Love is struggling in the life of nine deaths (5) Shizhang Hongchen
Chapter 272: Love struggles in a life of nine deaths (5) The world of mortals
Nan Si stumbled all the way down from upstairs, and the sound of crying came from the emergency room. He stood in front of the white curtain and saw through the gap that his father was lying on the bed with his eyes closed and lifeless.
My mother threw herself on my father's body and cried so hard that the sky collapsed.
The heavy footsteps could not bury one step away, and the tears in my eyes fell silently, unable to stop no matter how hard I tried, running down crazily along the outline.
Bai Yan hid in the corner and saw the crazy tears on his face from a distance, and his heart felt like a knife.
This was the first time he saw Nan Si cry.
How heavy the pain in my heart must be at this moment.
The moisture in his eyes couldn't help but surge out. He couldn't help biting his arm, unwilling to let himself make any sound, and his whole body was trembling.
Now he doesn't even have the right to step forward and comfort Nan Si.
Qin Nansi's mother's eyes were blurred with tears. She vaguely saw the standing figure and turned her head towards him.
Looking at those cold and desolate eyes, Nan Si took an extremely heavy step and squeezed out a sound with great difficulty, "...Mom!"
Mrs. Qin stood up straight and walked up to him, raised her trembling arms and slapped him hard, "Don't call me mom, I can't give birth to an unfilial son like you!"
Nan Si's face was hit to one side, and her position happened to be on the side where Rongrong hit her. Her cheeks suddenly became severely swollen, and there was a strong smell of blood in her mouth.
"Dad..." He suddenly fell to his knees on the ground, unable to lift his head.
It was all his fault. He felt sorry for his father, his mother, Rongrong, and even more so, Bai Yan.
If it weren't for me, things wouldn't have developed to this point.
"Don't call him dad, he doesn't have a son who will make him angry to death." Old Mrs. Qin pushed his shoulders while crying, "Go away, get out... We don't want to see you, get out..."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...Mom..." Qin Nansi knelt on the ground and looked at his mother with penitent eyes.
"How did I give birth to such an unfilial son like you, you evil beast...I..." Old Mrs. Qin never thought that her biological son would fall in love with a man, let alone that her husband would be pissed to death because of her son.
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I was heartbroken, grief-stricken, and emotionally excited for a while. I fainted and fell to the ground before I could even catch my breath and finish my words.
Qin Nansi was startled and immediately picked her up and shouted, "Mom...Mom...Doctor, please come quickly..."
The doctor who heard the sound hurried over and sent Mrs. Qin to the emergency room next door for first aid.
Rongrong was born prematurely, her father died, and her mother fainted. Too many things happened that night. Qin Nansi stood blankly at the door of the emergency room, his soul out of body, numb and without any consciousness.
How long he stood, Bai Yan stood with him at the corner, how long he cried, how many tears Bai Yan shed secretly.
The love scene is like a battlefield. No one can escape unscathed. They are all losers in this war. Those who have lost their loved ones will regret it when it is too late.
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Mother and baby Rongrong stayed in the delivery room for eight hours safely. They gave birth to a son. Because he was born prematurely and was underweight, he was put in an oxygen tank as soon as he was born.
Rongrong was moved to the ward to rest.
Mrs. Qin was just over-emotional, her blood pressure soared, and she fainted for a moment. She was given an intravenous drip and was sent to the ward.
The chaotic night was finally over, but Nan Si felt that he had no warmth at all. That night he was so angry with his father that he hurt Rongrong and his mother.
He never had the face to face them again.
After Long Pei and Gu Mingxi learned about this situation, they hurried to the hospital. After all, Nan Si Baiyan was Long Pei's right-hand man, and they were friends in private. It was only natural for him to come to see such a big thing.
Gu Mingxi was worried about Bai Yan. No one would have an easy time in this matter, especially Bai Yan, who must be suffering from great pain in his heart.
Long Pei took Gu Mingxi's hand and walked to the ward. Gu Mingxi suddenly let go of his hand and looked at him with clear eyes, "If you go in, I won't go in."
