Lu Banxia paused and turned around. Li Yueqi raised his arm and slowly opened his fist. The wedding ring that she had discarded three times lay in the palm of her hand, as if it was her whole life, destined to be a lifetime.
He held it in his hand.
She should turn away and leave, she should ignore the warmth in his eyes, but -
The calm lake in my heart still had ripples, spreading out in circles. There was nowhere to vent my resentment, and it crashed into my chest, torturing myself.
How long has he been looking for?
He stared at her quietly, with a gentle smile on his thin lips, and kept raising his arms, as if holding up evidence of their love for each other.
He spent a day and a half looking for the wedding ring, stayed up all night, and got caught in the rain. When he found it, she had already left. When he passed out in the corridor, he had a fever of 4°C, which frightened the doctors and nurses.
When I woke up in the evening and saw you, my body temperature was still 9°C. The fever subsided around five o'clock in the morning. In fact, now that he speaks, his throat hurts like a knife!
But all this is insignificant compared to her.
Xia Xia, I know you want to provoke me to have this operation, but now is not the time, really not the time...
"There is no reason to pick up what I, Lu Banxia, have decided to throw away."
Li Yue prayed, walked up to her, took her hand and put the wedding ring on her finger, with a faint smile on his pale lips: "You didn't pick it up, I gave it to you!"
The cool ring wrapped around her finger again. Lu Banxia reacted and pushed him away instinctively, not wanting to be tied up by this relationship again. The strength was not controlled well. Li Yueqi's illness was not yet recovered, and his calf hit him when he stepped back*
On the headboard, he groaned in pain, and his face instantly turned pale...
"...Li Yueqi!" Lu Banxia was startled and wanted to reach out to support him, but stopped before his hand could touch his arm and hesitated.
What hit him was his injured leg, which must have been very painful. He bent down and covered the bandage, biting his lip, as if he was trying his best to endure it.
She didn't mean to hurt him, it was an honest mistake, but...does she still care about him?
I don't want to care, I don't want to pay attention, but my mind seems to be entangled in something, airtight, unable to breathe, and can't bear to turn around and leave.
Seeing him squatting down in pain, he couldn't bear it anymore, so he paused and held his shoulders, "I'll help you!"
Li Yueqi looked sideways at her delicate profile, with a smile on his lips, "Xia Xia, you still care about me!"
Lu Banxia didn't speak or explain, and helped him sit on the hospital bed. Li Yueqi took the opportunity to hold her hand and refused to let go, "Xia Xia, stay with me for a while!"
"Let go!" She said with a cold face.
Li Yueqi held her hand tighter and whispered softly: "Give me some time!"
Lu Banxia looked at him with confusion in his eyes - "Give me some time, what do you mean?"
"Give me some time for everything you want to know, including the surgery." He relaxed. If she must know, he could tell her that he would also do the surgery. As long as she wanted to do it herself,
He will try to do it.
"These are two different things from our divorce."
Lu Banxia looked at him, with a calm expression on his face, and said extremely calmly: "The feelings I gave you have been squandered by you, and I will not make the same mistake again. Li Yueqi, please recognize the fact, it is no longer possible for us!"
The hand holding her was a little stiff, but he refused to give up and let go.
"Then don't have any feelings..." he said, and she was stunned.
"You didn't have me in your heart when you married me in the first place. We were still married then, and we can still be married now!" Li Yueqi looked at her, his hoarse voice filled with coolness, dejection and calmness: "
The complete Li Yueqi and Lu Banxia did not piece together a complete one, maybe the incomplete Li Yueqi and the incomplete Lu Banxia can piece together a complete one!"
It is very likely that she will not have children in the future, which is a kind of disability. He will most likely rely on a wheelchair to live his whole life in the future, which is also a kind of disability. Two incomplete people may become a complete person when put together!
Lu Banxia was shocked because of his words.
The conversation did not continue because Murong Zhuang came back. He bought three breakfasts. Lu Banxia took them without moving, put them down, said sorry, and left in a hurry.
