Long Ziqi's heart tightened inexplicably, her eyelashes as thin as cicada wings trembled slightly, she was silent for a while, and said in a cold voice: "I don't have anything to ask."
"Are you serious?" Jin Cunxu's face darkened.
"Truthfully."
"Long Ziqi, as the saying goes, a drop of water can penetrate a stone like yours. Do you think my drop of water can penetrate a stone like yours?" Her indifferent attitude made him smile instead of angry, but the smile was more creepy than angry.
Long Ziqi looked stunned for a moment, knowing that he was angry and knowing that the conversation should not continue at this moment, but——
"A man's nature is to conquer. Whether it's fame, wealth or love, it's just temporary passion and confusion. Whether it's worn or not, there is no difference."
"A moment of passion and confusion?" Jin Cunxu grabbed her wrist and couldn't help but sneered, "You think so?"
The fingertips were so strong that they almost wanted to break her wrist. Even if there was still a slight curve in the corners of his lips at this moment, she knew that he was extremely angry. His thin lips were pursed tightly, speechless.
Isn't it?
They met at the coming-of-age ceremony at the age of eighteen. He called her Qiqi so abruptly, and inexplicably broke into her world again and again, forcing his feelings on her! She couldn't figure out what was in her that was worthy of him.
Like?
Beautiful?
There are so many beautiful women in this world, and she is not the only one. Although she is titled as the daughter of Gu Mingxi, the most beautiful woman in country C, but compared with the whole world, it is nothing!
Identity?
She is the princess of country C, but he is not the crown prince and future president of country A. In terms of status, she is far inferior to him!
What's more, he also...
Her silence caused Jin Cunxu's chest to be violently hit by the nameless fire, and the last curvature of the corners of his mouth disappeared. He held her hand and gradually lost his strength.
After a long time, his thin lips curled up slightly, an arc of unknown meaning was revealed, and his voice was murmured softly, mixed with sourness and helplessness, as if he was asking her, as well as himself.
"Seven years, 2555 days, 61,320 hours, 3,679,200 minutes, 220,752,000 seconds,
You said this is a moment of passion and confusion, then tell me, how long will it take before it is no longer a moment of passion and confusion?"
Long Ziqi's eyes were startled, confusion and doubt flashed across his clear eyes. They met for the first time when they were eighteen years old. She is twenty-four years old this year. According to time, they have only known each other for six years. How?
Will it be seven years?
Where did that missing year come from? What happened?
She wanted to ask him if she remembered wrongly. They had known each other for six years instead of seven years. As soon as her thin lips pursed her lips, before her voice left her throat, he had already stood up and left the room quickly.
Long Ziqi stood up and followed his depressed back with her eyes. She wanted to catch up and ask what he was talking about, but hesitated for a few seconds and finally did not chase him out. She watched his back disappear under the moonlight.
middle.
Her mind was in chaos. She was sure that she had not lost her memory. She remembered everything from childhood to adulthood. There was no person named "Jin Cunxu" in her memory before the age of eighteen!
Or does he already know himself?
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Jin Cunxu* has not returned, and Long Ziqi* has not slept. Although the location here is remote, there is no danger. His safety does not worry her very much, but he has not returned. It seems that he is very angry with her.
The sun had not yet risen, and the dewdrops on the green leaves were crystal clear and had not yet evaporated. As usual, Long Ziqi went to pick a bunch of small wild chrysanthemums and came back to replace the withered ones.
Luca knocked on the door and said that Teacher Jin did not come to accompany them to their morning reading.
Long Ziqi was startled. She thought he was just angry, but she didn't expect that he was so angry that he didn't care about the children's morning reading. He put aside the matter at hand, took Luca's hand and walked to the classroom, replacing Jin Cunxu with the children's morning reading.
The whole morning, I felt restless, worried that something might happen to him.
But all day long, he never showed up.
Long Ziqi barely ate anything and was frequently distracted during class. She sent the children to get out of class early in the afternoon, packed up their things, and left the classroom. Instead of going back, she walked to the village chief's house.
The village chief was not at home. When his wife saw her, she held her hand and chatted enthusiastically. Long Ziqi hesitated for a long time and finally mentioned the three words "Jin Cunxu".
The village chief's wife looked surprised, "Teacher Jin heard something happened and went back to country A. Didn't he tell you?"
My heart suddenly tightened, it turned out that he was already gone.
Seeing that she was distracted, the village chief's wife thought it was a quarrel between the couple and comforted her kindly: "It seems that she left in the middle of the night yesterday. She left in a hurry. Maybe there was something at home! Someone was sent to say goodbye to us at dawn! Don't leave.
I'm so worried, he will definitely come back when he finishes his work."
Long Ziqi pursed his lips and showed a slight smile, which was not as deep as his eyes. He knew in his heart that he would never come back!
