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Self-seeking (8) Guilty Instinct

All the contents in the stomach were vomited out, and she felt slightly better. Gu Mingxi, Ai Sui Chuan Xing, supported herself to stand up, rinsed her mouth, and slapped cold water on her cheeks. There were water drops on her face as pale as paper, and she couldn't tell what was going on.

Is it water or tears? The cracked lips are oozing with traces of blood. The smell of blood is like the taste of rust in the mouth.

Looking at herself in the mirror, Gu Mingxi took a deep breath and exhaled, as if she wanted to expel all the turbid air in her chest. The left side was still heavy. Her legs were trembling. She walked out of the bathroom slowly while holding on to the wall. She looked at the door from the corner of her eye.

She glanced at him sideways, her mist-filled eyes unclear whether it was love or just resentment.

Long Pei's cold and hard contours were as tight as a rubber band that could break at any time. His dark pupils avoided her eyes, and he picked her up and walked to the bed. She was very thin, with protruding bones.

There is no weight at all in my arms, and there is still a faint smell of medicine on my body...

He put it down involuntarily and gently, and handed the bowl to her without saying a word. There was still half a bowl left, and she had to eat it no matter how uncomfortable she felt.

The wet eyelashes were as thick as fans and cast a trembling green shadow. After taking the bowl of soup, it was no longer soupy. I drank it slowly, and it seemed that I no longer felt so uncomfortable in my empty stomach.

Long Pei looked at her without saying a word until she finished the rest of the soup. After giving her a complex and meaningful look in his deep eyes, he took the tray and left the room.

The sound of the door closing softly blocked the sight and the tall figure disappeared from sight. Gu Mingxi's stiff body moved, she hugged her slowly arched knees, lowered her head, and her long hair was scattered casually to cover her face.

Cover up the deep sadness.

Her expression was invisible, her trembling shoulders betrayed her disguise, her clothes were soaked with tears, and her skin was burned.

Long Pei went downstairs and handed the dinner plate to Ru Bing. Ru Bing saw the red skin on his hand with sharp eyes, "Sir, your hand is burned. I'm going to get you some ointment."

She lowered her eyes and glanced at her wrist lightly. She probably accidentally splashed the hot soup when she overturned the bowl.

"It's okay, I want to go back to the Presidential Palace. No matter what I do, I have to watch her eat at night." A deep voice ordered.

"Yes, Your Excellency." Ru Bing nodded and watched him leave.

Long Pei got into the car, Yusi closed the door, got in and was about to start the engine, when a cold voice came from behind, "Smoke."

Yusi was stunned for a few seconds, then came to his senses and immediately handed him the special cigarettes and lighter.

Long Pei took out one and lit it. The white mist shrouded and blurred the cold outline and sharp eyes. The scarlet between his fingers flickered, and the faint smell of tobacco spread in the carriage, as if completely wrapping this person up, no one could

See through him.

Yusi sat upright and carefully glanced at the rearview mirror with his peripheral vision. Your Excellency has rarely smoked cigarettes in recent years. He said that tobacco, alcohol, and sex are the desires that corrode the mind. Unless he is really upset, he will have one, otherwise he will definitely

Don't touch these.

A man who is so calm and has unusual self-control. Today he had three ejaculations in a row. You can imagine his emotions.

As soon as the last one was half way through, Long Pei reached out and crushed it in the ashtray. He pursed his thin lips and said three words, "Go back to the Presidential Palace!"

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When Bai Yan woke up in the morning, all the bones in his body seemed to be reorganized, especially the pain in that area and waist, which made him uncomfortable even sitting down. Nan Si laughed at the Presidential Palace from the morning, and saw him twisting his body in discomfort with the corner of his mouth twitching.

The moving smile is ambiguous and evil.

Bai Yan glared at the culprit, and when Long Pei came in, he immediately reported to him the afternoon schedule and tomorrow's schedule. After saying that, seeing that Your Excellency's expression did not change, he hesitated and said: "He Lei just called to convey Mrs. Jin's intention to you.

Go there for dinner in the evening.”

