I knew all kinds of treatments and everything outside, but I couldn’t speak. I just lay down on the hospital bed for more than a month. My beard and hair were unkempt. It was also very long. I felt that life was hopeless. After more than a month, I got up by myself. I was really tired from lying down. For more than a month, I had the same nightmare every night. After waking up from the nightmare, Just a cold sweat.
I became trance-like and often had hallucinations. Occasionally, I would suddenly wake up on my own. After I got up, I would walk to the road, watch the passing vehicles, and rush towards the cars. This lasted for a long, long time. , I don’t even know what I did, or in other words, I have no way to control my behavior.
Brother Yuan's acupuncture is not working anymore. He keeps pricking me and me every day, but it has no effect. I remain silent and occasionally lie on the window and look down. I would have the urge to jump. Once, I actually jumped, but before I jumped, Wang Teng rushed in and grabbed me.
Yes, Wang Teng is here. Not only Wang Teng is here, but Shi Jingke and Fan Xiaoshang are also here. The relationship between the three of them seems to have recovered well. I know why they are here. Wang Yongtai purchased the shares of Wanbao Group. Maybe they are here. Yes, I promised them that I would take them to eat, drink and have fun. They definitely didn’t know what happened, but what I knew was that these three people had never been idle since they knew I was hospitalized. Basically, they would watch every day. Next to me, my three brothers took turns, so that they later turned my ward into something like an old landlord. I wanted to go out on my own, but I couldn't. Wang Teng and the others invited many, many Doctors, both domestic and even foreign, have tried hypnotherapy and all kinds of treatments on me, but they have no effect at all.
I know Zhong Hui has achieved his goal. I don't want to do this, but I really can't control my behavior. I always cry, always laugh, or cry and laugh sometimes, and all kinds of hallucinations always appear in front of my eyes. .
I always seem to be able to see Hu Hao, this person, that person. Sometimes I cry and touch my face, and there will be a lot of blood. I don't know if this is real or an illusion.
This kind of life must have lasted for at least two or three months. Everyone and all methods have been tried, but there is still no rent at all. The injuries on the body are healed, but the injuries on the heart are still there. exist.
My incident has also become a sensational event in L City. Many people are talking about me, saying that I am crazy and stupid. No one knows why, and they say all kinds of things.
Ivan and Bai Jingjing always come to see me. I seem to be able to feel their cries. Brother Qiu is fine. They were buried under the villa that day. It seems that everyone was lucky. Many people were injured. Some of them really died. People, no.
Wanwan was still looking for Zhong Hui all over the city, but Zhong Hui seemed to have disappeared from the world. No one knew where he had gone. Many people speculated that he had already left.
Later, I gradually started taking more actions. I liked the smell of blood. I liked holding a knife and cutting cuts on myself while drinking my own blood. I don’t know when I fell in love with this.
They stopped me, but I would continue to do the same thing while they were not paying attention. Suddenly, I made many cuts on my body, and they began to hide all kinds of knives.
, Brother Yuan is still giving me acupuncture, and has also invited many psychiatrists. I know they are doing their best.
I still continue to self-mutilate. Even if I have a razor blade, I will hide it and hold it in my mouth, making my mouth full of blood. If they hadn't discovered it early, I could have eaten the blade myself. I'm like a child.
Same, suddenly I like to play this kind of game with them, I hide, they look for it, if they can't find it, I cut myself open.
Later, there was no other way, and they began to control me. They put handcuffs on me and a bondage garment, completely treating me as a mental patient. In fact, the only difference between me and a mental patient is that I did not
I was imprisoned in a mental hospital, and they have been taking care of my daily life. I just don't speak, but I can eat and move.
There are many people around me every day. Later, Qiu Yi also sent people to help. I knew this was not good, but I couldn't control my emotions. I also knew that they tried their best. In fact, I also tried my best.
The one who finally pulled me back from the abyss was Brother Bao. I vaguely remember that that night, I had a nightmare again. Since I have been having nightmares every day these days, I no longer have any fear of nightmares. I’m done.
It was a nightmare, so I got up and wiped my forehead, then lay down and went back to sleep.
But just when I was about to continue sleeping, I suddenly felt someone standing next to me. Now every night when I go to bed, there is always someone next to me. I am afraid of what I will do at night, but this
We were standing. When I opened my eyes, I actually saw Brother Bao. This was the first time Brother Bao appeared since Dai Liang appeared last time. He stood beside me and looked at me.
Silent.
I know that everyone around me knows Brother Bao and the special relationship between the two of us, so it’s not enough for him to stand here. Brother Bao saw me opening my eyes, smiled to himself, and sat down.
At the edge, he held an apple in one hand and a fruit knife in the other, and began to peel the apples for himself.
While peeling the apple, he said, "My ability is much greater than yours. When Dai Liang was killed by them, my subordinate, the relationship between the two of us for so many years, do you know how I survived it?"
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Brother Bao looked at me with a smile, "If you don't want to speak, just listen. Listen to me. You are a big man and you have to be responsible for your own choices. Since you decided to take this path in the first place,
Then you have to get over it now. You have been on this road for so many years and you have reached this point. If you are afraid, then what have you done?"
"How should I put it? Life is not what you want it to be. Nine times out of ten, I know that I have said the same thing to you too many times. I also know that you have nothing to do. You are struggling with yourself now. I came here today and risked
With such a big risk, I just want to say something to you. After saying this, I will leave. You can take care of the rest."
After Brother Bao finished speaking, he smiled, put his mouth to my ear, and said something to me.
