Lu Banxia is a woman who is too rational and decisive. She rarely procrastinates emotionally. Compared with being entangled, giving up always has the advantages of being humble and dignified. She would rather give up and lick her wounds in loneliness than let go.
Pride and self-respect go to humble begging.
However, being too rational and decisive in a relationship is not a good thing, especially when the other party wants to get involved.
Lu Banxia is no longer the Lu Banxia she was two years ago. Even though she is rational and calm, her body can no longer resist and she is held strongly in his arms. Perhaps, she can be more ruthless and kick his injured knee.
After a few seconds of hesitation, I finally gave up.
We can't be a couple, and we don't want to become enemies and hurt each other like this.
Li Yueqi was undoubtedly out of control. His powerful arms tightened and he hugged her tightly without any gaps, a hug that was two years late. His soft body and familiar breath lingered around him, like a dream.
Lu Banxia had resentment in his heart, but he didn't.
"Xia Xia, I will not agree to divorce." Li Yueqi said solemnly, his attitude as firm as iron.
Lu Banxia's hands fell down without struggling, nor did she respond to him. Li Yueqi waited for a while and realized something was wrong. All her body strength was on him. He turned his head to look at her pale and bloodless cheeks, and his heart skipped a beat.
He tightened his voice and said with panic in his voice: "...Xia Xia!"
While Lu Banxia was struggling with him, she felt dizzy. Although her reason told her not to faint in front of him, she still couldn't resist the severe dizziness and fainted in his arms.
Li Yueqi had been calm and calm no matter what he faced for so many years, and no matter how difficult the case was, he never got into chaos. But the moment Lu Banxia fainted in his arms, he really felt that the world had collapsed and his soul was torn apart.
For the first time, I was at a loss and my mind was in a state of confusion. All I could do was hold her and call her constantly. It took several minutes before I realized how to take her to the hospital.
After holding Lu Banxia in his arms and sitting in the car, he realized that she was even thinner than two years ago, so skinny that her bones felt heavy in his arms. Her heart was being grasped by invisible hands, and she was so dull that she could not breathe normally.
Her face was very pale and without any blood, and her hands were very cold. It was obviously summer!
"Xia Xia...I'm sorry!"
He reached out to brush away the hair covering her face, lowered his head and pressed his forehead against hers, murmuring softly.
Belated apology!
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At the hospital, Lu Banxia was sent to the emergency room. Various examinations came and went. Li Yueqi was waiting outside in a nervous mood. Every minute and every second was a kind of torture, and the seconds lasted like years. Because his leg was injured,
He hugged Lu Banxia all the way, which seemed to aggravate his leg injury. At the moment, he was in excruciating pain, and there were thin beads of sweat on his forehead. His attention was entirely on Lu Banxia in the emergency room, and he had no time to take care of his own pain.
Until the end of the examination, Lu Banxia did not wake up. The doctor asked the nurse to take her to the ward, but Li Yueqi was called by the doctor to the office for a detailed discussion.
The atmosphere was strangely cold. When Li Yueqi heard the doctor say that she had had a miscarriage, she nodded and admitted that she had an accidental miscarriage two years ago.
After hearing this, the doctor shook his head and said: According to the time calculation, her miscarriage should have been a year and a half ago. For example, sir, you said that she had already had a miscarriage before, and her body has already produced antibodies. If she gets pregnant again and the child is positive, it is easy for the child to have a miscarriage.
Hemolysis, causing stillbirth!
The doctor is sure that her second pregnancy was hemolytic
When Li Yueqi heard this, it was like a bolt from the blue, and his whole body froze. He had a miscarriage a year and a half ago, how could this be possible?
The doctor told him based on the test results that Lu Banxia's blood type is very special, Rh negative AB blood. In country C, about 0.4% of people have Rh negative blood type. Among them, about 0.10% of people have Rh negative type A blood; Rh negative
About 0.10% of people have type B blood; about 0.10% of people have Rh-negative blood type O; about 0.04% of people have Rh-negative blood type AB.
Neonatal hemolysis, if the mother is Rh-negative and the fetus is Rh-positive, is susceptible to "Rh hemolytic disease". Rh blood group incompatibility hemolysis usually occurs after the second child, and each child is more severe than the last.
Unless the father has an RH negative blood type, then the child will be 100% RH negative and there will be no problem of neonatal hemolysis.
But Li Yueqi is not.
Lu Banxia's physique was originally very good, but she suffered two miscarriages within a year, which caused her body to be unable to bear the load. Her blood was special and she could not undergo blood transfusions after losing blood. She could only rely on her own hematopoietic ability to slowly recover; a year and a half ago
The miscarriage was too damaging to her body, which was why she often fainted.
