"Li Yueqi, you are so pathetic that you can only use your strength to pick up what others have left."
The struggle was useless, and Lu Banxia no longer resisted. Her voice was hoarse and cold in the darkness, and her cold eyes were like an emotionless animal in the dark night.
Li Yueqi paused. He never thought that she could degrade herself to this level!
Reaching out to turn on the light, she saw that her clothes were disheveled, and those dense kiss marks, each one hurt Li Yueqi's heart. She looked at him so quietly, so... indifferent.
"Lu Banxia, you really hate me so much!" The voice was squeezed out from between the teeth. The next second, he had rolled off his bed and strode out of the bedroom.
Lu Banxia thought he was leaving and breathed a sigh of relief, but the next second his nerves became tense. He did not expect that Li Yueqi would leave and then return.
The information in Li Yueqi's hand was ruthlessly thrown at Lu Banxia's face. The papers were scattered on the bed, and one of them scratched her delicate skin, leaving a shallow blood stain.
There was hatred in the scarlet eyes, "The person who killed Xu Baichuan was not Lu Heng at all, but Lu Yong! You knew it a long time ago, but you have been hiding it from me! I am so good to you and you actually ran away to be with someone else
Come on man(*)!”
Lu Banxia stared blankly at the information that fell in front of her. She originally wanted to hide the information that became an eternal secret. Because of Li Yueqi's return that time, she hurriedly stuffed the information into the cabinet. After taking medicine, her memory became worse and worse.
The worse it is, the more naturally the incident will be forgotten.
I didn't expect to be seen by him today.
Raising her head and glancing at him, Yun Danfeng said softly: "Otherwise? Let you use me to hurt my relatives just like you used Lu Zijing?"
Xu Baichuan's death had nothing to do with Lu Heng. It was Lu Yong's mistake that led to Xu Baichuan's death. Later, it was Lu Heng who came forward to deal with the matter. Therefore, when Li Yueqi investigated the matter, he found Lu Heng instead of Lu Heng.
Lu Yong.
In addition, Lu Heng did have more motives than Lu Yong, but who would have thought that Lu Yong was so alienated from Shen Yue because he admired Shen Yue, but the age gap was slightly larger, and Shen Yue didn't like him either.
Lu Yong always knew who Shen Yue liked. He thought Shen Yue would be with Xu Baichuan, but he didn't expect that they didn't persist and broke up.
What she didn't even expect was that the person Shen Yue was going to marry was her biological brother.
The person he had put aside in his heart was going to marry his biological brother. No matter how many times he tried to build up his heart and wanted to bless Shen Yue and Lu Heng, there was still a hurdle in his heart that he couldn't overcome. One time, he drank a lot and couldn't get angry.
I ran to find Xu Baichuan's theory.
Lu Yong found Xu Baichuan and argued with him by the river. He was drinking at that time, and the two men were arguing over a woman. They were so emotional that there was inevitably physical contact. He did not mean to push Xu Baichuan into the river.
It wasn't that he didn't want to save him on purpose, it was just that it was raining too hard and the water in the river was fast and fierce. He had no choice but to panic and subconsciously turned around and ran away.
Back at Lu's house, Lu Yong was too scared and only told Lu Heng about the incident. Lu Heng was angry and angry, so he had no choice but to have Lu Yong's car driven out and thrown away, and Lu Yong immediately reported the car to him.
Lost. Then he and Lu Yong testified for each other, proving that they had never gone out at all.
It rained so hard that night that many traces were washed away by the flood, and the police could not find any trace. After Lu Heng used money to clear the case, the police closed the case as "accidental drowning."
This matter can be considered settled.
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"I can let go of my resentment towards Lu Heng, how do you know that I can't let go of my resentment towards Lu Yong?" Deep black eyes looked at her, filled with disappointment.
Lu Banxia raised the corners of her lips slightly and sneered: "I remember I asked you at the beginning whether you and the Lu family have any blood debts. Do you still remember how you answered?"
He was the one who lied and deceived people from the beginning. There was a blood debt between them and an unbridgeable gap.
If she had known from the beginning that there was such a deal between them, she would not have persisted in making the mistake. It was not just her who was wrong when this marriage got to this stage, but also him.
"You are not from the Lu family at all!" Li Yueqi replied no at that time, because she is not from the Lu family and does not have the blood of the Lu family in her body.
"But Lu Yong will always be my uncle and my relative." She muttered, looking completely disappointed.
"Haha..." Li Yueqi couldn't help but sneered, his laughter desolate and desperate: "Lu Banxia, you are really going to drive me crazy."
Her thin eyelashes trembled slightly, casting a green shadow, and she whispered softly: "That's because you have driven me crazy."
