After a while, I gave up, but at this time, a small door under the iron door was opened. I saw the light, and I quickly lay on the ground.
"Brother, brother, what do you want to do? Let me go!"
"Let me out of here!"
I was very excited. The people outside put the food in for me through the opening, but they didn't say anything.
I saw that the only light was gone again, and I froze on the spot.
I leaned aside, my mind was in a mess. I don’t know how long it took, but I was hungry and couldn’t stand it anymore. The fear slowly faded away. I turned around and picked up a steamed bun next to me, and ate it by myself. , I was starving to death, I even ate the heart out of the plate.
I felt like I was going crazy. I knew nothing and had no contact with anyone outside. After eating, I started yelling again and banging on the door like crazy, but it had no effect at all.
Slowly, unknown fear began to sweep through my body. I started banging my head on the ground and the door. When I saw blood, I became scared again.
I don't know how to adjust my mentality.
I was running around like crazy in this only room. Slowly, I was sweating profusely.
I felt like I had released some suppressed emotions. Soon, I lay on the ground. I was doing push-ups, sit-ups, and all the exercises I could do, and I was sweating like crazy.
When I was so exhausted that I couldn't stand at all, I fell on the wooden bed and fell asleep.
I slept so deeply that I didn't even dream. When I got up, I found that there was not only food on the doorstep, but also a change of clothes.
I walked to the bathroom in the corner. There was a basin and a faucet on it. I turned on the faucet and the water was very cold. I stood there naked, rinsing my body. The cold feeling made me a little numb.
I have completely lost contact with the outside world. There is nothing to do, not even anyone to talk to. I have given up the idea of yelling for help and rely on crazy exercise every day to relieve my depressed emotions.
I don't even know what time it is, what day it is, or anything going on outside. My days here are like years, I don't even know how long I have been locked up, and I can't see any sunlight.
Someone would bring me food every day. The food would be left there as soon as the person left, and there would be a change of clothes on time.
I begged for someone to say a word to me, and I exercised like crazy to control myself so that I wouldn't really become a madman.
No one understands this pain, this feeling. When I was tired, I huddled in the corner, thinking about my past, my mother, Shen Lu, BRIC, and Hu Hao.
As I thought about it, tears flowed out unsatisfactorily, and I always felt weak.
It must have been a long time before I saw the man again. When the iron door opened and I saw the light outside, I was like a madman. I couldn't stand anymore. I lay on my stomach and reached the door.
I immediately hugged this man’s leg
"Please, let me out, please, I'm going crazy,"
Looking at the light shining into the room from outside, I thought it was a luxurious enjoyment. I quickly stuck out my tongue and licked the light on the ground. I was really going to collapse.
The man ignored me at all. Soon, two more people came out and held me down tightly.
"Please, please, let me out, I don't want to stay here anymore, take my life!"
"Want to go out?"
The man smiled at me.
"Please"
I was held down by two people, with a pleading expression on my face.
"Who did it? Is it Lin Lisheng? If you admit it, I'll let you go."
The man smiled at me jokingly
I suddenly became angry. Maybe it was my potential, but more probably it was the hard work I had been doing these days. I didn’t know where I got the strength from, but with a strong effort, I broke away from the two people next to me.
The two men quickly rushed up and tried to hold me down, but they couldn't hold me down at all. I exerted my strength and threw both of them away in one fell swoop.
I rushed towards the man in front of me, losing my mind.
"I told you, I did it, it has nothing to do with anyone else, I will fight with you!"
I roared at the top of my lungs, and punched the man in the face. The man blocked it with his arm, and was knocked back two steps by me. He then followed me, exerting all my strength, and punched the man.
With one consecutive kick, this person actually kicked him directly to the ground.
I followed him like crazy and pounced on him. Soon, two more people came in from outside, holding electric batons and came to my side.
"Zila~".
My whole body began to twitch, and soon after, several people around me started to kick me. My whole body was numb and I had no strength to fight back.
They held me down and beat me violently.
I lay on the ground, my body still unable to regain the ability to move.
"If you don't admit it, just stay here for the rest of your life. No one will come to save you."
"He, it has nothing to do with others!"
My voice was trembling, and the man was obviously angry.
"Well, then you can stay here for the rest of your life and continue to enjoy it."
As soon as I heard this, my anger level suddenly rose to a higher level. I turned sideways. My hands were still weak, but my mouth could move. I looked at his calf and bit him in one bite.
The man roared in pain and tried his best to break free, but he couldn't.
I didn't let go of my mouth at all, and some of the horse boys next to me began to beat me with sticks. Blood slipped from my eyes, and my whole body became numb. As they beat me, I could feel the smell of blood.
I heard the sound of the electric baton again, and my brain began to blur. The last time I lost consciousness, I saw a piece of bloody flesh, which I bit off.
When I woke up, I was still in this room with food on the side.
My whole body ached, and I looked around. I numbly picked up the food on the side, grabbed it with my hands, and started eating. As I ate, tears came out of my eyes involuntarily.
I cried sometimes and laughed sometimes. I really didn't know how much longer I could hold on.
If I didn't still have a little concern in my heart, I would have gone crazy.
Many, many days later, the man appeared again.
When I saw the door open, I huddled in the corner without saying a word. I think I have become somewhat used to it.
I don't have the courage to commit suicide either.
The man stood next to me, condescending
"Let me ask you one last time, who did that thing."
I didn't even look at him, I laughed to myself
"It's just what I did. It has nothing to do with anyone. If you want to fight, you can fight. If you want, you can lock me up. If you want to torture me, you can torture me. It's up to you."
I laughed nonchalantly. I thought this man was going to hit me again, but he didn't. He let out a sigh of relief.
