Allure, Marriage and Love, Inseparable in This Life 54: In the ashes, the water sees the long flow
Chapter 476: Alluring Marriage and Love, Inseparable for Life 54: Amidst the Ashes, the Small Water Sees the Long Flow
"Huh?" Jin Cunxu raised his eyebrows.
Long Ziqi said: "You should spin even more when you are dizzy. Your own grief, which is too painful to live, can be cured by the grief of others."
He asked: "Who said that?"
"Shakespeare." Long Ziqi replied seriously.
Jin Cunxu's eyes were dark and there was a faint smile on his lips: "So?"
"All my sorrows have been healed because of you, and now I want to redeem you!" Long Ziqi's red lips parted lightly, her outline was gentle, and she held his hand tightly.
He endured the tragic past, redeemed her with warmth, and gave her a home and a warmth that no one could match. The humble and miserable past has died in his memory.
In the past, if she saw these news, she would involuntarily feel cold all over, as if she was in an ice cellar.
Now she has forgotten those unbearable past, put aside the grudge in her heart, and the only thing she wants to do is to stay by his side for the rest of her life.
He smiled seductively, "You have always been saving me!"
She stood up, took her hand from his palm, put her hands on his shoulders instead, and came closer to him. Her voice rang in his ears: "I want us to have a complete family. I want to give it to Ali after he gets married."
How many children can you have, preferably three, so that the family will be lively? I also thought, if I don’t die, you can’t die!”
Warm*, charming and dense, that extremely gentle "ok" spread between the lips and teeth.
If a woman can endure the pain of childbirth again and again and extend your life in the midst of tearing, then why should you be reluctant to part with her?
If love is a poison, it will never end until death.
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presidential palace.
Fu Xiange knew that she liked to eat fruit, so he specially ordered Aunt Ru to go to the kitchen to prepare a fruit plate and personally serve it to Jin Xishuo and Long Ziqi who were playing chess.
Jin Cunxu is still working and has not returned.
The chess fell, Long Ziqi defeated Jin Xishuo for the first time, even if it was just a chess piece!
Jin Xishuo was not unhappy because he lost the chess game. On the contrary, with a smile on his thin lips, he said, "You are also upset."
Every time she played chess in the past, even if there was a chance to win, Long Ziqi would give up without leaving a trace and let him win; today she tried her best to win his chess piece, it must be for Jin Cunxu!
Long Ziqi's face was calm, and his voice was calm: "I once hated my father! I hated why he did this to me and my mother, why he didn't protect me well, suffered the ruthless plunder of fate, and gradually lost the desire to survive.
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He paused in his words, glanced at him, and said sharply, "When I grow up, I gradually understand that everyone living in this world has helplessness and can't help himself. I no longer blame him for his helplessness, because I know that he has already
Try your best.”
"I believe you have tried your best, but this does not mean that we can all let go easily. There are still many things that require time to slowly become indifferent. I don't know how long it will take!"
With her current status, she has no right to express opinions on the matters between Jin Cunxu and them, but since they are a family and have decided to stay together for the rest of their lives, it is better to talk about some things.
Fu Xiange was not angry after listening to Long Ziqi's words. On the contrary, she was very happy. The original reason for Long Ziqi's unhappiness was that she loved Jin Cunxu too much!
"Many years ago, fate abandoned him, his relatives abandoned him, time was cold on him, and the years were frosty on him, it doesn't matter... Because from now on, I will be by his side, and I will not give up on him, let alone let anyone try again.
Hurt him! Even if there are thousands of troops to block it, I will not surrender!"
There were intrigues, dark and dirty things in the political arena. How many people were opposed to her marriage to Jin Cunxu, and even wanted to put pressure on Jin Cunxu through Jin Xishuo in an attempt to make Jin Cunxu give up the marriage. She didn't say it, and she didn't show that she didn't know.
The long silence was because they were his closest relatives. After learning the truth about the past, it was time for her to take a stand and let everyone know that she, Long Ziqi, would never leave Jin Cunxu.
