Allure marriage and love, this life is inseparable 4: Spring is late, he can't bear it
Chapter 426: Alluring Marriage and Love, Never Separated for Life 4: Spring Comes Late, Give His Life Back
Most of her childhood memories are vague, because she was doomed to live a wandering life since she was born. For a long time, there was no one in her gray memory. She tried hard to walk towards the crowd, using all her strength to stretch out her arms covered with dirt.
She held her hand, hoping that someone would rescue her from being trapped, but no one was willing to give her a hand.
In her dreams, she always wandered in one place repeatedly. She wanted to go home, but she couldn't remember...the way home.
Later, Long Lifei appeared. He didn't mind her messiness or being hurt by her. He hugged her so hard and protected her. The warmth of his hands is still fresh in his memory.
At this moment, despite the short distance, she was suddenly unaware of his temperature.
The praises and applause in her ears are destined to have nothing to do with her.
The KTV box was very large, with a bathroom inside. She entered the bathroom alone amid the floating light and green shadows, and poured a handful of cold water on her hot cheeks.
The person in the mirror has inherited the best genes of Gu Mingxi and Long Pei. He can captivate a country without smiling, but what's the use of tilting the whole world but not a person's heart?
After staying in the bathroom for a while, when she came out, she saw Long Lifei waiting for her at the door.
With worry hidden in his dark eyes, he stretched out his hand to support her, "Let's go back."
Overcome by alcohol, her cool eyes gradually blurred, her body became limp, and she leaned dizzily into his arms. She softly said "Hmm", paused, and said, "Where are they?"
Su Jiu and the others were her friends, and she couldn't abandon them.
"The hotel next door has opened a room, and I asked someone to send them there." Long Lifei reached out and brushed the hair covering her face, "I said hello to them."
Long Ziqi glanced at his cold outline, pursed her lips and smiled faintly, saying the same two words: thank you.
This is Long Lifei, who takes meticulous care of her, because she and her friends are also gentle and kind.
Long Lifei half-carried her into the car. Probably knowing that she was drunk, he did not let her sit alone. Instead, he held her in his arms, patting her back with his warm palms from time to time.
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His brows were furrowed, as if he didn't feel comfortable. Long Lifei secretly blamed himself, if he had known it would make her uncomfortable, he shouldn't have agreed to let her drink.
"Be patient...I'll be home in a minute."
When Long Ziqi heard his words, his closed eyes slowly opened, he raised his head and looked at him, and asked inexplicably: "Aren't you tired?"
Long Lifei looked stunned for a second, then replied: "I'm not tired."
Long Ziqi lowered his eyes, covering the things that flashed quickly under his eyes, and slowly leaned on his shoulders, lightly pursed his two thin lips, "I'm tired of watching."
The curvature of the thin lips is faintly sour.
Long Lifei's spine visibly stiffened, his thin lips pursed in an emotionless arc, and his narrow eyes looked down at the person in his arms. The image of her singing flashed in his mind...
She had groveled and forced her face to be happy, and she knew what she was capable of.
I understand even more how irresistible it all is.
She said, I don't want anything, I just want a feeling of pure love.
A person who can comfort my fragility and stay with me forever.
Indeed, I have nothing to ask for, I have always endured it with strength, and now I feel like a flower in the snow.
Keep your head high and bloom, never bow your head.
"I'm sorry, Yan'er." Maybe he knew what she wanted, but he just couldn't give it to her.
It seemed like there was nothing else he could give me except meticulous care and "I'm sorry."
Long Ziqi, who had already fallen asleep, had nothing else to say to him except "thank you".
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Long Ziqi woke up at 7 o'clock the next day. He was still wearing yesterday's clothes and covered with a quilt. There was a glass of warm water on the bedside table. He must have just prepared it.
Long Ziqi drank warm water, got up to take a shower and change clothes. When she went downstairs, she saw Long Lifei washing her hands and making soup. He caught her out of the corner of his eye and raised his head with a faint smile: "It's good for your stomach to have some porridge after drinking wine."
