757 If you can't love him, you will lose the ability to love others
Wang Jinling nodded. He was not threatening Feng Qingchen. Although the news had not been confirmed yet, it was groundless. Beiling was not the only one who was moved by the bounty. There were also many people in the Wang family who were moved.
If it weren't for Wang Jinling's pressure, those profit-minded guys from the Wang family might have taken advantage of the friendship between the Wang family and Feng Qingchen to do something dirty against Feng Qingchen.
People will die for wealth, and birds will die for it. Fighting for power, and fighting over and over are just fighting for the wealth in the world. With such a large sum of money in hand, anyone who has the opportunity to take it will be tempted.
Feng Qingchen sighed, not knowing what to say. Now she had no choice but to control the Killer Alliance, but controlling the Killer Alliance was no less difficult than subverting a country.
When she met the killer Zuo An and learned about the reward for assassination, she thought the reward was not a big threat. Only now did she realize that she had thought of the matter too simply.
The sky-high price of the reward not only attracted the killer, but also attracted countless people who wanted the money, just like the Lu family back then, who was taken advantage of by Xiling just because of the money.
For those people, killing her was an easy task, at least easier than bloodbathing the Lu family.
Wang Jinling also knew the pressure Feng Qingchen was under at this time, but for Feng Qingchen's safety, he had to remind him again: "Qingchen, you must control the killer world, otherwise, you will have to live in fear for the rest of your life.
You will have to bear the shadow of being hurt all your life."
He took Feng Qingchen down the mountain today just to make her understand how dangerous her current situation was. If she didn't take it seriously, Yinshi might lose her life.
During the month in Xuanxiao Palace, Feng Qingchen was free and unrestrained, but he didn't know that the outside world had been turned upside down because of her, and people from all walks of life were already waiting in the dark, just waiting for Feng Qingchen to appear.
Every step he takes, he must be on guard against being assassinated. Every place he goes, he must send someone to check in advance. This kind of life is definitely not what Feng Qingchen wants. She understands the meaning of Wang Jinling's words, but...
Wang Jinling said it was easy, but actually doing it was definitely not that simple. Feng Qingchen sighed and didn't want to continue this topic. It was too heavy.
"Let's go take a look at the front." The sound of fighting in the front has stopped, and there are no killers rushing over, which means that Wang Jinling's secret guards have won.
Knowing that Feng Qingchen didn't want to continue talking, Wang Jinling didn't want to talk too much, so he nodded and followed.
The closer she got, the stronger the smell of blood became, and the expression on Feng Qingchen's face became more solemn. She knew that many people in Jiuzhou Continent were going to die because of her. As for the innocent people, Feng Qingchen didn't want to think about it. Rather than die by herself, she
I would rather others die, even innocent people.
As he got closer, he saw more than a dozen corpses lying on the ground, all dressed in black. Feng Qingchen didn't know which ones were Wang Jinling's secret guards and which ones were the killers.
"Are there any casualties among your secret guards?" If you can't tell, just ask the owner directly.
"Yes. Three are dead." Wang Jinling glanced at them and recognized the three corpses.
"Which three corpses are theirs?" Feng Qingchen searched among the corpses for those who died protecting her.
"Those with a dark red mark embroidered on the collar are the secret guards of the Wang family." The dark red mark was embroidered on the collar. It was impossible to see it without looking carefully. However, as soon as Feng Qingchen walked into the pile of corpses, she found Wang Jinling's body.
The three dead guards mentioned.
There were a total of seventeen corpses on the ground, fourteen of which had wounds on their necks, presumably to prevent someone from pretending to be dead. Those with wounds on their necks were from casualties, and those without were from hidden guards.
Feng Qingchen stood in front of the three corpses with a silent expression. After a long while, he turned his head and said to Wang Jinling: "If I say now that I want to collect their corpses and bury them properly, will it seem hypocritical?"
Just because she went down the mountain alone with Wang Jinling on a whim, three days of her fresh life were ruined. She even hated herself, but it was just disgust.
The emotions of self-blame and guilt disappeared long ago when she ordered to kill the beggars who surrounded her. In order to survive, Feng Qingchen did not hesitate to save people with one hand and kill with the other.
"No." He had this thought before, but after staying in this position for a long time, he was used to his subordinates dying for him. You know...
It is a supreme honor for a slave to die for his master.
"Then bury them. We can't let them die in the wilderness." Feng Qingchen picked up a knife from the killer's body.
The knife was still stained with blood and flesh foam, but Feng Qingchen didn't care. He picked up the knife and walked towards the flat ground not far away, digging the soil with one knife. Wang Jinling did not stop him, nor did he step forward to help. He only
Behind Feng Qingchen, he looked at Feng Qingchen quietly.
Cold and compassionate, such two extreme sides do not seem contradictory in Feng Qingchen, as if she was born like this.
There is nothing wrong with such lightness. In troubled times, blind compassion will only exhaust those around her to death. There are no innocent people in this world.
It is absolutely stupid to dig a hole in the ground with a murderous knife. Not to mention that it took a long time to dig a hole that can only bury books. Let’s talk about the hand holding the knife...
In this cold weather, Feng Qingchen held the handle of the knife hard, and Feng Qingchen's palm soon turned red.