It also let Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange know that what they gave up back then was the greatest treasure she could provide in this life.
Fu Xiange pursed his lips and smiled lightly, with moisture in his eyes and a gentle voice: "I'm very happy to hear what you said! Yan'er, thank you!"
Thank you for your willingness to help us find the original Jin Cunxu.
Jin Xishuo's eyes also filled with appreciation and relief. She was indeed Long Pei's daughter. With this courage and innate aura, in the future, even if she died a hundred years later, I believe they would be able to bring Xishui to her.
Look at the growth flow.
Jin Cunxu and Long Ziqi stayed at the Presidential Palace for dinner. They did not stay long. Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange sent them to the door to get in the car.
Long Ziqi reached out and hugged Fu Xiange to say goodbye. He turned to look at Jin Cunxu and said in a soft voice: "Cunxu, why don't you hug mommy to say goodbye?"
Under the dim light, Jin Cunxu's expression was dazed for a moment, but he quickly came back to his senses and looked at Fu Xiange with his deep eyes.
When Fu Xiange heard Long Ziqi's words, the light beams in his eyes fluctuated for a second, and he looked at Jin Cunxuxin's long and strong figure. This piece of flesh that fell from her body, from the time he was born to now, 27 years, she
I haven't even hugged him properly once.
If she had had any choice back then, she would not have left Jin Cunxu in the orphanage. If time could go back again, she would not leave him even if she died.
Although Long Ziqi cannot understand what they did to Cunxu back then, the past has died in memories now. The gap between the two generations should not be deepened, but the distance between them should be narrowed.
If you want to solve the problem, you must first find the root of the problem. If you want Jin Cunxu to recover completely, then the care of Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange is indispensable in this process.
Jin Cunxu finally stood next to Fu Xiange, his slender arms were slightly stiff, and he hugged Fu Xiange like a machine, "Mom, good night."
The hug didn't last more than two seconds, but it made Fu Xiange, who never shed tears in front of others, have wet eyes and a choked voice: "Good night, Cunxu."
Jin Cunxu's expression was as usual, but when he reached out to hold Long Ziqi's hand, there was moisture in his palm, which made Long Ziqi's eyes look at him a little brighter, and his thin lips showed a vague arc.
After getting in the car, Qu Yan was driving and headed towards their home.
Jin Cunxu lowered his eyes and saw her smiling slightly under the dim light. He felt wetness on his palms. He lowered his head and raised the corners of his lips in a half-smile.
He knew that she was his only salvation in this life!
Fu Xiange stood there, watching the car disappear into the darkness, his pupils filled with mist, and his voice was hoarse but mixed with joy, "Shuo, I think we can wait for his forgiveness in our lifetime!"
Jin Xishuo stood beside her, with a look of relief in her eyes. He put his long arms around her and said in a low voice: "We should thank Mr. and Mrs. Long Pei."
Fu Xiange raised his eyes and looked at him, smiling at each other!
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Time flies by, and a year flies through the gap between your fingers in the blink of an eye. If you are a lonely person, you will probably panic about the ruthlessness of time, but if you open your eyes every morning, the first thing you see is your deep love.
For a person, even if the world ends in the next second, he will have no regrets.
This year, the lives of Jin Cunxu and Long Ziqi have been dull without any brightness, day after day, month after month, but every day when Long Ziqi wakes up, he is still grateful that he is still alive and they are still in love!
This year she had dreamed countless times that he was lying next to her, but there was no heartbeat. Occasionally she would wake up crying from nightmares in fear.
He understood her sadness and uneasiness. He couldn't help but sigh every time, hugged her tightly, kissed her as tenderly as possible, and told her impatiently: "Qiqi, I won't die, don't be afraid."
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In the past 26 years, Long Ziqi has not been afraid of anything. Now the only thing she fears is that one day Jin Cunxu will be gone... So how will she survive the rest of her lonely life?
