Love is not unhappy: I will not see you in my life, I just wish him peace every year
The love is endless but not joyful: I will never see him alive, I just wish him peace every year
Lan Mufei was stunned and then reacted: "No need -"
Louis Yingwu ignored her words, picked her up forcefully and took her back to the room.
Lan Mufei wanted to speak, but her abdomen hurt even more, and thin beads of sweat oozed from her forehead. She had no strength to struggle in his arms.
He carefully placed her on the bed, pulled back the quilt and covered her up, then raised the temperature in the room. Sitting by the bed and seeing her uncomfortable expression, he unexpectedly remembered the time she fainted on the roadside.
"Is that the one coming?"
Lan Mufei closed her eyes and nodded, feeling so uncomfortable that she didn't want to talk. She suffered from severe pain in her lower abdomen, nausea and cold sensitivity. Every menstrual period tortured her to the point of losing half of her life.
Louis Yingqi didn't say much, told her to have a good rest, got up and left.
How could Lan Mufei get a good rest? He was in so much pain that he couldn't sleep, and he was worried that the bed sheet would be soiled. He felt uneasy and didn't know what he was doing out there!
Without waiting for too long, Louis Yingwu returned to the room, holding a transparent plastic bag in his hand. You could see colorful packages of sanitary napkins placed on the head. He said warmly: "I don't know what brand you use, whatever."
Buy a few brands and use them from now on!"
Lan Mufei was startled, "You, you went to buy it?"
"Of course not!" He helped Lan Mufei up, "Do you need Aunt Wu to come over and help you?"
Looking at her haggard face, Louis Yingqi was really afraid that she would faint in the bathroom.
"No, I can do it myself!" Lan Mufei said bravely.
Louis Yingqi was worried and took her to the bathroom. Knowing that she was thin-skinned, he asked her to do it by herself. Don't show off.
Lan Mufei nodded in agreement. Sitting on the toilet, she heard someone talking outside. It sounded like Aunt Wu was sending something in!
Five minutes later, Lan Mufei opened the bathroom door. Aunt Wu was no longer in the room. Louis Yingwu came over and hugged her to the bed, with freshly boiled and still steaming brown sugar ginger water on the bed.
Lan Mufei drank it while it was hot, which slightly relieved the pain, but her face was still ugly. Louis Yingwu helped her lie down, holding her cold fingers and frowning, "Did this problem come from that time?
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Lan Mufei lay weakly on the bed, looking at him with clear water eyes, and pulled her thin lips forcefully, "It's okay, every woman will be like this!"
The problem of dysmenorrhea was definitely left over from that time. In the past, she wasn't afraid that he would know about it, but now she didn't want him to know because she was afraid that he would feel guilty.
Louis Yingqi stared at her with his deep eyes for a long time, took off his coat, and lay next to her, "I'll lie with you for a while!"
Lan Mufei did not refuse, and heard his low and hoarse voice coming from above her head, "I will definitely find the best doctor to cure this problem for you!"
Seeing her in such pain, his heart felt like it was being grabbed by a hand, suffocating him and making him unable to breathe.
Lan Mufei's eyes turned red inexplicably, and she took the initiative to lean into his furnace-like chest and said in a low voice, "--Okay!"
Louis Ying's lukewarm palms fell on her lower abdomen, and he rubbed it gently through her pajamas, trying to relieve her pain.
Lan Mufei leaned in his arms, closing her eyes and holding his clothes tightly with her fingers, "Don't let Aunt Wu wash my clothes."
Aunt Wu was embarrassed to let Aunt Wu wash those clothes!
"Okay." Louis Yingwu promised her, not caring about the sweat on her forehead, and kissed her, "I won't let her wash it. She can sleep peacefully for a while, and she won't feel any pain when she wakes up."
Lan Mufei was not talking. His faint breath was lingering under her nose, and his warmth was on her skin. It seemed to be the best hypnotic agent. With him by her side, she didn't have to think about anything and could sleep peacefully and dream.
Maybe there wouldn't be so much pain and suffering.
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Lan Mufei didn't get up for dinner at night because of menstrual pain, so Aunt Wu specially cooked fish soup and asked Louis Yingqiu to bring it to the room and let her eat some. Women are the weakest at this time and need to take supplements.
Lan Mufei was vaguely woken up by Louis Yingwidow. Although her stomach didn't hurt that much, she felt nauseated when she saw the food and couldn't eat anything.
Louis Yingwidow didn't force her. She didn't have to eat fish, but she had to drink some soup. It was good for her health.
Lan Mufei finished the fish soup intermittently, without taking two bites of the fish. She lay on the bed feeling a little guilty, "Aunt Wu cooked it specially for me." But she couldn't eat it.