Long Pei narrowed his eyes, nodded after hesitating for half a second, and agreed.

Bai Yan and Nan Si know what happened to you and your wife. They can also guess what Mrs. Jin has in mind, but they can't guess your thoughts.

"Is there anything else?" Long Pei raised his head and looked at the two of them with cold eyes.

Nan Si came back to his senses, suppressed his smile, coughed lightly and said, "The matter regarding the Crown Prince of Country E has been dealt with. Several agents have also left the capital. It is confirmed that they have all returned to Country E."

"Do you know his motive for coming to country C?"

"I don't know. According to them, the crown prince had a quarrel with the old president and ran away from home to relax. The strange thing is that the crown prince did not enter the most prosperous capital of country C, but stayed in Wushui Town for a long time. I guess

Maybe you're looking for someone." 17746161

Nan Si expressed his guess. If he wasn't looking for someone, why would a crown prince travel all the way to a small town in another country?

"Wushui..." Long Pei frowned. The name was very familiar and he seemed to have heard it mentioned before. Wushui is a small town close to the capital. The economy is not very good. Young people come to the capital to work. There are only a few people in the town.

The remaining elderly and children rely on tourism to maintain the economy, and those who are capable have already moved to the capital.

What is the purpose of the Crown Prince in Wushui?

"Go and find out what he did in Wushui and who he is looking for!"

"Yes." Nan Si leaned over and left the office with Bai Yan.

Bai Yan walked very slowly, and suddenly stopped. His expression became solemn from the moment Nan Si talked about Wu Shui. Nan Si stopped beside him, and his low voice was heard by only two people, "Do you want me to help you?

Buy some medicine?"

Bai Yan came back to his senses and glared at him fiercely, "Get out! I just remembered that I had seen information about Madam before. She lived in Wushui."

"Madam?" Nan Si raised his eyebrows and said disapprovingly: "Don't you think that the crown prince is looking for his wife? Judging from the time, it is impossible for the crown prince and his wife to know each other, so how could he come to find her?"

Bai Yan thought about it carefully. The wife was born in country C, and the crown prince came to country C for the first time. They have never been able to get along with each other in eight lifetimes. "I'm thinking too much. You'd better check it out carefully."

This crown prince."

"I know it in my heart." Nan Si twitched his lips, thought of something, and couldn't help but said: "Do you think that your Excellency wants to be like the ancient Chinese, who wanted the Queen E's daughter-in-law."

"Shut up! Is your business something you and I can discuss?" Bai Yan's face was solemn, he scolded him coldly, and quickly left without paying attention to his nonsense.

Nan Si touched the tip of his nose wistfully. If it weren't for the passionate passion last night, he would really think that Bai Yan really likes you in his heart! Every time he talks about you, he is so serious and solemn!

It was not unreasonable for him to suspect that Bai Yan liked you at the beginning. You felt a little uncomfortable in your heart. You seemed to have a very important position in Bai Yan's heart.

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Long Pei returned to the Haoting Garden very late in the evening. After knowing that Ru Bing watched her finish eating, the frown that had been frowned all day relaxed slightly, and Gu Mingxi was already asleep when he returned to the room.

Changing clothes and taking a shower, he involuntarily relaxed his movements. When he lifted the quilt and lay beside her and was about to reach out to hug her, Gu Mingxi suddenly woke up and stared at him, her body stiffening instinctively.

It seemed to be an instinct. As soon as he came close to her, she would wake up, her whole body cold and stiff.

The black eyes darkened calmly, and the big palm that was about to touch her withdrew abruptly. Suppressing his anger, he pursed his lips and said, "Sleep."

He closed his eyes first, did not touch her again, and turned his back to her, so that she would probably not be so nervous and stiff.

Gu Mingxi turned over and turned back to back, leaving some distance in between. His body was still stiff and he couldn't sleep. He opened his eyes and looked at the yellowing light, like a tireless robot. Those emotions were suppressed and hidden. The cold and tense atmosphere was more like

The calm before the storm.

