Love and hate can't be overwhelmed, after all, can't do it all over again (2)
Chapter 215: Love and hate cannot be offset, and you can’t do it all over again (2)
Long Pei's sinister eyes fell sharply on Bai Yan's pale cheeks, and his clenched fingers did not loosen. If she wanted to leave for her friendship, could she ignore their love as husband and wife?
"Your Excellency, so many things have happened. Madam also needs time to settle down and face the relationship and various problems between you again." Bai Yan persuaded with bitter words, his eyes were clear, and his concern for Gu Mingxi and Long Pei was obvious.
"You never thought of giving her an explanation for Bo Yixin's death, and you didn't explain anything about Qin Yuan. Even though Madam is very smart, she is just an ordinary person. Shouldn't you reflect on your relationship with each other? These things
If you don't resolve it, there will never be a possibility of peaceful coexistence between you! Do you just hope that your wife will stay with you forever with a feeling of guilt, amends, and atonement?"
If Long Pei wanted only Gu Mingxi's guilt and atonement, he could have told her this from the beginning. The reason why he didn't say it was because deep down in his heart, he still longed for Gu Mingxi's love.
Nan Si knelt down on one knee, looked up at him, and said calmly: "Your Excellency, the case is over now, but you are still at the forefront of the storm. If you go to country e at this time, if the people know that it is because my wife has returned to country e,
, what does this make the people think? I'm afraid they will dislike Madam even more, and your image as president will also be tarnished."
Although they have weathered the recent turmoil one after another, the image of the president has been affected after all. In the following time, they should try their best to use their political achievements to cover up those negative and entertainment news.
The interests and security of the entire country are tied to him alone. How can he be allowed to leave whenever he wants? There are so many affairs waiting for him to deal with. Compared with the country, the personal relationship between his children seems so small and insignificant.
"Your Excellency, Madam said she is a sinner, but sinners also have their own lives. She does not just live for love. You should understand that in such a position, everyone has their own inescapable responsibilities and involuntary actions."
Gu Mingxi went to complete Bo Yixin's will, and Long Pei also wanted to complete Long Xiao's will, be the president of this country, and put the interests of the people before himself.
They have no way of thinking about ordinary people living as they please. The greater the rights, the greater the responsibilities, and they have no choice!
Long Pei's expression was gloomy and he didn't speak for a long time, and his clenched fingers slowly loosened.
Both Bai Yan and Nan Si were right. They both have their own responsibilities and missions to complete.
"What else did she say?"
Bai Yan and Nan Si looked at each other. It seemed that Your Excellency had given up the idea of pursuing Madam now. He hesitated for a few seconds and said: "Madam went to see the people from the 33rd household and asked for forgiveness; I went to the cemetery to see Qin Zheng's tomb.
When she finally left, she said that time is the best witness, and let time prove some things."
Time is the best witness, let time prove some things.
What does it prove?
Bo Lifei read the letter Gu Mingxi wrote to him three times. He raised his cool little face and looked at him, "She wants me to take care of you."
The content of the letter is nothing more than knowing that he is a child with ambitions and ideals, and the only person who can make him realize his ideals is Long Pei. He is asked to study well with Long Pei and take care of Long Pei. But she is just
To complete what she wanted to accomplish, she promised A Li that she would definitely come back when the work was done.
Long Pei had a cold face and said nothing.
Bo Lifei lowered his eyes, carefully folded the letter written by Gu Mingxi to himself, stuffed it into the envelope like a treasure, turned around and walked up the stairs, "I will wait here until Mingxi comes back."
If he hadn't waited for her to come back, he would still have pursued her from Country E to Country C, and then back to Country E again.
Long Pei's eyes fell on the letter in his hand, his lips pursed tightly. After standing for a long time, the coldness of the ground seeped through the soles of his feet and spread to every part of his body.
After sweeping his eyes indifferently over Nan Si and Bai Yan, he turned and walked towards the stairs. The crystal lamp behind them made them feel lost and lonely.
Seeing that he had calmed down, Bai Yan quickly bent down and helped Nan Si up, "Are you okay?"
Nan Si's eyes fell on the hand holding his arm and shook his head.
Bai Yan seemed to be aware of the strange atmosphere, and he retracted his hand sarcastically, "Let's go back."
The two of them were silent and walked out of the hall together. They saw Lu Banxia standing at the door. It seemed that he had been standing at the door and did not go in.
"It's so late, why don't you go back?" Bai Yan paused and looked at Lu Banxia under the moonlight. Her face was blurred by the moonlight, making it difficult to see clearly.
Lu Banxia handed him the bottle in his hand, "It will be much better if you rub the wine."
Nan Si stood aside, watching this scene without saying a word, his brows wrinkled involuntarily!
