When I walked out of the hospital, my stomach started to feel uncomfortable again. I looked back at the hospital and wondered if I should go to the gastroenterology department for a checkup.
She doesn't seem to be in good health lately, her stomach has always been uncomfortable, sometimes she eats a lot, and sometimes she can't eat anything at all!
Li Yueqi has been very busy recently, so she didn't tell him so as not to worry him again and distract him from his work.
When she turned to go back, her cell phone rang. It was Yue Qi calling, asking where she was.
Afraid that he would be worried, Lu Banxia just said that she would go back now to see Lu Chuan in the hospital. Li Yueqi proposed to pick her up, but thinking of Lu Zijin, she still refused.
Besides, she drove here herself.
Li Yueqi did not force her, and carefully told her on the phone to drive carefully and not to answer the phone while driving.
I cut off the signal, looked towards the hospital, hesitated for a moment, and finally turned back to the car to go home first.
Li Yueqi prepared very simple dinner. He also found that Lu Banxia's appetite had not been very good in the past half month. He tried to prepare a list of mild foods, hoping that she could eat more.
Lu Banxia didn't have much of an appetite, so seeing how carefully he prepared it, she forced herself to eat more.
How could Li Yueqi not see through that she was forcing herself, so he reached for her bowl and put it down, "Don't force yourself if you can't eat!"
"Sorry!" Lu Banxia looked apologetic, wasting his efforts.
"Silly girl!" Li Yueqi stretched out his hand and pinched the tip of her nose, with a worried look on his face: "My face has been looking bad recently. Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"
Lu Banxia shook her head, and when she saw him leaning over, she leaned into his arms, "It's okay, I just feel a little tired."
Li Yueqi guessed that she might be upset because of the matter between Lu Heng and Lu Chuan. He rubbed her hair, turned his head and kissed her tenderly on the forehead: "I'll put some hot water for you, let you soak in hot water.
A bath will make you more comfortable."
"Okay." Lu Banxia nodded, looking at him with a warmth that she had never noticed.
Lu Banxia took a hot bath and felt very comfortable, but the fatigue in her body did not disappear. She slept so deeply that night that Li Yueqi didn't wake her up the next morning, so he had to let her continue to sleep.
She doesn't have to go to work anyway.
Lu Banxia was woken up by the memo ringtone on her cell phone. The message reminded that today was Bai Yan's death anniversary.
My heart felt cold, and unspeakable sadness flowed through me.
After getting up, washing up, changing clothes, and going downstairs, Li Yueqi should go to work. The breakfast was placed in the incubator, which was still hot. She took it out and started using it slowly. Her cold heart gradually warmed up as her stomach warmed up.
stand up.
In the past, he was not at home much every year, so he didn't know that he was worshiping Bai Ziyan alone. This year, should she go alone, or let him go with her?
If he is willing to accompany her, then this will be the last time she goes to worship Bai Ziyan.
She is not a fool. She doesn't know that Li Yueqi has always cared about Bai Ziyan's position in her heart. Since she has decided to live a good life with Li Yueqi, she will not let a memory become a gap between them, just like she will not let
It's like Lu Chuan has become an obstacle between them!
It was okay to be unsure before. Now that I have confirmed my intention, I should give Li Yueqi a definite answer.
Lu Banxia decided to call Li Yueqi, but unfortunately no one answered the call. She sent a text message instead: When will you get off work?
Li Yueqi's text message was answered quickly: I'm in a meeting, at four o'clock in the afternoon, so I'll reply as soon as possible.
When Lu Banxia saw the text message, a smile appeared on her pale lips. She knew he was busy so she shouldn't have called him. She hoped it wouldn't disturb him. Since he said he would try to come back at four in the afternoon, she would wait for him to come back before talking! -
After washing the dishes, I had nothing to do. I covered myself with a blanket, took a book and nestled on the sofa. I slowly read through it and fell asleep unconsciously.
After sleeping until 3:30 in the afternoon, Lu Banxia woke up from hunger. She didn't expect that she would be able to sleep so well. She slept almost all day. When she got up and saw that he hadn't come back yet, she went to the kitchen to get something to eat to cushion her stomach.