The light was slightly cool, and there was a deathly silence in the room. Li Yueqi stared at her deeply with his black eyes, waved his hands and left. This time he really left. Not long after, Lu Banxia heard a "clang" from the door, which shook the whole house.
Trembling.
Li Yueqi got into the car without even wearing a seat belt. He didn't continue spending time with her because he thought of another thing.
He wants to know who that man is!
New acquaintance, or have we known each other for a long time?
Lu Chuan, or Xing Tian?
The engine started and the car sped forward like an arrow from its string, unstoppable and headed towards the Jinding Hotel.
…
Lu Banxia didn't know how long Li Yueqi had been gone. He sat on the bed dully, slowly rolled up his body, and his brows were full of fatigue and weakness.
The phone rang. She hesitated several times and did not answer it. The phone kept ringing stubbornly. She took the phone and answered it, saying in a low voice: "Hello..."
"Lu Banxia, your mobile phone is still here. I was worried about you, so I had to call the landline. Are you okay?" Xing Tian's voice on the phone was very anxious. What he wanted to know more was whether Li Yueqi did anything to her.
Sample?
"I'm fine." Lu Banxia was silent for a long time and asked him: "Can I trouble you with something?"
"explain!"
"Leave the hotel immediately and erase all the information. I don't want him to know that it's you!"
Xing Tian on the other end of the phone was silent for a long time, and said solemnly: "Okay. When I have time in a few days, I will give you the phone!"
Lu Banxia said "hmm" and hung up the phone. He fell on the bed and slowly closed his eyes, letting the whole world fall into a quiet, cold darkness.
So tired, she was really too tired.
I hope everything can pass soon!
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Li Yueqi drove back to Jinding and found nothing. The room had been vacated, leaving no clues. The monitors and information had also been wiped out, making them as clean as a piece of white paper.
He was sitting in the car, sneering and laughing uncontrollably. Something seemed to have slipped from his eye sockets. It was really painful.
He knew that Lu Banxia had always been a decisive and decisive woman, otherwise she would not have been able to gain a foothold in the Presidential Palace, but he did not expect that she would become ruthless and could stab his heart with her knife, leaving no room for it.
——I just love you, am I wrong?
——I just don’t love you, am I wrong?
Yes, she was right, she just didn't love him. No matter what he tried, he couldn't make her truly fall in love with him.
There was no sand in her eyes, no room for his concealment and deception.
In this situation, he played the game carefully at the beginning, and he thought he would win, but unexpectedly, he ended up losing to the person who came from behind.
He vaguely heard the person in the bathroom calling her name. He probably wasn't a new acquaintance.
Who else but that person could erase all traces in such a short period of time?
I didn't expect that I would lose to him in the end.
I really didn't expect it.
Xingtian.
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Lu Banxia stopped taking the medicine for a week, and she felt much better than before. She still had a loss of appetite, but she didn't dare to take any more medicine. Even though she had a fever of 9°C for two nights, she didn't take any medicine. She just relied on her own resistance to survive.
She was really afraid of medicine and never dared to take it again.
Monday was cloudy, the temperature was moderate, and there was a rare coolness in the wind.
Xing Tian returned the phone to Lu Banxia and looked at her expression, "Are you okay?"
Lu Banxia held her lips and said in a calm voice: "Yes." The most painful days have passed. After the excitement, grief, anger and heartache, only ashes are left.
Xing Tian didn't say anything else. What happened that night was, after all, an unspeakable experience between two people.
Lu Banxia watched him lower his head to drink coffee and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry!"
Xing Tian looked up at her and didn't speak for a while.
"It's a bit despicable to use the excuse of drinking too much to get forgiveness, but I still want to say I'm sorry. I drank too much, something happened before, and my reason and everything were out of control." Regarding depression drugs, at present,
So far, only she and Chu Bingyan knew about it, and they had no intention of telling Xing Tian. After all, it was not a glorious thing.
Xing Tian held the cup in his hand, with a strange look on his face. He hesitated for a long time and stammered in his tone: "Lu Banxia, you don't need to apologize to me. This kind of thing can't be done with a slap!"
"But I took the initiative to (seduce) you!" Lu Banxia sounded apologetically. She knew very well what kind of person Xing Tian was. He would not give up his principles unless she (seduce) him.
"If I say, I am willing to be (seduce) by you, or I also want to (seduce) you!"
Lu Banxia was startled, and there was a blank space in her clear eyes. She didn't understand what he meant.
Xing Tian lowered his eyes, almost not daring to look at her eyes. His eyes fell on the coffee and his voice was sincere: "I know it's a bit despicable for me to say these words at this time, taking advantage of others' danger. But seeing you and him working so hard
It seems I can no longer pretend to be deaf and dumb."
Wait, what exactly did he want to say? Lu Banxia stared at him without knowing why.