Long Pei raised his eyebrows, glanced at the safe passage not far away, and nodded, "Be careful. I'll wait for you in the car later."
Gu Mingxi nodded, and when Long Pei walked into the ward, she turned and walked towards the safe passage.
The decadent figure was sitting on the dusty steps, with blood stains on his arms. Judging from the marks, he must have bitten himself.
Gu Mingxi's heart tightened, and she sat down beside him silently, looking at Bai Yan with pity. He just loved someone who couldn't ask for anything, so why should he bear such a heavy sin?
"If I had known that I would kill his father, I would have died in that explosion." The hoarse voice contained countless regrets and self-blame.
He could never forgive himself for the harm he had caused to the Qin family.
Gu Mingxi always thought that after Nan Si got married, everything between him and Bai Yan would end. He didn't expect that this emotional entanglement would last until now and end up like this.
You can't blame Bai Yan for his obsession, nor can you blame Nan Si for being coy. No one in this mortal world can escape the shackles of emotion and the shackles of love.
Since ancient times, there has been so much passion and so much hate, and this hatred lasts forever.
The only blame is that there is no regret and passion.
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." The broken voice was filled with rich pain and guilt. Tears fell on the ground and gathered dust, reflecting his pale and haggard face.
Gu Mingxi was heartbroken after hearing this. Too many things had happened recently. Yan'er's incident had already disturbed her, and now that she saw Bai Yan like this, she felt even more uncomfortable.
He reached out and hugged Bai Yan gently, "It's not your fault, it's not entirely your fault."
What happened today is not just Bai Yan's responsibility. If Nan Si could be resolute, steady and live his life peacefully, such things would not have happened.
Bai Yan would rather suffer herself than hurt the people around her, and she understands that.
The so-called confidant is nothing more than this.
Bai Yan was so choked that he couldn't speak. There was no secretary-general, no president's wife, and all he had at the moment was concern and friendship that had nothing to do with Fengyue.
Years later, Gu Mingxi still remembers the man lying on his shoulder suppressing tears that morning on the dimly lit stairway with fluttering dust.
The unforgettable feelings and the torn heart make people shed tears.
Later, when chatting with Long Pei, she said: If I had not met you when I was seven years old, the person I would fall in love with later would definitely be Bai Yan.
For the first time, Long Pei was neither angry nor jealous. His expression was solemn, regret flowed from his eyes, and he sighed: If I were a woman, I would do the same.
However, due to his fate and the ever-changing world, in the sea of people and the world of mortals, Bai Ziyan met Qin Nansi in his life, neither a step too early nor a step too late.
This encounter was a life-long mistake.
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Rongrong was still resting in the room. Old Mrs. Qin woke up but was unwilling to take another look at her son. Her eyes that glanced at him were cold and disgusting.
After Long Pei visited them, he and Nan Si walked out of the ward until the end of the corridor.
"Can I have a cigarette?" Nan Si asked for the first time in front of Long Pei.
Long Pei didn't say anything, just handed him the lighter in his pocket.
"Thank you." Nan Si took it, took out the cigarette and lit it, took a strong puff and then breathed deeply, as if to expel all the turbid and stuffy air in his chest.
But how can we get rid of so much guilt and self-blame!
Long Pei put his hands in his pockets, his eyes calmly passing over his face, "What are your plans for the future?"
"I want to rest for a while." Nan Si looked at him apologetically, "Rongrong and my mother, and the children need my care."
So many things happened overnight, and he was already exhausted mentally and physically, and he could not hide the depression and pain between his brows.
"Okay." Long Pei nodded in agreement.
Nan Si was silent for a while, then spoke with difficulty, "Sir, can I ask you one more thing?"
Long Pei just looked at him without saying anything.
"Let Madam enlighten him more." The hoarse voice was obviously haggard, but when he mentioned Bai Yan, his heart was still full of apologies and tenderness.
He didn't blame anyone for all this. Bai Yan had already let go. He had no choice but to bring it upon himself, which led to the death of his father. All the mistakes were his alone and had nothing to do with Bai Yan.
