Love is struggling in a life of nine deaths (2) Don't touch her
Chapter 269: Love struggles in a life of near death (2) Don’t touch her
Long Pei walked up to her and stretched out his hand to push the door open...
"Wait a minute." Gu Mingxi tightened her grip on the gun, walked up to Long Pei, faced the door and used her body to block Long Pei intentionally or unintentionally. If there was any danger, at least she could protect him immediately.
Arrive at Long Pei.
She couldn't let Long Pei get any more harm.
How could Long Pei not notice the meaning of her actions? His heart warmed and he tightened his grip on the gun in his hand. She was willing to use her body to shield herself from danger, and he was the same.
At the most dangerous second, they were thinking about the same thing - to protect each other.
Gu Mingxi reached out and pushed the door, but it didn't open. It seemed to be blocked by something. Long Pei stretched out his hand to help her push it down...
The atmosphere was tense and depressing. There was a strong smell of blood in the air. The black barrel was pointed at Gu Mingxi. His stiff arms were raised in the air. His breath was disordered. His eyes were blood red and he looked very wrong.
Something seemed to fall to the ground.
Gu Mingxi saw a short man lying at the door. There was a red dot between his eyebrows. Red blood was slowly flowing down. His wide eyes were filled with disbelief.
"Ali!"
She rushed forward and hugged Long Lifei.
His body is very stiff, his body temperature is cold, and his eyes are a bit dull. Although he usually receives strict training and can fight with adult men, in the end he is just a child, killing someone for the first time.
Gu Mingxi still remembers the first time he shot and killed someone.
It happened after she jumped into the sea. Bo Yixin took her back to Country E. After her body recovered, she agreed to join the elite force in order to repay Bo Yixin.
Her acuity and marksmanship have always been very good, but due to her heart problem, she can only do analysis and command, which involves some training guidance.
At that time, Xiaobai had just joined the elite force for a few days. He was impulsive and reckless, often causing problems, and often disobeying orders.
Once on a mission, a terrorist escaped. The opponent was much stronger than Mo Xiaobai in terms of firepower and reach. Because Gu Mingxi judged it, he was unwilling to let Mo Xiaobai take the risk. Unexpectedly, Xiaobai did not obey the instructions and chased him alone.
Kill the terrorists. In order to save her, Gu Mingxi rushed to save her regardless of his own body, and fired the shot at the critical moment...
The distance was not very close, but blood still splashed onto her hands, and it seemed that it only took a short second to go from warm to cold. At that moment, she felt very frightened, and she couldn't even believe that she had killed a living life with her own hands.
When Gu Mingxi went back, he kept washing his hands and taking a shower, almost rubbing his skin to pieces. He had nightmares and often even hallucinated, seeing his hands covered in blood.
If Bo Yixin hadn't introduced her to a psychiatrist later, she would have been tortured by this psychological shadow to the point of mental breakdown.
Now A-Li is only about ten years old. It is his first time to shoot and kill someone. It is normal that he cannot accept it. She understands this feeling very well.
"It's okay, Ah Li, don't be afraid, Ah Pei and I are both here." Gu Mingxi hugged him, placed her hand on his and slowly took out the gun.
Long Lifei's numb expression seemed to be gradually recovering. He looked at Gu Mingxi in front of him and seemed to feel a trace of warmth.
Just now he heard gunshots outside, and he guessed that it must be Mingxi coming.
He stood up and waited to meet Mingxi. Unexpectedly, the door would suddenly open. The person who walked in was not the Mingxi he was expecting, but a dwarf man.
He had only seen those two men before, and always thought there were only those two men. Unexpectedly, there was another one - a dwarf.
The dwarf's eyes turned red, staring at him viciously, and shouted: "You tricked my brother and killed my brother, I will kill you!"
Long Lifei knew that he couldn't wait for Mingxi to come. If he didn't resist, he would die or the clay doll would die. He instinctively grabbed the gun hidden under the straw with his left hand and shot the man.