The kitchen is semi-open, and you can see his graceful figure in the wind while sitting in the living room.
Long Ziqi thought about the question she asked him in the car last night, and mechanically twitched the corners of his lips. It was true that he talked too much after being drunk, and he would make mistakes if he talked too much.
That seemed to be a taboo between them, and no one would take the initiative to mention it. I didn't expect that I would touch his wound so easily after being drunk.
I felt a little guilty in my heart.
Because of this apology, Long Ziqi was very obedient in the next few days and obeyed Long Lifei's arrangements in everything, in this way to make up for his sadness.
Two days before his graduation defense, Long Lifei received a phone call. His face was gloomy and he scolded the person on the phone severely. His eyes were a little red, and worry and anxiety flickered in his dark eyes.
After cutting off the call, he looked at Long Ziqi for a long time, but hesitated to speak.
Long Ziqi didn't know what happened specifically, but he vaguely guessed who it was related to, and advised: "If you have something to do, just go deal with it. You don't have to stay with me every day."
Long Lifei watched her silent for a long time, then came over and hugged her, "I will definitely come back on the day of your defense."
He promised that he would be with her during her graduation defense.
"It doesn't matter if you can't make it back in time. I can do it on my own. You have to have confidence in me."
She still has lingering fears about the car accident on Christmas Eve. How dare she let him risk his life again? It doesn't matter if he's not with her, and it doesn't matter if he can't make it back to attend her graduation defense.
As long as he is safe, that's fine.
Long Lifei looked into her eyes and said every word very seriously: "I will definitely come back to attend your graduation defense."
Long Ziqi smiled silently, turned around and called the driver behind Long Lifei's back. Don't drive fast anyway, don't let Long Lifei get hurt again.
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On the day of graduation defense, the weather was bad and rainy. Long Lifei didn't call the day before. That day, Long Ziqi got up in the morning to prepare for his defense and hurried to school, forgetting to bring his mobile phone with him.
Walking out of the classroom, she saw that the light rain gradually turned into heavy rain, and the pattering rain shrouded the entire school in a cool haze. A cold wind came towards her face, and she subconsciously pulled her scarf to resist the cold wind.
People coming and going around you are either friends or family members. Graduation defense is a very important thing. If you have someone by your side, you will feel at ease.
She was the only one left alone. The only thing that could comfort her was that her defense went well and her graduation should not be a problem.
I just don’t know how serious what happened over there is, and whether it can be solved!
Holding an umbrella, I walked to the school gate alone, planning to catch a car and go back. Just as I reached out, a black car parked in front of me. The window rolled down, revealing a smiling face: "Fortunately, I'm in time... I'm here to pick you up, Xiaoyan."
Son."
The joy in his heart was extinguished in an instant, leaving no trace of smoke. Long Ziqi put away his umbrella and sat in the passenger seat, "Thank you for your hard work."
"It's my honor to serve the most beautiful woman in country C!" This person was none other than Jiang Chongjian, who was thrown back to the capital by Long Lifei before. He handed the tissue to her with skeletal fingers to wipe the water on her hair.
"Did your graduation defense go well?"
"Graduation shouldn't be a problem." Her answer was conservative.
Jiang Chongjian laughed while driving: "Don't be humble, Xiao Yan'er. Excessive humility is pride." He still knew what Long Ziqi had learned.
"The surname Long is something to be proud of."
Jiang Chongjian couldn't help laughing, Xiao Yan'er was Xiao Yan'er.
There are two legends in the school.
The first one is Long Lifei. He completed three years of studies in one and a half years and a master's degree in one and a half years. He is currently controlling the company while studying for a doctorate. In fact, this doctorate is not that important to him, but
It is to accompany you to read more books when you are bored.
The second legend is still named Long, Long Ziqi.
She completed all her credits in two years and completed her master's degree in one and a half years. Coupled with her stunning beauty and indifferent temperament, she was hailed as the most beautiful school beauty since the school was founded. The most important thing is that she never crosses paths with others.
