Before she could apologize for being late, Murong Zhuang already smiled and said, "I made the decision and ordered the meal. I hope you won't mind."
"No." Lu Banxia answered calmly, even if she was asked, she still handed over the sovereignty to Murong Zhuang.
After chatting for a while, when the waiter delivered the meal, Lu Banxia realized how wise and considerate the old man in front of him was.
Just after eating once, he had already memorized Lu Banxia's taste, and all the meals he ordered were based on her taste.
For so many years, she and Lu Heng had dined together. Did Lu Heng ever know what she ate and what she didn't eat?
When there is comparison, there is care, and it is inevitable that there will be sourness in my heart.
"What? Is the food not to your liking?" Murong Zhuang noticed her mood swings and asked with concern.
Lu Banxia looked up, smiled and shook his head, his voice trembling: "You don't have to worry about my feelings like this, I'm just a junior!"
Hearing this, Murong Zhuang raised his eyebrows and said earnestly: "That's why Fang needs to be taken good care of! What have we never tasted in this life? I just hope that the young people of your generation can suffer less and eat less."
This had a very deep meaning, and Lu Banxia couldn't fully understand it for a while.
"Thank you, Dad." She felt a long-lost family affection from an old man whom she had only met a few times.
Is it lucky or sad?
Murong Zhuang smiled slightly: "Since you marry Yue Qi, you are my daughter-in-law, and you can be considered half a daughter! I should love you." He paused, and then said very seriously: "If one day Yue Qi is not careful
He did something wrong. I hope you can give him a chance. He is not bad at heart, but he has not been easy in these years!"
Lu Banxia looked slightly hesitant. What he said was too obvious. It was impossible for her not to understand!
But what does Murong Zhuang mean by "wrong things"!
"Dad, right and wrong are not something that individuals can judge." Lu Banxia said calmly, calmly and calmly, without questioning or pestering like other women: "I can only say that everything is based on my heart!
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If one day in the future, Li Yueqi does something she cannot forgive, she will not compromise for any reason!
The heavy gaze made Murong Zhuang not know whether to be happy or sad. From a professional point of view, Lu Banxia was a very good employee. She was serious and rigorous about her work, and she was also very principled; but from an emotional point of view, her
The personality is too sharp and strong, and there is no room for a grain of sand in the eyes. In this way, it is almost impossible for two people to have a smooth sailing life.
He didn't say much. He was always an outsider and could not give any pertinent advice or good words to their marriage. Everyone needs to walk through their life step by step. As for what is right or wrong, only when they
You have experienced it yourself and judge for yourself.
At that time, Murong Zhuang seemed to have forgotten something very important.
In love, there is no room for a grain of sand!
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Lu Banxia sent Murong Zhuang to the plane. When he was at the gate, he reached out and hugged Lu Banxia, "Take care."
"Yes." Lu Banxia had an indescribable feeling in her heart. Separation is a very sad thing. She has never felt such sadness towards Lu Heng in these years, but now she feels it towards Murong Village. "Dad, you are welcome to come.
Live in the capital forever!"
She also wanted to retain Murong Zhuang, but she knew his heart was not here.
Murong Zhuang smiled, and placed a thick and warm palm on her head, like a loving father worried about his daughter after traveling far away: "You and Yue Qi will be well, I will come back to see you more. Or give me a grandson, and I can
Retire and entertain your grandson every day!"
Li Yueqi had never told him about Lu Banxia's miscarriage, and Murong Zhuang didn't know it. His unintentional words made Lu Banxia's curled eyelashes tremble, and he said calmly: "Take care!"
Murong Zhuang withdrew his hand, said goodbye and left.
Lu Banxia watched his back disappear, and couldn't help but touch the top of his head with his fingers. The place Murong Zhuang had just touched was very warm...
Is this the feeling of father's love?
The plane took off and when Lu Banxia was about to go back, he received a call from Li Yueqi. It turned out that he had driven to the airport after the case was over and wanted to see Murong Zhuang off.
But it's still a step too late.
