The love is so deep, what does it say (6) monthly ticket
Chapter 175: The love is so deep that there is no explanation (6) Please vote for me
Standing at the door of the kitchen, Nan Si's face suddenly became tense, his eyes were filled with surprise and panic, and the dishes he was holding fell to the ground without realizing it.
Bai Yan's face turned pale, gradually becoming ashen as death. A knife was stabbed hard on the left side of his chest. His eyes were fixed on the pair of slender fingers tightly holding Nan Si's arm. The two of them stood there looking like each other.
A match made in heaven.
The woman standing next to Nan Si is none other than Nan Si's fiancée a few years ago, the ex-girlfriend whom Nan Si discovered was sleeping with another man - Rongrong.
Rongrong's beautiful eyes wandered between the two people, feeling that the atmosphere was a bit strange.
Old Mrs. Qin didn't know what happened, "What's wrong with you two children? One dropped the vegetables, the other dropped the fruit..." As she said this, she bent down to pick them up.
When Bai Yan heard the voice, he came back to his senses from the dead silence. He quickly crouched down and lowered his head to avoid such a dazzling scene. His panicked voice was trembling, "Auntie, if you have a weak waist, don't pick it up. I'll pick it up."
Just pick it up.”
"You are such a considerate and considerate child. What's wrong with my old bones is that you are the only one who always thinks about me." Old Mrs. Qin laughed.
Bai Yan couldn't hear anything at all. There was a "buzzing" in his ears, the image of Rongrong holding Nan Si's arm flashed over and over in his mind, and the hand holding the apple in the bag couldn't stop trembling.
Nan Si stood there, his body stiff, staring at Bai Yan, who had his head lowered. He didn't move or mean to help him, his expression was deep and unpredictable.
However, Rongrong let go of Nan Si's hand and smiled, "Let me help you!" She bent down to pick up the apples scattered everywhere, picked them up and handed them to Bai Yan.
Bai Yan just raised his head slightly and saw those delicate hands taking the apple and putting it in the bag. He didn't even have the courage to look at her, and his voice suddenly became hoarse, "Thank you."
"You're welcome!" Rongrong smiled sweetly and gently, turned around and looked at Nan Si who was still in a daze, and asked him to pick up the vegetables that fell on the ground, "Still in a daze! Your good brothers are here, why don't you hurry up and do it?
meal."
With that said, he pushed Nan Si into the kitchen.
Mrs. Qin smiled and took Bai Yan's hand and walked towards the sofa, "Come, sit down... let the young couple prepare food for us tonight!"
Bai Yan kept his head lowered, his eyes were red, and his heart was like a knife, but he still squeezed the corners of his lips with all his strength, showing a forced smile, and nodded in agreement.
Mr. Qin walked out of the study with a simple and honest smile, "You're here, Ziyan... come and play two games of chess with me."
Qin Nansi's father didn't have any hobbies, he just liked to play Chinese chess, but Nansi never liked it and was never willing to play with him since he was a child. It happened that Bai Yan was better at it, so every time he came over, the old man would drag him to play chess, and he couldn't bear to do it.
Let go.
"Okay." Bai Yan raised his head, smiled as if nothing had happened, and went to the study with the old man to play chess.
"I'm going to the kitchen to see if there's anything I can do to help the young couple." Mrs. Qin stood up and walked to the kitchen.
Bai Yan paused for a moment, then looked back towards the kitchen. Through the glass on the door, he saw Nan Si standing by the sink washing vegetables, and Rongrong was making trouble with him...
Unable to stand it any longer, he withdrew his eyes and followed the old man into the study room. In fact, it was just a simple computer room. Nan Si came back for dinner on weekdays and would surf the Internet to pass the time.
Playing chess with the old man this time, Bai Yan no longer had to rack his brains to think of a way to lose to him, and lose without leaving any trace. The first game was a mess, and he was killed by the old man. He left no stone unturned. His mind was in chaos.
, I kept thinking about the people in the kitchen and couldn't concentrate at all.
After the third set, Bai Yan lost again. The old man had no intention of playing again, "Zi Yan! Are you having any difficulties at work? You are not in good condition today..."
