The biggest effect of Dream Grass is to cut off oneself in dreams.
Dream Grass provides a dream, but this dream is very real, and there is no difference between reality and the real world.
If Qin Yu had previously chosen to cut off Qin Yang's love for Xiruo, it would have meant cutting off his own self, and he would be able to wake up from his dream and step into the realm of the venerable.
However, Qin Yu chose to give up, even though he knew that this was just a dream, even though he knew that if he wanted to become an eighth-level venerable, he must choose to kill himself.
Qin Yang is Qin Yu himself!
He couldn't do it himself, and would rather keep this as a memory in his heart.
In the next dream, Qin Yu transformed into a child from a poor family. He had a younger sister and younger brother, but his parents died when he was ten years old.
The eldest brother is the father. In this life, Qin Yu has shouldered the burden of the family alone. In order to raise his younger brother and younger sister to grow up, he dropped out of school to work when he was eleven years old.
I have worked as a child laborer in a small workshop, as a waiter, and even as a pimp. As long as I can make money, I can say that I have done all the jobs I can do.
Qin Yu's younger brother and younger sister also lived up to their brother's hard work. Both siblings had very good academic performance, and both of them were admitted to prestigious universities with excellent results.
For Qin Yu in this life, his biggest wish is that his sister and brother can live a good life. Seeing that his sister and brother are so determined and admitted to such a good university, Qin Yu feels very satisfied.
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However, life is never that simple.
Because of child labor, Qin Yu's body has exceeded its potential in advance. At the age of 26, his height is less than 1.6 meters. Most importantly, he is as old as someone in his forties.
Like all bloody eight o'clock TV series, Qin Yu also encountered a problem, that is, his younger brother and younger sister didn't like to see him.
Especially every time he goes to school to give money to his younger brother and younger sister.
"Brother, don't come to my school anymore. I can now work part-time on Saturdays and weekends to earn living expenses for myself." This is what Qin Yu's sister said to Qin Yu.
"Brother, I am chasing a girl recently. Her family situation is very good, so brother, can you not come to my school in the future? If you have anything, call me and I will come out from school to find you."
Two college students from a prestigious university who are the pride of heaven, they don't want to be looked down upon and despised by their classmates, so they selectively forget that if it wasn't for them, how could their brother have become like this.
However, even so, Qin Yu still has no complaints about his younger brother and sister, and will really not go to his younger brother and sister's school in the future.
Later, Qin Yu's younger brother and younger sister both graduated and found jobs respectively. Qin Yu, on the other hand, guarded the three acres of land left by his parents in his hometown, and gave the harvested corn and sweet potatoes to the family every year.
Send it to my younger brother and sister who live in a big city.
Although, he didn't know that the things he sent over would eventually become moldy in a corner and then thrown into the trash can.
He even didn't know that his younger brother and younger sister had already moved to another place, and the things he sent were never delivered to his younger sister and younger brother.
"Brother, I'm getting married."
"It's a good thing that we're getting married. Sister, brother will rush over right now."
"Brother, no need. It's too far away and there's no time. I asked my second brother to come and officiate the wedding. After a while, my husband and I will come to see you, brother."
"this……"
The corn in Qin Yu's hand fell to the ground.
"Brother, what's wrong?"
"It's okay. Well, when you guys come, I'll be making you the stone fungus you loved to eat when you were a kid."
"Brother, who would eat that food now? It's so unclean."
After hanging up the phone, Qin Yu looked at the bowl of fungus on the dining table. It was a fungus-like wild vegetable scraped from the rocks on the mountain every time it thundered or rained.
"Isn't it clean?" Qin Yu murmured, and his wrinkled face became a little darker.
A month later, Qin Yu's phone rang again.
"Brother, I'm getting married to Xiaoying. Do you want to come to the wedding?"
"Yes, I will ask the village chief to buy a ticket for me and come over overnight. You don't understand some of the wedding customs. I want to tell you about them."
Qin Yu looked happy. His sister had gotten married, and now his brother was getting married. He had finally fulfilled his parents' instructions before they died.
"Brother, no need, you can come over." On the other end of the phone, my brother's voice was a little cold.
"That's okay. You can't miss out on the gift money or anything else. I've saved a little money over the years."
"Brother, Xiaoying's family bought a house and a car."
Qin Yu was stunned. He didn't know about the house, but he knew about the car. The cheapest one seemed to cost tens of thousands. The last time Erdan from the village drove a car back, it was said that it cost 180,000.
