Feeling flustered, it's emotional hurt (11) unless you don't want me anymore
Chapter 242: Flustered, it’s love hurt (11) Unless you don’t want me anymore
In the early morning, when Gu Mingxi got up, Long Pei was no longer in bed. After washing and changing clothes, he went downstairs and passed the window, where he saw Long Pei and the woman standing beside him.
The half-face reminded her of what happened last night.
What were they talking about this morning?
Gu Mingxi went downstairs and walked toward them.
Long Pei was the first to see her, and his words seemed to have stopped. His eyes looked at her with a little more tenderness, and he walked towards her directly, "Good morning."
He kissed her forehead without hesitation in front of others.
Gu Mingxi was not used to it at all, so she did not push him away. She looked at the woman who looked exactly like him and said in a calm voice, "Good morning."
"Good morning, madam." She pursed her lips and showed a sweet smile, "Lin Mo said last night that he didn't know who I was, so he would call me Jin'er for the time being. You can call me the same!"
"Okay." Gu Mingxi said lightly. She didn't know why she felt inexplicable rejection and dislike for Jin'er, who looked exactly like her.
"Then I won't disturb you, I'll go find Lin Mo." Jin'er's clear voice was very pleasant, and she leaned past them and left.
Gu Mingxi's eyes followed her back, and his lips pursed lightly, "Do you really believe she doesn't remember anything?"
"have no idea."
The figure disappeared around the corner, and Gu Mingxi looked back at him, "What are you talking about?" It seemed that he talked a lot!
"Jealous?!" Long Pei said, with a hint of a smile at the corner of his mouth.
Gu Mingxi looked at him with eyes that seemed to say, you think too much.
How could she be jealous of that woman who appeared out of nowhere?
"Go back and have breakfast." Gu Mingxi pursed her lips, let go of his hand and took a step forward.
"Xiao Xi." He suddenly stopped her.
Gu Mingxi stopped and turned to look at him. His back was to the sun, and the light seemed to blur his facial features, as if all the light was concentrated on his sexy lips.
"A person has experienced too much. Sometimes it is easy to be confused, worried and afraid, looking forward and backward, and often not understanding what is in his heart." He spoke in a low voice, with a somewhat dignified tone, "Can you tell the difference?
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Is it love or just guilt?
Gu Mingxi's cool gaze froze for a moment, then a smile appeared on her thin lips, "Apei, the person you never understand is actually you. Your emotions have been forced by the past, and you are suspicious, sensitive, unconfident, and worried about gains and losses..."
Long Pei raised his eyebrows after listening to her words...
"I will never leave you for anyone again, unless -" the voice paused, her eyes looked at him extremely seriously, her thin lips opened slightly, and she said word by word, "You don't want me anymore."
Don't want her?
This kind of thing will never happen in the next life!
Long Pei's eyes were shining brightly, and the next second he was standing in front of her. The previous confusion, confusion, and uneasiness disappeared immediately because of her words.
He clasped the back of her head with his big palm, lowered his head and kissed her cold and sweet lips...
The heart beats like a drum.
The kiss was sudden. Gu Mingxi was in a daze for a second, and then she fell into his lingering kiss. She slowly closed her eyes, bathed in the morning light, and responded to his passion.
Many times, we are unreasonably stubborn just to hear something we want to hear.
Long Pei's care, doubts, uneasiness and sensitivity were all just because she never gave herself a definite answer.
He is very smart, but his smartness cannot guess her heart, and he cannot determine whether her heart is love or guilt...
Today, hearing her "Unless you don't want me anymore" is worth thousands of "I love you"!
what to do!
Now he is willing to die for this woman.
Gu Mingxi couldn't help but hugged his strong waist, tightly, and willingly sank in, with a feeling of happiness and uneasiness.
At first, she thought she was more guilty of Long Pei, so she said in country E that she would come back to atone for her sins; but later, during the six months she was imprisoned by Lian Mo, she thought of many things.
Everything is related to him.
