Chapter 144 (Monthly Ticket for Campus Emergencies)
When he returned to the seventh dormitory, Lou Cheng, who had been blown by the cold night wind, finally calmed down a little, no longer so excited, no longer so excited, no longer so intoxicated.
As soon as his mind woke up, he suddenly had a lot of worries. Will this progress be too fast for Yan Zheke? Will she not be able to accept it and become mentally resistant? Will it make her feel that she is too impatient?
, focus more on sensuality rather than spiritual feelings?
He had originally thought about these things, so the first kiss plan was more of a trial. When he actually succeeded, he was a little worried about the gains and losses, fearing that his impression in the girl's mind would be ruined.
But I really couldn't control it at that moment. What I was facing was not another girl, but my beloved girl. She was shy and timid, and looked like she was letting anyone take your pick. If I could hold it back, I would be worse than a beast...
Lou Cheng found a corner flower bed and sat down, enjoying the cold wind, holding his cell phone and thinking about whether he should admit his mistake to Yan Zheke.
No, admitting your mistake after kissing her is simply too unmanly and will make the girl think that she just wants to take advantage...
Well, I have to show a responsible attitude and want to treat her better...
Although the Internet is full of comments such as "women can't marry", "men can't marry" and "it's normal to hook up", Lou Cheng feels that he may be a conservative person and has not experienced too many setbacks in society, so he pulled her away.
If you kiss her lips with your hands, you will think of words such as forever and ever.
As he was having many thoughts, QQ beeped, and Yan Zheke returned to his previous happy expression and said with a "hem hum": "Don't talk to the big pervert!"
Seeing such a reply, Lou Cheng was not surprised but happy, realizing that the girl was more coquettish than angry.
He breathed a sigh of relief and replied "pathetically": "I couldn't help myself at the moment."
"For a moment?" Yan Zheke rolled his eyes and looked at the sky, "Huh, I thought about it carefully and I think you had a premeditated plan! Tell me honestly, did you have bad intentions when you asked me to go for a walk by the lake?
Already?"
Has this been seen? Lou Cheng suddenly blushed and felt extremely guilty. He was glad that the girl was not around, so he turned to his cell phone.
He thought for a while and decided to confess, telling the girl exactly what he thought without any deception:
"Yes... I not only wanted to kiss you when I asked you to go to the lake, but also wanted to kiss you in the movie theater. I just saw that you were too focused on the plot and couldn't bear to be disturbed, so I never found the chance... Boys may be more impulsive and impatient.
, I always want to get closer and closer to you, and when you accepted your confession before, didn’t you say that you still need time to adapt, that you are not ready for one more person in your life, and that you are not at the stage where you particularly like me?”
"I don't want to put pressure on you, but I'm afraid that you in the palm of my hand will drift away one day and tell me to return to my original position, so I always long for more certainty and more confirmation..."
He typed this paragraph sincerely and changed several words in order to describe his own heart more accurately.
He always remembered the words of classmate Xiao Ming. In the world of feelings, it is better to confess than to hide, and to communicate is better than to sulk.
After the message was sent, Yan Zheke was silent for a while and replied with two words:
"Fool……"
Idiot? Lou Cheng was said to be a little confused, but he soon woke up and seemed to understand the girl's underlying meaning:
Idiot! If I wasn't used to it or prepared, would I let you kiss me without any resistance?
Idiot! Do you have to say that I really like you in person for you to understand?
Idiot! Stop thinking alone!
Lou Cheng was surprised and happy, feeling that he had touched the girl's heart, and hurriedly replied: "Yes, I am an idiot, a big idiot! I can clearly feel the changes between us, but I worry about the gains and losses. I can't believe it..."
"Humph, just understand." Yan Zheke said with a "beating your head" expression, "I forgive you for once, you big pervert, but you can't kiss me casually again in the future!"
Uh, can you kiss her without being casual? Lou Cheng snickered, regained his mood, and quickly typed: "Yes, yes, no casually!"
After chatting for a while and deciding on the time and place to treat the roommates to dinner tomorrow, Yan Zheke saw that it was almost half past ten and hurriedly urged Lou Cheng to wash up so as not to delay his sleep and affect his exercise tomorrow morning.
After humming a little tune and returning to the dormitory, Lou Cheng looked in high spirits, but Cai Zongming laughed and scolded him with "the spring breeze is full of pride".
After getting everything done and getting into bed, he picked up his cell phone and was about to say good night to Yan Zheke, when he saw that the girl had sent three voice messages a few minutes ago.
Huh? Lou Cheng opened it in confusion, put the phone to his ear, and switched it to handset mode.
"Huh, Orange, make my trash can, just listen and don't answer."
Yan Zheke's soft and clear voice came out.
The environment around her seemed empty and quiet, mixed with some wind noise.
She was on the balcony... Lou Cheng made a positive judgment and continued to listen.
"I'm very scared. When I give up resistance and choose to accept it completely, I feel full of uneasiness about the future and the future..."