No aiming is more accurate than aiming.
The bullet quickly penetrated between his eyebrows, and blood spattered on the door and wall. He stared at them with wide eyes and fell against the door.
The feeling of shooting someone for the first time cannot be described in words.
He just wanted to protect himself and the clay doll, but the moment he pulled the trigger, he didn't feel at ease. Instead, he felt more empty and cold inside, as if something was drained from his body.
He didn't know what it was.
But this feeling made him sad.
All he knew was that he was no longer the same Long Lifei he was before.
Not anymore.
A few days ago, he was still missing Mingxi in the capital city. He was still the same cold Long Lifei. Although he received training every day, his hands were still extremely clean.
A few hours ago, he was beaten, and every part of his body hurt. He endured the humiliation and torture, and used his forbearance to protect the clay doll.
An hour ago, he told the clay doll that there was no need to be afraid, he would be able to rescue her and no one would be able to hurt her again.
An hour later, he was no longer the same Long Lifei. Even he himself didn't know what Long Lifei would be like in the future.
Gu Mingxi's heart ached with pain, and she hugged him tightly with her fingers, especially because the injuries all over his body attracted all her attention, and she felt so distressed that she could no longer endure it.
"It's okay, I'm by your side."
The trembling voice calmed him down so much that he didn't notice the dark figure huddled in the corner.
Long Pei scanned the entire room to make sure there was no one there. Nan Si and the others outside had also confirmed that there would not be any danger. His eagle eyes passed by the black shadows of Long Lifei and Gu Mingxi falling on the corner of the wall...
A handful of dirty and sparse hair, dark and greasy skin, it is hard to tell whether it is dirty or just the same skin color; the clothes worn by Long Lifei are also dirty, there are no shoes, and the exposed feet and calves have obvious scars and healed wounds.
scar……
The only pair of eyes that could see clearly, with clear black and white pupils, looked at him quietly and numbly, without any reaction.
It's not that she isn't afraid of Long Pei, it's that she seems to have become numb to such fear.
"...Ming, Mingxi..."
For the first time, Long Pei's voice choked up, and he suspected that he had seen it wrong.
Those eyes...
Exactly the same as Gu Mingxi.
Gu Mingxi came back to her senses and looked at him. Her stern look was different from usual. What happened? If it wasn't something serious, Long Pei would never have such a reaction.
Following Long Pei's gaze towards the corner, a clay doll with straw in its hair came into view...
In an instant, Gu Mingxi was stunned. The hands holding Long Lifei had froze and fell down weakly. Incredibility and disbelief were written in his eyes...
Long Lifei only felt that the atmosphere was weird, and their reaction when they saw the clay doll was too strange.
Gu Mingxi stood up slowly and walked towards the corner step by step. It was only a few steps away, but it seemed like he had walked for centuries.
I don't know when my eyes were wet with tears, and my throat was so sore that I couldn't make any sound.
The sentence "Yan'er" is stuck in my throat and I can't spit it out.
No matter how embarrassed and ugly the child in front of her is, she will never admit that she is her daughter, her - Yan'er.
Long Pei stood there, his expression still calm, but his heart was already turbulent. Without any DNA test, he could recognize the girl in front of him as their daughter at a glance.
Long Ziqi!!!
Mingxi didn't admit his mistake, and he didn't admit it either.
People who thought they were completely lost in this life thought they would never see them again in this life, leaving only a lifetime of longing and remembrance. They never thought that one day they would see each other again.
Unexpectedly, the dead can really be resurrected.
"Yan, son..." The soft voice overflowed from her lips, and her pale face was already covered with tears, and she was sobbing.
She stretched out her hand to embrace the most precious thing in her life, but what she didn't expect was——
The clay doll seemed to be frightened, and there was a strong sense of fear in her eyes. She grabbed the hand she extended and bit it hard, and blood gushed out the moment she exerted force.
pain!