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At three o'clock in the morning, Long Pei suddenly turned over and pressed her under him in an instant. His sharp eyes were as sharp and cold as knives, filled with danger.

Gu Mingxi was startled, and her whole body stiffened even more. Her breathing seemed to have stopped, and her eyes stared directly at him, as if silently accusing him.

She damn didn't sleep. As long as she was by her side, she would stay up all night. Anger rushed into her heart, and her blood was boiling. The hand that clasped her chin went straight up, paused on both sides of her mouth, and forcefully

It expanded, forcing her mouth to open. She didn't want to kiss her, so she directly inserted her tongue and treated her very domineeringly.

Gu Mingxi pushed his strong chest with both hands, tears streaming down from the corners of his eyes. He couldn't help but cry harder. Tasting the salty taste on the tip of his tongue, Long Pei paused and opened his black eyes.

Staring at her pitifully...

His hands were stiff, and his hazy eyes looked at him, empty and numb, leaving only a weak emotion. However, in a short period of time, his pajamas had been wrinkled by him, revealing his shoulders, and the picture was ambiguous and seductive.

The two people's breathing was rapid, but they were no longer as fused together as before, and they were inseparable.

The big hand holding her wrist loosened, and he slowly got up from her body. He got out of bed and walked to the closet to change clothes slowly. She didn't look at Gu Mingxi in the meantime, and she didn't want to look at him. She arched her back sideways.

Her back was like a curled up shrimp, her fingers pulled up her clothes, and she tightly grasped the corner of the pillow. She bit her lips with her white teeth, trying her best to hold back something.

Long Pei changed his clothes, strode out of the room, and slammed the door with a little more force. The "bang" sound echoed in the empty room, hitting her heart with pain.

There was only anger and resentment between them.

During the long night, without him by his side, Gu Mingxi's tense nerves slowly relaxed. He closed his eyes and fell asleep without knowing when, and his body gradually became less stiff and became naturally comfortable.

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When Gu Mingxi got up in the morning, she was not in good spirits, changed her clothes and went downstairs. After what happened yesterday, she finally figured out that at least she still had a daughter, and she shouldn't be immersed in her own sorrow and ignore Yan'er.

"Mommy..." Long Ziqi's eyes immediately lit up when he saw her, and he ran to her side and hugged her arm, "Mommy, you are finally willing to go downstairs."

There was an apology in his indifferent eyes, and he touched her little head and said softly: "I'm sorry, Mommy has neglected you recently. I promise I won't do it again in the future. Don't be angry with Mommy, okay!"

Long Ziqi shook his head and said in a soft voice: "I love mommy the most. As long as mommy is happy, I will be happy..."

Gu Mingxi smiled happily because her daughter was sensible and well-behaved, but it still seemed a bit far-fetched.

Seeing this, Ru Bing couldn't help but breathed a sigh of relief, "Madam, it's best if you can look away. You don't know, it's very distressing for the lady to look unhappy these days. Anyway, you still have the lady."

"Thank you, I understand." Gu Mingxi knelt down and hugged Long Ziqi's milky little body, "Mommy won't worry you anymore."

It is impossible for her to have another child in the future. Yan'er is her life. No matter how resentful and hateful she is towards Long Pei, he is Yan'er's father after all. Yan'er likes this father. Even if it is to whitewash the peace, she will continue to support it.

.

For the sake of her daughter, she must stay strong.

Long Ziqi hugged her neck, patted her shoulder with his fingers, and said in a little adult tone: "Mommy, don't be sad. Without your brother, you still have Yan'er. Yan'er will stay with you and protect you all your life, and will never let you go."

Anyone bullies you!"

When Gu Mingxi heard her daughter's words, the tip of her nose felt sore and she subconsciously hugged her tighter, so tightly that there was no gap.

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Long Pei left in the middle of the night and never came back. Gu Mingxi forced herself to eat the nutritious soup Ru Bing cooked for herself every day to recuperate. She personally took Yan'er to and from school, helped her do her homework, and told her stories.

Go to bed with her at night and put all your energy and attention on your daughter.

