When Xu Ying was listening to the rain, she was still thinking about whether she should go back to Dongzhou and comfort Zhao Feiyang in person. She was lost in thought when she saw a man appearing in her sight holding an umbrella.
Zhao Feiyang looked a little lonely in the rain. He was wearing black clothes with a badge with the word "filial piety" on his sleeve. He looked much thinner.
Xu Ying put down the tea cup in her hand and hurried out, opening the door before Zhao Feiyang arrived.
"Feiyang, why are you here?"
Zhao Feiyang said: "I came to Nanjiang on a business trip and stopped by to see an old friend."
Xu Ying took the umbrella from his hand, and Zhao Feiyang walked into the teahouse: "It's too cold in Nanjiang, but your teahouse is more comfortable."
Xu Ying said: "Nanjiang is more humid than Dongzhou, and there is no heating here."
Zhao Feiyang said: "Maybe it's because of my mood."
Xu Ying said: "Do you want to drink?"
Zhao Feiyang was stunned for a moment. Isn't this a teahouse? But he immediately understood. Xu Ying must have heard about him and was taking care of his feelings.
Zhao Feiyang smiled and said: "The guest does as the host does."
Xu Ying smiled gently and said: "Then let's drink tea!" She quickly prepared the red clay stove and boiled a pot of old white tea in an iron kettle. This iron kettle was brought by her from Neon, and Zhao Feiyang also had one.
, Xu Ying gave it to him, and he later gave it to his father, who never used it until his death.
After tasting the amber tea soup, Zhao Feiyang felt a little warmer.
Xu Ying said: "I just heard about my uncle, why didn't you inform me?"
Zhao Feiyang said: "It happened quite suddenly, and my mind was blank during that time."
Xu Ying nodded, she could understand Zhao Feiyang's situation: "Have you and Pei Lin been affected by this incident?"
A wry smile appeared on the corner of Zhao Feiyang's lips: "How could it not be affected? I can't face her at all now. As long as I see her, I will think of my dad."
Xu Ying said: "She is also a victim."
Zhao Feiyang sighed, put down the tea cup in his hand, looked out the window and said, "If I find that person, I will definitely not spare him."
Xu Ying said: "The tragedy has been caused. If Uncle Zhao knew better, he would not want your marriage to be ruined because of someone else's conspiracy."
Zhao Feiyang shook his head: "My dad has never been optimistic about our marriage. If I had listened to him and not chosen to marry Pei Lin, my dad would still be alive. It was me who killed my dad!" His eyes were red!
After so many days, he was finally able to find a suitable person to talk to and speak out the words hidden in his heart without reservation.
Xu Ying silently helped him refill the tea, not just his father. In fact, most people around him could see that his marriage to Pei Lin would not be happy, but Zhao Feiyang still persisted and did not regret it.
Xu Ying remembered how high-spirited Zhao Feiyang was in college. After he started working, he quickly proved his ability. She always thought that such a person would have a bright future, but in recent years, for some unknown reason, Zhao Feiyang
Feiyang seems to have entered a dead end, gradually consuming all the advantages it had in the past.
Xu Ying has thought about this problem more than once. Maybe she thought of Zhao Feiyang too well. Maybe Zhao Feiyang had gone too smoothly before and had never experienced any real setbacks. Once he encountered a real test, his true colors immediately emerged.
Zhao Feiyang is not so clear-headed when it comes to dealing with major issues.
Xu Ying remembered that a great man said that people who mature prematurely have more or less psychological defects. Some of them are accustomed to using experience to do things, while others like to use maturity to cover up their shortcomings. In the end,
The achievements achieved are not as good as those of ordinary people.
Even Xu Ying herself has gone through the same psychological process. When she was in college, she regarded Zhao Feiyang as her idol and thought he was omnipotent. After entering the society, she discovered that Zhao Feiyang also had shortcomings in some things. After these years of experience,
Looking at Zhao Feiyang again, we find that he has too many shortcomings and immaturities.
Has he become more mature? Or is Zhao Feiyang just standing still?
Xu Ying asked about the reason why Zhao Feiyang came to Nanjiang.
Zhao Feiyang told what happened on Weishan Island, and Xu Ying was also very familiar with Xu Chunliang, so there was no need for him to hide anything.
From Zhao Feiyang's perspective, when talking about what Xu Chunliang did when he went to Weishan Island, it was inevitable that he would be a little indignant. He believed that everything Xu Chunliang did after leaving Changxing was ungrateful.
Different perspectives have different attitudes towards looking at things. Although Xu Ying sympathizes with Zhao Feiyang's recent experience, she does not think there is anything excessive about Xu Chunliang. Now that Xu Chunliang has gone to Hushan Town, everything he has done is to
Protect the interests of Hushan Town.
Zhao Feiyang said: "He is only on secondment now. His establishment is in Changxing. He is holding Changxing's bowl and smashing Changxing's pot. Do you think this kid is hateful?"