Gu Mingxi frowned and looked at her greedily with watery eyes. Even if Yaner bites off her entire hand now, she still has no complaints.
"...Mingxi!" Long Lifei stared at the clay doll with gloomy eyes, and his weak voice sounded almost like a command, "Let go!"
She was unmoved and bit her tightly. I don't know if it was an illusion, but those big clean eyes were full of hatred!
That hateful look made Gu Mingxi's heart tighten and hurt!
Her daughter hates herself, shouldn't she?
Hate it!
She didn't protect Yan'er well!
Long Pei suppressed his fluctuating emotions and stepped forward. Even if it was Yan'er, he would not allow her to hurt Mingxi. And it seemed that Yan'er didn't remember Mingxi and was full of hostility towards her!
"Don't move!" Gu Mingxi didn't even look at Long Pei but she knew what he wanted to do. If biting herself would make Yan'er feel better, what does it matter if she bleeds a little or feels a little pain!
Heartache flowed in her dark eyes, looking at her pale face covered with tears. If her left hand hurt so much, how could her right hand not understand?
Gu Mingxi slowly knelt down and looked at her level. He saw the scars all over her body, as if a knife had cut the same wounds on her body one by one.
A terrible thought flashed through Long Lifei's mind, and a gloomy chill surged down his spine.
Then, self-denial.
How could it be possible? She wasn't already——dead.
"Yan'er, I'm mommy..." Xing's eyes were dim and her voice was choked. Every word she squeezed out was very difficult.
She remained unmoved. When she heard the word "Mommy", her mood became even worse. She bit her hand harder, almost biting off a piece of flesh on her hand.
Long Pei's face was gloomy, his dark eyes narrowed, and his movements were so fast that no one could stop him...
"...No." Gu Mingxi exclaimed, it was already too late.
Long Pei struck the clay doll with his bare hands on the back of her neck. Her body was shaken and her eyes were confused for a while. The mouth that was biting Gu Mingxi's hand finally let go, and her teeth were covered with red blood.
The little body fell forward.
Gu Mingxi ignored her still bleeding hands and held her in his arms, her voice was extremely distressed, "...Yan'er!"
Looking at Long Pei who was standing there, a hint of resentment drifted through his eyes.
"Go back first." Long Pei deliberately ignored the dissatisfaction in her eyes and bent down to pick up the clay doll. Before his hand could touch her clothes, he was suddenly waved away.
"Don't touch her." Gu Mingxi held the clay doll tightly in her arms like a hen protecting its chicks.
No matter who it is now, there is no way they can take Yan'er away from her.
Not even Long Pei can do it.
Long Pei's hand was waved into the air and he froze, looking at her with stern eyes. He felt uncomfortable with his daughter acting like this, but her acting like this made him even more uncomfortable.
Yan'er is far beyond everything else in her heart.
Including: yourself.
Gu Mingxi picked up Yan'er. She was taller than a few years ago, but not as heavy. She was too thin, with almost thin skin and bones. She was so light that she thought Yan'er would disappear at any time.
Long Pei watched her walk out with bleeding hands, turned around and hugged Long Lifei into his arms.
"I don't have to..."
Before he finished speaking, Long Pei's sinister eyes glanced at him, as if to say that he had no right to refuse.
If he hadn't been disobedient and came to Yicheng privately, how could this happen?
But if it weren't for his disobedience, how could their Yaner be "lost and recovered".
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Take a good look at the people of this city, take a good look at the sky of this city, the people who live here, and the things that happen here; if you don't take advantage of it now, it may be a lifelong regret for you.
This is what the woman in the dungeon said to Gu Mingxi. She has never understood why this strange woman said such things, nor why she led herself and Long Pei to Yicheng.
The answer is now self-evident.
She wanted Gu Mingxi to see Yan'er living here, and she wanted her to find her lost daughter.