She also doesn't dance with others, the only figure that can appear beside her is the legend named Long Lifei.
If Long Ziqi had not suffered a serious illness when she arrived in the United States and had to rest for three months, maybe she would have completed her master's degree like Long Lifei.
Thinking of the past, a faint smile appeared on Jiang Chongjian's thin lips, and the light from the corner of his eyes fell on the passenger seat.
Long Ziqi turned her head and looked at the raindrops beating against the glass crazily outside the car window. Her calm eyes under her curled eyelashes were always emotionless. She was emotionless in front of anyone except in front of Long Lifei.
The look of waves.
"Are you hungry? I'll treat you to dinner. What would Xiao Yan'er want to eat?"
Long Ziqi said a store name, which made Jiang Chongjian's jaw drop to the ground in surprise.
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At the burger restaurant, Long Ziqi ordered a hamburger and a cup of Coke. Jiang Chongjian, who was sitting opposite her, only ordered a cup of coffee. He squinted his eyes and looked at her with a half-smile, and asked in confusion: "Xiao Yan'er, what are you doing?
Are you saving me money?"
Long Ziqi inserted the straw and took a sip of the cold Coke, which chilled her heart.
"I loved eating hamburgers when I was a kid. I couldn't afford them before, and then I wasn't allowed to eat them. After I came to the United States, I had to arrange three meals a day. He never let me eat these things." She lowered her eyes and covered them with her eyelashes.
He kept the light in his eyes and said softly, "Li Fei said that if my graduation defense goes well, he will accompany me to have a meal."
Jiang Chongjian's hand holding the coffee cup trembled, the smile on his lips gradually disappeared, and his heart ached inexplicably, "Xiao Yan'er..."
"Thank you for coming with me." Long Ziqi interrupted him lightly. She refused to be sympathized with, but because it was Chong Jian who sent her here, she had to let him know the reason.
Jiang Chongjian looked at her, his smile was different from his usual unrestrained and uninhibited smile. He smiled very warmly and seriously: "Xiao Yan'er, just call me if you want to eat anything from now on. If you can't do anything else, I'm the best at eating, drinking and having fun."
Her expression remained as calm as ever. She was silent for a long time and then suddenly said, "Chongjian, I will go back with you."
Jiang Chongjian narrowed his eyes slightly, hesitated for a few seconds, and then nodded in agreement.
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Spring in the capital came extremely late today. It was still cold and windy in early March. There was a heavy snowfall not long ago. In the desolate place, the snow has not completely melted, and the white clumps are very conspicuous.
Long Ziqi came back more than half a month earlier than expected. Long Lifei was not here, so Chongjian was helping her handle everything.
In fact, she can do it alone, but Chongjian insists. In the eyes of all of them, she is like a porcelain doll that will break even if it is touched. She is so weak that she is useless except for studying.
Chongjian was not as careful as Long Lifei, but he did his best to take care of Long Ziqi. He always had a smiling face and looked indifferent to Long Ziqi. Even if she didn't say a word, he would chirp and say no.
listen.
Later, an acquaintance asked him, "Long Ziqi has such a cold personality, and if you say ten words, she can only reply to you once, why would you stick your hot face to your cold butt?"
Chong Jian's face no longer had the playful smile of the past. Thinking of the girl who looked like snow, it felt like there was sand in her eyes, and she felt so painful that she wanted to cry.
He said: I'm afraid that if I don't work hard to speak, she will be even more lonely.
After following Long Lifei for such a long time, although he didn't know what happened specifically, he could see through the wounds in those eyes that he had suffered, wounds that could not be healed.
Some people say: People with a cold face once had a warm heart, but their enthusiasm was either chilled by the winds and frosts of the world, or their hope was petrified by the vagaries of the world, so they are now so cold and emotionless.
He knew that there was an immortal loneliness growing in her bones.
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Long Ziqi returned home early without telling Gu Mingxi and Long Pei, so when they arrived at Mingzheng Residence after a long absence in the evening, the domestic servants all showed surprise and joy. Ru Bing's eyes were red, and he immediately went to inform his wife.