By the time we finished eating and tidying up, it was already five o'clock, and Li Yueqi hadn't come back yet.
Lu Banxia couldn't help but dial his number, but the call was cut off. She raised her eyebrows and felt an uneasy feeling in her heart. When she was about to call him again, a text message came through.
I have a client to meet temporarily, so I won’t go back for dinner, so take care of yourself.
A sense of loss welled up in my heart. I wanted to take him with me to pay homage to Bai Ziyan for the last time, but I didn't expect that he had something to do and couldn't go, which made me feel a little uncomfortable.
But what can he do? You can't just ask him to ignore the customers and go home immediately!
She can't do such a thing!
——Come back early.
She sent another text message, but Li Yueqi didn't reply. Lu Banxia put down her phone, went back to her room, put down her casual clothes at home, took her car keys and went out.
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She used to go very early every year, but this year she went extra late. If the administrator of the cemetery hadn't known her, how would she have been let in?
Lu Banxia, wearing black clothes and holding a bouquet of white roses in her arms, walked skillfully to Bai Ziyan's tombstone. A bunch of flowers had been placed on the deserted tombstone. It seemed that Madam, Nan Si and the others had already visited him.
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She placed the flowers next to the tombstone and leaned against it, then touched the cold and hard tombstone with her fingers, "Bai Ziyan, hello, I'm here to see you!"
In the black and white photo, Bai Ziyan's outline remains the same, his smile is faint, and the spring breeze is not as good as his.
"I'm sorry, I came late this year. I originally wanted to take him here to see me, and it's the last time." Lu Banxia's faint voice paused, and there was reluctance in his eyes, but he didn't hesitate, "I'm sorry, I may not be able to come in the future.
It’s up to you!”
I promised you that I would learn to let go of you and forget you. Although I haven’t learned how to forget you yet, I have learned to let go of you!
Because there is another person beside me, a man who is very different from you and Lu Chuan!
He easily saw through my disguise and swept into my heart in a forceful way. By the time I found out, it was already too late.
Bai Ziyan, you won't blame me, will you?
You live in the memory of Ai Nansi, but I can't, just like I can't live in the memory of Lu Chuan! I want to get out of the siege of memories, I want to catch that man and not be snatched away by anyone...
Bai Ziyan, I hope you can bless me! You are so kind, you will definitely wish me and him happiness, right?
A warm smile slowly emerged from her thin lips. She looked at the eyes in the photo, as if she understood what he wanted to say to her.
His fingertips carefully touched the outline in the photo, and then he took it back, "Bai Ziyan, goodbye."
When the sound fell, she turned and left.
The sky was already dark, and the cemetery looked even more gloomy. The cold wind kept pouring into his collar. Lu Banxia subconsciously pressed down his collar, feeling that the atmosphere was too scary.
He quickened his pace and walked down the steep stone stairs. Suddenly, it seemed as if a black shadow flashed past quickly, "Who is it..."
Before he could finish his words, he heard a frightening meow of a wild cat and passed by his feet. Lu Banxia didn't notice that he missed the step with one foot, and he quickly rolled down the stone steps.
The world is spinning.
pain.
Every part of her body ached. She was caught on the crook of the stone staircase, and her stomach hit the stone. An overwhelming pain came over her, followed by a warm flow that soaked her clothes.
Lu Banxia covered her stomach, feeling as if a knife was constantly stirring in her lower abdomen, which was so painful that she couldn't bear to die.
The light flickered on and off, and you could vaguely see a large amount of blood stains under your body, and the cool air was filled with a strong smell of blood.
It was like a bolt from the blue, and I suddenly understood what was happening to me.
child!
Her and Yue Qi’s child!
She hasn't been feeling well for the past half month, but she didn't think about it, didn't think that it was because she had a child!
More prayers!
The bones in her body were shaking with pain, and she took out her mobile phone from her pocket with difficulty. When she rolled down the stone stairs, the mobile phone also smashed the screen. The screen was full of cracks and could not be repaired.
Black screen, boot, once, twice, three times...