It was not that Jin Cunxu had not fallen ill during this period, but most of them avoided Long Ziqi, especially not daring to hurt himself. She was already afraid and worried day and night. How could he bear to add to her burden.
Fortunately, his mood has been very stable in the second half of the year, and there are rarely times when he is out of control. Even if he does, he can rely on his own willpower to suppress his violent and extreme thoughts.
It's like there is a devil living in your heart. He has been trying to make a deal with you and ruined everything. But you have built an iron cage in your heart, locked the devil inside, and vowed not to let him come out, destroying yourself and ruining everything.
Everyone.
He wasn't afraid before, but now he is afraid, afraid that he will hurt her if he loses control.
If that day comes, he would rather die.
This year, the four elders have often openly and secretly asked the two of them to have a child. After all, Jin Cunxu is already 28 years old, which is very suitable for him to be a father.
Jin Cunxu always smiled and said: "Don't worry, I'm still too young, and Qiqi is too young -"
26 is still young?
Long Ziqi's speechless smile was actually because he knew that he didn't want to have children before A-Li got married, and he didn't want his elders to embarrass him, so he said she was young.
If these were 26-year-old women in Asia, most of them would already be mothers.
She didn't want children at first because she didn't want to have children before A-li got married. She had to put some pressure on A-li to prevent him from giving up on her. After learning about Jin Cunxu, she decided not to have children before the age of 30, because once she had children, her
His attention will definitely be distracted, so he will not be able to concentrate on taking care of Jin Cunxu.
Between her children and Cunxu, no matter how she chooses, she will choose Cunxu first.
Besides Jin Cunxu, there was another person she couldn't let go of, and that was her twin brother, Long Lifei.
Not to mention that I don’t have a girlfriend, I don’t even have a date. I just work every day.
Once when I returned to China, I thought that if Su had no chance with Chong Jian, maybe he could try with A Li. Before he could say anything, Su rolled his eyes and said that he already had a boyfriend, but who was his boyfriend?
Refuse to say.
He had no choice but to give up this idea and looked at Long Lifei alone, feeling extremely sad.
There is still no news about Lan Mufei, as if she has disappeared from this world for no reason. Long Lifei gave up searching, and seemed to have given up on his love and happiness; but she couldn't let go, and it was always a thorn in her heart.
In order to reassure her, Jin Cunxu also sent people to France to search for her, but they were undoubtedly looking for a needle in a haystack and there was no news.
Perhaps, Long Lifei and Lan Mufei really agreed to those words——
There is a tomb in my heart where the widows are buried
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In fact, later on, Long Ziqi heard Fu Xiange occasionally mention the reason why the gentle dean’s mother’s personality changed drastically.
The dean fell ill when she was young and was unable to have children. They had just gotten married at that time, and her husband didn't mind her. On the contrary, he treated her better.
A few years later, her husband married a woman outside and gave birth to a child. When the dean found out, the child was already about the same age as Cunxu at that time. Like Cunxu, he was extremely beautiful.
Her husband no longer wants to give her money to support the orphanage, and even wants to divorce her and marry her mistress...
The betrayal of her husband and the blow of divorce made the dean feel resentful. He was helpless to do anything about his ex-husband and his mistress' family, and his twisted psychology forced this hatred on Cunxu.
Long Ziqi's expression was calm and calm as she listened, but the flowerpot in her hand was about to be crushed by her, and the veins on her hand were looming.
Maybe this is a ridiculous human being who would not hesitate to hurt an innocent child in order to satisfy his twisted soul*.
At that time, Cunxu was hurt far more than himself.
Because the person who hurt him was a stranger he didn't know, but the person who hurt Cunxu was the dean's mother whom he trusted and relied on the most at the time...
Injuries from loved ones are always the most fatal.
Fortunately, her life is still alive.
Fortunately, they can still love each other.
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Qu Yan came to his home to pick up a document, and Jin Cunxu called and said it was placed in a drawer in the study.