Gu Mingxi was taking care of the flowers and plants in the greenhouse. When he heard that she was coming back, he didn't even have time to wash his hands and hurriedly walked to the door to greet her.
Long Ziqi got out of the car and saw Gu Mingxi with joyful eyes. Regardless of the mud on her hands, she hugged her gently and said, "Mom, I'm back."
"Welcome home." Gu Mingxi smiled, but did not touch her with his hands for fear of soiling her daughter's clothes.
Jiang Chongjian took the luggage from the car and handed it to the servant, bowed to Gu Mingxi: "Madam..."
"It's been a hard journey, please stay and have dinner with us tonight." Gu Mingxi could guess that Chongjian escorted Yan'er all the way back, and she was grateful to the child in her heart.
Naturally, Chongjian declined politely. Long Ziqi returned to China and had a family reunion in the evening. It was inconvenient for him, an outsider, to be present.
Gu Mingxi did not force him to stay, but asked him to come over and have a casual meal together next time.
Chongjian agreed and found a reason to leave because he had something to do. Before leaving, Long Ziqi, who was about to go in with Gu Mingxi, suddenly turned around and came back and said thank you seriously to him.
He sat in the car with a smile on his face, "Xiao Yaner will say thank you to me again, and I will be really sad..."
After saying that, he made a heartbroken and hurt expression.
Probably because he was in a good mood after returning to his hometown, Long Ziqi smiled slightly and asked him to drive safely.
Chongjian said he had something to deal with because he really had something to deal with, and he wasn't just trying to deal with Gu Mingxi. At this time, he stopped dawdling, stepped on the accelerator, and left.
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Long Ziqi returned to the hall. Gu Mingxi had washed her hands and her luggage had been sent back to the room by the servant. Gu Mingxi saw her eyes wandering and said softly: "Your father is in the study. I don't think he will mind your interruption."
His job."
If anyone else disturbed Long Pei's work, he would definitely be reprimanded or punished, but Long Pei was different. All the tenderness and love in Long Pei's life had been given to Gu Mingxi and Xiao Yan'er. He loved his daughter no more than he did his wife.
few.
Long Ziqi came to the study, his index finger slightly bent, and was about to knock on the door. Unexpectedly, a gloomy voice came from inside: "No matter what method I use, I must send her away, the farther away the better." He was able to guard it for a while, and
Not forever."
Who is she? And who is he?
Long Ziqi stood at the door for a while, but there was no sound from inside. She knocked on the door and entered.
When Long Pei saw her, the gloom in his eyes disappeared in an instant, revealing a warm smile, "We also plan to attend your graduation ceremony."
He stood up and walked towards her, opening his long and strong arms to hug his daughter.
"If you show up at my graduation ceremony, I'm afraid the whole school will fall into chaos." Long Ziqi replied softly, with a smile on his lips.
She didn't even plan to attend her graduation ceremony, so how could she invite them there.
Long Pei didn't ask her why Long Lifei didn't come back with her, nor did she ask why Long Lifei wasn't at home or when he would come back.
There are many things that everyone is pretending to be deaf and dumb, tacitly understanding.
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Jiang Chongjian's car parked in a private villa. As soon as he entered the lobby, he saw a door slowly closing on the second floor. A long figure saw him and slowly walked down the stairs.
"Did it go well?" he asked.
"With me here, how can it not go well?" Chongjian smiled brightly and looked at him thoughtfully, "But... I think your next step will definitely not go well."
Long Lifei left Long Ziqi behind and came back alone. How could Long Pei not know about it after not showing up for so long? Now that Long Ziqi has returned to China, Long Pei will probably be faster.
Long Lifei looked calm and sat silently on the sofa without saying a word.
Chong Jian sat down opposite him, with a free and uninhibited posture, not as straight as Long Lifei. She looked at him and pursed her lips: "I went to eat burgers with Xiao Yan'er."
