Chapter 518: My heart is buried with you, Love Feng Xuanxue 2: Love is too heavy, awakening in memory

Half an hour later, the helicopter departed from the capital on time, destination: Xuanxue Mountain. Estimated flight time: 4 hours.

Jiang Chongjian asked to accompany him, but Long Lifei refused and arranged for him to stay in the capital to help him handle affairs.

On the other hand, Lin Chen and Qin Xifeng were traveling together.

Qin Xifeng received the notice from Lin Chen and came over to take a look. The two met at the entrance of the Presidential Palace and happened to meet Long Lifei who was setting off.

Long Lifei just looked at them silently for a few seconds, without explaining anything, and agreed to accompany them.

Long Lifei was sitting on the helicopter, wearing a headset to block out the noisy noise. He took out a blue diamond hairpin from his pocket and touched it gently with his fingertips, as if caressing her face.

Lin Chen and Qin Xifeng sat opposite him. When they saw the wry smile on his lowered lips, they withdrew their eyes, looked at each other, and fell silent.

Jiang Chongjian's voice kept echoing in Long Lifei's ears: You are really in love with Qingcheng.

The thin lips are slightly hooked, and the smile is cheerful.

Jiang Chongjian seemed surprised and found it incredible that he was attracted to Ah Qing.

Is it weird?

Exactly when did he develop feelings for A Qing? Maybe he didn't even know it himself. Every time he faced A Qing, he would involuntarily do something that was not in line with his identity and principles.

Such as the kiss under the pear tree, such as building a parking lot for her, and another such as building a horse farm for her in the Presidential Palace.

Yes, he built that racecourse for A Qing.

Not for Lan Mufei, but for Ye Qingcheng!

Lan Mufei likes horse riding, and he promised that if he had the chance, he might build a horse farm, but that horse farm was really not built for Fei Fei, because he knew better than anyone else that Fei Fei had disappeared from his life.

Hide and never come back.

Perhaps, even A-Qing herself has forgotten that when she was seven years old, she saw someone riding a horse on TV, crying and wanting to ride a horse.

Ye Jia's tenderness was only for his wife, and he turned a blind eye to his daughter's crying. Lin Qi even ignored her unreasonable requests. He picked her up and let her ride on his neck to experience the feeling of being on a horse.

Seven-year-old Ye Qingcheng giggled happily on his shoulder, her laughter floating into the distance like a silver bell...

She forgot, but he remembered her childhood wish and fulfilled it, even if the marriage was just an act.

Before he knew that Ye Qingcheng liked him, he had never had the thought of being with her. After all, she was the girl he had watched grow up. With the gap of eight years, he could not have that thought, nor could he cross the hurdle in his heart.

past.

After knowing her feelings, A-Qing decided to give up the marriage. He hesitated and finally decided to respect her decision.

His identity and the position he currently stands in are destined to prevent him from being able to do as he pleases and be crazy about love like ordinary people.

If he could, why would he have endured the pain and given up on Fei Fei, leaving the two of them in a situation where they would never see each other again.

After all, A-Qing is still young. In a few years, she may meet someone she likes more and forget her feelings for her.

Lin Chen and Zhan Mo came to him, told him about A Qing's situation, and asked him to help take care of A Qing.

Aqing was just a child when she went to the military zone at the age of twelve. She had her first menstruation at the age of thirteen, and happened to be training in a quagmire. She soaked in the quagmire all day, and her menstrual blood stained the sewage red, and the smell of blood wafted around, which made many

The boy felt unlucky and protested strongly, unwilling to undergo training with girls, and questioned whether Ye Qingcheng could become a qualified soldier.

At that time, the instructor allowed Ah Qing to be exempted from training for three days, but Ah Qing was stubborn and refused to admit defeat. In order to prove that she was no worse than men, she stubbornly refused to take a break and persisted in training.

After every menstrual period, whether it was field combat training or sea training, she never gave up because of her menstruation. Every time she persisted in completing the training with excellence, she gradually made those unruly teenagers look at her with admiration.

In the past few years, she had occasional menstrual pain, but it was not serious and within the range of her tolerance. After that, although the menstrual pain was not frequent, her menstrual blood became less and less, and sometimes there was no menstrual bleeding for a month or two!

She was used to it and didn't take it to heart.

At the age of 22, her menstruation seemed to be normal again, but it was not normal. Her menstruation was irregular and she did not have severe menstrual pain. In addition, she did not remember the date of her menstrual period. She was so confused that she never took it to heart.

The reason for the heavy bleeding and fainting was because her body had reached its limit. Originally, because she did not take good care of her body, her uterus was not well developed and her uterus was extremely cold. If she did not take good care of herself, she would most likely be completely devastated after this heavy bleeding.

amenorrhea.

Once amenorrhea means that she will never have the chance to be a mother in this life.

A woman who cannot be a mother in this life is equivalent to losing her dignity as a woman.

When Mingxi had a miscarriage, her uterus was forcibly removed, and Yan'er died. After experiencing these series of blows, she had to face Yi Ruo's ridicule: You can't even be called a complete woman.

Ah Qing is still young now, so maybe she won't care if she finds out, but what about the future?