"Lu Banxia, I've been waiting for you for two years, can you tell me how long I have to wait for you?" When Xing Tian said this, he suddenly raised his head and looked at her, looking at her with his dark eyes, saying word by word.
They are all very pious: "I hope you can be happy, so that I can convince myself to let you go, but seeing your pain, I can only watch, but can't do anything, and I feel very sad."
Lu Banxia, I am not qualified to care whether you are divorced or not, but if you get divorced one day, can you give me a chance?"
Lu Banxia was really shocked. She had no idea that Xing Tian had such thoughts about her. Was it because he hid it well or was he too careless to notice it?
If it was just something that happened that night, she could apologize, but if she felt embarrassed, she would never see her again. Now Xingtian's words really made her already groggy mind even more groggy.
Xing Tian didn't speak anymore, he looked at her quietly as if he was waiting for the judge to pronounce his sentence, waiting for her answer.
After a long silence, Lu Banxia bit her lip and spilled three words: "I'm sorry!"
"Can you give me a reason?" Xing Tian felt a wave of disappointment in his heart. Although he had expected such a result, it was really uncomfortable to hear her rejection with his own ears!
"In the emotional world, I haven't learned to do two things at once." She looked into his eyes and spoke sincerely.
She has always regarded Xingtian as a friend and never thought about letting this friendship deteriorate. She regretted it when she woke up that night. Now that she heard Xingtian's feelings again, she really couldn't bear it, and she didn't have any strength to keep Xingtian safe.
feelings!
Xing Tian's heart suddenly tightened, and something even more bitter than coptis was crushed at the tip of his heart and dispersed. He smiled bitterly and said, "In that case, why do you have to be with him..."
He wanted to speak but stopped.
Lu Banxia pondered for a while, and her voice was calm and elegant: "So many things happened between Li Yueqi and I, so much that love and hate are blurred. We are the same kind of people, both are self-centered, and love ourselves more than love."
The other side tortured each other to the point of excruciating pain. Taking a step back would lead to an abyss, and taking a step further might mean risking death and living again. If it were you, what would you choose?"
When two people who love each other are together, if there is only pain, then separation may have a glimmer of hope.
"Are you willing?" Xing Tian asked her in silence for a long time. Although she loves her so deeply, are you willing to give up like this?
Lu Banxia took a sip of hot cocoa and slurred: "What if you are willing to do so? What if you are not willing to do so? We can only blame ourselves for getting to this point with him. We don't love each other enough to risk everything for each other!"
Xing Tian was disappointed: "What about the future?" What are your plans?
"I don't know! Take it one step at a time!" Lu Banxia replied calmly.
Xing Tian didn't ask again. There were some things he didn't want to force her to do. She hadn't gotten out of the shadow left by Li Yueqi, and now only time could heal all the pain in her heart.
Also, he found that only when talking in a friend's tone, both people could feel relaxed and at ease, and he liked this relaxed state very much!
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Lu Banxia had nothing to do. Apart from reading and resting, she occasionally watched TV. There was a TV series that impressed her deeply.
A modern-day woman traveled to ancient times, and her fate was entangled with several princes. She avoided the disputes over imperial power and kept her heart safe. She even did not hesitate to live in seclusion with one prince in a paradise, but her heart had already lost its place with another prince.
In the battle for the throne, the prince who brought her to paradise finally lost. Her beloved man became the king of a country and took her back to the palace. The two people who were supposed to be in love and stay together for a long time ended up hating and loathing each other for various reasons.
In the end, she was given to another prince and stayed away from the palace. Within a few years, she died of depression.
If it had been before, she would have laughed, these two people were stupid, but now she can understand that the woman was so heartbroken at that time, far away from the person she loved, far away from each other, facing each other, and dying.
.
Sometimes you leave, not because you don’t love, but because you have loved so much that only hurt is left and you don’t know how to love again! In love, they are both cowards. Maybe after separation, they can be brave alone.
When Lu Banxia called Li Yueqi, he didn't speak for a long time, and neither did she. The two of them held the phone calmly and listened to each other's breathing, as if they were greedily enjoying this moment of peace.
"I have signed the divorce agreement. Should I give it to you or deliver it to you by express delivery?" No matter whether it is sent to you or delivered by express delivery, she needs to ask where he is, so this call must be made!
When things have developed to this point, she doesn't think the two of them can continue to go on.
Li Yueqi on the other end of the phone didn't speak for a long time, but his breath became faintly thicker. Finally, he hung up the phone first. A "beep beep beep" sound came from his ears, and every sound hit Lu Banxia's heart heavily.
His arms stiffened for a while, slowly hanging down, and he sighed deeply.
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Li Yueqi opened the door at 7:10 in the evening. He smelled a little bit drunk. He still had the key with him, so he opened the door himself.