Bai Yan came back to his senses, his face was not very good, and he smiled forcefully, "No, maybe he is too tired from work and hasn't had a good rest recently."
The old man sighed, "For young people, work is very important, but health is also very important! Although Rongrong did something wrong to Xiao Si in the past, young people would never do anything wrong! Now she can be with Xiao Si,
Live a good life, the old lady and I have put aside one of our worries and are waiting to have our grandson!"
Bai Yan lowered his head. When he heard the words "hug grandson", tears welled up in an instant. It was not that he was stimulated by the old man's words, but that at this moment he completely realized that there was a line between him and Nan Si.
A river that can never be crossed.
"Zi Yan, we have always treated you as half a son. It's time to think about your life-long events. Your father is not around, but it doesn't mean that they don't care about you and are not in a hurry..."
The old man was talking nonchalantly, but Bai Yan didn't even hear it clearly, he just lowered his head and answered.
Nan Si's parents are both honest and honest people. They may never know what the word "gay" means in their entire lives, let alone accept their son being with a man.
In their view, two men being together is deviant, incompatible with moral ethics, pathological, and disgusting...
Only he knows...this is just a desperate love to the extreme.
After a while, Nan Si's mother came to invite them to eat. When they sat down, they didn't know what was going on. There was a Rongrong between Bai Yan and Nan Si, as if to remind them that the boundaries between Chu and Han were clearly separated.
The atmosphere at the dinner table was inexplicably solemn and depressing. Nan Si and Bai Yan rarely spoke. They would only speak when the two elders spoke. There was no joy in eating together like before.
Rongrong seemed to have really changed. She thoughtfully served Nan Si his favorite dishes and took care of the two elders. She was obviously like the mistress of the family.
Bai Yan saw happy and contented smiles on their faces, except for himself and Nan Si.
Rongrong enthusiastically prepared dishes for Bai Yan and greeted him, "Bai Yan, try this and this and see which one of Asi and I is better!"
Bai Yan smiled and nodded, saying it was good but eating like nothing. Living with Nan Si for two years, he had never been willing to let Nan Si cook once, let alone know that he could also cook.
Or maybe the person he wants to cook for is not just himself!
Really unable to eat anymore, he put down his chopsticks and pretended to be busy, picked up his phone and looked at it, then stood up and said, "Uncle and aunt, I'm sorry, I have something urgent to leave. I'll see you next time! I'm really sorry..." He said
He bowed and turned away before they could react.
In this space, he seems to be the redundant one. He is afraid that if he stays here any longer, he will suffocate and collapse.
"Hey... Ziyan... let's go after dinner... Ziyan..." The old lady called to him, but she couldn't hold back Bai Yan who was as anxious as he was escaping from a whirlpool.
Rongrong bumped Nan Si's arm in a daze, "Why don't you go and send Bai Yan off?"
Nan Si was still hesitating, his complex eyes glanced at Rongrong's urging eyes, but he didn't move. Rongrong dragged him to get up, "Go quickly! I will take good care of uncle and aunt, don't be stunned! He looks like
What happened! Go and see if you need help!"
Nan Si stood up and said in a deep voice, "Leave the bowl for me to wash when I come back."
"Okay! I will clean it, why should you worry about it! Go quickly!" Rongrong pursed her lips and showed a considerate smile.
Nan Si no longer hesitated and walked out in a hurry, chasing Bai Yan's back.
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After having dinner together, Bo Lifei did not go back to the room but went to the study room with Long Pei. Gu Mingxi waited for two hours on the sofa downstairs reading a book and saw that Ali hadn't come out yet. She was a little suspicious and couldn't help but curiously went upstairs to think.
Know what A Li and Long Pei are doing in the study.
——Dong dong.
"Come in." A deep voice sounded. Gu Mingxi kept holding the cup and opened the door with one hand. He glanced around. Long Pei was sitting there processing documents, and Bo Lifei was sitting next to him, with the desk open.
He took half of it.
"A Li, it's time for you to rest." Gu Mingxi walked up and saw him practicing calligraphy on a white paper.