He understands Bai Yan's temperament, and he will definitely take all the blame on himself.
That fool is so pitifully stupid!
Nan Si has never asked Long Pei for anything. This is the first and last time.
"Okay." Long Pei nodded reluctantly. Even if he didn't agree, based on the friendship between Bai Yan and Ming Xi, Ming Xi would definitely not be worried about Bai Yan.
"Thank you." Nan Si stared blankly at the cloudy sky outside the window. He knew that this time he had really completely lost that fool.
The obstacles between them are no longer the secular shackles of this world, nor the barriers of gender. Their road is completely blocked and destroyed by their own hands.
"If you need anything, please feel free to ask." Long Pei was not a comforter, and his concise and concise words had already made Nan Si a friend.
Nan Si nodded, his eyes falling on the flickering fireworks, "The child has no name. If you can name him, I believe they will not refuse."
In this situation, he, the father, is not qualified to choose a name, and they will not agree to it.
If you personally choose the name for your child, they will definitely agree!
"I'll tell you when I think about it." Long Pei didn't refuse!
That morning, Long Pei stood at the window with Nan Si for a long time, so long that he didn't even know when the first rain of autumn fell from the sky.
Tobacco in the corridor, suppressed sobs in the emergency passage...
Heaven and earth, birds and fish, light and shadow, men and women, heaven and hell, life and death.
——Bai Ziyan and Qin Nansi never crossed paths.
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On the way back, Gu Mingxi leaned on Long Pei's shoulder, looking at the wind and rain frantically beating on the car window with a somewhat vacant gaze.
She had already sent someone to take Bai Yan back to rest, but she was still worried. If she had not had to go back to the hospital to accompany Yan'er for surgery, she would have taken Bai Yan back in person and stayed with him until he rested.
Yan'er's calf still needs an operation, which requires breaking part of the grown bone for correction and allowing it to grow again, otherwise Yan'er will become a cripple in the future.
As for Ali's surgery, which was performed the day after he came back, he didn't worry anyone. He was a strong child from beginning to end. He stayed at home to rest these days, either with Yan'er or reading a book. On the surface, it seemed
As usual, Gu Mingxi didn't feel at ease.
A Li couldn't let go of the shot he fired in Yicheng so quickly. The more he hid it, the more worrying he became!
At present, she can only put Yan'er's surgery first, and Ali's inner problems can only be discussed with him slowly later. If he doesn't reject it, she can also arrange for a psychiatrist.
Because A Li was by her side, Yan'er only made a fuss at the hospital at first, then curled up in A Li's arms and calmed down.
Gu Mingxi and Long Pei arrived at the hospital, and Yan'er was about to be pushed into the operating room.
"Yan'er, don't be afraid. Close your eyes and take a nap. When you wake up and open your eyes, you can see Daddy." Long Pei spoke in a low voice, his voice gentle and loving.
Yan'er looked at him with clear black and white pupils, without fear, and grabbed his sleeves with her little hands and pulled them. This action was exactly the same as Ming Xi's.
Long Pei saw through her little thoughts and turned around to see Gu Mingxi who was three steps away. She couldn't get close to Mingxi and looked at Yan'er with worried eyes.
He touched her face with his big hand and said earnestly, "She is mommy. I promise she will not hurt you after you fall asleep."
Yan'er didn't believe it at first, but Long Pei's eyes were too gentle and shining. After a long silence, she slowly let go of her hand holding his clothes.
The nurse pushes the bed into the operating room.
Her eyes were fixed on Long Pei, as if she was afraid that she would not be able to see him when she woke up.
Gu Mingxi walked up to Long Pei, her eyes brimming with water. Qian Shang repeatedly emphasized that it was just a minor surgery, but her heart still couldn't settle.
Long Pei put his long arms around her shoulders and comforted her: "Don't worry, our daughter will be fine."
Long Ziqi is the daughter of Long Pei and Gu Mingxi, how could something happen to her?
