I finally plucked up the courage to make an appointment with Tao Jing, and we made an appointment in a small park. I still had her wallet in my hand.
"Milk power."
Tao Jing parked the car next to me and took the wallet from my hand.
"You seem to be in a bad mental state, what's going on?"
"It's okay, I just can't sleep at night."
"I know everything about you. I am in your class and have friends."
"If you are willing to give up on yourself and remain so cowardly, no one can help you. If you want your mother to live a good life and not be bullied, you don't have to rely on words."
"But there are so many of them, I can't beat them. If I resist, I will be beaten to death by them."
"Not everything can be solved with violence. I think it would be better for you to die if you are living like this."
Every word Tao Jing said hurts my heart
"Tang Jun's knives were in vain, and so was his reputation."
She took out her cigarettes, threw one next to me, lit one herself, puffed away, and was silent for a moment.
"Brother's first time was in vain."
Tao Jing suddenly became very angry and rode away.
I sat there, with Tao Jing's words in my mind. I bit my lips, feeling indescribable pain and depression in my heart.
"Hey, who is this? Isn't it Naili?"
Da Tou and his group happened to be passing by, and when they came to my side, Da Tou patted me on the face, just like every day in the class, a group of people started to push and shove me in a sarcastic manner.
I got up, feeling extremely uncomfortable, and wanted to push the car away, but they refused to let me go, surrounding me like flies. I don’t know who said something.
"I heard that your mother is a mistress? Your mother defrauded you of the money you paid for school, right? Now you are kicked out of the house?"
When I heard this sentence, I suddenly couldn't control my emotions. I looked in the direction where the voice came from.
"I'm a bastard!"
I went up like crazy and grabbed the man's cheek. He punched me in the face. I grabbed his arm and bit him hard on the arm.
I heard his screams. Someone pulled my neck from behind and knocked me down. Big Tou was the first to yell and curse, and kicked me.
"You dare to fucking fight back, you idiot! Hit me!"
I was so scared. They beat and scolded me. My whole body hurt. I thought of Tang Jun's posture. I quickly hugged my head and curled up. Sure enough, the pain was much less than before.
, I don’t know which kind-hearted passerby came over and stretched out his hand to stop them. Slowly, more and more people gathered.
Datou and the others left quickly. Before leaving, they did not forget to point at me fiercely.
"You idiot, let's talk about it at school tomorrow."
I was helped up by some kind-hearted old people nearby. They helped me pat the dirt off my clothes and asked about my situation.
I didn't say anything and pushed the cart away. The further I walked, the more aggrieved I became. The further I walked, the more frustrated I became. I thought of Tang Jun and Tao Jing again.
I bit my lip and stood halfway, constantly telling myself to be strong.
I know that every time Datou and the others go to the Internet cafe to play games after school, they will not go home until after dark.
I arrived at the door of the Internet cafe and saw their car. The door was not closed, and I could even hear their laughter from inside. I put the car aside and sat on the edge of the green belt on the opposite side of the road, thinking
It was very chaotic inside, and I couldn't make up my mind and was struggling all the time.
As night falls, it happens to be a dark shadow here. The street light above the head is broken, making it difficult to see in from the outside.
Not long after, a figure came out of the Internet cafe. This was a person who was following Da Tou.
I grabbed a brick next to me, and my heartbeat speeded up obviously. I had never done anything like this before. He was riding a bicycle and slowly passed me, just as he was about to pass me.
When I'm around.
I thought about the insults they had just insulted me, especially my mother. I didn’t know where I had the courage. I stood up, held a brick, and with all my strength, I hit that person on the back with a brick.
Go up.
There was a scream, accompanied by the sound of the bicycle falling to the ground. I didn't dare to look at what I had done to him. I followed the black shadow and jumped out. I ran like crazy, feeling that my heart was about to burst.
After jumping out, I actually ran to the small hotel in one breath.
Sitting in the room, sweating profusely, I kept looking out of the window for fear that someone would catch up to me, and I couldn't calm down. I took out a bottle of beer and drank it by myself.
It tastes really bad and painful.
Still worried, I looked down from the window for a long time. My heart rate never slowed down. I really had no choice. I ran to the bathroom, turned on the shower, squatted there, held my head, and showered for a while.
, slowly, I seemed to calm down, and my body was shaking slightly.
I walked out of the bathroom wet and took out the cigarette Tao Jing gave me. I tried to light the cigarette, imitating Tang Jun and the others, and started smoking it one puff at a time.
I walked to the mirror and looked at myself in the mirror
"Remember, you are a man!"
I thought about their usual behavior towards me, and slowly, the pleasure of revenge replaced the previous nervousness and fear.
This is the first resistance in my life.
The next day, when I returned to class, I treated everyone as nothing as usual.
During class, I would look back at Datou and his group from time to time.
I always thought that Da Tou had forgotten about this matter, but I was wrong. As soon as the inter-class exercises were finished, four or five people surrounded me.
Datou put his hands in his pockets and said, "Come with us."
The two people behind pushed me, and I had no place to escape. They took me to the door of the school toilet. As soon as I arrived at the door of the toilet, the big man scolded me and started talking loudly.
This mouth slap made my ears ring. The two mouths of my big head "smacked" in succession, and I reached out and pointed at me.
"You scolded the guy next door, and then you hit back. Isn't that right?"
The big head rushed up and kicked me in the stomach, kicking me back several steps.
When he rushed up again, I was already angry. As soon as he raised his hand, I raised my fist and hit him on the eye socket.
After the blow, I was stunned. When I looked at the crazy big head on the other side, my first reaction was to run away. But as soon as I turned around, everyone behind me surrounded me and started greeting me.
.
That's what almost everyone said
"Grass mud horse, how dare you fucking fight back!"
I fell to the ground, holding my head in my hands and curling up. They held me down and beat me violently. The bell rang, and several people spit on the ground a few times and left.