Bo Lifei was so focused on writing that he realized it and glanced at the clock hanging on the wall. It was less than nine o'clock, "I want to write for a while longer."
"But……"
"It's still early, let him study for a while." Long Pei said calmly, his eyes falling on the milk cup in her hand. There was only one cup, and it was obviously for A Li, and he frowned.
"Will he disturb you in your work?" Gu Mingxi said tactfully. She didn't expect that Long Pei would come to teach A Li after work. In fact, there was really no need.
"No, he is very smart. He can understand everything with just one click." Long Pei looked sideways at Bo Lifei, admiration flowing in his dark eyes. He had never met such a smart child in his life. He was very smart and decisive.
The way he acts is quite unique to him.
Bo Lifei glanced at Long Pei, as if to challenge him, "I can understand your documents!"
"A Li!" Gu Mingxi's face darkened, and she warned him in a solemn voice not to talk nonsense. All Long Pei's documents were confidential, and even she couldn't read them.
Long Pei's expression was calm and natural, his thin lips slightly raised, "It's okay. Can you understand it? For example, this part..." He directly handed the document in his hand to him and started discussing with him.
Bo Lifei was not polite and boldly expressed his views. Long Pei listened very seriously and did not mean to play around.
Gu Mingxi was a little surprised. Shouldn't she talk to Long Pei? A-Li is the master's son. Isn't it too bold and risky for him to train A-Li like this and even show A-Li confidential documents?
After listening to what he said, Long Pei nodded appreciatively and pointed out where his theory was not good and unrealistic, and where it was bold and worth trying.
The whole family started talking, but Gu Mingxi completely ignored them.
As Long Pei spoke, he glanced at the milk in Gu Mingxi's hand. As he spoke, he stood up and walked to her, naturally taking it and taking a sip.
"This is Ali's." Gu Mingxi looked indifferent, how could he drink Ali's milk.
"It's cold. Children may have gastrointestinal discomfort after drinking it. I'll ask Ru Bing to heat up another cup later." Long Pei finished speaking matter-of-factly, drank a cup of milk and returned the empty cup to Gu Mingxi, and said:
Thanks.
Gu Mingxi looked down at the empty cup in his hand, speechless.
He turned around and continued discussing with A Li.
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Bai Yan hurriedly walked to the car. Before his fingers could open the door, a low and familiar voice came from behind, "Bai Yan!"
Her body stiffened, and she stopped moving without looking back at him. She only felt her heart tightening more and more, as if she was about to die.
Nan Si ran over, stood beside him and stared at Bai Yan's lonely back, "Bai Yan..." He hesitated to speak, not knowing what to say or what to say.
He had no idea that his father would suddenly call Bai Yan and ask him to come for dinner, without even telling him.
There are things he wants to tell Bai Yan, but he doesn't know how to say them. In fact, with Bai Yan's wisdom, how could he not guess it even if he didn't say it himself.
The atmosphere was inexplicably sad and depressing, and his eye sockets felt as if they were being pricked by needles. Bai Yan bit his lip tightly, leaving a bloody trace in his mouth, completely unaware of the smell of blood.
Because nothing hurts his heart more right now.
Nan Si stood behind him without speaking, looking at him as if everything could be solved.
Bai Yan restrained his emotions, looked up at Cangyue, and did not look back at him. He just squeezed out a heavy voice with difficulty, "It's okay. You go back to accompany your uncle and aunt first and..."
His voice paused for a moment, and his heart hurt more than being stabbed by a knife. He uttered two words that hurt his heart, "Rong Rong."
"Bai Yan...I..."
Bai Yan didn't give him a chance to finish his words. He opened the car door and quickly got in. He slammed the door with such force that he didn't even have time to fasten the seat belt. He hurriedly started the car and left quickly.
Nan Si stood there blankly watching the car carrying a deserted car disappear into the night but did not catch up.
Even if I catch him, what can I say?
Maybe it would be better to see it with his own eyes, so that he can understand everything clearly, and there is no need for him to tell Bai Yan personally, which would also be cruel.
After standing for a while, Nan Si made a few swallowing movements, turned around and walked back a little bit with his heavy back, in the opposite direction from Bai Yan's departure, as if their lives had been separated.