In order to make her mother happy, Long Ziqi told her interesting things that happened at school every day, and also told Gu Mingxi the jokes told by the teacher. Every time Gu Mingxi just smiled faintly, but there was no smile in his eyes...

She has tried very hard to make her mommy happy, but her mommy has never really smiled. Although she is young, she can tell clearly whether her mommy is really smiling or pretending to smile to comfort herself.

Daddy hasn't been back for a long time, and she missed what Daddy said. Long Ziqi couldn't tell Gu Mingxi, nor could she tell her classmates at school. She could only tell Dabai, the only one who accompanied her and couldn't speak to comfort her.

"Dabai, tell me, if this continues like Lianlian said, mommy and daddy will get divorced and stop living together?" Long Ziqi sat on the grass, rubbing Dabai's head with his fingers, looking listless.

.

What should I do if my daddy and mommy are no longer together? Should I live in the same old place with my mommy as before?

Dabai wagged his tail and looked at her with his black eyes. Unable to speak, he put his front paws on her knees as if to comfort her.

"Dabai, I'm not afraid of living in a dilapidated house. I'm just afraid that I won't be able to see my daddy. I'm afraid that I will miss him very much." I haven't seen my daddy these days, and I miss him so much that I won't be able to see him again.

What to do when you get there.

Dabai's head was also on her lap, and he rubbed his head against her belly like a joy, making Long Ziqi giggle, "Okay, Dabai, don't make trouble! If you are really like that, I probably can't take you with you."

Come on, you follow daddy, and I’ll follow mommy. I’ll miss you too.”

Seeing that it was getting dark and Long Ziqi was still playing outside, Gu Mingxi worried about asking her to come in. Unexpectedly, before he could reach her, he heard her gloomy voice talking to Dabai.

My heart suddenly tightened, what on earth were I doing?

My daughter is troubled and unhappy, but she doesn’t know it at all. As a result, my daughter is so lonely that she can only talk to Dabai...

Gu Mingxi, you really failed

I took a good look at it. "Dabai, I don't want daddy and mommy to be separated." The low voice seemed to be so sad that he was about to cry.

Gu Mingxi couldn't stop feeling distressed, so he knelt down and held her in his arms, choking with sobs, "Yan'er, I'm sorry, it's all mommy's fault. Mommy doesn't even know you're unhappy."

Long Ziqi looked up at her with tears in his eyes, his voice was careful and imploring, "Mommy, please don't quarrel with Daddy, okay?" Lianlian said that her uncle and aunt quarreled like this and ignored each other, and in the end they couldn't live together.

No one wants her brother anymore."

Gu Mingxi herself grew up in an environment without father's love. She understands the feeling of not having a father to care and protect her. She also knows that Yan'er admires and relies on Long Pei.

"Yan'er will not become an unwanted child. Mommy promises Yan'er that you are Mommy's biggest treasure. How can Mommy be willing to let go of you?"

Her choked voice was full of self-blame, how could she make such a mistake, how could she let her daughter worry about herself!

Ryuko Qi's big tears fell from her eyes, and she asked unconvincingly, "Really? Does Mommy really not want Daddy anymore?" 1csap.

Gu Mingxi was stunned, wiping away her tears with her fingers but not knowing how to answer her daughter's question.

There are many problems between him and Long Pei. The biggest problem is that Yi Ruo thinks that he has made her lose her child because of Yi Ruo.

Long Ziqi's little hands grabbed the corner of her clothes and tugged, begging: "Mommy, please don't be angry with Daddy anymore, can you let Daddy go home?"

"Yan'er" Gu Mingxi hesitated to speak, her eyes flashed with light and dark, and she was in a dilemma.

She couldn't tell Yan'er that Long Pei's behavior had ruined his godlike image in Yan'er's heart, but it was even more impossible for her to forgive Long Pei and take the initiative to find him!

"Mommy, actually, daddy asked me to work hard to make you happy these days. He said that you will be happy when you see me. But no matter how hard I try, you are not happy. Is daddy lying to me?"

Long Ziqi's frustrated voice made Gu Mingxi's face freeze, "What did you say?"

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