People in the village pay attention to doing things when the sun rises and turning off the lights when the sun sets. Although there is electricity and TV signals here, and almost all homes have TVs, these people live on the mountain, and this way of life has become
I have become accustomed to it, and it has not changed due to too much modernization. It was just past eight o'clock, and the entire village seemed quiet...
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At this time, Li Yifei and Su Mengxin had just given Xu Yingying a bath, and the two were sitting by Xu Yingying's bed talking.
"How's your life at home?"
Su Mengxin smiled bitterly and said, "Do you think what will happen to your family if you take Yingying away?"
Li Yifei laughed self-deprecatingly and said, "It must be a mess, and everyone will blame me."
"You know, you just patted your butt and left, just out of sight, but everyone in the family is very worried."
Li Yifei shook his head and sighed: "I really can't stay at home. My being there will only bring more psychological pressure to you, so I decided to leave."
Su Mengxin held Li Yifei's hand and said softly: "I know, we all can understand this. If you treat everyone well, you feel sorry for Yingying in your heart. If you want to neglect everyone, then you will feel sorry for everyone. Leave
It seems like your best choice."
After a pause, Su Mengxin continued: "But it's been so long, haven't you figured it out yet? Still don't want to go back?"
Li Yifei hesitated for a moment and said: "I don't want to go back yet. The saint is still treating Yingying. I really hope that I can bring a healthy Yingying back, so that we can live our original life."
Su Mengxin opened her mouth, but still nodded and said: "Okay, I respect your choice, so I will help you here during this period. Give me a chance, and I also want to make up for my feelings for Yingying."
harm."
Li Yifei nodded happily at this time and said: "Then you can stay. ▲.ww.
There are wooden buildings in the cottage, and the lower floor does not touch the ground. There are many snakes here. If it comes into contact with the ground, snakes can easily climb upstairs. This is also an invention of the locals to avoid snakes and insects.
The lower floor of the wooden building is full of debris, and the upper floor is where he lives. Li Yifei only rents here and uses the living space upstairs. There is not much use in other places. Now Mu
The owner of the building would occasionally come down to the floor below to get things.
Although it is already January at this time, the temperature here is still seven or eight degrees at night. Although it is a bit cool, it is not very cold.
Li Yifei never thought that other people would live here, so there were only two quilts here, which were used by him and Xu Yingying, and there was only one bed, so the three of them could only squeeze into one bed at night.
Li Yifei slept in the middle, Xu Yingying was in the innermost position, and Su Mengxin was outside. It seemed like a kind of hugging from left to right, but the reality was that there was nothing glamorous at all.
Firstly, Xu Yingying was unconscious at the moment, and secondly, Li Yifei really had no interest in falling in love right now, so even if Su Mengxin was lying next to him, he had no idea at all.
Su Mengxin didn't feel any neglect at all. The more Li Yifei acted like this, the more she liked her. A man who could treat his wife so well would definitely not treat her badly, so she was lying next to Li Yifei at this time.
Listening to Li Yifei's heartbeat and breathing, and the faint smell of Li Yifei's body in her nose, Su Mengxin was quite intoxicated.
The bed is not big. Li Yifei usually gives Xu Yingying as much space as possible so that she can sleep more comfortably. Today he and Xu Yingying are covered with a quilt, which makes Xu Yingying feel a little wronged. But if she goes to Su Mengxin at this time
If you were crowded over there, you would have to share a quilt with Su Mengxin. At this time, Li Yifei couldn't get over it.
Think about Xu Yingying who wants to divorce him because of Su Mengxin. If he is still so affectionate with Su Mengxin in front of Xu Yingying, then Xu Yingying will probably be heartbroken again when she wakes up.⊥,
"You go to bed first, I'll go for a walk." Li Yifei whispered to Su Mengxin, got up and got out of bed.
Su Mengxin was very smart and had roughly guessed why Li Yifei was like this. She sighed secretly in her heart and said, "I'll stay the night tonight. I'll get a bed tomorrow."
When Su Mengxin pointed it out, Li Yifei felt a little embarrassed and said: "Mengxin, give me some time."
Su Mengxin held Li Yifei's hand and said, "You have been very tolerant to me. I am very happy and satisfied now."
Li Yifei shook Su Mengxin's hand hard, then let go and walked out.
