It’s over, and I feel a bit reluctant to let it go. For more than two years, youth, sweat, laughter, and tears have been spilled here.
This story comes from my dream. When I woke up from the dream, I opened the document and typed out the character Han Han.
From the time I wrote the first chapter, I just wanted to write Han Han and bring her to life. I didn’t care about the other characters, I just wanted to write Han Han.
In the initial article, there is no doubt that Han Han was widely welcomed, and some readers even generously rewarded Han Han for his appearance, one hundred yuan at a time... Damn it, at that time, a hundred yuan was worth me
You can definitely eat several chicken butts...
But how to say it... it's written crookedly.
Just a few days after it was released, the writing was distorted. Because there was no outline, and the character's direction was very vague and just drifted, so when the update was released, the writing was distorted.
At that time, I only slept three or four hours a day. When I woke up, I tried to think of a way to save Han Han, but I couldn't. The more I wrote about Han Han, the more uncomfortable I became. I didn't know who to talk to or what I should do.
How should I put it, I have a dull personality, and in reality I am a typical introvert. I was depressed for a while, so I simply turned a blind eye, completely hid Han Han, and concentrated on Li Qing’s personal development.
No longer writing characters, but working hard to write plots.
I'm quite satisfied with the direction of the plot, but I'm still not sure about the rhythm. Because I don't have the experience of writing millions of words, I don't know how to arrange the progress of each plot, so I was once called out for the slow pace. I noticed it.
I was anxious, but I always believed that the pace had been set, and suddenly accelerating the pace might cause a backlash.
By the time we were halfway through, the follow-up orders had already plummeted.
At that time, I thought, I will finish writing the whole story. As long as the income can keep me hungry, no matter whether anyone reads it or not, I will have enough experience when I write another book.
Be confident and not make the same mistakes again.
So this book was written plainly, without sadness or joy.
And I can feel myself growing.
But growth is often accompanied by the pain of transformation. During this process, I was lost and confused. During that time, no one encouraged me and no one applauded me. All I saw was the new readers in the early stages of the novel.
I was constantly being scolded and belittled. Even so, I was not willing to mess around with the plot and worked hard to write every chapter. I think this is a test for me.
But loneliness is very scary. Loneliness can make you progress, but it can also make you regress. Especially when facing a stage without applause and the auditorium is basically empty, people will feel discouraged and disappointed. This kind of
Emotions are scary…
So I shamelessly stopped updating...
And it's regular...
So when I didn't have any recommendations for seven months in a row, I didn't complain. Even when the average subscription dropped by more than a thousand during this period, I didn't complain.
Because the sin deserves it.
So I never dared to disturb the editor, for fear of being scolded or blacklisted...
Later, when the last few chapters were coming to an end, the editor Winnie suddenly sent me a message and wanted to give me a recommendation. At that time, my mood was like this (〃'▽'〃), (〃'▽'〃)...
Then report the results at the end. The high order for this book is 37724. Yes, you read it right, 37,777, but the average order is only 7,000. Follow-up order? Are you sure you want to see the follow-up order? Okay, six
More than a hundred…
Who in the entire Qidian is as broken as I am? If it weren’t for the support from the channels, Qidian’s 2,000 monthly subscription fee would really make me starve to death o(╥﹏╥)o
I'm afraid he's the LV5 with the lowest royalties on the entire website!
so……
Those who say that they should read books before reading, or those who read books on small websites, can you come back and replenish your subscription... Give me a Wanding Guanghui, so that I can straighten my back when I go out.
Don't let me continue to be like a flattering person in the author group, and call everyone I see to protect me...
Hey, don’t talk about this, let’s talk about the new book!
The new book is still an imaginary entertainment. It will be written with more care than this book, and updates will be provided. The tentative title is "Empire Superstar". If the editor is not satisfied, it may be changed. I have just written two thousand words and have not submitted it yet.
The manuscript... still tells the story of a handsome man, but it has no overlap with this book at all. Please rest assured...
It will probably be uploaded at the end of the month. Please don't delete this book yet. Save it and I will notify you when a new book is released.
Finally, I would like to express my special thanks to Jeffreyjoshu, the leader who gave the author the courage to write a book. The lady spent almost 4,000 yuan on this book. However, the rewards are all from the IOS client (?^?), and Apple takes three points.
One, the website smokes another half, damn, I feel bad...
Then there is Mr. Zheng Jiaerlang, circulating 0516, watching you slap your face until you die, Eleven K, Mr. Lu, etc. Thank you for your alliance.
And to the thousands of brothers and sisters who contributed to the completion of this book, thank you for giving the author a bite to eat.