Murong Zhuang withdrew his searching eyes from the empty door, looked at Li Yueqi, and asked without warning: "Have you found out who her father is!"
Li Yueqi did not answer, but asked him: "I remember that you have a friend who is an authority in the psychological world. Can you give me your contact information?"
"Are you having a mental problem?" Murong Zhuang asked with concern.
Li Yueqi looked solemn, sighed deeply, and uttered three words: "It's Xia Xia!"
Murong Zhuang was stunned.
Would a tough woman like Lu Banxia have psychological problems?
Who would believe it!
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Lu Banxia received a call from Murong Zhuang asking her to have tea three days later. When she went to the tea house, she saw another elder. Murong Zhuang introduced her: "This is my good friend Zhong Jingnian."
"Hello, Uncle Zhong." Lu Banxia said softly.
"Hello, Lu Banxia, I know you." Zhong Jinnian is similar in age to Murong Zhuang. When he smiles, his eyes narrow into a line, which makes people feel inexplicably warm in their hearts.
Murong Zhuang stood up: "You guys chat, I'll go to the bathroom."
Lu Banxia sat down and took over the job of making tea at Murong Village. Zhong Jinnian said gently: "I was actually a little surprised when I learned that you were resigning. Your performance in the political arena has always been outstanding."
"I'm just your assistant, a job, that's all!" Lu Banxia replied in an unabashed manner. He was not overly proud or arrogant because he was once the Secretary-General of the Presidential Palace.
On the contrary, she is more humble than anyone else.
Zhong Jingnian smiled: "There are very few young people nowadays who are as calm as you."
Lu Banxia put down the tweezers in her hands, closed the lid of the pot, wiped her fingers with a towel, looked at him and said, "Uncle Zhong, I know you are an authority in the psychological world."
Zhong Jingnian was stunned: "You are really smart and straightforward!" People like them have a habit of speaking speciously and don't like to point out the truth.
Lu Banxia said: "I have seen a psychiatrist and have been taking medication. My anorexia is gradually getting better. Uncle Zhong can tell my father the truth."
Zhong Jingnian looked at her with more and more admiration. It was a blessing for such a smart woman to become Murong Zhuang's daughter-in-law.
"Can I see the medicine you are taking now?"
Lu Banxia took out a white bottle from her bag and handed it to him. Maybe the proud Lu Banxia would not show her illness naked to others so straightforwardly, but she didn't want to worry Murong Zhuang.
Zhong Jinnian is a very authoritative psychiatrist, and she also hopes to use him to help her!
Proud people are not only proud in their bones, but also know how to save themselves.
Zhong Jingnian looked at the medicine, narrowed his eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Your situation is relatively optimistic and you don't need to take such medicine. Tomorrow you go to my clinic and I will prescribe you a medicine recently developed in the UK. It will be effective for your anorexia."
help!"
"Thanks!"
"Thank you yourself." Zhong Jingnian smiled, "You are the most cooperative and cooperative patient among all the patients I have ever seen."
A faint smile spread across Lu Banxia's lips, and she said: "Only the living are qualified to have dignity!"
Zhong Jingnian was deeply shocked by her words. It was such a rare thing to have such an understanding at such a young age. Many people could not understand things in their whole life, but to her it seemed that they were just words.
talk.
Later, when Zhong Jinnian was chatting with Murong Zhuang, he said to Murong Zhuang: "Your son married an amazing woman."
Murong Zhuang smiled and said nothing. The appreciation and pride in his eyes were easy to see.
The excellence of Li Yueqi, the excellence of Lu Banxia, and the excellence of these two children make him, a judge with a global reputation, proud!
Lu Banxia stayed with the two elders in the tea room for a long time. He went to the bathroom in the middle and unexpectedly bumped into someone.
Lu Zijin took on a new case. The client liked drinking tea very much, so she arranged to meet here. She was also surprised to meet Lu Banxia.
"Li Yueqi is hospitalized. It's rare that you are still in the mood to drink tea here."