Li Yueqi returned to the ward in a daze, his mind completely blank. He looked at Lu Banxia's pale cheeks, which looked so thin that it was heartbreaking. Thinking of her two miscarriages, his heart was cut like a knife.
I still remember her light shooting basket in Ning'an, the sun shining on her body, her confidence and publicity are revealed in her bones, but in just over a year, she has become so thin, lying on the bed breathing
It seems to be there but not there, as if it will disappear at any time.
He stretched his fingers in front of her, just a little bit. His fingertips trembled violently. He didn't dare to touch her for the first time, as if she was a porcelain doll that would break if touched.
The eagle's eyes were scarlet, and he bit his lip tightly, as if it was a thorn in his throat. He couldn't swallow, was in pain, and was swept by despair and madness, as if he wanted to completely destroy everything!
The light in his eyes has been shattered, and the doctor's words are still lingering in his ears——
The miscarriage destroyed not only her body, but also her psychological defense. The patient's blood contained antidepressant drugs. Although it was in the early stages, depression should not be underestimated. Her appetite should not be very good, because depression can cause
Her anorexia.
Miscarriage, depression, anorexia, every word is painful.
He didn't know that she had gone through so many things in the past two years, let alone how she spent those torturous days and nights.
He retracted his hand, tightly grasped her cold fingertips, and placed her hand on his cheek. Something like crystal flashed in the corners of his eyes.
——The patient's blood type is too special. Her body has been emptied out by two miscarriages. I suggest that it is better not to get pregnant again. Otherwise, miscarriage is a trivial matter. Once the blood loss is excessive, there is no RH-negative AB blood transfusion.
Even adults can't save her!
He finally knew why she hated him so much, and finally understood why she insisted on getting a divorce!
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Thick and curled eyelashes quietly covered the eyes, casting a green shadow. Suddenly there was a tremor, and he slowly opened his eyes, and what came into view was his clear face.
"Xia Xia..." Seeing her wake up, Li Yueqi's brows were filled with joy, and he asked with concern: "Is there something wrong?"
Lu Banxia looked at him quietly for three seconds, her eyes fell on the hand held by him, and then withdrew her hand, without saying a word.
"——Xia Xia!" He started, but stopped talking.
"Get out." Her voice was a little cold, and her eyes no longer looked at him.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Why did you have to carry it all alone, in pain and suffering? The first time was because of a misunderstanding, he didn't receive the call, she had a miscarriage, and he wasn't with her, so why the second time?
Don't tell him!
Lu Banxia's heart ached with shock, but she didn't expect that he still knew.
I didn't originally intend to let him know.
His fingers fell on his flat belly, his eyes were dry, and his white teeth secretly bit his tender lips.
What to tell him?
Tell him that because of the miscarriage of her first child, every child she carries in the future is likely to be hemolyzed and aborted, and then let others know that she is a woman who cannot have children, giving Lu Zijin the opportunity to laugh at her as a woman who cannot lay eggs.
hen?
Unless there is a man with the same blood type as her.
Is this possible?
"Go away!" The last thing she wanted to see now was him.
Li Yueqi grabbed her hand again. Lu Banxia tried to break away, but he held it harder. With his other hand, he unbuttoned his collar, revealing something shiny and silver.
Lu Banxia paused when he saw it.
Li Yueqi untied the necklace around his neck, and what hung was a wedding ring. Lu Banxia had taken off this wedding ring twice. The first time he put it in the study, he forcefully put it on her in the Presidential Palace, warning her not to allow it.
Take it off again.
The second time she threw the ring at her mother's cemetery, but unexpectedly he picked it up and it has been hanging around her neck for the past two years.
"Xia Xia, it's okay... We don't want children. It's enough for the two of us to be together in this life!" He said hoarsely, clasped her hand tightly, and put the ring on her finger again despite her objections.
superior.
The night before Lu Banxia left two years ago, Lu Zijin once asked him: "Li Yueqi, if you are willing to divorce Lu Banxia and be with me, I am willing to drop everything and live a good life with you, and never target her again."
, and I won’t compete with her! Do you think this is good?”
At that time, Li Yueqi was silent for a long time. When Lu Zijin came over to hug his arm, he coldly pushed her hand away, closed the computer, and said decisively: "That's enough, Lu Zijin! No matter what, everything
Is it interesting that you want to grab everything Ban Xia has? I can help you reach the top of your career, but I also warn you, don’t do these boring things to hurt Xia Xia again, otherwise I will let you and Lu Chuan
Double return!"
Lu Zi looked at him with complicated eyes for a long time, always feeling that he couldn't see through Li Yueqi and what was he still hiding. "What do you mean?"