The plot designed by Bo Yixin didn't really want to kill Yan'er, she just found a child similar to Yan'er as a substitute.
This does not mean that Bo Yixin's humanity is still kind, because she made Yan'er's life so tortured that life was worse than death.
The best way to retaliate against a person is not to kill him immediately so that he can have a good time, but to leave him with a breath and let him live in this world without any hope, just like a walking zombie.
Gu Mingxi changed her clothes and wiped her body. He couldn't stop crying when he saw the large and small wounds on her body. It wasn't that she wasn't strong enough, it was because flesh and blood were connected, and the scars left on Yan'er's body.
It stayed in Gu Mingxi's heart.
Yan'er's sparse hair was knotted together, and she couldn't comb it out, so she had to cut it off with scissors. The short hair was close to her scalp, which looked weird no matter how she looked.
Not long after Yan'er woke up, she didn't recognize anyone, didn't speak, didn't cry or make trouble, but whenever someone came near her, she would bite and scratch people like crazy.
Especially Gu Mingxi.
She has an inexplicable rejection and hostility towards Gu Mingxi. As long as Gu Mingxi comes within three steps of her, she will show fear and deep hostility.
Gu Mingxi could only stand at the door, look at her, and cry silently.
As long as Yan'er is awake, Gu Mingxi will never be able to get close to her.
Long Pei had no choice but to ask the doctor to inject Yan'er with a sedative. The rest of the matter could only be determined after returning to China.
While he was happy that Yan'er was alive and felt sorry for Yan'er's experience, Gu Mingxi also hated Bo Yixin in his heart.
Does such a person really exist in this world?
Was all this really done by Bo Yixin, who helped him survive in prison and defended himself in every way?
The contradictory, complicated and tangled emotions were cutting into her heart like sawtooths, causing heart-breaking pain; her cold eyes showed an unprecedented hatred.
I have never hated someone so much in my life, even more than I hated Long Pei back then.
Even though this person is no longer in this world, how can she not hate Yan'er when she sees him like this?
Long Pei stood beside the bed, gently wiping away the tears that silently covered her face.
"Don't cry, Yan'er has returned to us and everything will be fine." I promised.
Why didn't she understand what he said?
The inner demons are hard to eliminate, and she cannot forgive everything that happened to Yan'er.
That man!!!
His breath became disordered, his chest rose and fell, and his eyes filled with strong hatred and danger.
Perhaps, the man should not have been shot dead at that time. He should have been able to breathe and then slowly torture him until he died.
Long Pei lowered his head and kissed her forehead, "I will handle it."
The subtext is that even if he dies, he will not take advantage of that beast.
Gu Mingxi didn't speak. There was endless silence. Both of them had something hidden in their minds. After an unknown amount of time, her red lips slightly opened and she asked, "How is A Li?"
Since she came back, she has been with Yan'er and has not visited A Li. She knew that this would make A Li feel sad, but she couldn't care less.
"My right hand can only hold a pen from now on." Long Pei murmured softly, with regret in his voice.
The most serious injury was to my right hand. The rest was fine. Although I was beaten, my internal organs were not injured. It was not life-threatening. I needed a long period of rest.
Gu Mingxi's heart trembled. Although A Li was destined to hold a pen in the future, who knew if he would have other developments. His right hand might become a regret for A Li in his life.
"I'll go see him." He stood up and turned to leave.
Long Pei grabbed her wrist suddenly and said in a deep voice, "At least treat the wound first."
Her heart cares about her two children, and they cannot change it. At least she has to take care of her body. From the time she came back to now, her attention has been entirely on her children. The doctor wants to treat her wounds, but she stubbornly wants the doctor to look at her first.
Watch the kids.
The starry eyes that had not dispersed the water mist glanced at him and remained silent. She let him pull her to sit on the sofa and treat her wounds.
Long Pei cut off the bandage, and Gu Mingxi said "thank you" and stood up and walked towards the door.
