Go check on her first and then make a decision, okay?
Could she be bad?
Feng Qingchen was filled with bitterness, but she could only bite the bullet because she knew that Lan Jiuqing regarded her as the last straw, but...
Who can understand her helplessness? Who can understand her dilemma?
She is a doctor, not a god, and she does not have the ability to make people feel better with just a wave of her hand.
Feng Qingchen looked at his left hand with a sad look in his eyes. Lan Jiuqing also knew that his request was too much, and he looked apologetic: "Qingchen, thank you, and I'm sorry."
"It's okay, I'm a doctor." Lan Jiuqing saved her many times, and it was time to return the favor.
Lan Jiuqing sighed softly: "Qingchen, this matter has caused you trouble. I can help you and the Fengli clan, just ask." He could only make up for it elsewhere.
Feng Qingchen.
"No need for now, everything is going well. I will definitely come to you when needed." She and Lan Jiuqing were friends, but they were only friends she remembered when needed.
"It went well? Why did I hear that the Fengli clan rejects you?" This is not a false accusation. Although Feng Qingchen and Feng Liyou were secretive, Lan Jiuqing also had his own channels for information.
"Normally, I don't think too much about the Fengli clan. Even though I have the blood of the Fengli clan in my body, I am still an outsider to them, so it is normal for them to be wary of me. If I return to the Fengli clan and change hands,
If the Fengli clan is sold to the emperor of the Four Kingdoms, then the Fengli clan will be completely destroyed." Just like, she would not trust the Fengli clan members wholeheartedly.
"Since you know that the Fengli clan doesn't believe you, why do you still want to go back? It's fine for you to be like this now." From the standpoint of a friend, Lan Jiuqing felt that it would be easiest for Feng Qingchen to just be Feng Qingchen. Now Feng Qingchen
It's not easy to be a legitimate daughter-in-law. This is not the case in the previous dynasty.
Feng Qingchen's eyes flashed with helplessness: "Do you think I would have a good ending if I didn't return to the Fengli clan?"
Feng Qingchen didn't need Lan Jiuqing to answer, so he explained completely and self-deprecatingly: "If the Fengli clan can find out my identity, it means that others can too. This is not the previous dynasty. The current Jiuzhou continent is controlled by the emperors of the four kingdoms. You
Do you think that if my identity is leaked and the Fengli clan does not support me, will I still be alive?"
As for her identity, she could either follow Lan Jiuqing's example and stay in a dark corner all her life, not daring to look at people with their true colors, or she could get close to the Fengli Clan and use the Feng Qingchen Clan as a backer, or else...
Her end will be tragic.
Under such circumstances, there was no room for her to defend herself wisely. The fate of her wise defense was that when the Four Kingdoms hunted her down, the Fengli clan ignored her and left her to fend for herself.
She had no choice. When she knew that she was a descendant of Fengli, she knew that her future path was determined. In order to gain the support and protection of the Fengli clan, she had to show her ability no matter whether she was willing or not.
, cares about the Fengli clan very much and takes the glory of the Fengli clan as its honor.
"So..." Lan Jiuqing nodded in understanding: "I thought you really cared about everything about the Fengli clan and wanted to work hard for the glory of the Fengli clan."
"I do care, but I don't care enough that I am not afraid of life and death, and I am willing to risk everything for the Phoenix Clan." It was only three points that I cared about, but after she deliberately created it, it became nine or ten points.
Only in this way can we deceive ourselves and Feng Liyou. Because the Fengli clan will not give power to someone who does not care about the family.
Lan Jiuqing sighed softly and wanted to reach out and touch Feng Qingchen's head, but as soon as he moved, he said that his move was inappropriate. He quickly retracted his hand and said pitifully: "I don't know, you can do this alone."
I’ve endured so much.”
Feng Qingchen had never told anyone about this, not even the Nine Emperors Uncle.
"Don't blame me, you are different too. Lan is no better than Fengli. We are the same. Even if it is to survive, we must show pride in our surname, otherwise we will be abandoned by our tribe.
Our fate will be tragic." Their origins meant that they did not even have the right to choose.
"The legitimate daughter of Feng Li is the darling daughter of heaven. She is free and easy, but you are the only one..." Living such a hard life, she even has to be on guard and plot against her own people.
Lan Jiuqing felt distressed, but he could not hold Feng Qingchen in his arms and comfort her.
"It's time! It's fate! So many Fengli's legitimate daughters have enjoyed their rights, and it's time to pay for the family." She just happened to meet him.
"Aren't you aggrieved at all? You just accepted it without any dissatisfaction or anger?" At least he was dissatisfied.
He never enjoyed the privileges of the Lan family, but he was required to devote his whole life to the Lan family. Only later did he understand that his origin determined the path he would take, and he had to go on if he didn't want to die.
Because he doesn't fight, others won't let him go.
"If it's not me, it's someone else. What's wrong with it? Besides, the benefits of this identity far outweigh the troubles. Even if I don't think about myself, I still have to think about my children." There is a strong mother clan,
Even if he is an illegitimate child, he will not be looked down upon by others.
"Child?" Lan Jiuqing's whole body trembled, and he looked at Feng Qingchen's belly with hot eyes: "You have a child?"
Why are you so excited?
Feng Qingchen looked at Lan Jiuqing in confusion. Lan Jiuqing realized that he had lost his composure. He quickly took a breath and suppressed the joy in his heart. However, he couldn't suppress the raised corners of his lips. Seeing that Feng Qingchen did not answer, Lan Jiuqing was heartbroken.
He asked cautiously: "How many months has it been?"
"How many months? You are thinking too much." Feng Qingchen sneered: "I don't have children, I just have to make preparations in advance."
"No..." Lan Jiuqing was so disappointed that he felt a little wilted. Feng Qingchen looked at him in confusion: "What's wrong with you? Do I have a child? Why are you so excited?"
?" Those who didn't know it thought he was the father of the child.
"Ahem...I'm just worried about you. If you have a child, can you still help me treat that person?" Lan Jiuqing's mind turned quickly and he found a reasonable explanation in an instant.
Although he did not dispel all Feng Qingchen's doubts, he did not let Feng Qingchen think too much. In order to reassure Lan Jiuqing, Feng Qingchen said: "Don't worry, I have no plans to have children in the past two years."
"Why?" It turns out that they haven't had a child for so long because Feng Qingchen didn't want one.
For a moment, Lan Jiuqing felt that his heart was freezing. He wanted a child so much, but Feng Qingchen...
"No reason, it's just that the current situation is not conducive to having a child. You also know my situation. I can't let my child be pointed at and scolded as soon as he is born. He is an illegitimate son with an unknown father."
Illegitimate children still sound nicer. Children born out of wedlock are called illegitimate children. Their status is as low as that of a slave. They cannot be an official, let alone go to school. They will also be looked down upon when making friends with others in the future.
She doesn't want her son to have to live with such shackles for the rest of his life. Even if his status is not noble, her child must live a noble life...