Long Pei, Gu Mingxi, and Long Lifei waited at the door of the operating room for four hours. The operation was undoubtedly a success. After one month of rest, she could get out of bed and walk. After three months, she could run and jump, like a healthy child.
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This "health" can only refer to the physical body!
While Yan'er's anesthetic had not worn off, Gu Mingxi accompanied Yan'er in the ward. Long Pei gave A Li a wink, and the two men walked out of the ward in tacit agreement.
The autumn wind was bleak, and the green grass on the grass was turning yellow. Long Pei was sitting on a wooden chair, leaning back naturally. The drizzle outside the pavilion was just enough to wet his toes.
Long Lifei sat beside him silently.
"Mingxi is very worried about you." He said to himself. Mingxi didn't show anything strange on the surface, but after knowing her for so many years and being married for so many years, how could he not know her heart?
Long Lifei's eyes narrowed and he frowned: "Because of that shot from Yicheng!"
Long Pei glanced at him sideways and said nothing, acquiescing.
"I'm fine, don't worry."
The impact of that shot on him was too great, and he couldn't deny it. The feeling of killing with his own hands was completely different from the usual target training. He was frightened and uneasy, afraid of being distracted, and would even dream about that shot again at night.
In the picture, the dwarf was looking for his own life, full of rage.
These psychological pressures, depressions and depressions were only in the first few days after returning, and he figured it out after that.
If he hadn't fired at that time, neither he nor Yan'er would have survived, and Mingxi's pain would have been doubled. If he could go back in time and do it all over again, he would still choose to fire that shot without hesitation.
Just because he is Long Lifei, there are some things that must be recognized and experienced in advance.
"You shouldn't say this to me." Seeing his calm and calm expression, Long Pei confirmed that he had really let go.
This child's ability to endure and adapt far exceeds his imagination.
"Tell her for me..." Long Lifei stood up, turned around and started to speak, "I will be back in the evening."
Long Pei watched him leave, knowing where he wanted to go and didn't ask questions knowingly.
The reason he didn't stop him was because he believed that A Li had his own sense of responsibility. Even if he couldn't bear to let go of the child, he would still learn to let go!
In this position, sometimes staying away from the people you care about is a disguised form of protection for them.
For example: If he had not forcibly married Gu Mingxi back then, Yan'er would not have gone through these tortures and sufferings.
It’s just that he doesn’t regret it!
Long after Long Lifei left, Gu Mingxi found Long Pei in the pavilion. The rain had stopped. She saw his expression was calm from a distance, as if he was separated by a veil. She couldn't guess what he was thinking.
"Where's A Li?" she asked as she came closer.
"I think it's better if you don't know." Long Pei held her hand, pulled her directly into his arms, lowered his head and kissed her lips tenderly, "He asked me to tell you that he is fine, you don't have to worry."
Gu Mingxi was stunned for a moment, then asked: "Have you talked to him."
This man can always read her thoughts easily.
Long Pei silently acquiesced, placing his finger on her heart, "I want it to be just me here."
He is not willing to give any more to others.
Gu Mingxi had no choice but to smile: "Apei, you are so narrow-minded, do your citizens know?"
"I think they will understand that Your Excellency, who has so many things to do, wants his wife to only focus on him after all the political work." Long Pei answered in a serious manner, pinching her pink cheeks with his fingers, "Am I being petty? Hmm?
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The ending sounds lazy and ineffectively threatening.
"No, you are very angry." Gu Mingxi grabbed his hand to stop him from ravaging her face, and continued speaking righteously, "You are a wise gentleman, talented, and suave. You are the most charming person I have ever seen in the world.
man."
Long Pei was very satisfied with her praise and rewarded her with a kiss.
Gu Mingxi sighed, where did he learn such shamelessness? (Author: Juebi didn't learn it from me.)
Because he had been outside for too long, his body temperature was even colder than usual, so Gu Mingxi used the excuse that he was cold to go back.
Long Pei knew this was an excuse, and felt warm in his heart. He held her in his arms and kissed her tenderly in the pavilion before going back to the room.