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Bai Yan grasped the steering wheel tightly with both hands, and stepped on the accelerator to the bottom. The car was speeding crazily on the road, and the surrounding scenes kept going backwards. There was no direction, no purpose, just moving forward along a road.
…
It's just that he can't see his way out any further.
Nan Si is actually still resistant to his gay identity. Bai Yan sometimes thinks that without him, Nan Si will definitely fall in love with girls other than Rongrong. Nan Si has never said that he loves Bai Yan, even though he lives in
At the same time, even when they were making love very passionately and passionately, he never said this.
It was as if these words were acknowledging one's own identity.
Bai Yan rarely utters such three sentimental words, because the three words "I love you" have long since become gentle, considerate and caring and integrated into Nan Si's life.
Bai Yan doesn't blame anyone for getting to this point, because he has already realized something, and he has long held the idea that "one more day is considered earned". The happiness and happiness in the past few years have been stolen, and now he is here
When returning.
He said before that he did not dare to hope for "eternal life" but now it seems that it is just a pretense.
I remember what Nan Si said at the beginning, "You just need to find someone to depend on for your whole life. You have to find someone good-looking. Not to mention you are not only good-looking..."
The words are still ringing in his ears, but at this moment Bai Yan has fallen from the sky to the ground.
I don't know where the car drove. It was in the wilderness, and it was pitch black. There was no light, and I couldn't see my fingers. Bai Yan suddenly stepped on the brakes, and beat the steering wheel with his hands like crazy, as if he was injured.
The monster is whimpering...
The dull howl in the dark night was like hitting an airtight bottle. Instead of drifting away, it accumulated more and more.
His emotions were so broken that he couldn't control it, but he didn't shed tears because he was still a man, a very normal man. The only difference was that he fell in love with another man.
One love lasts for more than ten years.
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In the President's Office, Long Pei repeated a sentence twice. Bai Yan, who was standing aside, never responded, his pale face unable to conceal his tiredness.
Long Pei threw the document on the table with a bang, his face was cold and frightening, and his eagle eyes shot towards the distracted Bai Yan with a cold warning.
Bai Yan came back to his senses and bowed, "I'm sorry, Your Excellency."
Nan Si, who had just knocked on the door and came in, couldn't help but worry flashed in his eyes when he saw this scene. He walked to Bai Yan and stood silently.
But overnight, the two people were just a punch apart, but they seemed to be on opposite sides of the world.
Long Pei's angry eyes fell from Bai Yan's body to Nan Si's body, and he was keenly aware of Nan Si's abnormal expression. How could he not guess the twists and turns in this if he was so smart.
"Nan Si, you are not young anymore. How are you handling the marriage?" He said coldly, as if the marriage was just a routine matter.
Bai Yan's face couldn't help but turn pale. He knew that Your Excellency did it on purpose, but he could only stand here and listen.
Nan Si's face changed slightly, and he replied sadly in a hoarse voice, "We are making preparations."
Long Pei nodded, "You can have as many holidays as you want. You have worked hard these years. Leave Huo Linmo's affairs to others for the time being. Leave it alone! Get out."
"Yes." Nan Si leaned forward, turned around and left. The corner of his eye swept over Bai Yan's body carefully, not daring to stay any longer and left quickly.
Long Pei's sharp eyes were directed at Bai Yan, and his words were bloody, "Bai Yan, you have long known that Nan Si is a sophisticated person."
Nan Si would not let himself go against the whole custom. If there were no outside eyes and two elders, maybe the two of them could live quietly.
But their identity and status do not allow them to act arbitrarily.
"I know." Although Bai Yan tried very hard to maintain his usual gentle image, his voice could no longer be controlled and choked slightly.
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The finished work of "Yaoyao Escape":
Brave series: "The President's Rich Ex-Wife", "Sleeping with Cops and Robbers: My Wife Does All Evil", "Contract Lover: Women Can Only Love Me"
Healing Series: "Debt Collection Treasure: Pay My Mommy Ten Dollars", "Master Devil, Please Spare Me", "The CEO's Little Sweet Wife"