After repeating it several times, she finally turned on the phone. The pale light illuminated her bloodless cheeks. She felt a dull pain in her heart when she saw the sweet tablecloth! When she opened the phone book, the first one was Li Yueqi...
It was as if the first thought in her mind was to call Li Yueqi!
Some people say that when a person is vulnerable, the first person she thinks of is the person she cares about the most.
Li Yueqi is the person she cares about most!
After dialing the phone, the cold "beep" sound hit my heart, and I kept saying silently: Yue pray, answer the phone... answer the phone quickly... please answer the phone quickly...
When the call was about to be disconnected and she was almost desperate, the call was finally connected. The pain on her eyebrows had not yet disappeared. She opened her mouth, and as soon as her voice reached her throat, a coquettish voice on the other end of the phone fell to her ears: "Hello, Yue Qi.
I'm taking a shower, if you need anything, I'll let you know..."
In an instant, the place called the heart was pierced by thousands of arrows, riddled with holes, and bleeding continued.
The phone slipped gently from the blood-stained palm and fell to the ground, completely shattering. A smile slowly opened on the pale lips, but there was no smile in the eyes, which were filled with mist.
She will never forget that voice until she dies.
Is the temporary client he is talking about Lu Zijing?
Li Yueqi, you still lied to me after all!
She stood up slowly with her own strength. Blood continued to flow out and dripped on the ground along the trousers.
Step by step, it was extremely difficult and strong to walk down the stone steps.
Even if the whole world deceives her, even if the whole world turns its back on her, she can't turn her back on herself.
Lu Banxia, no one loves her anymore, and she still loves herself!
She told herself that she must go on and live!
There was a sharp pain in her abdomen, as if something was being ripped away from her body.
Heart-piercing pain.
The mist in the painful eye sockets almost couldn't help but fall down.
However, she didn't shed a single tear.
She worked hard to step on each stone step, fearing that she would fall and never get up again.
Before she got up, she tightly held the broken pieces of the phone screen in her palms. Every time she felt dizzy, she pinched the broken pieces in her palms with great force, piercing her flesh deeply and causing blood to flow out.
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I've already lost so much, I don't care if I lose more.
*
When Lu Zijin turned off the phone and put it down, the bathroom door was opened.
Li Yueqi had no clothes on, only a white bath towel around his waist, and crystal clear water drops flowing on his strong chest.
She smiled and trotted over, hugged him, and called out sweetly: "Pray."
…
She didn't know how long she had been walking, but she kept telling herself that she must persevere and hold on. Only in this way could she find the phone number, and she could ask for help after finding the phone number.
My feet were weak and I fell.
Get up.
In this way, the cycle repeats.
Finally, after walking up the winding and steep stone stairs, I walked to the tomb keeper's lounge. I walked to the door with difficulty, and patted the transparent glass vigorously. "I had an accident. Can you make a phone call for me...
…”
The administrator was frightened by her. He didn't expect her to be gone so late, especially the bloody road behind her. He was so surprised that he almost bit off his own tongue.
He hurriedly supported her and reached for his mobile phone: "I'll call an ambulance for you!"
He thought she wanted to call an ambulance.
"No!" She couldn't call an ambulance, couldn't be the headline in tomorrow's newspaper.
"Who to call?"
"Call 1855..." She instinctively wanted to call Li Yueqi's number. She had no mobile phone, no address book, and only two sets of phone numbers in her dizzy and confused mind.
But……
She remembered that she had called him before.
At this moment, he should be in the gentle land, deeply in love with Lu Zi.
Look, she really doesn't have a long memory.
"081..." She began to call out another set of numbers that she would never forget.
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Your Excellency returned to Mingzhengju in advance. Xing Tian did not need personal protection. He got off work early and went home to take a shower. Maybe it was too early and he was not sleepy. He took out a bottle of wine from the wine rack and poured it into the wine glass. The wine glass reached his lips.
Suddenly it sounded...
It was an unfamiliar number. I hesitated, but finally picked it up. Only people close to you know who this number is.
"Which one?"
"It's me, Lu Banxia!"
When Xing Tian heard the voice, his heart skipped a beat inexplicably: "Secretary-General Lu..." She knew the number, but why did she call him!