Lu Banxia stood in front of the mirror and washed her hands. She didn't look at her again, and turned around to leave as if she hadn't heard anything.
Lu Zijin stopped in front of her, Lu Banxia narrowed her eyes and said in a deep voice: "A good dog doesn't block the way."
"Lu Banxia, don't involve Lu Chuan in our grudges!" When Lu Zijin said this, his tone was obviously unconfident.
Maybe I shouldn't worry about Lu Chuan anymore, I shouldn't have hope for that cruel man, but I don't want to see him and Lu Banxia continue to be entangled.
He can be with anyone, except Lu Banxia!
"Grudges?" Lu Banxia raised his eyebrows and sneered at the corner of his mouth: "You take yourself too seriously."
"I just say this time, don't provoke Lu Chuan again!" Lu Zijin took out the medicine box from his bag and handed it to her: "This is Li Yueqi's medicine. I asked my classmate to send it back from the UK.
His legs are good!”
Lu Banxia's eyes fell on the white medicine box, but he didn't take it for a long time.
Lu Zijing stuffed the pill box directly into her palm, with a hint of understanding and complexity in her beautiful eyes, and her tone was slightly cold: "I think your divorce may not be that easy, don't worry, I will wait slowly."
After saying that, he passed by Lu Banxia and walked out of the bathroom.
Lu Banxia was stunned for a few seconds, then strode out of the bathroom, his eyes shining on her back, "Lu Zijin!"
She stopped and looked back at Lu Banxia.
"Do you like picking up my old shoes that much?" The tone was extremely cold.
Lu Zijin's face turned pale, and before he could answer, Lu Banxia threw the pill box into the trash can, "I never help others transfer things!"
Thinking of Lu Zijing being by his side in the past two years, thinking of the countless times when Lu Zijing handed him medicine when his legs hurt, there was burning pain and nameless anger in his heart, and the silver light that caught the corner of his eyes felt dazzling.
,disgust.
Lu Zijing was stunned for a while, then laughed inexplicably, "I suddenly feel that Li Yueqi is really pitiful!"
Lu Banxia frowned, not understanding the meaning of her words.
"Lu Banxia, a woman like you will never understand what love is."
Lu Banxia is silent, is it because she doesn't understand love?
Someone came over from a distance, their warm eyes fell on Lu Banxia, and they said in a concerned tone: "Banxia, what's wrong?" There was a hint of coldness when the corner of his eye glanced at Lu Zijin.
"Dad." Lu Banxia walked up to him, and in Murong Zhuang's probing eyes, he said lightly: "This is Lu Zijin."
Murong Zhuang raised his eyebrows, and several keywords automatically came to mind: Lu Zijing, Li Yueqi's rumored girlfriend, Lu Banxia's unrelated sister...
Dad? When Lu Zijin heard this, her mind buzzed, and she subconsciously thought it was Lu Banxia's biological father. Later, she thought wrong. If she found her biological father, why would she return to the Lu family...
That should be Li Yueqi’s father!
"Hello, I am Li Yueqi's father. Yueqi has been taking care of you for the past two years!" Murong Zhuang's tone was light and there was no hint of happiness or anger.
Lu Zijing showed an elegant smile, "No, he has been taking care of me." His voice paused and he asked doubtfully: "You look familiar, have we met somewhere?"
Lu Banxia and Murong Zhuang looked at each other and couldn't help but sneered inwardly. Lu Zijin was really good at building relationships.
Murong Zhuang said solemnly: "We have never met. Maybe you have read the reports about me."
Video? Before Lu Zijin could remember, he heard a soft voice, "He is Murong Zhuang."
Murong Village?
That world-renowned legend in the legal world—Murong Zhuang?!
He and Li Yueqi actually have a father-son relationship...
Lu Zijin was completely shocked. She didn't even notice that Murong Zhuang and Lu Banxia left!
The person who suddenly feels miserable is - myself!
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Lu Banxia sent Murong Zhuang back to the hotel. When he returned home, he found that Li Yueqi appeared at the door again. He didn't know how long he had been waiting. Judging from the cigarette butts at the door, it seemed that the time was not short.