Xu Ying smiled lightly: "I didn't learn that from you."
Zhao Feiyang was stunned for a moment. He quickly understood what Xu Ying meant. He single-handedly promoted the transformation of Changxing Hospital from public ownership to public-private partnership. Many people said this about him behind his back. Zhao Feiyang shook his head: "I am different from him.
, I am here for the better development of Changxing."
Xu Ying said: "Feiyang, I found that you are very good at finding reasons for your actions."
Zhao Feiyang frowned. This was his original starting point. He was for the better development of Changxing. He wanted to lead all the medical staff in Changxing to revitalize Changxing and make Changxing the leader in the medical market in the entire Jianghuai region. Why did he try so hard?
No one can see it, even Xu Ying said so.
Xu Ying said: "How dare you say that you have no selfish motives in promoting the reform in Changxing?"
Zhao Feiyang said: "I dare to say that I always put the collective interests first."
Xu Ying sighed softly and said: "Maybe you thought this way in the past, but you will be changed by reality, and you don't even realize this change." She looked at Zhao Feiyang with clear eyes: "You have always been eager to succeed, you
It is very clear that the director level may be the pinnacle of your career, so you have the idea of changing camps."
Zhao Feiyang said: "No, the reason why I decided to resign from public office was because of Pei Lin. I was worried that someone would make a fuss about this matter."
Xu Ying said: "I thought about it before, but then I realized that you didn't resign from public office because of Pei Lin. You can't sacrifice your future for a woman. If you still have a big improvement in your career,
Space, you won't even let down your guard in front of Pei Lin, Feiyang, you like to make excuses too much and always like to pass the responsibility to others."
Zhao Feiyang was startled, and he quietly asked himself? Is there any? Am I such a person?
Xu Ying said: "You are a person who has high expectations for yourself. You have been very conceited since you were young. Although you are already the youngest division-level cadre in Dongzhou Health System, you are not satisfied. You think your abilities are not enough."
It’s time to stop here, you want to go further.”
Zhao Feiyang took a sip of tea to cover up his inner uneasiness.
Xu Ying said: "If you can be the president of Changxing Hospital with peace of mind, maybe you can become a very good president."
Zhao Feiyang said: "The competition in the medical market is very fierce. If I am content with the status quo and just stick to the three-acre land in Changxing, I will be eliminated by this market sooner or later."
Xu Yingdao: "It's just an excuse for your ambition. In fact, the real purpose of your public-private partnership is to realize your ambition. You are not considering the employees of Changxing, or you do not put them first. A true
Leaders who put their employees’ interests first will not take them to take risks.”
Zhao Feiyang's eyes showed a bit of disappointment. He always thought that Xu Ying was the person who knew him best, but in her description, he became an extremely selfish, arbitrary person who ignored the interests of all employees.
Xu Ying said: "Although I don't know what you have brought to Changxing, I have seen you constantly giving in. You once said that you would stick to your position on Pei Lin's involvement in Changxing, but the reality is that she became
He became the person in charge of Huanian Health and even entered the board of directors of Carnival Department Store.”
Zhao Feiyang said: "It is not my decision to have her join the board of directors. It was arranged by Tang Jingwei."
Xu Ying said: "Do you have any objection?"
Zhao Feiyang said nothing.
Xu Ying sighed and said: "Feiyang, people can't just rush forward. When it's time to stop, you should stop and take a rest. Think about why people around you leave you? Don't always think about other people's responsibilities. It's time
Think about your own problems carefully."
Zhao Feiyang said: "I will consider it."
Xu Ying refilled his cup of tea: "Feiyang, I said a little too much today, please forgive me if I'm wrong."
Zhao Feiyang smiled bitterly: "I have very few friends with whom I can talk."
After dinner, Xu Chunliang took Zhou Deming to visit his family's villa. Zhou Deming said with emotion: "If I had known that studying medicine was so profitable, I would have chosen to study medicine."
Xu Chunliang said: "My father bought this villa. It has nothing to do with whether I study medicine or not, and I am not a doctor."
Zhou Deming said: "By the way, the matter of Huanian Group's divestment from Weishan Island has nothing to do with us, right?"
Xu Chunliang shook his head: "Don't think too much, it's Huanian's own problem. Their finances are in trouble, and the medical staff of Weishan Island Hospital have been seeking to defend their rights. In fact, the branch has become a piece of cake in the eyes of Huanian Group.
Instead of continuing to consume like this, it is better to stop the loss in time and get a considerable transfer fee."
Zhou Deming said: "I am not interested in things in the system. My father also said that I am a nerd and not suitable for politics. It is best to study honestly in university."
Xu Chunliang smiled and said: "You are not a nerd. You were very brave on Weishan Island that day. Even I didn't expect it."
Zhou Deming laughed sheepishly: "If I'm not afraid of your jokes, I haven't had a fight with anyone since I was a child. That day was the first time."