My mother was crying more and more, and it made me feel sad to see this. I turned around and grabbed my mother's hand, and put her in my arms. She lay on my shoulders, like a child.
She started crying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, **, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Big tears kept flowing down her cheeks.
"Mom, stop crying." I hugged her tightly, but she still kept sobbing, which made me really helpless. To be honest, I have never had a good impression of ***, but now like this
, at least, compared with my godfather whom I have never met, I still hope that my mother and ** will stay together.
Just like that, my mother hugged me and cried for a long time. Slowly, her body stopped shaking and she slowly regained her composure. I sat on the side, lit a cigarette for myself, and looked at the dark night outside. "
Mom, why don't I take you back?"
Mom bit her lip. After a while, she turned her head and stared at me, "What will your father do if I go back?"
"I have never had a father, and I don't know who my father is. What he does is his business. I don't know if what ** said is true or false, but what I saw with my own eyes is that **
I have been dedicated to you for so many years, have always been consistent with you, and what he said just now. I am also a man. Maybe I am not filial, but I really don’t have a good impression of that man named Shang. Mom, don’t
Let men come when you call them and leave when you call them, okay?"
"That's your father, Wang Li, you can't say that about your father!" Mom's eyes were red again, and she stared at me hard.
"I think what I said is right. He has never fulfilled his responsibility as a father. Where was he when you were in the most difficult time. Where was I when I was in the most difficult time. He is older now and mentally lonely.
I want to have relatives around me to accompany him and die with him? Shang Junxian's Happy Lin and Shang Sheng are not on the same level at all. He wants to fight for the last time. Mom, I won't allow you to go.
If you are looking for him, either you come with me, or I will send you back to find him."
After listening to my words, my mother's voice suddenly became louder, "Ali, no matter what, he is your father. Our affairs are our business. You can't have such a big opinion on your father.
You are being unfilial."
"I am a bastard myself. Do I still care about those things about filial piety and disobedience? Shang Junxian only sees power, not family affection. Mom, I am not a child anymore, and I will not listen to what you say.
Now, you have to listen to me, I ask you if you want to go back to find me, I will send you back."
"I don't want to go. I'm just a bait to him. No matter how nice he is to me, no matter how much he tolerates me cheating on him, or no matter how many thoughts I have about him, I don't want to lie to myself anymore.
, Moreover, he also took advantage of me. They wanted to use me to lure people from Happy Forest. Although your father is older, he used to be really good to me like **. Now he is in trouble.
, I must stay with him and spend time with him."
I am a person who knows my mother very well. I know that once she has decided, there is no way to change it. I started the car directly. The car was traveling very fast. I followed the route that I had figured out long ago.
After stopping and driving, turning and circling, and making sure that there was no car following me, I drove outside the city, to a small county town closest to the city. I took my mother and changed into a car, and the car continued.
Driving.
In a short time, more than four hours passed. My mother was sitting in the passenger seat and looked at me, "You know where to go?"
"Of course I know where to go. Don't worry, I've arranged everything. Mom, it's quite late. You should take a rest."
"Do you know where your father is? Will you take me to find him?" Mom's expression suddenly became more cautious.
"Why are you looking for him? I have never thought about taking you to find him or to die with him. Don't worry, I have arranged a better place for you, with flowers, birds and fish, and no worries about the world. Where do you start from?
Let’s live for a while.”
"Ali!" Mom suddenly yelled. She was very angry. "Stop the car right away! Stop the car!"
"I'll park the car. Where are you going if you park the car? It's deserted here. Mom, I'm sorry. I really can't listen to you this time. I won't watch you accompany that man at this time. If he takes over the world now, fight
Shengzhan, if he comes looking for you, I will definitely send you there. If a man comes to you when he has everything, he loves you. If he comes to you when he is desperate, he just needs some spiritual comfort. The better a man is, the more he comes to you.
Lao Yue is useless, he needs to pay the price, he needs to pay the price for his previous actions, I want to take you away!"
As soon as I finished saying this, a mouth slapped me in the face. My mother yelled angrily from the side, "That's your father, you know? Your father? You can't do this."
Talk about your father!"
I was also furious all of a sudden. "When has he ever fulfilled his responsibilities as a father? You are my mother, my only relative in this world. I will not fucking watch you calling him around. You
I’ve done enough for him, haven’t you done enough harm to me? Did I say something wrong? I don’t have a fucking father, and I never have!”
"Pa!" came another mouth, and my mother pointed at me angrily, "Anyone can judge your father, but you can't, you know? He gave you life, then he is your father.
There is no parent in the world, and filial piety comes first! Wang Li! You are not such a child in my eyes! My mother can spoil you no matter what you do, even if you kill people, set fire, and do all kinds of evil, because you are my child,
But you’re not allowed to talk about your father! Stop the car!”
"I won't stop!" After saying that, I stepped on the accelerator and the car was speeding. My mother yelled crazily beside me. I didn't say a word. I recognized her and slapped me twice crazily.
Then I heard her crying. I didn't say a word, I just kept pressing the accelerator. I would never let my mother go to Shang Junxian's place. I thought about it while taking a look from her hand.
He got up, took out her cell phone, turned around and threw it out the car window.
My mother started to fight with me from the side and pulled me, but how could she pull me at this time? I was driving and pulling with my mother in the car for a long time. I held the handlebar with one hand and held the handle with the other.
With just one hand, my mother couldn't help me.
After struggling for a long time, I heard my mother's heartbroken voice, "It's really too big. I can't handle one of your hands by myself." After my mother said this, bits and pieces of childhood memories kept coming.
In front of my eyes, I followed my mother's butt, coquettishly let her hold her, hugged me, and grew up.
As I listened to her heartbroken tone, tears flowed out of my eyes. "I'm sorry, Mom."