Lovesickness is a poison with no cure.
She missed him, and she hoped that the person who could save her the most was him...
If she doesn't understand how much her heart loves this man, she is the biggest idiot in the world!
She once thought Long Pei was her biggest nightmare in this life.
Now, even if he is her biggest nightmare, she is willing to sleep in this nightmare forever and never wake up again.
The golden sunshine coated them with a golden coat, and a faint light surrounded them. The rays of light condensed a little.
——Empress the country and conquer the city.
Standing at the window, Huo Linmo looked at this painting, his handsome face cast a layer of gloom, and his lowered eyes concealed the chill.
The hand in the pocket slowly tightened into a fist...
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During breakfast, Huo Linmo proposed that Gu Mingxi accompany them around the capital. Long Pei actually had no objection and calmly told Gu Mingxi to entertain good friends.
Gu Mingxi was secretly surprised and had no idea what Long Pei was thinking.
He only ran into Xiao Han a few times, but he could be so angry, and now he actually asked him to accompany Huo Linmo around the capital...
Long Pei ignored the surprise in her eyes and went back to the office after breakfast to get busy.
Gu Mingxi had no choice but to entertain Huo Linmo and Jin'er alone.
When he was about to go out, Jin'er said that he didn't sleep well last night and wanted to stay in the room to rest because he didn't want to go out. Gu Mingxi didn't like being close to her, so he didn't force her after hearing what she said.
Besides, if the two of them appear in the public eye at the same time, they will definitely attract attention.
The famous park road in the capital has French plane trees planted on both sides of the road. Walking under the shade, the wind on your face is refreshing.
Gu Mingxi and Huo Linmo walked side by side on the path, with their bodyguards following closely behind.
"You knew she was not Gu Mingxi a long time ago!" Gu Mingxi spoke without stopping or looking at him, "You brought her to country C on purpose."
Huo Linmo curled her lips with a yuppie smile, "How do I know she's not you!"
Gu Mingxi stopped walking and looked at him, her eyes a little embarrassed, "Huo Linmo, although you don't want to recognize me as your sister, and I don't want to treat you as your brother, but -"
"No but." Huo Linmo took a step beyond her, tilted his head slightly, and stared at her meaningfully, "I'm not your brother, and I won't admit it."
Damn it, Long Pei laid such a big trap for him, and now Gu Mingxi shows that embarrassing expression whenever he sees him.
But he couldn't tell her that she was not Ji Weiliang's daughter.
Subconsciously, I don't want her to be sad because of her life experience.
Gu Mingxi nodded, "Then at least you can tell me why you brought her here? What did you find?"
"Nothing was found." Huo Linmo answered without thinking. It couldn't be said that Long Pei wouldn't let him have an easy time, and he certainly wouldn't let Long Pei have an easy time either.
This copycat version of Gu Mingxi should be thrown away no matter what to make them feel troubled.
Gu Mingxi was speechless. It was obvious that he was hiding something. He walked forward involuntarily. At the end of the road was a small square with an exquisite and unique fountain in the center.
There are many coins in the center of the fountain. I heard that this small fountain is very effective. As long as a coin is thrown in and it comes up heads, your wish will definitely come true.
When Huo Linmo walked to the fountain, two young lovers had just thrown a lot of coins. The strange thing was that there were no heads, but all tails.
"Only a fool would believe this." He couldn't help but sneered, with disdain in his eyes.
"People should always give themselves a little hope, so that life will not be so miserable." Gu Mingxi said in a calm voice. She didn't believe this kind of thing, but she wouldn't despise it either.
"Hmph." Huo Linmo snorted coldly, "Do you need me to prove it?"
Gu Mingxi looked at him and said nothing.
"Do you have any coins?"
Gu Mingxi shook his head.
Huo Linmo looked around and saw the bodyguard not far away. He waved the bodyguard over and searched for five or six coins.