"Xingtian, can I ask you to help me with something?" His voice was hoarse and weak.
"Okay!" He answered neatly.
"Bring Chu Bingyan to me. I should be -" The voice paused, and those three words seemed to be squeezed out with the last bit of strength in the body: "Miscarriage."
As soon as the sound fell, his vision became dark for a moment, and his body collapsed directly on the administrator.
Xing Tian was shocked and asked hurriedly: "Hey, where are you? Secretary-General Lu... Lu Banxia..."
What answered him was deathly silence.
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She was in the cemetery, and he probably knew why and where she was going; but he didn't know why she had a miscarriage, why she didn't call anyone but only him, and he didn't have time to think about it.
After confirming that Chu Bingyan was in Nan Si's coffee house, which happened to be the only way to the cemetery, he took Chu Bingyan with him and rushed directly to the cemetery without telling Nan Si.
What I saw was this scene.
There was a worn-out sofa in a small and dirty lounge, and the air was filled with a strong smell of blood. The ground from the doorway to the lounge was stained with blood, which shocked everyone who saw it.
How much blood was shed.
Lu Banxia lay unconscious on the sofa, the sofa stained red with blood, her pale cheeks without a trace of blood, and her whole body lay lifeless, as if dead.
Xing Tian's heart was inexplicably twitching, and he stepped forward and called her softly, but he couldn't wake her up. He immediately picked her up and left with a quick stride.
When Chu Bingyan left money, he naturally also left the most sincere advice. If you have money, you have to spend it with life!
The administrator is old, his eyesight is not very good, but his heart is like a mirror. Naturally, he knows that he cannot afford to offend any of these people. If he accepts the money, he will pretend to be deaf to what is going on tonight!
She was too unwell to go to a regular hospital. She didn't call her husband, so she must not have wanted to go home, not to mention she couldn't go back in her current condition.
Finally, with your permission, they took Lu Banxia to the Royal Hospital and stayed in the ward only for you.
***
pain.
Hazy, unconscious, and in extreme pain, she still had a dream.
Dreaming about her mother, dreaming about Bai Ziyan and a very strange child. They were saying goodbye to her, their smiles were light and gentle.
Looking at their blurred faces, I don't know why there is a biting pain, and the heart hurts like hell!
I opened my eyes, my mind gradually regained consciousness, and I moved my fingers, but found that I couldn't move them. I saw that my right hand was wrapped in thick bandages, and I realized that my hand was injured.
There was also an injury in another place. The injury was more painful and deeper than the right hand, and the pain was bone-piercing.
His fingers slowly moved towards his lower abdomen.
Here, it's empty.
A woman's natural intuition, the child, is no longer there.
On the same day three years after Bai Ziyan died, she lost her first child.
It was also the same day that she knew that the man who said "I will never cheat in this life" had been lying to her.
Irony, really too ironic.
Xing Tian, who had been guarding her body, breathed an inexplicable sigh of relief when he saw her waking up.
"Secretary-General Lu, congratulations on your resurrection from the dead."
She was sent to the Royal Hospital last night and was still bleeding heavily. Chu Bingyan conservatively estimated that the amount of bleeding was at least above and her heartbeat was about to stop. She was in critical condition.
The sight of blood transfusion and resuscitation made him dumbfounded.
I don’t know what happened to such a frail woman, and I don’t know how she managed to survive on her own! It felt like a bottle of everything had been knocked over, and all kinds of emotions were mixed up in her heart!
But he didn't doubt Lu Banxia's willpower. He used to be Qin Nansi's subordinate. She followed Bai Ziyan and didn't have much contact with her, but he knew how strong she was. She was so strong that many men couldn't love her!
But if such a strong woman were to fight a tug-of-war with the God of Death, she would definitely win.
Lu Banxia's pale thin lips curled up into a faint smile, and her dark pupils were clear and shallow, but she couldn't see the bottom of it.
Xing Tian's heart trembled when he saw it, and he felt an unspeakable urge - to protect her.
"Still laughing? Doctor Chu said it will be difficult for you to have children in the future!" He lowered his face and sounded serious.
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