Lu Banxia walked out of the airport. Li Yueqi's car stopped at the door. He leaned on the car and looked at Lu Banxia with tender eyes, "Dad, let's go!"
Lu Banxia nodded, "Actually, you don't have to rush over, he will understand."
Li Yueqi smiled helplessly: "You only think that I'm here to see dad off? Why don't you think about it the other way around, I'm also here to pick you up."
Lu Banxia was startled. She had never thought about it. He came all the way here just to pick her up!
"Get in the car." Li Yueqi opened the passenger door and stuffed the dazed Lu Banxia into the car.
Neither of them spoke. Li Yueqi's eyes were focused on the road ahead, his fingers tightly holding the steering wheel. His expression was not strange, but there was still a hint of strangeness in his eyes.
"Are you okay?" Lu Banxia realized something was wrong halfway through and kept enduring it. But he still couldn't help but speak. He didn't look very good.
"It's okay." When Li Yueqi heard her words, his frown relaxed, and a forced smile emerged from the corner of his mouth.
Lu Banxia didn't believe it. The temperature in the car was not too low, but it was not so hot that he would sweat. There were dense beads of sweat on his forehead...
"Stop the car and I'll drive!"
Li Yueqi refused simply: "No, just cross the intersection and you'll be home."
Lu Banxia didn't say anything more. She couldn't stop him, but she was afraid that the result would be worse. Men are all good-looking, and she didn't want to argue with him in this regard. It was pointless.
After all, he got home safely. Li Yueqi changed his shoes at the entrance and said in a slightly apologetic tone: "I still have some things to deal with after I go to court. I'll deal with them first."
After the sound fell, he turned and walked towards the study.
Lu Banxia stood at the entrance, staring at his back with cold eyes. He was obviously pale, so he was still trying to show off.
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Li Yueqi walked to the study room and closed the door. The expression he tried so hard to maintain finally collapsed. He held his stomach tightly with his fingers and staggered towards the desk. His movements were messy and trembling. You can imagine how painful it was.
In order not to let Lu Banxia notice anything strange, he endured it all the way. If it weren't for Banxia still in the car, he would have fainted.
The things in the drawer were rummaged through, and I finally found the pill box and hurriedly swallowed two pills. I was so hasty that I even dropped a few pills on the carpet.
There was no water in the study, so he had to swallow dryly. The bitter, hard pills were like a knife cutting through his throat, causing blood to ooze from the pain.
Sitting slumped on the chair, he kept taking deep breaths to adjust himself. He put his arms on the table, lowered his head and rested his forehead on his arms, hiding his unbearable expression in the darkness.
No one can see it!
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Lu Banxia didn't even change his clothes outside. He pulled up his hair and rolled up his sleeves. He slowly started washing rice and making porridge in the kitchen. There were two vegetables in the refrigerator, which he stir-fried.
By the time everything was done, it was already an hour later. She estimated that it was almost time and turned around to knock on Li Yueqi's study door.
"Enter."
Li Yueqi's complexion had improved a lot, and the sweat on his forehead had not yet dried. When he saw her standing at the door holding a glass of warm water, his eyes froze for a second.
Lu Banxia placed the water cup in front of him without mentioning anything about what happened before, "The porridge is almost ready. You can eat some with me later."
She said "you stay with me" instead of "I stay with you!"
She had clearly dined with Murong Zhuang, so how could she be hungry now? She said this just to cooperate with him and protect his face.
He didn't want her to see his embarrassment, so she would turn a blind eye. He wanted to maintain his face, so she would cooperate with him.
Between husband and wife, one of them must know how to give in.
Some people say that two proud people cannot love each other. The more they love each other, the more they will hurt each other.
Lu Banxia thought, maybe that’s because they don’t love each other enough!
If you really love, you are willing to give in, like yourself at this moment.
Li Yueqi's thick, fan-like eyelashes trembled, and the hand holding the water glass stiffened for a moment. A faint smile escaped from his thin lips, "...Xia Xia."
There is warmth and indulgence in his eyes.
