Chapter 193: Break-in (five thousand words chapter)
While Lou Cheng was washing the cup, he was waiting for his girlfriend to be moved by his attentiveness and consideration. He didn't expect to hear such words. He was confused, aggrieved, and a little confused for the moment.
If I regard you as a tool to vent my desires, then why do I endure it so hard every time?
If I regard you as a tool to vent my desires, then why do I have to test your attitude every time before I dare to go further?
He turned his head and looked over, seeing the complicated emotions in the girl's eyes that were difficult to distinguish, and then took a breath, trying to calm himself down and not let the explanation turn into an argument: "How could I treat you as that, that kind of tool? Every time
Didn't I dare to continue only because you didn't object every time? If you don't like it, you can tell me or show it directly. I will definitely be able to hold it back and I will definitely not force you!"
When he said the last sentence, he felt that his emotions were uncontrollably agitated, so he kept reciting words such as "calm communication" silently.
Yan Zheke seemed to have calmed down. She no longer had the excitement just now. Her nose was a little blocked and she said in an urgent tone:
"I don't mean that, I mean, every time we are alone together, you act as if you only have that kind of thing on your mind, act extremely reactive, always seem to think about that aspect, act like we are in private
When we are together, there is only desire, the taste of desire..."
She spoke a little messily, but her eyes did not dodge. She looked directly at Lou Cheng, pursed her lips and said: "Sometimes, I am not very happy, but I feel that you like it very much and are eager for it. I am afraid that you will be disappointed. I am afraid that you will be disappointed."
If you are unhappy, I will still cooperate with you..."
At this point, she paused, sniffed, and her eyes turned a little redder.
To be honest, Lou Cheng felt a little disappointed and hurt in his heart, but when he heard Yan Zheke's words, he felt her grievance, her tolerance, and her concession, and most of his emotions immediately dissipated. He seriously
Take a closer look at your performance during this period.
It seems, probably, that the alone time between the two parties is always filled with hormones and the flavor of lust unconsciously.
He exhaled the turbid breath and said: "You mean you don't like it every time, you mean I act like I only think about that kind of thing? I hope you can do something else when we are alone?"
"Keke, if you are not happy, you must show it. Although I am relatively careful in other aspects, I am still very slow and not so sensitive when it comes to this kind of thing. If you don't say anything or object, I will think you are
I also like this very much..."
As he talked, he was a little funny and a little emotional, because he thought of what classmate Xiao Ming once said: Sometimes, a girl's willingness means she likes it, and her displeasure means she doesn't like it, but sometimes, their happiness may not necessarily mean they like it.
Just because I like it, not necessarily because I don't like it.
A girl's mind is indeed very complicated. No wonder love saints always say that the biggest test comes when they are in a real relationship...
"Yeah." Yan Zheke nodded, her pale face flushed, and she seemed shy, but she still insisted on looking at Lou Cheng, and said with a slight trembling, "Chengzi, it's not that I don't like us getting more and more.
The closer we are, the more intimate we are. It’s not so conservative that we have to wait for the wedding day. It’s just that you acted too hastily and reacted too much, which made me very scared and panicked. Can you do it step by step?”
She paused, took a breath, her eyes were watery, fragile and scared, but she spoke firmly and stubbornly:
"Take your time, wait for me..."
Take your time, wait for me... Seeing Yan Zheke like this and hearing such words, the remaining emotions in Lou Cheng's heart completely disappeared. He pursed his lips and made a serious promise:
"I will control myself!"
"I will wait for you!"
Amidst the sound of the electric kettle, he put down the cup, took a step forward, took Yan Zheke's hand, and brought her into his arms. He did not kiss, but just wanted to hold her quietly.
Yan Zheke hugged his back, buried her face in his shoulder, and after a while said softly:
"When I was in the final product competition, I was actually very touched and happy to see that you could endure for me. However, you always acted like you were always thinking about that aspect, which made me a little cranky, thinking about my aunt on May Day.
