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Chapter 294: There are swallows in Beiling, and the feathers are like snow (9)

(The most painful thing is a farewell, and the coldest thing is a heart. This sentence is simple to say, but it is only when you face this moment that you realize how difficult and painful it is.)

The most cruel thing in the world is for a white-haired person to give a black-haired person a gift, not to mention that Bai Ziyan's parents only have one son, and their daughter has already been married. They have always hoped that Bai Ziyan could come back to them, get married and have children, and have a happy marriage.

Gu Mingxi stopped in front of them, holding Bai Yan's urn in his hand, caressing the patterns on the box with his fingers, feeling like a knife.

"Please forgive me for your condolences." Long Pei stood aside with a low voice.

Bai Ziyan's mother carried the urn back, tears falling on it, and she was in pain. His father stood aside and kept sighing. The pain in his eyes was self-evident.

Bai Zixuan's eyes were very red. She had obviously cried for a long time. She was suppressing her grief and thanked Gu Mingxi and Long Pei in a hoarse voice.

Before Gu Mingxi finished speaking, he glanced at the figure in an empty place not far away, and his eyes froze slightly.

Among the crowds of people in the distance, a figure stood alone, depressed and gloomy, with a pair of deep eyes stained with blood, looking here intently, and his eyes were always wet.

Long Pei blocked the news and didn't want Nan Si to know about Bai Yan's death. But who was Nan Si? He was the security commander in charge of the entire presidential palace. How could he hide things about Bai Yan? What's more, Bai Yan's parents

Flying to the capital.

It's just that he doesn't believe it, he doesn't believe that the man is dead.

Standing here and watching Gu Mingxi entrust Bai Yan's ashes to Bai Yan's parents, watching the two elders grieving for Bai Yan's death, his heart was blocked by something, and he couldn't spit it out or swallow it.

The position seems to be about to lose the heartbeat.

Gu Mingxi looked through the crowd and looked at Nan Si without saying a word, and Nan Si couldn't come over.

Should Bai Yan's death be attributed to Nan Si? He was just a weak person who couldn't compete with the world for his love. He gave Bai Yan hope and made Bai Yan despair.

Seeing Bai Yan's parents sending a white-haired person to a black-haired person, should Bai Yan be blamed for his unfilial piety? He abandoned his parents and relatives who raised him, sorry for all the people who loved him and cared about him, and selfishly fulfilled his love

.

In this world, it is difficult to have a standard definition of right and wrong. As a son, Bai Yan is undoubtedly a very wrong person, but in love, he is undoubtedly the most loving and holy person.

He is worthy of himself and the person he loves deeply.

Deep love will not last long, and wisdom will be damaged. This is probably just a matter of fact.

Before Gu Mingxi jumped into the sea, she had said that Bai Yan was a man born for love. She did not say the last sentence - he died for love.

Unexpectedly, many years passed before the words came true: "Live for love, die for love" would eventually become Bai Ziyan's final fate.

Gu Mingxi never asked Nan Si whether he loved Bai Yan or not. In fact, the answer was not important at all. Because no matter he loved him or not, Bai Yan loved him deeply. No matter he loved him or not, he finally gave up.

It’s Bai Yan!

Some people may ask, is it worth it for Bai Yan to do this? To give up his life for a man who left him behind after getting married and having children.

How can people who don't love deeply understand the heartache and weight of losing the person they love most, and they can't wait to die in the next second. Whether it is worth it, no one can judge except Bai Yan himself.

Those who watched could only sigh silently and feel sad.

Asking what love is in the world, it makes people agree between life and death.



They did not take Bai Yan's ashes back to the United States, but chose to be buried in the capital. Gu Mingxi and Long Pei were both surprised by this, but no one asked why.

Bai Yan's funeral was attended by very few people. Except for Long Pei and Gu Mingxi, Bai Yan's family members, Banxia, ​​no one else, not even Nan Si attended.

At the airport that day, after they left, Nan Si didn't know when he went back. He didn't show up at the Presidential Palace for many days, but only called to ask for leave. The reason: illness.

On the day of the funeral, it rained heavily, and the steps were washed very clean by the rain. Lu Banxia stood in front of the tombstone in a black business suit and held an umbrella, looking at Bai Yan's faint smile on the tombstone, as if he was still standing in front of her.

Just smile to yourself.

The umbrella in her hand was blown down by a gust of wind, and she stood alone in the rain. The rain on her face could not tell whether it was tears or just water.

The burn wound on her hand has healed and scarred, leaving a faint scar, but the person who left her with this scar is gone forever.

Seeing that her clothes were soaked, Gu Mingxi walked to her side holding an umbrella. She could see Lu Banxia's feelings for Bai Yan, but it was an ironclad fact that Bai Yan was unable to respond.

"The forensic doctor said that he had a lot of antidepressant drugs in his body, and his depression was very serious." Gu Mingxi still could not accept Bai Yan's suicide, even if the fact was before his eyes.

Lu Banxia's eyelashes that were wet by the rain trembled slightly, and her cold voice choked up for the first time: "I already knew it before he left."

That time when she was cooking ginger soup for Bai Yan at his home, she was looking for brown sugar and accidentally saw medicine bottles in the cabinet. One bottle contained sleeping pills, and the other bottle had an English description of the drug's function - antidepressant.

