything has started again. I am tired of loneliness and ridicule. I will never repeat the same mistakes I made in junior high school. I want to be strong and protect my mother.
However, it was this school that changed my entire life.
This reminds me of another sentence, everyone has another side, don't force his other side to come out.
In fact, all high schools are the same. No matter how good they are to the outside world, no matter how high their admission rate is, it is still a virtue.