, but the whole village was suppressed.
In a small mountain village deep in the mountains, what is the concept of 180,000? They work in the fields a year and only earn 5,600 to 180,000. It would take them thirty years of work to save.
This money.
"Brother, Xiaoying's family doesn't need anything, and everything is covered."
"Xiaoying is the only child in the family, so Xiaoying's parents hope that my two children will have the surname Xiaoying."
"What did you say!"
Qin Yu's eyes widened. If the child has the woman's surname, isn't that the same as a son-in-law?
This...how does this make him explain to his dead parents?
"Brother, what else can I do? Do you know how stressful urban life is now? A house costs several million, and even the down payment costs five or six hundred thousand. I have only graduated, so how can I have so much money?"
"Besides, Xiaoying is pregnant. If Xiaoying hadn't been pregnant, her parents would not have agreed to let Xiaoying marry me."
"But you...you are..."
"Brother, no matter what age we are now, don't we just have the same surname? Anyway, they are all my children."
Qin Yu was silent. After a long time, he hung up the phone. After that, he didn't listen at all to what his brother said.
The hill behind the village was a cemetery, and Qin Yu was standing in front of one of the graves.
This is the tomb of the father of Qin Yu's three siblings, and on the lower right side of the tombstone are three names clearly engraved, the names of Qin Yu, his brother and his sister.
Under the names of the three of them, there is a row of words, prosperity, wealth, auspiciousness and well-being.
Qin Yu remembered that before his father died, he asked a gentleman in the village to obtain eight characters. These eight characters were to be used by the next generation for naming.
"Xiaoyu, when you and your brother get married and have children in the future, you can name them according to the names above. If the eight characters are not enough, you can ask the gentleman in the village to carve another tombstone."
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Later, Qin Yu's younger brother and younger sister also had children respectively. During this period, Qin Yu only left the village once, and that was to make two longevity locks, which were made by the best silversmiths in the surrounding area.
"Brother, what age are you still wearing this? Your parents have given your child a golden lock."
Qin Yu didn't say a word as he listened to his younger brother and younger sister talking to their in-laws about their parents. From then on, he never left the village again.
Later, he heard that his younger brother had become an official, and the official position was not small, because the village chief gave him cigarettes every time he saw him, and even some high-ranking officials in the town often came to his home to express their condolences.
, there is no room for the pile of gifts at home.
However, Qin Yu not only had no smile on his face, but also frowned because of it.
That year, Qin Yu walked out of the village again and came to the provincial capital.
"You can't stay here. If you have something to do, you can go over there. The Petitions and Calls Office is not far away."
"I'm waiting for someone here."
Qin Yu squatted outside the provincial party committee compound, and several armed police officers on guard came over.
"That won't work either. There can't be anyone in this place."
"Comrade, do you know Qin Liang? I am a relative of Qin Liang's hometown."
"Qin Liang?"
Several armed policemen were stunned for a moment. They were naturally familiar with the name Qin Liang. He was a new upstart in the province recently. He was a celebrity around the secretary. He was not only the first secretary, but also the second housekeeper of the entire provincial party committee.
"If you are a relative of Director Qin, then give Director Qin a call."
"My mobile phone was stolen." Qin Yu had a look of embarrassment on his face. When he was taking the train, his mobile phone was stolen, and he did not call his brother in advance before coming this time.
"Then wait over there."
In the end, several armed police officers did not drive Qin Yu away, but asked Qin Yu to wait in a rest pavilion aside.
"Thank you comrades."
In the rest pavilion, Qin Yu sat there silently, putting the package on his back at his feet, while his rough hands were rubbing unconsciously.
However, this time, even at night, Qin Yu still did not wait for his younger brother, and the armed police officers had already changed their posts.
At ten o'clock in the night, a car drove out of the provincial party committee compound, and at this time Qin Yu was taking out a few steamed buns from his bag and eating them with water.
The car stopped when it passed the rest pavilion, the door opened, and a man in his fifties got out of the car.
"Old man, why are you here so late?"
Yes, judging from his appearance, Qin Yu looks much older than the person in front of him. He looks like a person in his fifties or sixties.
"I'm waiting for my brother." Qin Yu looked at the man and replied somewhat cautiously.
"Your brother, does your brother work here?" the man asked curiously, "Then why didn't you call him?"
"My phone was stolen, so I have to wait here."
The man suddenly understood, and after a while he continued to ask: "Then what is your brother's name?"