Chapter 516: A kiss, a joke 16: Sorry, I miss you in life and death
Long Lifei had a dream.
In my dream, I went back to the spring and summer of that year. The garden was full of crimson and pear blossoms, with rustling petals and rich fragrance.
A-Qing was just a child, her bright eyes reflected his clear facial features, and she kept teasing him, wanting to be his little wife.
In the end, she couldn't help it, so she compromised and agreed.
A-Qing thought he was asleep, so she secretly kissed him on the lips, then lay in his arms and fell asleep happily, with a smile on her lips, which was sweet and pleasant.
For some reason, he opened his eyes, his heart skipped a beat, and he lowered his head and placed a light kiss on her soft lips.
The breeze passed by, and the petals fell on her hair, which was beautiful and picturesque.
A Qing said that he was so kind to everyone, but he never asked if this was what they wanted.
But how can he be good to everyone?
He is good to Yan'er because Yan'er deserves to be cared for and treated with tenderness. He is good to Fei Fei because that child is helpless and no one will be good to her except himself. He will not give her to anyone.
Don't worry, as time goes by, she will naturally become a bright moon in his heart, and he will never forget her.
Why do you treat Ah Qing well?
Treating her like a younger sister, or simply wanting to be nice to her, knowing in his heart that she is not a flower in the greenhouse, and does not need someone to hold her in his hands all the time, but he still can't help but want to be nice to her and love her more.
To be more indulgent, it seems that no amount of good is too much.
I have never felt this way with Lu Ning'an or anyone else of the opposite sex.
As soon as the scene turned, the 22-year-old Ye Qingcheng stood tall and graceful. Although it was not enough to captivate the country, it was enough to tilt the balance of his emotions. Those emotions hidden in the bottom of his eyes and in his heart were unknown.
Every time you get close to me, you feel a little bit more unyielding desire, every time you get intimate with me, you feel a little bit more possessive, and your mood changes more and more obviously.
younger sister?
Such a bad excuse, I don’t even believe it myself!
In the dream, Ah Qing came to say goodbye to him, and a kiss fell on his lips. He wanted to hold her wrist and not let her leave...
A-Qing's body gradually turned into an illusion, shattering into thousands of light spots in an instant, just like the fireflies in summer gradually drifting away, unable to stay or catch...
"Aqing——"
Long Lifei opened his eyes suddenly. His body was already wet with cold sweat, and the fine sweat on his forehead was crystal clear. His eyes surrounded the dimly lit room, and there was nothing unusual about it.
There is a faint bitter taste of Chinese medicine lingering in the air.
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Ye Qingcheng finally couldn't resist Lin Qi's insistence and agreed to travel abroad with them.
When Long Lifei found out, they had already left for the airport.
Jiang Chongjian asked: "Do you need to send someone to follow?"
Long Lifei glanced at him: "Who can follow Ye Jia?"
Jiang Chongjian thought about it. What kind of person is Ye Jia? No matter how powerful he is, he can't keep up with him, let alone Lin Qi and Qingcheng. These three people together can easily destroy a camp.
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"Do you need me to talk to Feifei again?"
Long Lifei shook his head. There were many things at hand at the moment, and he couldn't do without Jiang Chongjian. Feifei was too stubborn, and she didn't want to get any financial help or return to the country.
For a moment, I really didn't know what I could do for her.
Jiang Chongjian understood what he meant, "I will let people continue to stare at her."
"Let Zhan Mo handle the matter in country M, and be sure not to let A Qing know about it." Long Lifei's tone was low, his attitude was strict, and he took this matter very seriously.
It might not be a bad thing for Ah Qing to leave the capital at this time. If she stayed here, he would have to find a way to hide her, which would save a lot of trouble.
"I will tell Zhan Mo, I believe he knows what to do."
After a moment of silence, Long Lifei shifted the topic to Ye Qingcheng, "Did A Qing take any medicine with her?"
Jiang Chongjian knew he would ask, and said softly: "The Ye family's servant said that the Ye family ordered people to boil half of the medicine and take it with them, and take the other half directly to boil it."
Long Lifei said nothing, but reached out and took out a document from the drawer and handed it to him.
Jiang Chongjian opened the document and was stunned for a moment, "Do you really want to do this?"
"This is my final bottom line."
Everything was originally planned by him. If it weren't for Xi Feng's deliberate actions, A Qing wouldn't know so many things, and it wouldn't cause so much sadness.
In the past, they were brothers and sisters, but now, they can never go back to the time when there was no gap at the beginning. This arrangement is the best choice for Xi Feng and himself!