Lu Banxia didn't speak. The hand holding the tissue had already wiped the sweat off his forehead, "Let's go to the restaurant."
After the sound fell, he took back his hand and left first, giving him a few minutes to calm down.
Three minutes later, Li Yueqi came out and smelled the strong aroma of porridge and two light stir-fry dishes. She knew his taste and always disliked heavy oil.
Lu Banxia knew it but didn't mention it, feeling a little sad in her heart.
They had been married for several years and had the same dream but she had never known that his stomach was so bad, that it was worse than her own.
In fact, this really can't be blamed on Lu Banxia, because after marriage, Li Yueqi spent very little time with her. Even when they fell in love, both of them were busy with their respective careers. It was enough to sit down and have a meal together.
It was so rare that she would notice such a minute detail.
Li Yueqi and Lu Banxia have completely different personalities. Li Yueqi was so focused on work that he forgot to eat or sleep. In those days, he was studying and working part-time at the same time. It was normal for him not to eat or drink during a busy day.
The stomachache was a legacy from that time. He had always hidden it very well. No one, not even you or Murong Zhuang, knew that he had such a serious stomachache.
Lu Banxia lives in a superior family background and has been cared for by her mother since she was a child. Her emotional world is dark and cold, but she is a very rational woman. Even if her heart is bleeding, even if she is in pain, she will force herself to eat.
Force yourself to live and use your best attitude.
No matter how busy she is at work, she will remember to eat three meals on time. Sometimes she really can't spare time, so she will prepare dates, chocolate, and compressed biscuits in her briefcase in advance to replenish her energy at any time.
Li Yueqi wanted to take care of her as a little woman, but he didn't know that Lu Banxia was an independent woman. She could always take good care of herself without anyone else.
Just to cooperate with Li Yueqi, she silently cooperated to be taken care of and did not use her actions and habits to hurt his man's self-esteem.
It’s not that two proud people can’t love each other, they just don’t love each other enough to be willing to give in!
Lu Banxia ate very little because he had had a meal, so he spent most of the time watching Li Yue pray for his food. He ate gracefully and gracefully, without the bad habits of other men, and even the fingers holding the chopsticks seemed to be prettier than others.
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"...Xia Xia!" When Lu Banxia was packing her things, Li Yueqi held her hand, his voice low and full of affection.
Lu Banxia stopped and looked at him, his dark eyes reflecting on her, "Thank you!" Her considerate behavior made warmth surge in her heart.
She withdrew her hand and said in a calm voice: "Everything in this world will leave us, but our body will accompany us until the day we die!"
If you don't take good care of your body, then no one will take good care of you!
She is not angry that he hid her, but she will be angry because he did not take good care of her body. If a couple spends this life without wind and rain, and they are separated before old age and death, it will only be a few years! But if there is something wrong with the body
, it will be decades before we die, it is really too cruel and uncomfortable.
Li Yueqi heard the meaning of her words, stood up and hugged her, probably because there was something warm in his stomach, his face softened a lot, and his voice became softer, "Young and frivolous, I don't know how to cherish my body, and I can't do that now."
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In order to support her for the rest of his life, he would not squander his health and youth like before, but would take good care of his body.
I never let her know because I was afraid that she would be worried, but also because I was afraid that she wouldn't be worried!
"Li Yueqi." Lu Banxia put down the things in his hands, turned around and looked at him seriously, his voice was cold, not like he was joking: "If anything happens to you in the future, I will not be a widow for you. On the contrary, I will be with you."
Get married within the year!"
Everyone is dead, and she won't live her whole life holding on to a cold house and hurtful memories.
Lu Banxia can’t be that stupid!
Li Yueqi's face froze, and he pursed his thin lips. Before he could speak, he heard her say again: "If anything happens to me, I hope you will marry me again. It doesn't matter whether you remember me or not!"
If she dies and there is nothing left, then it makes no sense whether Li Yueqi remembers him or not.
"No!" Li Yueqi held her fingers and tightened his strength, "You have forgotten that I said that when we are old and I say it is okay to die, then we can die together!"