The coin landed on the thumb and flicked lightly, and silver light flashed in mid-air. After a crisp sound, the coin fell into the fountain, "I hope Gu Mingxi can fall in love with me, love her to the death, and she can't live without me."
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After saying that, he looked at her, "Do you think this is possible?"
"Crazy." They are brother and sister! Gu Mingxi pointed to the coin he dropped, "It's tails."
Huo Linmo threw down another one with disdain, which was tail.
The sword eyebrows were raised, and another one was thrown down, but it was still the other way around.
It's like he's possessed by an evil spirit. The more he doesn't believe it, the more negative things he throws away.
Damn it, even the fountain has to go against him?
There was only the last coin left. When he was about to throw it away, Gu Mingxi took it directly and said, "You reminded me of something!"
Huo Linmo looked at her and listened attentively.
"Sincerity leads to wisdom." Gu Mingxi spit out four words and threw the coin into the fountain. The coin fell into the water with a clang, and ripples spread out in circles.
The coin is - heads.
Huo Linmo's eyes froze, and he looked at the coins in the fountain with incredible eyes. He was really seeing a ghost.
Gu Mingxi clasped his hands together, closed his eyes and seemed to make a wish seriously.
"What wish do you wish for?" Huo Linmo stared at her beautiful profile, wondering if the wish she made was related to the person named Long?
Gu Mingxi looked at him and shook his head: "You can't say it, it won't work if you say it."
"Tch!" Huo Linmo snorted disdainfully, "I don't really want to know what you promised, but I just asked casually!"
Before Gu Mingxi finished speaking, he turned around and left.
Huo Linmo said she didn't want to know, but she couldn't help but be curious in her heart, and quickly followed her, "What wish did you make? Is it related to me?"
"Don't you want to know?"
"Ask...if it has something to do with me, I can reluctantly make a promise to you!"
Gu Mingxi stopped walking, glanced at the fountain behind him, and said lightly, "The prerequisite is that you can throw it to the front."
"...You!" Huo Linmo was so angry that he was obviously mocking him for not being able to face it!
Damn it!
At noon, Gu Mingxi invited him to have a meal at the Star Picking Hall, giving him face as the president of Country E.
Huo Linmo was sitting on a chair with a transparent glass window at his fingertips. He had a panoramic view of the scenery of the capital. He was not in the mood to appreciate it. He looked at Gu Mingxi and asked, "Is it so good to be with him? Will he make you happy?
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Gu Mingxi took a sip of water and looked at the scenery outside the window without looking at him, "Does this have anything to do with you?"
"Why doesn't it matter!" Huo Linmo tugged at his lips and murmured in a low voice, "If he can't make you happy, I can take you back to Country E and I can make you happy!"
"What did you say?"
"No!" Huo Linmo frowned, "Little illiterate, if I weren't your brother... would I still have a chance?"
Gu Mingxi said nothing, looking at him with clear black and white pupils, and pursed her lips tightly. She understood the meaning of Huo Linmo's words, but she didn't want to answer.
She thought she had made it very clear in e-country.
"I can't erase my past, but at least I'm willing to change it for you and keep myself clean in the future. I'll be good to you and make you happy..." Huo Linmo licked his lips as he pondered these words in his heart.
For a long time, even though he had been ruthlessly rejected by her several times, and the man's self-esteem had been damaged to the point of being reduced to nothing, he still couldn't give up.
When he thought about his future life without her, he became very irritable. He missed her very much when he couldn't see her.
I want to become better and more outstanding for her...
He has never sacrificed or changed like this for a woman.
"...Little illiterate person, can you..."
"I love him."
Gu Mingxi suddenly interrupted him.
"What?" Huo Linmo's expression was dull and he didn't react for a moment.
Gu Mingxi looked indifferent, looked at him without any hesitation, and answered openly, "The person I love is Long Pei, and I will never like anyone else except him in this life."
It’s not that you fall in love with someone else, it’s that you can’t even like them anymore.
The person she loves is Long Pei, so no matter what Huo Linmo is hers, she can't give him any affection.