Bai Yan was stunned for a moment. He didn't expect that Lu Banxia was standing here to give him a bottle of wine, "Thank you."
Nan Si seemed to be unable to wait to go back, so he grabbed his arm and pulled him towards the car, "I'll take you back."
I felt inexplicably irritable.
Bai Yan was forced into the car by him, and he didn't even have time to say goodbye to Lu Banxia.
Lu Banxia always stood there, watching the car disappear into the moonlight. The clenched fists hidden behind her slowly unclenched. Only she knew the sweat on her palms.
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The atmosphere in the car was inexplicably tense and heavy. Using the flickering light of the street lamp, Bai Yan peeked at Nan Si's tense face, which seemed to be angry, but he couldn't guess what he was angry about.
Lower your head and remain silent.
Nan Si glanced at him subconsciously, and when he saw that he was holding a drink in his hand, his expression turned bad and smelly uncontrollably, and he suddenly said: "She likes you!"
Bai Yan was shocked and looked up at him, "I trained Banxia by myself. We are just friends."
"A girl stands outside late at night waiting for you for so long, just treating you as a friend?!" Nan Si's tone was inexplicably acrimonious, and he seemed to snort after he finished speaking.
"Even if Banxia likes me, what does it have to do with you?" Bai Yan stared at him, his harsh and mean voice making people feel uncomfortable, but what qualifications did he have to mind his own business.
He was the first to get married and leave.
Nan Si's face turned even worse when he heard this, yes! Even if Lu Banxia really likes Bai Yan, what does it have to do with him? He is already married, and even if Bai Yan wants to fall in love and get married, it has nothing to do with him.
I just feel inexplicably uncomfortable, inexplicably angry and unbearable!
The hand holding the steering wheel tightened, veins popped, and his tone became more bitter, "Yes! It has nothing to do with me... Whether you live or die has nothing to do with me! It has something to do with Lu Banxia, you go find her!"
The car suddenly stopped on the side of the road, pointing at the door and asking him to get out of the car.
Bai Yan's face suddenly turned pale, and he couldn't hide the loneliness and sadness in his eyes. He opened the car door with his fingers and got out of the car, wanting to leave...
"You lied to me." Nan Si yelled angrily at his back.
He said that he would wait until he was forty.
Bai Yan's body trembled, and he slowly turned his head to meet him, with a bitter smile on his lips. His voice was extremely sad in the dark night, "Nan Si, you can't be so selfish. I am also a human being, and my heart is also made of flesh. Yes, it will hurt and bleed; I want to wait until you are forty years old, but seeing you next to another woman every day, my heart hurts so much that I can’t bear it... I even want to die or give it to you. It's better to be an unknown lover than to wait day by day with no hope."
No one can be sure that Nan Si will return to him when he is forty years old. If Nan Si is already bound to him by then and is reluctant to leave his wife and children, what will he do if he can't wait for Nan Si?
Nan Si's body stiffened and he stared at him in surprise. Seeing his extremely sad expression, the anger in his heart suddenly extinguished, replaced by distress and helplessness.
"I'm sorry!" Nan Si got out of the car and walked towards him, facing him at a loss for the first time, with a huff on his face. "I didn't mean to get angry at you, but I just couldn't help feeling uncomfortable when I saw others being nice to you... "
Because I have never been nice to you and have always enjoyed your devotion to me.
When Bai Yan saw his remorseful look, his tough heart softened instantly and he couldn't bear to blame him.
This is the greatness of the world. How can they blame him alone for their helplessness.
"Nan Si, if only we were all selfish enough." Then they don't have to worry about secular ethics, what other people think or think, and don't have to worry about family ties. They can find a quiet place, just the two of them, How nice it would be to live an ordinary life.
It's just that there seems to be no place in this world that can accommodate the two of them.
"Bai Yan, I can't be so selfish. I can't feel sorry for you and feel sorry for Rongrong at the same time." Nan Si looked at him with shameful eyes. He would never let Bai Yan secretly be his lover.
"When I am forty years old, I will come back and we will find a place to live our lives."
He really likes Bai Yan, but for his parents, he must get married, fulfill his filial piety, and carry on the family line...
Facing his wife every day, the person he was thinking about was already Bai Yan! Every night with Nephrite beside him, he couldn't bring up any interest, and his mind was filled with thoughts of the happy moments when he and Bai Yan lived together. .
He was having a very bad life these days. Thinking that he would be like this for the rest of his life, he felt really desperate!!!
Bai Yan was startled, his eyes widened in disbelief: "Really?" This was the first time he responded directly to his promise.
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Recommend the conclusion of "The Demon Escape": "The President's Rich Ex-Wife" is very interesting!