There was a trace of regret in Jiang Chongjian's eyes, and he sighed: "We have to promote the guard chief from the guard room again."
Long Lifei looked out the window. The heavy snow under the winter festival had not completely melted yet. The fallen snow was white and slightly cold.
Spring still seems so far away...
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France, Paris, is known as the capital of fashion, the flower capital of the world, and the capital of romance. It is also one of the cities with the highest living expenses in the world.
There are a lot of debris placed in the back alley of a nice restaurant, and some black garbage bags that have not been discarded in time are filled with a putrid smell.
The girl wearing a dark coat of coarse cloth, with a pale face and slender face, was sitting on a small stool, working hard to wash the dishes in the basin. Her hands were full of foam, because the weather was still very cold, and her hands soaked in the water were red from the cold.
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She didn't have time to feel the coldness, because after washing the dishes, she had to rush to the next place of work.
There was a beautiful figure standing at the entrance of the alley. Although she had known about her situation for a long time, seeing the scene with my own eyes still brought quite a shock.
The girl who was once cared for by Long Lifei's treasure is now hiding in this smelly alley washing those greasy and dirty dishes.
Long Lifei once mentioned that she plays the violin very well and dreams of becoming a violinist.
Now the hands that can play beautiful violin music are soaked in a cold bath in the cold winter, and are red and swollen from the cold. How can I still play the violin like this!
How heartbroken he must be when he sees this!
Lan Mufei didn't notice it at first, but after a while, she felt someone was looking at her. She raised her head and looked over, her clear eyes suddenly froze, and the plate in her hand slid into the basin with a clang, causing splashes of water.
Probably I didn’t expect to see her again!
Ye Qingcheng walked up to her and wanted to give her a smile, but she really couldn't smile and said in a low voice, "——Fei Fei."
Lan Mufei smiled, her brows reflecting the sunny weather in Paris, "Ah Qing, long time no see."
It was so peaceful, it seemed like we were just meeting old friends!
Ye Qingcheng looked at her and didn't know what to say for a moment. Thousands of words and all the emotions were choked in his throat.
She didn't even know why she came here. Did he want to see her life or persuade her to return to China and be with Long Lifei?
She did the former, but was heartbroken, and the latter...she seemed not to be as great as she imagined, and she couldn't say anything to persuade Lan Mufei to return to the country.
"There is a small square on the right corner of this street. If you don't mind, can you wait for me there for half an hour." Lan Mufei said calmly, facing Ye Qingcheng, her messy life at the moment did not let her down.
Feeling humble, he refused to say anything: "I have to wash these dishes within half an hour to get paid."
Ye Qingcheng nodded.
There were not many people in the small square. Occasionally, a few white pigeons would fly over and land at her feet, purring, probably asking for food, but she had nothing in her hands.
She flew to Australia with Ye Jialin, and as soon as she got off the plane, she flew to Paris on a special plane.
From the very beginning, agreeing to travel abroad was just a pretext. She just used Lin Qi and Ye Jia as mist bombs to make everyone think that she was traveling with Lin Qi and Ye Jia. In fact, she wanted to come to Paris to visit.
The moment she saw Lan Mufei, she suddenly felt how Long Lifei was feeling.
A girl who was originally so beautiful was reduced to such a difficult life because of one of his mistakes. How could he not be heartbroken and how dare he mention her sorrow in front of others.
Lan Mufei had a miscarriage when she was five months pregnant, and her whereabouts are unknown after that.
Long Lifei was looking, and she was looking too, but unfortunately, there was no news.
Deep down in her heart, she has been secretly praying that even if her whereabouts are unknown, she still wants to live a better life!
Apparently, God didn't hear her prayer.
She has always had a bad life.
My mind was very messy and I was thinking about a lot of random things. When I was still struggling and heartbroken, Lan Mufei trotted over, panting, with two sandwiches in my hand.
"I'm sorry to have you wait for me for so long." Lan Mufei sat down next to her and handed her a piece of the sandwich in his hand: "The manager praised me for my quick action today and rewarded me, do you want it?"
"Thank you." Ye Qingcheng took the sandwich, and Lan Mufei had already taken a bite. She ate quickly, as if she was in a hurry.
Lan Mufei has already finished the sandwich, and Ye Qingcheng has just finished half of it. "Doesn't your stomach feel uncomfortable if you eat so fast?"
Lan Mufei was startled, then smiled sheepishly: "I do everything slowly, and I often get scolded. After that, I try to do everything faster. Over time, it becomes a habit."