If he would come back, he wouldn't leave like this without saying goodbye.
She didn't hear anything else the village chief's wife said clearly, so she found an excuse to say goodbye and returned to school.
He sent people to say goodbye to the village chief and others, but he didn't even want to say a word to her. Was it because he didn't want to see her again?
There were so many threads, she couldn't figure out what he was thinking, and she was troubled a lot. If she thought too much, she would only be asking for trouble. In fact, it was good to just go back to the original track of life, not to be surprised, not to be disturbed, and to forget each other forever!
When I got home, I looked at his things and didn't take anything with him. These things were not valuable, so it didn't matter whether he took them or not.
Long Ziqi cooked dinner as usual. When she was eating dinner, she found that she had unknowingly cooked an extra portion for one person. She sat in front of the table, lowered her head and smiled dimly. Habit is really a terrible thing.
Before going to bed, I unconsciously reached for the cup, but there was nothing there. Where could there be warm milk?
Lying on the bed without turning off the light, she stared blankly at the spacious floor. After a long time, she murmured "good night" and closed her eyes to fall asleep.
The lights are still on.
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It has been more than half a month since Jin Cunxu left. Long Ziqi's life is still uneventful. He dances with the children all day long, occasionally goes shopping, and still picks small wild chrysanthemums that are in full bloom and puts them at home.
She had not touched his things, as if he had not left, but had just gone on a long trip to do errands, and would come back when the errands were done.
Objects can be the same and people can be different, but those memories that are far and near must be warm, sour and sour.
Ever since he left, Long Ziqi didn't know why he developed a habit of having to have a light on when he goes to sleep every night, otherwise he would definitely suffer from insomnia all night long.
On weekends, when the children were on vacation, she rarely had free time, so she cleaned up the house and folded his clean clothes neatly and put them away to prevent them from getting dusty. Seeing that it was still early, she went to buy some things and came back.
When she came back, she saw a tall and admiring figure from a distance. Her steps could not help but be brisk. When she came closer, she was stunned.
The person in the room just walked out, saw her, and smiled: "Your expression will make me mistakenly think that you don't want to see me."
Long Ziqi handed the things to Jiang Chongjian who walked out of the house, then stepped forward to hug Long Lifei, "...Ali!"
Long Lifei smiled and hugged her, lowered his head to look at her carefully, and said in a distressed tone: "I've lost weight!"
When they met again, there was no longer any depression or heartache. Everything had disappeared. In her heart at this moment, he was really just a brother.
"Why didn't you notify me in advance?" If she had known that A Li was coming, she would not have gone out.
Long Lifei's cold palm fell on her head, "I want to give you a surprise."
Long Ziqi took his hand and walked into the house and asked him to sit down. Chong Jian had already put the things in the house, but he did not stay in the house, but left a space for the two brothers and sisters to talk alone.
Before she came back, Long Lifei had already "visited" the house. It was as old and shabby as Chong Jian described it. He felt heartbroken when he thought about the little princess they held in their palms living in such a place.
"I came here this time because I want to take you back to the country." Long Li didn't get straight to the point and didn't ask about Jin Cunxu because he knew that he had already returned to country a.
Long Ziqi's hand that poured water froze for a second, then he put down the hot water bottle, turned around and handed the water glass to him, and sat on the bed, "I have no plans to go back yet."
Long Lifei frowned slightly: "Are you planning to never go home?"
"How is that possible?" A slight smile appeared on her delicate face, she looked at him and said, "I originally planned to go back until Christmas."
There are still several months until Christmas.
Long Lifei took a sip of boiled water, remained silent for a long time, glanced at her, and belatedly said: "Are you okay?"
Long Ziqi smiled slightly and nodded: "I'm fine." Afraid that he wouldn't believe it, he added two more words: "Always."
Seeing that her brows were bright and tinged with relaxation and ease, he believed that what she said was all the truth. Seeing that she was fine with his own eyes, Long Lifei was truly relieved, "Before Christmas, I will ask Chongjian to pick you up."
Now she doesn't want to leave, and he doesn't want to force her.
"Don't let Chong Jian run around. Are you still worried that I won't remember the way home?" She declined his kindness. She was no longer the Long Ziqi who relied on him for everything and listened to his arrangements.
"A little scared!" Long Ziqi looked calm, not like he was joking.
Long Ziqi stood up and walked to him, squatted down and put her hands on his knees, "Brother, I love you, and I love my mother and father too!"
They are the three most important people in her life. Whatever she forgets, she will never forget the way home!
"We love you too!" Although Long Pei didn't come, before he came, Long Pei's words always revealed that he hoped he could take Yan'er back. Not to mention Mingxi, such a person who has experienced great joys and sorrows, is lonely and calm People who are young now have to think of Yan'er from time to time.