She knew at that time that Bai Yan suffered from depression, or that Bai Yan suffered from depression earlier. He had already started to have mild depression when Nan Si was about to get married...

Then it got worse and worse, and finally got out of hand.

Lu Banxia thought that by letting him leave, he could finally get out of this emotional storm and find a new life. Even if it wasn't for him, it didn't matter, as long as he was still alive. Unexpectedly, Bai Yan's obsession was deeper and more stubborn than she thought.

He has been waiting for Nan Si.

Nan Si didn't love him, so he waited, Nan Si chose him, he was waiting, Nan Si was going to get married, he still waited, even if Nan Si's father died, he continued to wait without regrets...

Throughout the ages, many infatuated people have been ruined by the word "wait".

After Bai Yan left country C, Banxia actually called Bai Yan, but it was a pity that he didn't answer any of them! Lu Banxia was worried about him but had nothing to do...

Gu Mingxi patted her weak shoulder and comforted her silently. Emotions have always been like drinking water, knowing whether it is hot or cold.

After the funeral, the husband of Bai Ziyan's sister Bai Zixuan sent the two elders back to the hotel to rest. Bai Zixuan invited Gu Mingxi to sit and chat.

Gu Mingxi knew that she might have something to talk to him, so he asked Long Pei and Lu Banxia to leave first, while he and Bai Zixuan went to sit in a cafe.

Long Pei hesitated, glanced at Bai Zixuan, finally nodded in agreement, and returned to the presidential palace with Lu Banxia.

*********************Master, please divide the monthly ticket ***************

The cafe was quiet, and the room was filled with the fragrant smell of coffee. The heavy rain outside the window was getting heavier and heavier, beating the glass crazily, leaving hideous water marks.

In front of Gu Mingxi was a cup of scented tea, with white mist rising slowly and blurring the outline. Bai Zixuan drank coffee, stirring it gently with a silver spoon, and her heavy expression seemed to be hesitating as to what to start with.

Gu Mingxi took a sip of the warm scented tea and said softly: "Miss Bai, please tell me if you have anything to say!"

Bai Zixuan's hand holding the spoon paused, a bitter smile appeared on her pale face, and she looked at her with hurt eyes: "Actually, I knew you a long time ago. Ayan drank too much once. Listen to him

I mentioned that I have a very good friend named Mingxi!"

Gu Mingxi raised her delicate brows and said nothing, listening to her continue.

"Ayan has been introverted since he was a child, even weak, but he is very smart and stubborn. Back then, he insisted on returning to country C, despite his parents' dissuasion. At first, we all thought he was just out of respect for Your Excellency. Although his parents were not happy

, but seeing that he was living a good life in country C, I felt relieved after my anger subsided. Ayan’s life-long event has always been a concern for all of us. Many good girls were introduced to him, but he rejected them one by one, even meeting them once.

Neither of them are willing, saying that work is the most important thing and cannot be distracted. He thought that we never knew, but we didn’t know, in fact, we all knew... We always knew that the person he liked was a man. "

As Bai Zixuan spoke, tears instantly fell from her eyes and flowed from the corners of her eyes to her lips, feeling extremely bitter.

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There was a heavy rain, and the buds that had just appeared on the branches were hit by the heavy rain and their heads were lowered. Some of them fell to the ground and were trampled invisible.

The entire cemetery was shrouded in wind and rain, solemn and gloomy, with no one around except in front of the tombstone of Bai Ziyan, who was just buried today.

He stood alone in front of the tombstone soaked through, looking at Bai Ziyan's warm smile, it seemed like a dream.

——I will wait for you until you are forty years old. If you haven’t come back to me then, I will go find someone else.

Some words are still fresh in my ears, but the person who said he would wait until he was forty has now crossed the threshold of life and death.

Kneeling beside the tombstone with weak legs, his mist-covered silhouette was filled with endless pain and unwillingness. How could he die? How could he die like this!

When Nan Si returned from the airport, he didn't go home, but went to the place where Bai Yan once lived. He looked at everything he had ever used, and every fragment and detail of their relationship over the years floated in his mind.

, unprecedented bone-cutting pain.

He was ill and could not afford to be ill. Apart from calling the Presidential Palace to ask for leave, he did not answer any phone calls or contact anyone. He stayed in Bai Yan's house for several days and nights without water or sleep.

There is a huge emptiness in my heart that cannot be filled, and I am so confused that sometimes I feel the pain of gouging my heart out, and sometimes I feel extremely empty and numb.

Lu Banxia sent him a text message, which was just a string of addresses.

He didn't expect that Bai Yan's parents would eventually leave him in the capital. Looking at Bai Yan's tombstone, he felt that his soul was drying up bit by bit...

If I hadn't saved Bai Yan back then, if I hadn't drunk too much and impulsively killed him that night...

If, sometimes it is really an extremely painful word.

A sweetness surged into my throat, and I couldn't help it. The warm sweetness instantly overflowed from my pale lips...

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The finished work of "Yaoyao Escape":

Brave series: "The President's Rich Ex-Wife", "Sleeping with Cops and Robbers: My Wife Does All Evil", "Contract Lover: Women Can Only Love Me"

Healing Series: "Debt Collection Treasure: Pay My Mommy Ten Dollars", "Master Devil, Please Spare Me", "The CEO's Little Sweet Wife"


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