She just said this casually, but Ye Qingcheng felt uncomfortable hearing it, "Fei Fei——"
Go back to China. Before she could say these three words, Lan Mufei interrupted her gently: "A-Qing, it's impossible for me to go back."
"Why?" Ye Qingcheng didn't understand. Now that everything was over, as long as she wanted to, no one would stop her from being with Long Lifei.
"The Lan Mufei of today is no longer the Lan Mufei of the past, and he is not the Long Lifei of the past." Lan Mufei breathed heat into his hands, rubbed them together and put them in his pocket to warm them, looking at Bai Bai calmly.
Gege, "If I wanted to go back, I would have gone back long ago."
She has never gone back because she has no intention of returning to that place in her life.
Memories will hurt more if they are warm.
She doesn't want to be sad anymore.
Ye Qingcheng held half a piece of sandwich in his hand. It tasted tasteless, but he was not willing to throw it away or feed it to the pigeons, because this was earned by Lan Mufei's hard work.
"I'm sorry!" This sentence came many years late. Maybe Lan Mufei didn't care, but she still wanted to apologize in person.
Lan Mufei turned to look at her, with a faint smile on her lips: "Ah Qing, are you feeling guilty for me all these years?"
Ye Qingcheng nodded.
"A Qing is so stupid." Lan Mufei reached out and touched her silky hair, and said Qing Qing: "It's impossible to say who was right and who was wrong about what happened back then. If it was wrong, it was between me and Long Lifei.
It's your fault and it has nothing to do with you... Everyone has his own destiny, this is my destiny, I accept it."
"But I..."
"Without you, the ending would be the same!" Lan Mufei interrupted her, and the smile on her lips couldn't help but be full of sourness, "I know him, and no one is more important in his heart than the people of the Long family."
Ye Qingcheng looked at her, and there was something left unsaid in his heart: But he will try his best to bring you back!
"How have you been in these years?"
After asking Ye Qingcheng, he regretted it. Looking at her like this, he knew that she was not living a good life.
"Very good." Lan Mufei answered and saw the disbelief flashing in Ye Qingcheng's eyes, and shrugged helplessly, "In the past, I had no worries about food and clothing, but that was all given by another person; but now, although life is harder,
But every bite of food and every penny is earned by myself, which makes me feel very secure and I feel that I am living with dignity and confidence."
In the past, she relied on that person everywhere, was protected by him, lived in an ivory tower, and was carefree. However, she was also fragile and could be broken with a blow; but now, she has been able to support herself with her own hands, even if
No matter how dirty or tiring she was doing, she never felt humble or despicable.
Although life is hard, if you keep working hard, you can always see hope.
Ye Qingcheng looked at the twinkling light in her eyes. She was tenacious, brave, and more of a self-confidence.
The Lan Mufei now is indeed different from the Lan Mufei before. She has become strong and independent, but she is so strong that it makes people feel distressed.
If she were not so strong and accepted Long Lifei's care and help, maybe her life would be easier.
Someone was riding a dilapidated bicycle not far away. Lan Mufei saw him and waved.
The boy riding the bicycle looks to be about twenty years old. Although his clothes are old, he is clean. His eyes are as blue as the ocean and the sky. He is clean and beautiful. His skin is very white. He is taller than Lan Mufei, but he is very clean.
Very thin.
Lan Mufei stood up, walked to him, took his arm, and introduced to Ye Qingcheng: "This is Yun Gu, my boyfriend."
"Ah, this is my good friend."
Lan Mufei was introducing them, and Ye Qingcheng was stunned. Yun Gu's beautiful eyes looked at Ye Qingcheng, and then at Lan Mufei, seeming a little confused.
"Fei Fei——"
Ye Qingcheng couldn't believe it, how could Fei Fei have a boyfriend, and a boy who looked younger than her.
Yun Gu looked at Ye Qingcheng and didn't open his mouth, but made a few moves.
Ye Qingcheng felt vaguely uneasy and looked at Lan Mufei, filled with confusion.
"Agu had a serious illness when he was young, so he couldn't speak." Lan Mufei mentioned Yungu with a gentle expression, "Agu just said that I'm glad to see you."
"Hello, I'm Ye Qingcheng. Nice to meet you." Ye Qingcheng reached out and shook his hand. Yun Gu seemed to be a little introverted. He took his hand away after touching her and looked at Lan Mufei.
Ye Qingcheng couldn't understand the sign language he made. He only heard Lan Mufei say: "I'll go right away."
Yun Gu smiled and looked very nice.