"Xia Xia!" He said warmly.
"Thanks!"
Li Yueqi looked stunned and was shocked by her sudden thank you.
"Thank you for your kindness, but my condition is not serious enough to bother Dr. Zhong!" Neither Murong Zhuang nor Zhong Jingnian said it clearly, but she could not have guessed that it was Li Yueqi who asked Murong Zhuang to invite Dr. Zhong.
"Your anorexia has never been cured." He said, his dark eyes filled with distress: "Anorexia is not good, it will affect your depression. I just want you to get better!"
Lu Banxia looked at the door, glanced at his slender legs from the corner of her eye, and pursed her lips: "You'd better worry about whether you will become disabled!"
Open the door and want to enter...
Li Yueqi grabbed her wrist, his expression solemn and solemn. She turned around and fell into his deep eyes unexpectedly.
"Ban Xia, when your depression gets better, I will do the surgery!"
"One week." Lu Banxia said, looking at him, her voice was very calm: "I will wait until you have the surgery to talk about the divorce."
Li Yueqi Qingjun's face changed slightly, a flash of light flashed in his eyes, and he suddenly changed the subject, "Do you have anything to eat? I don't know where I lost my keys, as well as my mobile phone and wallet. I still took the doctor's ride here.
"
Although he had a coat outside, he was wearing a hospital gown underneath.
Lu Banxia hesitated for a few seconds, then turned around and went to the kitchen to make him something to eat.
Li Yueqi breathed a sigh of relief. When he spoke just now, he was very nervous, fearing that Banxia would cruelly drive him out.
While Lu Banxia was cooking, Murong Zhuang called. He went there again and found that Li Yueqi was not in the hospital, and asked if he was at her place. He glanced sideways at Li Yueqi, who was sitting in the living room, looking a little restrained, and she told him
Murong Zhuang is here. I will take him back to the hospital later so that Murong Zhuang does not have to worry.
Murong Zhuang knew that Li Yueqi was with Lu Banxia, so he naturally wasn't worried. He said a few words of concern and hung up the phone.
There was very little food in the refrigerator, just a few green onions, eggs, and green vegetables. Lu Banxia stir-fried the green vegetables with minced garlic, fried the eggs into poached eggs, and made a bowl of noodles, sprinkled with green green onions, which smelled good.
When Li Yueqi saw him, he couldn't help but laugh when he thought of something. Yingjun's eyes were filled with ripples...
"After eating, go back to the hospital as soon as possible." After saying that, Lu Banxia turned around and wanted to go back to the room.
Li Yueqi grabbed her wrist and said sincerely: "Don't leave me alone."
Lu Banxia's heart trembled. She tried to break free from his hand but failed. Seeing his persistence, she had no choice but to sit down and urged him to eat quickly with indifferent eyes.
Li Yueqi let go of his hand and mixed the noodles with chopsticks while saying, "Do you know what I was laughing at just now?"
Lu Banxia did not answer. He asked and answered: "I remembered that I had cooked noodles for you before. The way you looked at me at that time was very special, gentle, sentimental, and touching...I was thinking that it was just a bowl of noodles, and you
How could I be so touched? Now I finally understand!"
When you have nothing, facing the person you like, even if the other person just gives you a piece of candy, it is extremely precious.
Naturally, Lu Banxia has not forgotten what happened that night. In fact, what happened between her and Li Yueqi is still vivid in her mind, and she remembers it more clearly than ever before. Perhaps because she remembers it so clearly, she feels more and more concerned about his behavior.
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Li Yueqi ate the noodles cooked by Lu Banxia in small bites, not because he was too delicate, but because he felt that this bowl of noodles was hard-earned.
It was the most delicious bowl of noodles he had ever eaten in his life.
"It's just a bowl of noodles. If you want to eat it, Lu Zijing will be willing to cook hundreds of bowls for you." Thinking of what happened in the teahouse today, Lu Zijing appeared next to Li Yueqi for this reason, but from what she brought with her
Judging from Li Yueqi's medicine box, she doesn't have any feelings for Li Yueqi!