, I can take the opportunity to see your reaction to see if you are disappointed, frustrated, indifferent, or something else. You already knew the result. You are not disappointed at all, and you try your best to take care of me. You have prepared ginger tea...
…”
"I feel a little self-blame and guilty. I feel that I have misunderstood you, so I mustered up the courage to tell you what I am thinking and communicate with you. Don't hurt our feelings little by little because of these things."
She raised her head, a little embarrassed and unable to speak, but she still pursed her lips, looked at Lou Cheng sincerely and said: "Chengzi, I'm sorry, the first sentence I said was a bit harsh, no, it's not
The real thoughts in my heart are just that I considered several expressions just now, but they all felt that they were either too tactful or too coquettish to let you know my attitude clearly. I was afraid that you would not take it seriously, so I said that. It is not
What I really mean."
"There is no need to apologize between us..." Lou Cheng stroked her hair and thought for a moment, "I felt a little hurt at first. I couldn't believe you looked at me like this, but after hearing your grievances
After you gave in, you felt that this was nothing..."
And it’s completely understandable when she’s a girl’s aunt.
Yan Zheke stretched her beautiful eyebrows and finally showed a faint smile. He lowered his head, buried his face on Lou Cheng's shoulder, and said in a low voice: "This is nothing, two people can't have only one-sided contributions when they are together."
And patience, I can feel your intentions, so I want to use my intentions too..."
"In the future, when you are not happy, you must express it. I am stupid and I am afraid that I will misunderstand your meaning. Now I don't know when to kiss and when not to kiss." Lou Cheng said with some distress.
Yan Zheke's pretty face was pressed against Lou Cheng's shoulder, and he chuckled muffledly: "Idiot~ The atmosphere, the feeling, do you understand?"
I don’t understand what is the right atmosphere, what is the right feeling, and there is no quantitative standard... Lou Cheng felt ashamed for a while, and was about to say something more when he heard the sound of the electric kettle switch beating.
He let go of the hug, waited for the boiling sound to subside, scalded the cup again with boiling water, then tore open the package, put the brown sugar and ginger mother tea in, brewed it with water, and finally, he activated his frost power to let the temperature
Reduce it to the point where it is hot but not burning your tongue.
The home-type superpower is really good!
Yan Zheke stood nearby, watching him quietly as he was busy, his eyes twinkling with brilliance, and the corners of his mouth curved with a hint of joy and warmth.
"Okay." Lou Cheng handed over the cup.
Yan Zheke took it with both hands, sat on the edge of the bed, closed his eyes, took a deep sip, and then said with a smile:
"I've always heard about this kind of tea, but I just don't like the ginger flavor, so I don't buy it after hesitating every time."
"Ah, did I pick the wrong one?" Lou Cheng asked with some annoyance.
When eating, he had the habit of paying attention to girls. He found that she would not object to ginger in vegetables and soups, so he thought that she could accept ginger tea. But he couldn't ask directly about this kind of thing, otherwise she would be guessed, so he just
There is no sense of surprise anymore.
Yan Zheke smiled and took another sip from the cup. Her face turned rosy due to the heat. She looked to the side and said as usual:
"I like it now..."
What I like is the boy who remembers my menstrual period, what I like is how careful he is when he is busy, what I like is how he tolerates my stubbornness and willfulness...
"That's good." Lou Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, sat next to Yan Zheke, thought for a while and said, "Keke, I have to communicate two things with you."
"What's going on?" Yan Zheke blinked and looked at him, with a little red in his eyes.
Lou Cheng carefully considered his words and said: "You said that my reaction was too big to scare you, but it was instinctive. I couldn't control it even if I wanted to. You are so beautiful, so tempting in my heart, and I am so angry."
Zhengwang, I like you so much. Even if I don’t want to do dirty things in my mind, I can’t help but have physiological reactions many times. This is not what I want to do. It’s not that I just want to take advantage. I hope you can understand. Anyway, I
I will endure it, I will work hard to let it go, and I will respect your wishes."
"Really?" Yan Zheke bit her lip, curious about the baby's appearance.
Lou Cheng said sincerely: "Really, you can ask your best friends for advice."