He stood up and followed her back with his eyes, "Are you blaming me?"
Gu Mingxi's steps suddenly stopped and she turned back to look at his stern silhouette. Why did he think so? How could she blame him?
"It's just too uncomfortable."
Bo hated the Long family, and it was the Long family who wanted revenge, and he was Qin Zheng. Even if he failed to protect their daughter, it was not his fault alone, they were all at fault.
If I had been stronger, stronger, and understood him better back then, how would I have let Yi Ruo take advantage of him?
Long Pei walked up to her, stretched out his arms to hug her, kissed her cold ear, and said in a low voice, "Thank you."
"I'm going to see A Li, you stay with Yan'er." Now Yan'er won't let her get close at all, and she can only rely on him to take care of Yan'er.
Long Pei nodded, let go of her and watched Qianying leave the room.
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The room was silent. Long Lifei was sitting on the bed with his arm fixed in a plaster. The doctor said that he would have to undergo another surgery and he would not be able to return to his previous state. At least he would be able to live a normal life like an ordinary person.
The wounds on his face have also been smeared with lotion, and his cool little face is now completely unattractive. His lowered eyelids cover the light in his eyes, making it difficult to figure out what he is thinking.
Gu Mingxi sat on the edge of the bed, looking at him with watery eyes. The pain spreading from the wound seemed to circulate back and forth in the body as the blood flowed into the heart.
For a moment, she didn't know how to explain to A Li.
The dead child came back to life.
The air was filled with potions and cold breath, and the endless silence made people feel slightly sad. He raised his head and looked at Gu Mingxi, and gently pulled his broken lips, "She is your biological daughter?!"
Interrogative sentences, the tone is very affirmative.
He watched helplessly as she hugged the clay doll and left, her eyes seemingly unable to tolerate another person. When they passed by him, he didn't feel sad at all, it was fake.
Mingxi, he is no longer his only Mingxi.
Gu Mingxi was silent for a long time, and then said one word concisely: "Yes"
Long Lifei was silent, his dark eyes were gloomy, and his hands holding the sheets tightened, as if he was trying his best to hold back something.
"...A Li." Gu Mingxi started to say but was interrupted by him.
"Mingxi." He looked up at her, his eyes were a little red, and his bitten lips squirmed slightly, "I'm very happy to come to Yicheng, and I'm very happy to help you find her. I just hate... hate
Why not do it earlier, even one day?"
If it could have been earlier, maybe Yan'er wouldn't have suffered so much, and Mingxi's heart wouldn't be so painful.
Gu Mingxi's eyes were filled with moisture. She didn't expect that A Li was still thinking about her at this time. Not knowing what to say, she reached out and hugged him gently, her voice choked with sobs, "...Thank you."
Thank you for what you did for Yan'er, because if you protect Yan'er, your right hand will no longer be able to pick up heavy objects; even if you didn't know she was my daughter at that time.
Ali, thank you for your kindness.
Long Lifei slowly released his left hand that was tightly gripping the sheets, patted her back gently, and comforted her in turn, "I'm fine, don't worry."
The doctor said that after his right hand recovers, it will not affect his normal life. This is enough.
He never regretted paying such a high price to protect Yan'er. On the contrary, he was glad that his decision was right.
Maybe after Yan'er comes back, Mingxi's heart will no longer only care about herself. No matter what, he will love that child just like Mingxi.
Because that child is Mingxi's life.
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Autumn has come quietly, and it has been a week since I returned to the capital. The incident in Uicheng has set off a wave of heated discussions across the country, and everyone in the political situation is in danger.
No matter how time changes, how the times change, corruption in every political situation can never be eliminated. Long Pei is well aware of this eternal law, so as long as it is not too excessive, he basically turns a blind eye.
If you want someone to sacrifice their life for you, you must leave some benefits for others, so that they can devote their lives to you wholeheartedly.
The Presidential Palace has been plunged into a depressing and gloomy atmosphere this week.
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