Her heart felt warm, because of them, she thought that living was better than dying, because there were opportunities. After death, everything was truly silent.
"Is she... okay?" After so long, that person was still a thorn in her heart.
If it's good, you can comfort yourself and forgive yourself. If it's not good, you can't get rid of your guilt.
Long Lifei's face froze, and the fingers holding the water glass couldn't help but tighten, and his joints were obviously pale. Long Ziqi read something from his expression, and guilt flashed in his eyes.
"On the third month after you left, news came from over there that she had a miscarriage..." There was no emotion in the cold voice, because she had been in heartache for so long that she was almost numb.
Long Ziqi's eyes were startled, and she looked up at him in astonishment: "How could this happen?"
"I don't know." Long Lifei replied. He wasn't lying to her, he really didn't know.
After Lan Mufei left with Louis Yingqi, he had been sending people to monitor Louis Yingqi's every move, and even gave him a lesson. Louis Yingqi was not a good person, and Long Lifei
If he could send people to monitor him, he would naturally be able to find out those people and cut off all Long Lifei's movements.
After all, France is his world!
"You didn't take her back?" Long Ziqi asked doubtfully. If Lan Mufei was taken back, even if Long Lifei didn't tell her, Long Pei would find a way to tell her.
Long Lifei looked at her, remained silent for a while, and then squeezed out four words between his teeth: "She is missing."
After learning about Lan Mufei's miscarriage, he immediately sent people to France to find her, but when he went there, she had already disappeared.
The miscarriage was hidden by the Louis family, and it was impossible to find out what exactly happened, and her whereabouts became a mystery. It seemed that someone deliberately concealed her whereabouts to prevent him from finding her.
In the past few months, he has sent many people to France to search for her whereabouts, but until now there is still no news. It is like a good person has disappeared from the world for no reason.
Long Ziqi's heart suddenly tightened and he blurted out three words: "——I'm sorry!"
If it hadn't been for her initial mistake, Lan Mufei would not have had that * incident happen, nor would she have become pregnant, nor would she have been forced to return to France with Louis Indigo, nor would she have had a miscarriage and ended up in a situation where her whereabouts are unknown.
Seventeen years old. Lan Mufei is only seventeen years old and has already experienced so many traumas and setbacks.
Long Lifei's big palm landed on her forehead, as if God was pardoning the sins of believers, and his voice was very calm: "I'm not telling you this to make you blame yourself. We are a family, and I don't want to lie to you about some things.
It has already happened, and there is no point in pursuing what is right or wrong."
Long Ziqi held his hand with a serious expression, "Fei Fei is a very kind girl. I believe that fate will not treat her poorly. She will be fine."
Long Lifei pursed his thin lips in an emotionless arc, and held her hand instead. He comforted himself a thousand times in his heart, hoping that everything would be like this.
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Long Lifei did not force her to return to country C with him, nor did he stay long. He had dinner with her that night and then left with Chong Jian.
There are so many things going on in the presidential palace, so it is not easy for him to spare this little time.
Because the car couldn't drive in, it would take about half an hour to walk there, and it was too dark. Long Lifei was worried that it would be unsafe for her to walk back alone at night, and he didn't want her to send him away.
Saying goodbye at the door, he couldn't help hugging her thin body and said in a low voice: "Yan'er, go home early."
Long Ziqi hugged his waist with both hands, buried her head in his chest, and gave a favor.
Only two people could hear Long Lifei's low voice, "Do you remember what I asked Chong Jian to tell you last time?"
She was startled, looked up at him, and nodded.
"If you really like it, don't have too many scruples. No matter what happens, your brother will support you."
Long Lifei looked down at her with compassionate eyes.
Long Ziqi's heart felt warm and the tip of her nose was slightly sour, "I know."
"Take care of yourself, let's go." Long Lifei let go of her and without saying anything else, he turned around and left first.
Chongjian said goodbye to her and followed Long Lifei.
The last time Jiang Chongjian came here to see her, in addition to talking about Jin Cunxu, he conveyed a message to Long Lifei before leaving.
The original words are: As long as you like it, no one can compete with you for the position of first lady of country a.
Long Pei and Long Lifei, father and son, usually seemed indifferent to each other, but their attitude towards Yan'er was the same - indulgence without restraint.
According to Long Pei's original words, the meaning is almost as follows: My Long Pei's daughter should be loved and loved when she was born. She will get what she wants. Whoever she wants to marry, who dares not to marry?!
Long Lifei didn't mention the word Jin Cunxu all night. Before leaving, he euphemistically mentioned that as smart as him, how could he not see Yan'er's feelings for Jin Cunxu? Even if she was extremely calm and repressed, when would she be with someone other than herself?
Do you get along with men like this?
They are twins, and they are more or less connected. She has deceived Chong Jian, but she cannot deceive him, her brother!