"Orange, can we go all the way to the end? Can we hold each other's hands and go through the trials and tribulations one after another until our hair is all white and we can't speak clearly, and still cling to each other?"
"I'm so scared. I'm afraid that I have invested my sincerity and all my feelings, but in the end I will be defeated by reality. I can only watch you go away in pain and melancholy. In that case, I feel that my heart will be very painful, and it will hurt to death."
Something fell off..."
"They all say that first love never lasts. I'm so worried. I'm worried that the person I marry one day is not you. What a nightmare it would be..."
"Okay, I've finished vomiting my negative emotions... I have never thought so wildly before. I'm worried about gains and losses. It's all your fault!"
Lou Cheng listened quietly, feeling that all the voices in the dormitory had faded away, his mind became clear, and his eyes were slightly red.
He took a breath and gave his own answer without listening to Yan Zheke's words:
"I am also very scared, and I will be afraid of such a future, but if we don't even have the courage to try, aren't we destined to miss it? Only by trying and working hard can we have hope!"
"I work hard to practice martial arts and strengthen myself, just to be able to grasp my own destiny, grasp that opportunity and that hope."
"Although it's funny to say such things at my current age, I still have to say that I have confidence in myself and I have confidence in what I like. I am destined to be you in this life."
After a while, Yan Zheke made a scolding expression:
"Tell you not to come back!"
"Go to sleep, big pervert!"
Lou Cheng smiled slightly and said immediately: "Good night!"
"Good night, see you tomorrow~!" Yan Zheke seemed to have forgotten what he had just said and answered.
"See you every day!" After sending this message, Lou Cheng waited patiently, expecting that the girl would have another reply.
Ten minutes later, he finally saw the new message from Yan Zheke:
"Well, I will work hard too..."
After watching this message carefully for a few minutes, Lou Cheng raised his lips, smiled, and fell into sleep.
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The next day, he went through morning exercises, special training, showering, changing clothes, and then ran to the door of the women's locker room, waiting for Yan Zheke to come out.
The weather had cooled down abnormally. Yan Zheke was dressed like a cute little bear. When she saw Lou Cheng, she snorted, turned her head and looked to the side, and muttered: "Pervert! Big pervert!"
Lou Cheng laughed dumbly, stretched out his left hand, took her slender palm and said: "Yes, yes, I am your exclusive pervert!"
"What are you talking about?" Yan Zheke didn't expect Lou Cheng's face to become so thick-skinned. He was speechless for a moment and quickly changed the subject, "Let me tell you about the other two roommates first. One is named Li
Lian Tong, we all call her Zhitong..."
While joking, the two left the martial arts venue and walked towards the teaching buildings. They planned to cross there, board the long bridge, return to the pedestrian street in the dormitory area, and go to the "Xueyuan Restaurant" to meet Zong Yanru and the others.
As they walked, Lou Cheng and Yan Zheke noticed a crowd of people gathered in front of them, all looking up at the roof of the building. So they followed curiously and unexpectedly found an unknown boy standing outside the window on the seventh floor, looking down intently.
On the bottom.
"Jump off the building!" Yan Zheke held Lou Cheng's hand tightly and said with a trembling voice.
This was the first time she encountered such a thing.
Before Songcheng University opened its new campus, one or two students jumped off the building almost every year. After moving here, there have been no incidents for more than half a year. It is said that the president once said that the feng shui here is good. Unexpectedly, someone will complete the first task today.
Jumped...
Lou Cheng's thoughts were spinning, he took a breath and said to Yan Zheke: "You stay away, I'll go over and take a look."
"Well, be careful." Yan Zheke tacitly understood Lou Cheng's thoughts and warned him.
As soon as Lou Cheng got closer, he saw the boy's face turned pale, smiled, and jumped down decisively.
Damn it... Cursing secretly, Lou Cheng exerted force on his feet, jumped forward, and jumped to the position of judgment. Regardless of the injury on his right arm, he stretched out his hands amidst the exclamations.
Bang! Under Yan Zheke's worried eyes, Lou Cheng caught the boy who jumped from the building. As soon as he touched him, his feet suddenly stepped inward, causing cracks to appear on the concrete floor.
The violent force rebounded, and his back suddenly straightened, his arms sank down, retracted, and then shook outwards.
The boy who fell straight down was thrown horizontally and was left not far away. His face was full of fear and confusion, as if he had finally woken up from a nightmare.
Lou Cheng let out a breath and felt that his sneakers were about to be scrapped, and the injury to his right arm was a little more serious.
But no matter what, these are not as important as a human life.
Seeing the teachers and security guards surrounding him, and seeing the melon-eaters looking at him and the male classmate who jumped off the building, Lou Cheng said loudly:
"I'm not even afraid of death anymore, so what else is there to be afraid of?"
After saying that, he turned around and left, meeting Yan Zheke outside the Second Sect, hiding his merit and fame.