"When the situation in Country M is stable, I will find a way for Xia Xia to settle in Country M with me! Before that, I will help you become a gold medal lawyer. In the same way, Xia Xia's life experience will become an eternal secret!"
He originally wanted to use Lu Zijin to take revenge on the Lu family, but this involved Lu Banxia and Lu Chuan, who had never let go of Banxia. Seeing Lu Banxia's strong reaction to Lu Zijin's sex with him, he knew he shouldn't continue.
Between hatred and Pinellia ternata, he chose Pinellia ternata after careful consideration.
What he didn't expect was that Banxia disappeared. She resigned from her post and left the capital without a trace! For a moment, he was angry and anxious, angry at her cruelty, determined, and anxious that he could not find her. That kind of worrying attachment was very satisfying.
Be tortured!
In the past two years, while he was looking for Lu Banxia, he also helped Lu Zijing in his career as agreed. Faced with Lu Zijing's occasional sexual behavior, he was indifferent and warned her to restrain herself; Lu Zijing no longer did anything more
What, it's just because of their cooperation at work that the outside world easily misunderstood their relationship.
He was too lazy to pay attention to the rumors from the outside world. Such things would only become darker and darker, and he also asked Lu Zijing not to talk nonsense in front of the media. Lu Zijing didn't say anything, but it was obvious that the outside world's random speculation about them was getting more and more rampant!
After a year and a half, he didn't have any news about Banxia. He had no choice but to use the most unreasonable method to appear in front of the public media! He acquiesced in the rumors and borrowed Lu Zijin's relationship.
Force her to show up.
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Lu Banxia looked at him with clear eyes. He was not moved at all by his words, nor did he react at all when he saw the wedding ring. When he reached out to pull out the needle on the other hand, he didn't even blink. The blood flowed back, and
Pale skin creates a stark contrast!
Li Yueqi tried to hold her hand but failed. Lu Banxia got up and walked to the window. The blood on his hand covered the entire hand and fell drop by drop on the white floor tiles.
"You don't want children, do you think I should be grateful to you? Do you think picking up the wedding ring can change the problems between us?" Lu Banxia looked at him expressionlessly, reached out and pulled out the ring in his hand, and threw it directly from the window.
When he went out, his voice was cold: "I tell you, no!"
Li Yueqi raised his eyes, and it was too late to stop him. He turned around and wanted to go downstairs to look for her.
Lu Banxia looked at his tall figure, bit her lip and said, "Even if you find it back, I will throw it away!"
Li Yueqi paused for a moment, turned around, and said to her seriously: "Even if you throw it away for the hundredth time, I will get it back for the one hundred and first time!"
He hasn't given up yet, and she can't give up easily either.
Before Li Yueqi went down, she found a nurse to give her another infusion. She didn't value her body, but he did.
When the nurse came, Lu Banxia refused to give her an infusion. These drugs only treated the symptoms but not the root cause. It didn’t matter whether she was given or not. She wanted to be discharged from the hospital, but the doctor stopped her and required further observation*.
Outside the window of the ward was a piece of grass and an artificial fountain. Li Yueqi squatted on the green ground and searched carefully inch by inch. His hand wearing a wedding ring kept picking apart the green grass. Some of the grass blades were jagged and cut his finger.
Bright red blood seeped out bit by bit.
His legs began to hurt again. Even so, he continued to search until the second half of the night. After searching the entire grass carpet, he locked his target on the fountain. Without any hesitation, he stepped directly into the fountain where the water was knee-deep, looking for the wedding ring.
Lu Banxia was not discharged from the hospital, nor did she continue the infusion. She kept standing at the window and watched him carefully looking for the wedding ring.
It's just a ring. Does he need to put so much thought into it?
Or do you want to change her decision in this way?
The fountain is large, the water is deep, and the light at night is not very good, making it even more difficult to find. I don’t know if it is because of the moonlight, but his face looks very pale, and the thin beads of sweat on his forehead are shining in the moonlight.
But he kept staring at the water, groping with his fingers bit by bit, not missing an inch.
It rained in the capital in the early morning. It rained quickly and fiercely. Within a few dozen seconds, his whole body was soaked. The water splashed into the fountain, making the search more difficult. He held the borrowed flashlight.
, still unwilling to give up searching.
Lu Banxia also stood at the window for nearly a night, feeling dizzy. She borrowed a phone from the nurse on duty and dialed a number. Before the other party could speak, she said, "Xingtian, come to the hospital to pick me up."
Li Yueqi carried her over. He had no money and no mobile phone. Apart from Xing Tian, she didn't know who could help her at this time!
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Half an hour after Xingtian arrived at the hospital, the heavy rain turned into a light drizzle. Lu Banxia stood at the door of the hospital.
Lu Banxia answered calmly: "Nothing."