She was not someone who liked to talk about love. Even in front of Long Pei, she had never said it a few times. Now she said it in front of Huo Linmo because she hoped that he would stop deceiving himself with impossible fantasies.
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If a person's heart is not with you, you can't force it.
The light in the phoenix's eyes gradually dimmed until it was completely dark, and it seemed that no light or hope could be seen.
"Is he that good?" Huo Linmo bit his lip, his voice almost squeezed out from between his teeth.
Gu Mingxi didn't answer. He avoided Huo Linmo's sharp gaze and looked outside.
In the eyes of others, Long Pei is noble, elegant, and perfect. In her eyes, Long Pei is arrogant, has a bad temper, is cold, and always dominates himself...
But it was such a person who lived in her heart, and no one could replace him.
Perhaps, loving someone is not just about loving their advantages, but also loving them together with their shortcomings.
This is love.
How many times has she been silent and rejected herself?
I know in my heart that it's impossible, but I still don't give up. Time and time again, I just want her to discover my goodness, and desperately want to get close to her, but in the end I am always isolated from the world by her.
Huo Linmo, who was surrounded by an iron-faced man, felt very hurt at the moment. He stood up and left the Star Reaching Hall alone without saying a word.
Gu Mingxi didn't chase him out. Some things still needed time to settle down.
Huo Linmo was not wrong, and neither was he. What was wrong was just that they met too late.
Destined but not destined.
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Long Pei returned to the office after the meeting. As soon as he opened the door, he saw Gu Mingxi sitting on the sofa, holding his chin in his hand and taking a nap. His eyebrows furrowed.
Ban Xia, who was following next to her, lowered her voice and said, "Madam has been here for three hours, and she didn't want me to disturb your meeting."
Long Pei said nothing and waved his hand for her to go out.
Lu Banxia leaned over and gently closed the door when leaving.
Long Pei walked directly to her. As soon as the documents were placed on the coffee table, Gu Mingxi woke up and said, "The meeting is over."
"Well." He sat down next to her, "Remember to let me know next time you come over. It's okay." It's just delaying the meeting.
Gu Mingxi habitually likes to rub his eyes with his hands when he opens them, "It doesn't matter, I'm fine anyway, I just came here when I wanted to."
Long Pei grabbed her hand before it reached her eyes. Apparently her unintentional words made him feel happy. He kissed the corners of her eyes with his lips, "Miss me?"
Gu Mingxi was immediately awakened by these three words and shook his head instinctively.
Miss him?
How is that possible!
I just wanted to come see him, so...well, I seem to really miss him.
He looked secretly embarrassed.
A smile appeared in the corner of Long Pei's eyes, and he pinched her cheek with his fingers. His wife was so thin-skinned, what should she do?
"——Xiao Xi?"
"Huh?" She lowered her head and didn't look at him.
"I miss you." The magnetic voice was low, sexy and charming.
"Huh?" Gu Mingxi raised her head for a moment and ran into his shining eyes, forgetting to move away, as if she was being sucked into a whirlpool.
His low voice lingered in my ears like a curse——
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
His cheeks felt secretly hot, he lowered his eyes and blinked, letting out a low "Oh".
Long Pei frowned, obviously not satisfied with her answer, and continued to pinch her cheeks with his fingers. She was thin-skinned, so he had to take the initiative.
"Did you miss me?"
"I don't know." Gu Mingxi wouldn't tell him. She thought about it, so she came over as soon as her head got hot and sat here for three hours.
"You really didn't think about it?" Long Pei's voice was deep and lifeless. He just gradually came closer to her, and his cool breath sprayed on her neck.
"I really don't know." He continued not to admit it.
"Lie." His lips were already close to her ear, and the tip of his tongue passed over her ear extremely erotically, "Little liar!"
Gu Mingxi's ears suddenly seemed to be filled with blood, and she was so charming that she wanted to stand up and avoid him, but his big hands hugged her, and she was unable to move.