There is a ditch in the middle of the village. It is not a small river. There is a lot of rain here. It is just a drainage ditch. But because of the abundant rainfall, there is water in this ditch all year round. It is similar to the ones in Dali and Lijiang ancient cities. There are also many small fish in it.
Standing by the ditch at night, listening to the gurgling sound of water, and occasionally the sound of small fish jumping out of the water, if a poet were here, he might be able to create some good nouns and sentences.
Li Yifei was standing next to the ditch. Su Mengxin's arrival still made some waves in his recently calm heart. He really missed the women at home. That weak girl Su Yiyi must have been thinking about him all day long; Ye Yunzhuhuai
Holding one's own child
With her character, she must scold him many times every day, and she will give birth in two months; and Xu Shanshan, this sister-in-law is completely the same as herself.
Fate, I'm afraid she will pout, angry, and miss you.
And Chu Xiaoyao, that girl might be crying and fussing. The most important thing is her daughter. As soon as her father left, she ignored her child. As a father, she is really irresponsible.
Responsibility.
Thinking of this, Li Yifei suddenly felt that he owed so many people. For the first time, he felt that bringing Xu Yingying out like this was not the right decision.
"Are you feeling a little homesick?" The saint's voice came from behind.
Li Yifei was so lost in thought just now that he didn't even feel the arrival of the saint. At this time, he didn't look back. He sighed and said, "I feel a little homesick."
"Go back if you miss home. I can also treat your wife at your house. It just so happens that I can have more contact with them to prevent them from influencing me to challenge my inner demons."
"Do they affect you?"
"Of course they will. If they reject me at every turn and don't give me a chance to get in touch with you, then how can we like each other?"
Li Yifei smiled bitterly and said: "It's true. If they see you, they will not only reject you, but they will also be angry with me."
"Women are selfish, especially when it comes to men. Who doesn't want the man he likes to like him wholeheartedly, and who wants to share a man with others?"
"You seem to know a lot about relationships, don't you?" Li Yifei looked at the saint in confusion.
"I have to understand. In order to challenge this big demon like you, I have done enough homework."
"Then tell me, what should I do now?" Li Yifei squatted down, picked up a branch from the edge, and gently tapped the water. A small fish jumped out and splashed a little water.
Disappeared.
The saint sat directly on the stone slab, put her two little feet in the water, kicked it twice lightly, and said: "Of course you still have to make your own decisions about your own affairs, whether you go back or stay here.
, the most important thing is that you can convince yourself."
"Then even if you said it, you didn't say it." Li Yifei shook his head.
The saint kicked her toes out of the water, creating a large ripple, and said with a smile: "Actually, everyone just has to find a reason for themselves when doing things. As for right and wrong, they are all based on your own reasons. Can you convince me?"
"Myself, if you don't go back now, you actually have a reason to stay here, but now you want to go back, that's because the reason you found is not sufficient enough."
Li Yifei was a little startled. What the saint said really made sense. Whether he was here or going back, the most important thing was whether he could find a reason.
The saint didn't say anything anymore, just soaking her feet in water. Such an action could not be done in the jihadist organization before. It would be very damaging to the image. Her every move was watched by the believers.
Now that there is no jihadist organization and no believers, she is really very casual.
It's arbitrary, but the saint has been trained as a saint since she was a child. This belief has been deeply rooted in the bones. Even her movements at this time are extremely elegant, and people can't help but praise her.
Li Yifei was still immersed in his own thoughts. After a long time, he stood up and said to the saint: "Thank you for enlightening me."
The saint turned to Li Yifei, smiled brightly, and said, "Is there something worthy of your appreciation in me?"
Li Yifei smiled slightly and said: "Of course. As a saint, you can make countless believers go crazy for you, so how can you not let me appreciate you?"
"I hope you appreciate me as a friend."
"For me, although the saint is noble, I don't like it, but a friend is worthy of my true appreciation."
"Well...that means we are friends."
"At least it's possible." Li Yifei smiled, turned around and walked towards the place where he lived. The saint didn't get up, she just sat there and looked at Li Yifei's back, with an extremely obsessed look on her face.
smile.
Life is like this. When you find a reason that convinces yourself, you can make a decision. Although Li Yifei hasn't made that decision yet, at least it makes him no longer so entangled.