When she gets older, when she wants to get married and have children but finds out that she can't have children, it will be such a painful blow. Even regretting it will not help.

Lin Chen, Zhan Mo, and even he knew A Qing very well. It was very difficult for her to take Chinese medicine for three months, quit drinking and smoking, and not go out to get cold.

If Long Lifei came to take care of her personally, he might be able to get her to cooperate obediently.

So Lin Chen entrusted him with taking care of A Qing.

The three-month period was not an idea from the beginning, nor was it just said casually to make her happy.

When A Qing returned to the Presidential Palace, the feeling was completely different from the atmosphere in the Presidential Palace when she was not there. The domestic servants were smiling, listening to Ye Qingcheng's instructions, and Qingfeng was rushing back and forth to get and boil medicine for A Qing.

Everyone seems to be used to Ah Qing being in the Presidential Palace.

And he is the same.

Three months, ten things.

She said they would watch a movie together, and he said yes. Get rid of the chief of security and the secretary-general, get rid of his identity as president, and go watch a movie with her like an ordinary person.

That * atmosphere, those intimate couples, it was not only A Qing who was embarrassed, he was also embarrassed, but he hid it very well and did not let A Qing find out.

He knew very well why Ah Qing was anxious, and he didn't know how to comfort her. The only thought in his mind was to kiss her.

Her red lips were softer than when she was twelve years old. They had a faint medicinal smell due to the medicine she drank, but that didn't stop him from liking the kiss.

Something was changing in his heart, and he knew it very well. It wasn't that he hadn't thought about resisting, but... he just couldn't resist.

She said let's set off fireworks together, and he said yes.

Seeing her chattering, seeing her not being coquettish at all, moving the heavy boxes of fireworks neatly, seeing her dancing happily because of seeing the fireworks, the flashing fireworks reflecting her beautiful and clean face,

He was so fascinated that he couldn't help but say: "Ah Qing, when we are together, I will be good to you all my life." No matter how good it is!

The fireworks covered his voice, so she didn't hear it, and he couldn't say it a second time.

Spending Christmas Eve together, she waited for so long just because she wanted to eat Christmas Eve with him.

We spent Christmas together, and she prepared so many dishes for him. When he was late late at night, she not only wasn't angry, but also seemed quite happy.

We took pictures together, and she didn't even dare to take the initiative to kiss him, so let him take the initiative.

He knew that Feifei's photo would make her uncomfortable, so he changed it immediately after leaving the house without any hesitation.

Since when did his heart begin to care more and more about A Qing's joys and sorrows, completely forgetting about the girl he had missed for so many years.

Dancing together, her sexiness and charm drove him crazy. Thinking that if another man looked at her like this, he would have the urge to kill.

Planting flowers together, cooking dinner together, everything the two of them did together was so ordinary and extremely warm, so warm that he thought he would never experience such ordinary and trivial happiness in his life.

How could he not know her intentions? She was afraid that he would still not love her after three months. She wanted to do her best to create memories between the two of them, so that even if they were separated, she would have many, many memories.

Can be recalled.

The more cautious she is and the more she compromises, the more he feels distressed...

How humble does one have to love to be able to stay by one's side for a 'possibility' like this and count down the days every day?

Every time she asks him with a tentative tone and smiles if he likes her, every time she says "hug one" and gets tired of being in his arms, every time she kisses him as if nothing.

…

He was wondering why she could be so cute and charming, and every look in her eyes affected his emotions and all his attention.

Many times, he also wanted to tell her that he had fallen in love with her and wanted to make her his woman.

Every time he restrained himself, he wanted to wait until three months before talking, to take it slow, to be more sure of his feelings for her; the reason why he didn't touch her was because of her body, which had suffered heavy bleeding and was almost amenorrhea. How dare he do it so easily?

He was afraid of losing control of her, and even more afraid of hurting her.

The news about Lan Mu Fei came very suddenly, beyond his expectation. When he learned Fei Fei's exact address, his first thought was not to be happy that the Fei Fei he was worried about finally had news, nor to think about what to do.

Separate relations with A Qing.

The first thing he thought of at that moment was A Qing.

The child felt deeply guilty about Fei Fei. If he knew about Fei Fei, he would probably have wild thoughts again.

After thinking about it, he finally decided not to tell her and hide it from her so as not to affect her mood. He decided to go to France to see Fei Fei in person. He knew that if he said to go to the United States, A Qing would not doubt or follow her, so he went

After arriving in the United States, I transferred to Paris.

Feifei's living conditions made him heartbroken and guilty, but it was only guilt, no attachment, and no love.

The only thing he wants to do is to make up for Fei Fei. If she wants to return to China, he will take her back. If she is not willing, he will not force it, but the living environment must at least change.

Fei Fei was more stubborn than he expected. She didn't want to see each other, didn't want to return to her country, let alone accept his material help!

Fei Fei is not the original Fei Fei, and he is not the original Long Li Fei.

During the week in Paris, he was in the hotel room every day. Apart from dealing with official matters, what he thought about most was A-Qing. He wondered whether she had taken her medicine well and put on more clothes. The weather was so cold, and she was not a very good person.
To be continued...