Long Ziqi opened the drawer and took out the documents and was about to hand them to Qu Yan. He inadvertently swept the bamboo stick under the drawer and put the documents on the table. Instead, he picked up the bamboo stick and murmured softly: "There are three things in life."
The family has been stained with blood during the calamity, and for half the life they have been lonely and have no one to pity them. If fate has the righteousness of Ziwei, how can we hope for Nirvana and rebirth?"
This was the sign she asked for at Yinling Temple. She always thought he didn't know about it, but it turned out that he knew everything...
Qu Yan waited for a while and saw that she didn't come downstairs. He went upstairs and knocked on the door, "Madam -" his eyes lingered on the bamboo stick in her hand.
Long Ziqi held the bamboo stick tightly in his palm, and used the force of the bamboo stick to burn a red mark on Bai Xi's skin.
"Your Excellency is afraid that you will have random thoughts, so you told you that funny rumor. No one in Jincheng believes that rumor."
Long Ziqi lowered his eyes and murmured in a low voice: "He has always been so kind to me."
"more than--"
Long Ziqi glanced at him. Qu Yan felt that he had talked too much again, and thought to himself for a long time that since he was married now, it shouldn't be a big deal to tell his wife some things.
"It rained on the day of your graduation defense, so lunch was hamburger and Coke with Jiang Chongjian."
"How do you know?"
Qu Yan smiled: "If I remember correctly, there should be something belonging to Madam in the drawer!"
Long Ziqi's watery eyes were confused, and he lowered his head and searched in the drawer. Sure enough -
Qu Yan saw what she had in her hand and smiled slyly. He was fooled by the fact that your Excellency had indeed put all of Madam's things together.
Long Ziqi gently stroked the surface with her fingers, pursed her thin lips and smiled, and suddenly said: "How are Lu Xiangbei and your girlfriend doing recently?"
"Eh?" Lu Xiangbei was startled. He didn't know how she could change the topic to Lu Xiangbei. He was confused: "When did Lu Zhizhi have a girlfriend? Why didn't I know? It shouldn't be, what if he had a girlfriend?
My friend, I should be the first to know!"
The Presidential Palace’s mobile gossip guide is well-deserved!
The smile on Long Ziqi's lips deepened, this man... is really a master of acting!
"Why do you keep calling Xiangbei Road straight?"
Qu Yan got even more excited when he mentioned this, and explained eloquently: "This is all due to a girl who was crazy about Lu Zhizhi when I was studying in England. Her pursuit of Lu Zhizhi was a sensation in the whole school.
I confessed my love standing on the top of the tallest building in the school with a loudspeaker."
"But you also know that Lu Zhizhi is a smiling tiger. How can he attract ordinary girls? He turns a blind eye and listens to the girl's pursuit. The girl is also funny, and her courtship fails. I don't know who has a bright mind and thinks that Lu Zhizhi
Zhizhi does not like women, but likes men. Rumors spread throughout the school for a while, and the girls who liked Lu Zhizhi felt at ease. Originally, Lu Zhizhi enjoyed the peace and quiet without the interference of girls.
Life, but the good times don’t last long, girls don’t bother him, because all he pursues are men! You know that place in the UK, gays can be found everywhere, in and out of school, and they know how to like men. Who doesn’t want to?
Have a taste of what he has to offer."
"Lu Zhizhi couldn't bear it anymore, so he said that he would find out the rumor maker and make her life worse than death! When the girl heard this, she was so frightened that she suspended school that afternoon and ran away! Over the years, Lu Zhizhi has hated others the most.
As a joke about his gender, we teased him by calling him "Lu Zhizhi..." for so many years!"
After hearing the whole story, Long Ziqi said with a smile in his eyes: "That girl is quite interesting."
Qu Yan nodded, "Madam, you think she is interesting, but Lu Zhizhi thinks she is stupid and as timid as a mouse, and I hate her from the bottom of my heart!"
Lu Xiangbei said that he would find out the rumor mongers, just to warn those people not to spread rumors again. He had no intention of arguing with a stupid woman who spread rumors after her courtship failed. The fool actually ran away in panic like this.