Long Lifei's eyes quickly turned to something, so fast that even a shrewd person like Chong Jian didn't notice it.
He added: "Li Fei, you are such a precious little Fei Fei, why did you bother to provoke Xiao Yan'er in the first place."
Since she was provoked, why not provoke her until the end and leave her alone in the United States?
On the day of graduation defense, Xiao Yan'er walked alone in the rain with an umbrella, walking among the crowd, the confusion and confusion in his eyes made his heart twitch when he saw it. Long Lifei, who held Xiao Yan'er as a treasure, you
Doesn't it hurt to do this to her?
Long Lifei's eyes darkened calmly, and his thin lips pursed slightly: "Chongjian, you like Yan'er!"
Chongjian's smile did not change, and she still said in the same brisk tone: "My fair lady, a gentleman is so kind. What's more, our Xiao Yan'er is the most beautiful woman in country C."
Long Lifei frowned, with a chill between his brows. He was sullen at Chong Jian's flirtatious attitude.
Chong Jian smiles, but there is some intriguing meaning in the smile.
"Don't look at me with such a murderous look. I know what you are thinking, but I advise you not to have any delusions. Xiaoyan'er is neither an object nor a burden. If you think someone wants it, you can just let it go.
I can also make it clear today that if one day Xiao Yan'er wants to be with me, I will marry her as long as she dares to marry her. But as long as she doesn't have this intention, I will only be her brother for the rest of my life."
In the past few years in the United States, he has watched Xiao Yan'er grow up. From the initial timidity in a strange environment to the current calmness and ease, the little girl endured a lot of pressure and restraint. While she relied on Long Lifei
, on the other hand, it is like a sapling trying to grow in a storm, eager to grow up and stand alone.
He didn't know when the little tree became an indelible scenery in his heart, but he also understood that the little tree didn't need him, so he could just be the broad green space behind her.
Xiao Yan'er doesn't force Long Lifei, and he won't force Long Lifei, but there will always be someone who does...
Long Lifei wanted to protect that person and keep her by his side. At present, it was difficult to do so.
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At ten o'clock in the evening, Long Ziqi came out of the bathroom. The water on her hair had not yet been wiped dry. Her clear eyes were a little blurred by the heat. The black slippers that caught her eyes made her raise her head and see Qing Jun's silhouette.
"Back." She walked over and asked in a calm voice, "Is she okay?"
Long Lifei's eyes flickered. This was the first time Long Ziqi asked so directly. He pursed his thin lips and said, "Smallpox, the high fever has gone away, but the rash has not gone away."
Long Ziqi nodded, paused for a long time, and said: "Ask Aunt Chu to get some scar removal cream for later use. It is always not good for girls to have scars on their bodies."
Her kindness made him feel unbearable.
She was sitting on the sofa, taking a towel to wipe the water from her hair, but someone was one step ahead of her, standing beside her and gently wiping the water droplets from her long hair with a towel.
Probably because I have done it countless times, I am so skilled that I can still be gentle even if I am careless.
His dark eyes were filled with guilt, looking at her calm silhouette, and finally uttered three words: "I'm sorry!"
Long Ziqi raised his eyes and looked at him, with a smile on his thin lips, "I wish I could change this mantra sometime."
What he said to her in America, she returned to him now.
She has known about the existence of that child for so many years, but she didn't tell it, and no one dared to mention it in front of her. After escaping for so long, she would have to face it sooner or later. When he returned to China for the second time, she knew it very well.
, what I will face when I return to China this time, and I am already ready to face the new life that is about to start.
Long Lifei's heart suddenly tightened, and his voice was hoarse: "...Yan'er, you have the right to be willful."
Long Ziqi smiled slightly and did not speak immediately. He just held his hand, took away the towel and threw it aside. He stood up and met his eyes. There was sadness that no one could understand behind his bright eyes.
Long Lifei looked at her, and for some reason the pain in his heart spread, in large swaths of pain...
She said: "In America you asked me what I wanted? Now I can tell you..."
"I want to give you your life back."
And, I'm ready!
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