Passing by him and getting into the car, Xing Tian's eyes flashed with hesitation. After getting in the car, he couldn't help but ask: "He is also in the hospital!"
It's a statement, not a question.
Lu Banxia's silence was tantamount to acquiescence.
Xing Tian didn't say anything else, started the car and drove away. Light rain pattered on the car window, and the streetlight dimmed and flashed across Lu Banxia's pale face. Her eyes remained outside the car window, and it was obvious that there was no conversation (desire).
see.
The words rolled around on the tip of my tongue a few times, and were finally swallowed back into my stomach. The hands holding the steering wheel couldn't help but tighten, with looming veins, and I tried my best to suppress my emotions.
She is still Li Yueqi's wife. There are some things that he cannot say and is not qualified to say.
He could see how determined she was in dealing with the matter of divorce; he could also imagine how reluctant Li Yueqi was to divorce.
When she is not single, you can only act as a friend and extend a kind hand when she needs it, and try not to cause her more trouble.
Before his heart fell in love with Lu Banxia, his emotional world was blank. Apart from training and missions, he didn't think about anything else. After meeting Lu Banxia and falling in love, he realized that his heart would also be uneasy because of a woman, and he would often worry about it.
For her well-being.
Being too close for fear of scaring her, being too far away but reluctant to let go, this kind of torture is really too much.
He didn't have any experience in love, and he didn't know how to get along with a girl he liked. Especially since Lu Banxia's situation was so special, he didn't dare to reveal too much, let alone say anything to her at this moment.
The only thing I can do now is to wait, but when the time comes, sometimes it really feels like it’s a long way off!
The car stopped at the gate of the community. The rain had stopped. Lu Banxia unbuckled his seat belt and said to him: "Thank you!"
Xing Tian smiled: "Lu Banxia, there is no need to be so polite between friends."
"I, I don't know, and I'm not used to it!" Before Xingtian, Lu Banxia actually had no friends, let alone female best friends. She had always been a loner, and didn't like to owe or be owed to others, but she didn't
I thought I would owe Xingtian so many times.
"Then we'll get used to it slowly." Xing Tian thought that maybe starting from friends would not be a bad thing for her to get used to his existence!
Lu Banxia looked slightly stunned. She didn't know what to say. She just pursed her lips and showed a light smile, "Good night."
"Good morning, Lu Banxia!" The east is already glowing with fish belly white, it's morning now!
Lu Banxia got out of the car and was about to walk in. When she heard the sound of the car door opening from behind, she stopped and looked back at him.
Xing Tian walked up to her and put the coat in his hand on her body, "It's cold, don't catch a cold." His voice paused for a moment and then said, "Lu Banxia, I'm very happy."
I'm glad you took the initiative to call me!
"What?" Lu Banxia didn't understand what he meant for a while.
"Nothing!" Xing Tian grabbed his broken hair and narrowed his eyes into a thin line when he smiled, but the dazzling light could not be blocked.
Lu Banxia narrowed her eyes, looked at him deeply, turned around and walked in without asking any more questions.
Xing Tian kept standing there, watching her back disappear into the darkness, with a smile on his lips. It seemed that the two years of waiting were worth it for her proactive phone call.
He doesn't know how much he likes her, and he doesn't know if he will like someone else in the future, but for now, he still wants to wait for her and give her a little more time. As long as he slows down and waits for her,
I believe they will have the opportunity to move forward side by side.
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That morning, the inpatient department of the hospital seemed particularly lively, not because some big shot was admitted or because something good happened, but because in the fountain downstairs of the inpatient department there was a man looking for something under the scorching sun.
The rain in the early morning soaked his clothes, and the scorching sun in the morning dried his clothes. After that, the moisture on his clothes was all sweat...
If a ring can be retrieved no matter how many times it is thrown away, then can a lost heart be retrieved again and again? The answer is I don’t know, but as long as there is a one in a thousand chance, he wants to give it a try.
The sun was scorching hot, and at first the onlookers were talking a lot. As the weather got hotter and hotter, everyone hid in air-conditioned rooms to escape the heat. After all, watching the excitement was far less important than avoiding the heat.
There were also people who tried hard to persuade him not to look for them anymore. Li Yueqi seemed not to hear them, his face was unusually red, and his eyes were fixed on the fountain.
He has found this damn place thousands of times, but still can't find it.
My legs were already hurting*, and I couldn't help shaking. I couldn't even stand firmly. There were pebbles under my feet. I accidentally fell into the fountain, and the water splashed everywhere.
Li Yueqi tried to stand up, but failed. He grabbed a handful of pebbles in his hand, and his palms hurt from the pile of pebbles. The corner of his eyes inadvertently saw a silver light shining under a large pebble, and a smile instantly overflowed from his dry and thin lips.