Isn't this stupid?
"If we didn't like her so much, there would be no such thing as love turning into hate." After all, Long Ziqi is a woman, with a delicate mind, and can understand the girl's thoughts to some extent.
But what amused her the most was Jin Cunxu. In order to prevent her from having any thoughts about Lu Xiangbei, he even dared to tell lies like Lu Xiangbei had a girlfriend. But he was also stupid and actually believed him...
The bottom line is that she doesn't care about Lu Xiangbei, so she doesn't care whether he has a girlfriend. On the contrary, she cares about Jin Cunxu, so she believes whatever he says!
Qu Yan shrugged his shoulders and smiled innocently.
Lu Xiangbei called him to ask if he had been in a car accident, but he still hadn't gotten the information back after half an hour.
Lu Xiangbei screamed in anger, how could anyone curse a friend like this? He took the document, nodded and said goodbye to Long Ziqi, and shouted to Lu Xiangbei on the phone: "Lu Zhizhi, I wish you a happy life."
Old man——"
Before the word 'male' came out, there was only a beeping sound on the airwaves...
Long Ziqi has become accustomed to the way Qu Yan and Lu Xiangbei talk. It doesn't matter what they say in private. Sitting on the chair in the study room, his fingers carefully caressed the surface of the student ID card. When he opened it, he saw the little
She has a childish outline and a pair of black eyes like cold stars.
In fact, she couldn't remember when she lost her student ID card.
That low, gentle voice flashed through my mind: "Miss—Miss—"
Perhaps she already remembered when she lost her student ID card and how it got into his hands.
Her thin lips smiled like flowers.
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Time goes back to the last Christmas in America.
Jin Cunxu, who had graduated and could return to China, did not go back directly. On the contrary, under the urging of Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange, he delayed and delayed and refused to leave the United States.
On Christmas night, he originally just wanted to go to the restaurant to have something to eat, but unexpectedly they were so destined to meet again.
Through the window, he saw her lonely look, extremely lonely, the loss in her eyes was so vague, and her eyebrows were still stubborn.
As long as she waited in the restaurant, he watched her outside the restaurant, even forgetting about dinner.
However, she was in a warm room, while he was in the cold winter night.
He thought of many ways to talk to her, but none of them was satisfactory. Until she answered a phone call and ran out of the restaurant with an abnormal look on her face. He was subconsciously worried and stepped forward to deliberately bump into her——
Perhaps, this is an opportunity to get to know each other.
pity--
She hurriedly said "I'm sorry" and left in a hurry, without even glancing at his expectant and uneasy eyes.
There was a trace of disappointment in his eyes, and there was no successful recognition, but he picked up her student ID card.
Who can believe that he has been photographing her for a whole year, but he never knew her name or how old she was!
The student ID card says - Long Ziqi.
The three words pour out like a clear spring. If others are not familiar with these three words, how can they not be familiar with them?
Long Ziqi, the daughter of President Long Pei and Gu Mingxi of country C!
Dragon, what a noble and special surname.
He never thought about checking up on her information, and he didn't even want to be discovered that she was the deepest and deepest secret in his heart. However, fate blessed him with a lucky break. He knew her name and knew that this was a fate that had already been destined for him.
, how could he be able to hide if he wanted to?
Knowing her name and identity, it is not difficult to want to know more about her...
During her graduation defense, he silently watched every move she made, including what she went to eat with Jiang Chongjian and what she said.
Her voice was lonely, and it was like drinking arsenic for him.
She looked sad, and his heart was like an ice chisel.
In the restaurant, she was on the left and he was on the right, with only Jiang Chongjian in between.
Even if she pays just a little attention, even if it only takes one glance, she can see that the love God gave her has always been by her side, waiting to bloom.
One flower and one world, one leaf and one pursuit,
One song, one sigh, one life for one person.
Qiqi:
I came from the ashes -
Just to find you.
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