Long Ziqi sat alone at the table, looking at the blooming chrysanthemums. The faint fragrance of the flowers lingered in her nose. Thinking of Lan Mufei, she felt depressed and uncomfortable in her heart, and sighed.
Thinking of Jin Cunxu, with his indescribable loss, I couldn't help but sigh again!
All things are like the roots of an old tree that have been connected incorrectly, and there is no room for turning back.
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Jiang Chongjian walked with Long Lifei in the darkness with a flashlight. After enduring it for a long time, he finally couldn't hold it in anymore and asked, "Why didn't you tell her about Jin Cunxu's upcoming succession?"
"Then what……"
Jiang Chongjian was startled, and heard his deep voice coming slowly in the darkness: "Jin Cunxu looks gentle and harmless on the surface, but is actually cunning and deceitful. It's okay if Yan'er doesn't like him. If he likes him, he must not like him better than him."
Deep, otherwise it will be Yan'er who suffers!"
But at present, it seems that Jin Cunxu obviously likes Yan'er more than Yan'er, so it is him who suffers, not Yan'er!
As a man, he admires Jin Cunxu very much, but as Yan'er's brother, he still hopes that it is not his sister who suffers! In the eyes of the outside world, Jin Cunxu is a quasi-president with a distinguished status. In his eyes, Jin Cunxu may not be worthy of Yan'er!
Jiang Chongjian was silent and did not make a sound for a long time.
Long Lifei suddenly stopped and patted his shoulder, seeming to comfort him: "Everything is still unknown now."
It means that Chongjian may still have a chance, at least Long Pei and Gu Mingxi both like Chongjian!
Jiang Chongjian curled his lips and smiled bitterly: "I have looked away a long time ago. As long as she is happy, it doesn't matter who she is with!"
Sometimes, Long Lifei admires Jiang Chongjian's persistence and freeness in feelings. If Yan'er doesn't like him, he will protect him as his brother, never forcing it, and never giving up!
If he could be this free and easy, perhaps Fei Fei wouldn't be missing.
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On the third day after Long Lifei and Jiang Chongjian left, Long Ziqi suddenly received a call from He Zui, inviting her to go to Country A.
The reason is, He Zui is getting married.
While answering the phone, the children were studying by themselves. Long Ziqi stood at the door of the classroom. The wind in front of her was a heat wave. He Zui's wedding date was heard in her ears, but her heart was immersed in the bottom of the lake.
She thought of Song Jing, and those years in the United States, especially the fact that the person He Zui was going to marry was not her boyfriend in the United States, the man whom He Zui loved deeply and without regret!
He Zui's voice on the phone was calm, and she didn't feel the joy of being a bride at all. She just wanted to see her old friends.
She has not met Long Ziqi, Song Jing, and Su since graduation! The occasional phone calls are not like the greetings of ordinary friends, but they rarely reveal their concerns.
Everyone has their own circle of life and their own troubles, and complaining is of no use. On the contrary, it will only increase the troubles of your friends. Why bother!
He Zui asked Long Ziqi and Su Ji to be his bridesmaids, so they had to go there in advance to try on the bridesmaid dresses and confirm the wedding procedures.
Long Ziqi had no reason to refuse to attend He Zui's wedding. Even if this wedding did not bring He Zui the greatest happiness, she should still be by He Zui's side to witness the most important moments of her life.
It took two days to pack up, then say goodbye to the village chief, and then say goodbye to the children.
The children knew she was leaving. During the last class in the afternoon, they all stood up. Luca took the lead in singing a song for her.
It was a song she heard on the Internet before. The melody was very nice and easy to learn. Because she had a good memory, she could remember the lyrics after reading it once. When she came here, she taught it to the children.
The setting sun hung over the mountains that day, and the orange-red light filled the surrounding white clouds. The clear and pure singing of the children floated far, far away.
After the children finished singing, they collectively bowed to her, said goodbye, and left the classroom one after another, until the figure of Luka who finally left disappeared from the door. Tears had already accumulated in his eyes, rushing downwards, with his thin lips slightly hooked, showing reluctance and sadness.
With pride...
For the first time, I feel that being a teacher is more fulfilling and more proud than being a vice president who is feared by everyone!
On the last night she stayed here, she didn't rest. She sat at the door and looked at the starry sky, and took two photos with her mobile phone as a souvenir. Every day she lived here was very relaxed and comfortable.
There is no calculation, no pressure, and no past events, just a simple teacher Su Yan!
When she left here the next day, the whole village bid farewell to her, including the children.
The car started and drove farther and farther, but she kept looking back at the place where she had lived for most of half a year, with reluctance in her bright eyes...
Because she knew that it would be impossible to come back to this place in her lifetime.
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Young Master: I really want a brother like A Li, ah!