The words "Lu Zijian" successfully made Li Yueqi put down his chopsticks, look at her intently, and purse his lips: "I will reiterate one last time, nothing has ever happened between Lu Zijin and I, not before, not now.
No, it won't happen again! What you are concerned about will definitely not happen again in the future!"
"I don't mind it anymore!"
"You're lying!" Li Yueqi retorted resolutely. If she really didn't care, she wouldn't have mentioned Lu Zijing. You must know that she hated Lu Zijing so much that she didn't even bother to mention it.
Lu Banxia pursed her lips and said nothing. She avoided his sharp eyes and said, "Eat quickly and leave after eating."
The sound fell to the ground, and he got up and went back to the room.
Li Yueqi looked at her back with deep eyes, thoughtfully.
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Lu Banxia sat on the dressing table, looking down at the ring on her finger. Li Yueqi put it on her forcefully. After Murong Zhuang returned to the ward, she forgot about it.
He took off the ring and put it on the dressing table. His indifferent expression only slowly revealed a touch of fatigue when no one was around.
His fingers slowly landed on his flat belly, and there was a wound in his eyes that could not be healed.
Two children were conceived here, both of whom eventually left her.
She didn't know she was pregnant at first. After leaving the capital, she flew to Lhasa in Xizang, the legendary place closest to heaven. She suffered from severe altitude sickness, including dizziness, headache, vomiting and lethargy. She rented an inn in Lhasa.
I rested almost the whole day, and even though I took anti-altitude sickness medicine, it was of little use.
Two months after her menstrual period, she thought it was due to altitude sickness and didn't pay much attention. Until three months later, she found that her appetite had become worse, she was lethargic, and she felt faintly nauseated. The thought of her first miscarriage scared her.
My hands and feet were cold and I rushed to the hospital for a checkup.
The second pregnancy was a mixed bag of joy and sorrow. When she decided to leave Li Yueqi, she found out that she was pregnant. Although she felt uncomfortable in her heart, she finally chose the existence of this child.
There were too few people in her life that she could depend on, and she was always alone. She wanted this child very much, and it didn't matter even if she didn't have that person.
I believe that I can be a good mother, and I also believe that I can replace him and give my father's love to my children!
She knew she could no longer stay in Lhasa because of the child, so she immediately bought a plane ticket and went to the United States. She had studied there and was familiar with the environment. She settled down and waited for the child's arrival with great anticipation.
However, fate did not favor her.
In the fifth month of her pregnancy, she was reading the newspaper at home and saw that Lu Zijing's career was in full swing, while Li Yueqi had disappeared for a while. She felt an inexplicable pain in her heart, followed by a pounding pain in her lower abdomen, and blood instantly filled the whole room.
With the phone within reach, she wanted to call for help, but it was too late.
She passed out.
The neighbors were a pair of enthusiastic old men and women. They hadn't seen Lu Banxia go out for two days, so they knocked on the door worriedly. They smelled a bad smell and immediately called for help. When the door opened, everyone was shocked.
She was lying in a pool of her own blood, clutching the blood-stained newspaper in her hands. Her face was pale, like a breathless dead person.
She was rushed to the hospital for emergency treatment, but there was just a small chance that she would not be able to be saved.
The police contacted Xingtian based on the only contact information on her mobile phone.
Xing Tian immediately put down what he was doing and hurriedly flew to the United States. Only when he arrived at the hospital did he find out that Lu Banxia was pregnant. Because she had RH-negative AB blood, the baby was hemolyzed and aborted.
At that time, Lu Banxia described him as "three parts like a human and seven parts like a ghost", which was not an exaggeration at all.
The moment he saw Lu Banxia, his eyes became wet.
Xing Tian couldn't understand why the stronger the people, the more hardships they suffered.
For the first time in my life, I wanted to curse.
God damn it! Where were you when she was in so much pain?
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