"Yeah." Yan Zheke nodded thoughtfully, "What about the second thing?"
Lou Cheng smiled and said: "Actually, even if you don't come, I think I can hold it back at the last moment. First, I feel that I don't have the ability to shoulder your future life, and I also promised the Queen Mother back then.
, I always feel like her eyes are watching me from a distance, which is quite stressful.”
"Second, long-distance relationships are most afraid of suspicion and lack of confidence. I want to show you that even if I face the most beloved girl, I can still restrain myself without anyone stopping me, let alone those outside, haha, coquettish people.
Bitch, I hope I can give you confidence in this way so that our relationship can go on forever. Uh, wouldn’t this be thinking too far too far and look silly?”
Yan Zheke burst into laughter and said with a wave of eyes:
"Won't……"
I just like your silly look and how you think long and far about our future!
She held the cup, slowly drank the brown sugar ginger tea, exhaled and said, "I feel much better."
"Are you still going out for a midnight snack?" Lou Cheng asked.
Yan Zheke put his right hand on his stomach, thought for a while and said:
"Let me take a moment."
At this point, she pursed her lips and turned to look to the side, blushing, and hummed: "You made me so emotional today, so I'll rub your belly for you as a punishment!"
"Okay!" Lou Cheng was inexplicably surprised.
Yan Zheke took off his shoes and curled up with his back to Lou Cheng, his black hair covering the white pillow.
Lou Cheng compared his posture and carefully lay on his side behind her. He wrapped his left hand around her waist and reached towards the girl's abdomen.
At this moment, Yan Zheke hummed:
"You hit my hair!"
Ah... Lou Cheng hurriedly raised his upper body and asked the girl to tuck her hair away before he dared to lie down.
His left hand touched Yan Zheke's abdomen, and gently rubbed the softness through the T-shirt.
After rubbing it for a while, Yan Zheke suddenly said softly:
"You can reach in and rub it..."
Lou Cheng looked at her in astonishment and saw that she was still lying on her side without looking back. Her black hair was like a waterfall and her ears were sparkling and cute.
Taking a breath, he carefully opened the T-shirt and put his hand in, but the first thing he touched was the feeling of paper.
"What is this?" he asked subconsciously.
Yan Zheke was embarrassed and annoyed and said: "Auntie's pants!"
"Ah?" Lou Cheng was confused. He had only heard of Auntie.
"It's, oh, it's an upgraded version of the aunt's towel. You don't have to worry about side leakage..." Yan Zheke explained shyly.
Oh, I made a trousers-shaped scarf... Lou Cheng suddenly realized it, inserted his hand a little deeper, touched the girl's belly, and started to rub it carefully.
Smelling the girl's fragrance and rubbing her soft and elastic belly, Lou Cheng would inevitably have some physiological reactions, but he quickly restrained himself and stopped thinking about it. He reviewed what happened before and thought about it.
A girl's words.
Keke is usually a beautiful and gentle girl, gentle on the outside, coquettish on the inside, intellectually mature and cute and ignorant, but is this the complete her?
No, she just had her own opinion, a bottom line, courage, and perseverance. No wonder the Queen Mother said she was very stubborn at heart.
And she will think about what kind of language is more appropriate, and will choose the former in effect and tone. Compared with the euphemism and implicitness of ordinary girls, she can speak out when she should without fear... No wonder she has rejected so many boys, but nothing
Scandal, there are not many entangled suitors...
As he rubbed it, he heard Yan Zheke's breathing become longer. Looking up, he found that the girl had fallen into a deep sleep. The torture of her menstrual period and the excitement of her emotions had made her physically and mentally exhausted.
Lou Cheng watched quietly without any thoughts. In this quiet and warm atmosphere, he also felt a little sleepy and wanted to synchronize with Yan Zheke's breathing.
Let's sleep for half an hour... He rubbed and closed his eyes unconsciously.
When he suddenly woke up, he picked up his cell phone and saw that the time was almost one o'clock. So he forcibly pulled himself out of the warm and fragrant quilt, carefully got out of bed, and covered the girl's legs with a quilt again after hesitating for a while.