Sure enough, you can't be too soft-hearted or too artistic.
Feng Qingchen looked at his red hands and felt depressed...
Did she just make a very stupid decision? She actually thought about using her own strength to dig a big hole and bury three grown men. With the broken knife in her hand, it would take several days to dig.
Alas, she was still too emotional. Thinking of those three people dying for her, she impulsively dug the soil with a knife in hand, but she never thought about how huge this project was.
Wang Jinling knew at a glance that Feng Qingchen had come out of his sadness, and made a gesture to the secret guard. Three black shadows jumped out from Wang Jinling's side. They did not hold murder weapons in their hands, but dug dirt in their hands.
of shovel blade.
The three of them didn't say a word. They saluted Wang Jinling, walked to Feng Qingchen, and continued digging where Feng Qingchen dug the hole...
Uh... Feng Qingchen was pushed aside, silently gave up his position, threw away the knife in his hand, and patted the dirt on his hand.
You have to...want to be a good person, but she doesn't have the ability.
Wang Jinling handed a handkerchief and went forward, ready to wipe Feng Qingchen's hands, but Feng Qingchen took the handkerchief directly, wiped his hands, and threw the handkerchief away.
"Thanks."
I don't know if this thank you was talking about the veil or sending three secret guards to help her dig a hole.
"It's a small matter, they are my people." Wang Jinling automatically ignored the veil matter.
Feng Qingchen smiled and said nothing. He looked thoughtfully in the direction of Xuanxiao Palace and seemed to be filled with sadness that he couldn't get rid of.
In fact, she really felt that her life was very tiring. From the moment she woke up, she never relaxed for a moment.
…
After the three secret guards dug the hole and buried the dead secret guards on the spot, it was already getting late. Wang Jinling thought about it and asked, "Should we go back or continue walking?"
"Don't go anywhere, just here." With such a strong smell of blood, no one with any brains will come close. It will be safe here for the time being, and it is very close to Uncle Nine Emperors. At this distance, Uncle Nine Emperors will
It only takes two-quarters of an hour to find her.
"Aren't you afraid that Uncle Nine Emperors will come to arrest us here?" Wang Jinling said with a smile, completely from the heart. He felt that it would be more interesting to let Uncle Nine Emperors' iceberg face show other expressions than to let Feng Qingchen accept him.
After all, it is difficult to make Feng Qingchen accept his feelings, but it is something that can be done now to make the Nine Emperors Uncle change his face.
"Afraid? What is there to be afraid of?" Feng Qingchen raised his head indifferently: "Unless I die, there is no way I can escape from the hands of Uncle Nine Emperors. Even if I am at the end of the sky or the corner of the sea, as long as the Nine Emperors
I think he can catch me."
Speaking of the tyranny of Uncle Nine Emperors, Feng Qingchen could not hide the tenderness between her eyebrows.
There were all kinds of bad things about that man, but among the millions of people, she could see him at a glance and identify him.
"You are so sure that he will definitely find you." Perhaps it was because of a change of mood. Seeing Feng Qingchen's happy smile, Wang Jinling suddenly felt that this was also a kind of enjoyment.
Even though Feng Qingchen's happiness was not given by him.
"Yes, if I leave without leaving a word, Uncle Nine Emperors will definitely come find me." Feng Qingchen nodded without hesitation. According to Uncle Nine Emperors' pride, how could he allow her to leave without saying goodbye.
"Well, even if you elope with me, he will still come to find you?" This doesn't count as leaving without saying goodbye.
Feng Qingchen smiled sweetly and diluted the sadness on his body: "It's just a joke to elope or not. Uncle Nine Emperors knows that I won't do it. Just as I believe that Uncle Nine Emperors will come to me, Uncle Nine Emperors will also
I believe that if I choose him, I will not fall in love with another person. Because I am the same as Uncle Nine Emperors, our hearts are very small, so small that they can only accommodate one person."
Normally, Feng Qingchen would never say these words to Wang Jinling, but because Wang Jinling said that he would only be a close friend for life, she was willing to believe him and tell him what was in her heart.
Some words have been hidden in my heart for too long. You need to find someone to talk to, otherwise you will really hurt yourself as Uncle Nine Emperors said.
"Even if he gives up on you, you won't change your mind?" Wang Jinling didn't know what kind of mentality he had when he asked this question.
It means "giving up" rather than "abandoning". Even if Wang Jinling is dissatisfied with Jiuhuangshu, he will still say something pertinent: Jiuhuangshu is indeed the same as Feng Qingchen in this regard. He is small-minded and can only tolerate one person.
But did Feng Qingchen know that he also had a small heart? Maybe Feng Qingchen never knew it in his whole life. Wang Jinling looked into the distance melancholy, a little lost.
Just in time, Feng Qingchen lowered his head and kicked the dirt around his feet in boredom, not seeing Wang Jinling's sadness.
Feng Qingchen was immersed in his own world, thinking about all the things he had with Uncle Nine Emperors, and said with some embarrassment: "It used to be difficult to make water, except for Wushan. After falling in love with such a man, I think, I will never be able to do it for the rest of my life."
If I can no longer love another person, if I can't love him, I will lose the ability to love others."