Many nurses in the hospital saw such a scene through the glass that day. The high and distant Sir held his wife in his arms, kissing her tenderly and affectionately.
If it were any other woman, she would definitely be killed by the eyes of jealousy, envy, and hatred. In their eyes, no woman can be worthy of the cold, godlike, and aloof President.
Except for one person - Gu Mingxi.
Although she had an ominous life experience, a disgraceful background, and constant scandals, she still had such a face that was so beautiful that no matter who saw her, no one could help but be amazed.
She put her hands around Long Pei's neck and responded to his kiss with her eyes closed. Her long hair fell from his palms and was blown up by the wind like a painting.
The picture of them together is extremely beautiful and peaceful.
After the kiss, Your Excellency carried her back to the ward. Although you could only see half of their faces, anyone could see the smiles on their lips.
These two people, deeply, deeply, love each other.
God favored her, gave her peerless beauty, and gave her a peerless good man, but no one knew how much blood and stains her life had left behind all the seemingly beautiful things.
The only one who knows this is the proud man who holds her in the palm of his hand.
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Yan'er's surgery was successful. After two days of rest in the hospital, she could be discharged and go home to rest. The Presidential Palace has a medical team and servants, which makes it easier to take care of her. A Li and Long Pei don't need to travel back and forth every day.
Nan Si's father announced to the public that he had died of a heart attack, and on the same night his son came into the world. Red and white collided, which makes people feel that life is ironic.
Old Mrs. Qin has been silent. Nan Si has been busy with other things and has barely slept a wink in the past few days. Rongrong is unwilling to say another word to him. She notified her parents to take care of her, but she said nothing.
Everyone thought that this strange atmosphere was due to the death of Mr. Qin, and they just comforted the young couple that everything would be fine in the future.
The funeral was held in a hurry. Most of the relatives were in the countryside without invitations, and Nansi's colleagues were not notified. The funeral hall seemed particularly deserted.
Old Mrs. Qin knelt aside, adding paper to the brazier and wiping her tears. She was the only one guarding Ruoda's mourning hall, and she wouldn't let Nan Si in.
The old man was so pissed off by him that he had no shame in coming to pay homage to him!
The old lady refused to let him in, so Nan Si refused to enter. He knelt outside the mourning hall from day to night, without eating a mouthful of food or drinking a mouthful of water. His lips were dry and cracked and smelled of blood.
"Old man, I'm sorry for you... It was me who gave birth to this unfilial son, this evil beast... it's my fault." The old lady couldn't stop crying while looking at the black and white photo.
The figure kneeling outside the door made her both love and hate her!
Qin Nansi was the child she gave birth to in ten months of pregnancy, a piece of flesh that fell from her heart. She loves him more than anyone else, and she has never been willing to hit him since she was a child, but this time she
My heart was really broken.
How could he do such an immoral thing!
Unlucky family!
It's the father's fault if the son doesn't educate him. She, the mother, didn't educate her son well and let him degenerate like this today. She really failed.
Mrs. Qin saw the broken mop. She didn't know which cleaning worker had made it herself. Before she could throw it away, a piece of wooden stick was leaning against the corner. She immediately stood up, walked over with heavy steps, picked up the wooden stick and walked towards the door.
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Qin Nansi's eyes turned red, and when he saw the old lady walking out with a wooden stick, his eyes became even redder.
"The biggest mistake in my life was to give birth to such a beast like you, and make the old man angry to death! I will beat you to death with my own hands today, so that you can embarrass the old man even after he dies."
He held the wooden stick tightly in his hand and swung it at Nan Si's body, leaving no trace of strength behind.
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The finished work of "Yaoyao Escape":
Brave series: "The President's Rich Ex-Wife", "Sleeping with Cops and Robbers: My Wife Does All Evil", "Contract Lover: Women Can Only Love Me"
Healing Series: "Debt Collection Treasure: Pay My Mommy Ten Dollars", "Master Devil, Please Spare Me", "The CEO's Little Sweet Wife"