I wanted to help her take off her pants, but I was afraid of being misunderstood, so I endured it, turned off the light in the room, and tiptoed towards the door.
"What time is it?" Suddenly, Yan Zheke, who had lost the warmth behind his back, asked in a daze.
Lou Cheng stopped where he was, turned around and said, "It's almost time."
Yan Zheke struggled to get up, turned on the bedside light, sleepily walked to the suitcase, and dug out a set of pajamas and a bag of things.
When she passed by Lou Cheng and entered the bathroom, she lowered her head and whispered:
"You can sleep here tonight. You won't be able to sleep if you toss back and forth. Besides, you can still help me rub my belly! Yes, rub my belly!"
Lou Cheng looked over in astonishment and saw the girl's face as red as blood as she closed the bathroom door with a clang.
Sleeping with her? Lou Cheng was stunned for a moment, and then he felt a surge of intense joy. Although he couldn't do anything, it still felt wonderful.
Yan Zheke changed into her pants, washed her face and brushed her teeth, and walked out of the bathroom. She didn't dare to look at Lou Cheng and just hummed:
"Go wash it quickly, it stinks!"
Lou Cheng chuckled and cleaned himself up after working for a while. When he returned to the room, Yan Zheke was lying on his side again, with his back to this side.
Her body was completely buried in the quilt, her black hair was like a cloud, making her oval face look small, and the dim bedhead sprinkled down, making everything so warm.
Lou Cheng held his breath and came to the bedside. He hesitated for a while whether to take off his pants, but in the end he carefully took them off, pulled back the quilt, and got in.
A burst of fragrance hit him, he took a breath, lay down cautiously, and then heard the girl humming:
"You're holding my hair down!"
This... Lou Cheng was confused as to why this kind of thing always happened.
In the future, when I vote for the words that men and women say the most when they are lying on the same bed, if the woman has long hair, I will definitely choose "You are crushing my hair"...
He raised his upper body again, gathered Yan Zheke's hair, then turned off the bedside lamp, lay down on his side, crossed his left hand, stretched it to the original position, and continued the previous massage.
There was a faint fragrance in the bed, the girl's pajamas were thin, and her skin was delicate. Lou Cheng couldn't help but react again. Just when he was about to shrink back, Yan Zheke took the initiative to lean into his arms. As expected,
The ground was held up.
"I, I will hold back, it's instinct..." Lou Cheng explained hurriedly.
Yan Zheke did not look back and said in bed:
"I trust you……"
I believe in you... After hearing these four words, Lou Cheng suddenly felt that all his previous efforts and efforts were worth it. His eyes heated up and he massaged even more carefully.
The two talked for a while, and soon Yan Zheke fell into sleep again. Lou Cheng hugged Yuan Shouyi and soon fell asleep too.
At half past five in the morning, he woke up naturally, and saw only the dim light coming in from outside, illuminating a little darkness. The delicate body in his arms was soft, and his nose was fragrant. It was an indescribable and beautiful picture.
He endured the throbbing and left Rourou Village with difficulty. He was afraid of waking the girl and planned to go back to his room to wash up.
At this moment, feeling his departure, Yan Zheke subconsciously turned around and threw herself over the air. She opened her eyes in a daze and said slowly, "Are you up?"
"Yeah." Lou Cheng knelt on the edge of the bed, buried his head over it, and gently pecked her pink lips.
Yan Zheke raised his hands, hugged his neck, and muttered: "I haven't brushed my teeth yet..."
Upon hearing these words, Lou Cheng chuckled to himself, lowered his head again, parted his lips, and kissed her deeply, without being tainted by lust.
Yan Zheke took back his hand and looked at him delicately:
"Remember to buy me breakfast when you come back~"
"Okay..." Lou Cheng put on his clothes and left the room briskly.
As he walked in the dim corridor, he felt unusually contented and warm. The scene just now seemed to be a scene from his dream long, long time ago:
After getting married, every morning. (To be continued.)