Lu Banxia had just folded the washed clothes neatly. When she saw his slightly startled expression, she quickly came back to her senses and remained as indifferent as before: "You sit down first."
She took her clothes to the bedroom, then went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water.
Li Yueqi sat down on the sofa. Although his eyes were looking at the coffee table, the corner of his eye kept following her figure.
Lu Banxia put the water glass in front of him, took out the divorce agreement and the pen from under the coffee table and put them in front of him, "I have signed it."
After all, the divorce agreement last time was still a bit vindictive, so she said she would give him a breakup fee. This time she was really getting divorced, and she didn't show any vindictive behavior in the divorce agreement.
They have been married for seven years and have no financial disputes. They have always managed it separately, so there is no such thing as property division. As for the real estate, they don’t even want the person, so what’s the point of having the house!
Li Yueqi's deep eagle eyes looked increasingly dim and cold. He leaned back with a glass of water, his long and powerful legs overlapped, and took a sip of water to moisten his throat. Looking at her, he sneered: "Divorce
,Okay! Fulfill your wife’s obligations first!”
Lu Banxia's face froze, and the light in his pupils flashed with a hint of astonishment. She never thought that he would make such a request!
Li Yueqi sneered with his thin lips: "I married a wife, but my physical condition has not been resolved for two years, and I can't explain it! Lu Banxia, you can divorce me if you want, do it with me, and I will definitely write it down in the divorce agreement after you do it."
Sign it!"
His face gradually turned pale, and his white teeth bit his lips that were not rosy. He looked at him intently without saying a word.
"You've done it so many times, do you still care about this time? Or you haven't divorced me yet, and you're just keeping your virginity for other men?" When he said this, the coldness in his eyes could not be concealed.
Lu Banxia slowly clenched her hands hanging by her side, and said softly: "Do you mean that if I promise, you will sign?"
Li Yueqi's eyes were deep and dark, and he coldly squeezed out one word from his lips: "Yes."
"Okay." She answered calmly. Bai Xi's fingers had already begun to unbutton her shirt, her eyes always looking at him.
This time Li Yueqi was shocked. He never thought that the proud Lu Banxia would agree to such a ridiculous request. In fact, he didn't really mean to make such a condition, otherwise why would he have gone two months earlier!
Even if she had something with another man, he still never thought about the word divorce. When he heard her mention it, he couldn't suppress his anger. He drank and ran over, hoping to scare her or embarrass her.
Let her alone, he just thought that he couldn't be left in such pain alone!
Unexpectedly, she actually agreed!
She really couldn't wait to end her marriage with him so that she could fall into the arms of another man!
Oh, how fucking ridiculous!
Lu Banxia moved very slowly, and it took him a long time to untie the second one. He smiled coldly, put down the water glass, and the tall figure suddenly pressed over him, followed by his hot lips.
"If you move so slowly, someone will blame me, my ex-husband, for not being nice to you in the future!"
She didn't say a word, but her lips were controlled by him, like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered. Her consciousness was pulled away bit by bit, and she looked at herself soberly*, whether it was rough and painful, or forced to listen to those explicit words.
, these will become the eternal past.
Lu Banxia knew that the resentment in his heart was no less than her own. If this could make him feel better...
So be it.
After tonight, we don't owe each other anything.
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Li Yueqi was much more rude than usual, completely ignoring Lu Banxia's feelings, as if he were treating her like a toy. When it was finally over, Lu Banxia's body was covered with bruises, her lips were bitten, and her waist was almost full of lust.
It's about to break.
In fact, the whole night did not last. In the early morning, at 00:01, Li Yueqi picked up his clothes on the ground and put them on slowly.
Lu Banxia wrapped the thin blanket on the sofa around herself, her long black seaweed-like hair scattered casually, her head lowered, her black hair covering most of her face, and she could not see any emotion.
The charm in the air has not completely dissipated, but it is mixed with a sense of coldness.
After getting dressed, Li Yueqi took a pen and wrote his name on the divorce agreement, and then placed the key on the coffee table.
He didn't leave the divorce agreement behind, but took it and left. Lu Banxia glanced at the thing in his hand and asked, "You want to take the divorce agreement with you?"
"Are you afraid that I will wear my old shoes again?" Li Yueqi stopped and turned around with a sarcastic look in his eyes, which seemed to say: Don't worry, I, Li Yueqi, am not so mean as to pick up a pair of broken shoes as a treasure!
Lu Banxia bit her lip and said nothing.
"Lu Banxia." He pursed his lips and his voice was low and cold. When she raised her head to look at him, the cold voice fell into her ears word by word: "Thank you for letting me know something in seven years."
It’s called—finding your way back when you’ve lost your way.”