Until then, there will be no farewell!
Lu Banxia was almost suffocating as she was hugged tightly by him. She said nothing. Li Yueqi's words were an illusion after all. Unless they sacrificed their lives for love, they would not die together.
If Li Yueqi was the one who left first, she could be sure that she would not die for her love.
How could someone as arrogant as she choose to end her life in such a weak way as suicide!
Why didn't she refute his childish and unrealistic ideas? Perhaps, deep down in her heart, she actually longed to advance and retreat together with him.
Over the years, Lu Heng had abandoned her, Lu Chuan had abandoned her, her mother had left her, and Bai Ziyan had also left. She grew up in this city, but she had nothing. Her life was so hollow that it was numb, without any light or heat.
She and Your Excellency worked hard and worried about this country day and night, but she would often stand on the top floor of the Presidential Palace in a daze. Looking at this bustling city, she would feel like a rootless duckweed.
Wherever the wind blows, she goes there without any control over herself.
She really doesn’t want to experience loss and being abandoned again!
Before she met Li Yueqi, she had feelings for Lu Chuan and Bai Ziyan, but she was able to restrain herself in everything, be calm and shrewd, and even if she was hurt, it was just depression in her heart. But since meeting Li Yueqi, her world seems to have completely changed.
Perhaps life is like this. It is destined that after meeting that person, all the joys and sorrows that have been preserved for many years will be pinned on that person. All the determination and wisdom will collapse suddenly, and any attempt to extricate yourself from the fall is a luxury.
He didn't want to reveal his relationship with Lu Zijing, so she didn't press him. As long as he could do it, aboveboard, without a trace of deviance or adultery, she could choose to believe him. She was not unreasonable and had no regard for herself.
Confident woman.
Between husband and wife, she is willing to give him sufficient trust.
However, no matter how deep the trust she gives now, the disappointment and wounds in the future will be deep and painful.
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Gu Mingxi flew to Country M because of Ji Yerong's death, went to the Presidential Palace and slapped Lian Mo in public, then turned around and left without saying a word, without even seeing Yun Yingluo.
This shows how much Ji Yerong's death dealt a huge blow to Gu Mingxi.
In the eyes of outsiders, people living at the top are glamorous, powerful, and live a nobler and more elegant life than anyone else, but no one knows that people like them live a harder, humbler, and even numb life than anyone else.
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I have experienced too many joys and sorrows, life and death, and even though I am twenty years old, I still feel like I have sailed through a thousand sails at sixty.
After Gu Mingxi came back, he locked himself in the room and saw no one. He didn't eat much, and he was also bombarded out.
Your Excellency has obviously been out of mood at work recently, and anyone with a discerning eye can see why. Lu Banxia thought about it, and finally said: "I'm going to see Madam."
Long Pei hesitated for a few seconds and nodded: "Okay." He didn't dare to force Ming Xi to see him, probably because of the incident about jumping into the sea a few years ago!
Those were memories that he and Gu Mingxi never mentioned. Not mentioning them didn't mean they didn't exist. He didn't want Mingxi to think of that sad past because of Ji Yerong's incident, and he was careful not to appear in her sight frequently.
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Love deeply without any regrets.
That's it in plain words.
Ming Xi is like this.
Long Pei is like this.
They will be the same in the future!
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When Lu Banxia arrived at Mingzhengju, the setting sun happened to be setting, and the rays of light made Mingzhengju extremely gorgeous and beautiful.
Gu Mingxi sat alone under the pear tree behind the house in a daze, with an indifferent look on his face, as if he was drifting away with the wind.
No wonder you have been feeling agitated and restless.
There is nothing more frustrating than not being able to catch the wind.
Gu Mingxi felt someone was looking at her, and turned her head to see it was her. She was a little surprised, "You don't have to listen to Ah Pei in everything."
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Today is a new route, the situation is unknown, and I am not sure about tomorrow’s update. I will try my best to write more on the plane! Keep to 4000-6000 words per day!