Lan Mufei looked at Ye Qingcheng with a calm expression. Everything was calm, without any emotional fluctuations. She said to Agu, "Go to the intersection and wait for me. I will be there in a moment."
Yun Gu nodded and waved goodbye to Ye Qingcheng.
"He——" Ye Qingcheng stopped talking.
"He was very good to me. Without him, there would be no Lan Mufei alive now." Lan Mufei looked at Yun Gu's back, her eyes filled with gratitude, "Ah Qing, can you convey some words to me?
Give it to him."
"Eh?" Ye Qingcheng looked at her with confusion in his eyes.
"It's better to miss each other than to miss each other. I've already let go, let him let go too! Don't send people to follow me anymore. What Agu and I need is not help, but no interruption!"
Ye Qingcheng had long known that someone was following Lan Mufei secretly, and guessed that it was Long Lifei's person, but he didn't expect that Lan Mufei would also find out.
"Have you really given up?"
Pupils as clear as obsidian, looking at Ye Qingcheng, a smile spread across her lips, Yun Danfeng said softly: "Let go, feel free."
Ye Qingcheng was startled. She had also heard Gu Mingxi say this.
Let go of one thought and feel at ease.
Now that Fei Fei has seen through the matter, let it go!
"Ah Qing, thank you for coming to see me, and thank you for letting me know that he will live a good life."
Ye Qingcheng was stunned and before she could react, Lan Mufei opened his arms and hugged her gently, and said with his lips in her ear: "Ah Qing, goodbye."
Goodbye, never see you again.
Everyone has their own life trajectory, and her life trajectory overlapped with that of Long Lifei and Ye Qingcheng once, but then they deviated and will never overlap again.
On the occasion of parting, it is not a blessing to be able to say goodbye to the people in your memories.
They have their brilliance, and she has her persistence and hard work. There must be one person who lets go first and moves forward...
Ye Qingcheng stood there and watched Lan Mufei's thin and slender back gradually fade away. The Lan Mufei now was completely different from her back then. She was self-respecting and self-reliant, and she would definitely not accept any financial help from anyone, including herself.
Inside, I have mixed feelings.
The phone buzzed in her pocket for a long time. She slowly took out the phone, with light waves flowing in her eyes. She saw the name in the picture and answered the call.
His slender brows gradually furrowed into a tight frown.
Lan Mufei walked to the corner of the street, and Yun Gu stood on the side of the road waiting for her. When he saw her, he made sign language.
"Sister, why are you lying?"
The smile on Lan Mufei's lips disappeared, her pale face became paler, her eyelashes as thin as cicada wings trembled violently in the wind, her voice was like catkins, "Agu, you will understand when you have someone you love."
Not meeting each other does not mean that we do not want to see each other, but we do not dare to see each other and cannot see each other.
Seven years ago, they said goodbye to each other and would never see each other again in this life.
She was afraid that if he saw him, the faith she had relied on for the past seven years would collapse. She was afraid that if he saw him, she would forget the pain of love in the past and couldn't help but want to leave with him.
But her fate was determined from birth, and she was not qualified to stay by his side and grow old with him.
First, it is best not to meet each other, so as not to fall in love.
Secondly, it is best not to know each other, so as not to miss each other.
Third, it is best not to accompany each other, so that you will not owe each other.
Fourth, it is best not to cherish each other, so that we can not remember each other.
Fifth, it is best not to fall in love, so as not to abandon each other.
Sixth, it is best not to face each other, so that we can avoid meeting each other.
Seventh, it is best not to make mistakes with each other, so that there will be no negative points.
Eighth, it is best not to agree to each other, so that there will be no continuity.
Ninth, it is best not to depend on each other, so you can not depend on each other.
Tenth, it is best not to meet each other, so you can avoid getting together.
But we know each other once we have seen each other, and it is better to see each other than not.
Ande and the king are inseparable from each other, so as not to have to worry about life and death.
Brother Li Fei:
You are lucky because you can choose to love me or not, but I can only choose to love you or love you more.
The worst thing in life is not losing the person you love, but losing yourself because you love someone too much.
Injury makes a person grow, and time makes a person strong, I already understand.
This is the ending, don't be persistent anymore, persistence will hurt the person who loves you most in the end.
So, that's it...
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The finished work of "Yaoyao Escape":
Brave series: "The President's Rich Ex-Wife", "Sleeping with Cops and Robbers: My Wife Does All Evil", "Contract*: Women Can Only Love Me"
Healing Series: "Debt Collection Treasure: Pay My Mommy Ten Dollars", "Master Devil, Please Spare Me", "The President's Little Girl"