"Let me go."
"Tell me, do you miss me?" He tightened his big palms and hugged her tightly. When the sound fell, his lips had already taken her entire exquisite ear into his mouth, and blew all the hot air into her ears.
Gu Mingxi's body trembled involuntarily as he teased her like this. Her ears were itchy and she couldn't avoid him. She pushed him helplessly, "Don't... someone will come in at any time."
It was not the answer he wanted to hear. Long Pei seemed not to have heard it, and his lips had gradually moved from her ears to her neck...
Gu Mingxi almost collapsed. Did she have a fever? She actually came over and was bullied by him like this!
"——Apei!"
"Have you missed me?" he asked stubbornly, as if he would not give up until he gave her an answer.
Gu Mingxi was anxious and didn't know what to do. In desperation, she had to spit out a "think", and then what she didn't even expect was——
She actually raised her head and kissed his lips.
Perhaps subconsciously, he felt that if this was the case, he would not kiss his ears and neck, and would still suck on her so hard...
With this initiative, Long Pei's smile visibly leaked from the corner of his mouth. He pinched her chin with his fingers and slightly separated his lips, saying meaningfully, "So you like to kiss me."
"I didn't..."
As soon as the word 'you' reached the tip of his tongue, his lips came down to kiss her red lips again. Instead of just touching the water, his tongue quickly opened her teeth and penetrated...
She couldn't refuse, not to mention she didn't hate his kiss.
After some lingering, Gu Mingxi couldn't breathe. She didn't know when she was sitting on his legs, still in the straddling posture.
There is as much ambiguity as there is to be.
Crazy…
They are all crazy.
Long Pei's calm eyes stared at her crimson cheeks with a little smile and affection, and he smoothed her long hair with his fingers, "Are you satisfied with my kiss?"
If it weren't for so many years of cultivation and self-control, Gu Mingxi would almost want to reply with a curse word!
I was so out of breath that I couldn't speak, so I just focused on breathing.
Long Pei looked at the way she was panting while sitting on top of him, and felt indescribable joy in his heart. He couldn't restrain himself for a moment, and propped up the small tent to support her.
"——You!" Gu Mingxi's ears turned red again when she felt his hot and hard body.
Long Pei hugged her waist to prevent her from escaping. He leaned forward and kissed her lips, "Don't move around. I won't mess around in the office."
Gu Mingxi knew that a man at this time couldn't stand teasing, and he wouldn't mess around in the office with his mouth, but if he couldn't control it, he might be in trouble.
She sat on him obediently without moving, waiting for his desire to subside.
"Let's go back to the Haoting Garden tonight." Change the subject and let him forget about it quickly.
Long Pei didn't answer immediately and stroked her hair with his fingers, "Can you face that child?"
Gu Mingxi was silent. To be honest, she couldn't face it. She knew in her heart that the child was innocent, but after all, she was Yi Ruo's daughter.
If she told A Li, A Li would definitely send her away, but A Li would feel sad...
She couldn't bear to make A Li sad.
Dilemma.
Long Pei knew that she wasn't completely ready yet and didn't want her to wrong him because of A Li, otherwise he would hate A Li.
"Tonight, let's go somewhere."
"where?"
"We'll know when the time comes." Long Pei's low and hoarse voice gave away the clue. There was Huo Linmo in the Presidential Palace, A Li and the child in the Haoting Garden...
He wanted to be alone with her, just the two of them, and no one could disturb her.
Gu Mingxi vaguely felt what he wanted to do, and subconsciously pursed his lips, "I think I can face that child, really."
"Lying again!" Long Pei reached out and pinched her face.
"No!" She took his hand away, "Are you afraid of seeing A Li?"
Long Pei raised his eyebrows, meaning, is it possible?
Gu Mingxi nodded, how could it be impossible!
"No." Long Pei hugged her down and neatly arranged her clothes, "Let's go."
In the end, I still didn’t make it, and I received a call from Haoting Garden on the way...
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