Louis Yingwu reached out and touched her cheek, and said in a low voice: "It's okay, I don't dislike you, I will help you finish eating."
Lan Mufei's heart trembled, and a warm current surged through her. She looked at him with eyes that were more and more moved and addicted. She suddenly understood that although this man was not very gentle, not romantic, had a poisonous mouth, and did not give people face, but once
When you need him, even if he doesn't say a gentle word, he can move you to tears!
Louis Indigo could do what he said, and he really ate the fish she didn't eat, leaving only a pile of fish bones.
When she went to bed at night, Aunt Wu specially asked Aunt Wu to bring a hot water bottle and put it on her lower abdomen. She kept it there most of the night until she felt that the hot water bottle had no heat, then she took it away and put her in her arms to sleep.
Lan Mufei didn't see Louis Yingqi when she woke up the next day. Her stomach ached no longer. She changed clothes and started to wash up. When she walked out of the room, she saw the stall in the corridor where clothes were hung, with her clean underwear hanging on them.
A meal.
She remembered that she asked Louis Yingwu to ask Aunt Wu to wash it. He would definitely do what he promised. If it wasn't Aunt Wu, that would be——
Her little heart was beating wildly and uncontrollably. She didn't want to do this, but her eyes turned red uncontrollably.
Louis Indigo came over and said, "You are standing here and planning to freeze into popsicles?"
Lan Mufei turned around and lowered her head without looking at him. She just shook her head and said in a low voice, "Why are you so nice to me?"
Louis Yingqi casually glanced at the underwear hanging there and replied disapprovingly: "Isn't that what a boyfriend should do to his girlfriend?!"
Lan Mufei was unwilling to let Aunt Wu help her wash her clothes. Aunt Wu also said that she couldn't touch cold water for four or five days at this time, and there was no way to put the clothes there.
Widow Louis Ying waited until she fell asleep, then got up quietly, put on her coat and walked into the bathroom. She saw that the foam in the basin disappeared, leaving only her hair and water dyed light red.
He couldn't remember how many women he had taken off their clothes over the years, but he had never washed a woman's clothes.
He thought that not only himself, but most men would not be willing to touch such clothes and would feel unlucky. But when he thought of everything she suffered eight years ago, he felt extremely depressed...
If he had been in Paris eight years ago, even if she had a miscarriage, she would never have been in pain, not to mention——
He stood in the bathroom and smoked two cigarettes. The cigarette butts were thrown into the toilet. He was moved by the water. He squatted in the bathroom and washed clothes for the first time. His underwear was stained with a woman's menstrual blood.
After washing her clothes and taking them to the clothes drying area in the corridor to dry, Louis Yingqi couldn't help but smile. If Luo Ruochen knew that he had not had sex with her yet and he washed her underwear for her, he would probably scream. It's the end of the world.
What can I do, this woman...
It really made him feel bad!
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Lan Mufei raised her slender arms, took the initiative to hug his waist, and moved closer to his embrace, "No one has ever been so kind to me."
He doesn't mind eating her leftovers and is willing to wash her dirty clothes. Although Agu can do these things, he and Agu are different after all.
He was a widowed Louis, a respectable and awe-inspiring aristocratic earl, but he was huddled in the bathroom washing his own clothes in this small town. How could he not be moved?
Louis Yingwu hugged her, turned his head and kissed her hair, and said in a low voice: "Then can you tell me where those old injuries on your body came from?"
Before the words could be settled, the delicate body leaning in his arms froze instantly.
Lan Mufei's face was almost ashen, and her eyes looked at him with complexity and ambiguity, "How do you know?"
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Louis Yingqi sent Lan Mufei to the hospital for the first time because she just fainted from dysmenorrhea, so he didn’t do any more tests at the time. He didn’t pay much attention to dysmenorrhea, as she said, every woman will have it!
The second time she was shot and hospitalized, for her safety, the doctor conducted a comprehensive and detailed examination on her after the operation, but nothing could be found.
She once had a fracture in her calf, which healed naturally without treatment, as can be seen in the film. There were cracks in the joints of her arms, and almost all the bones in her body had large and small scars. Its number.
The doctors who saw her were frightened and thought it was extremely cruel. Who could treat a woman with such inhumanity?
When the doctor told Louis Indigo, he, who was always calm and composed, was confused for a few seconds.
Isn't it a miscarriage?
Wouldn't he just throw her out of the villa?
Where did those old wounds on her body come from?
How many unknown things happened to her back then, and how much pain did she endure? The pain all over her body, with no money and no medicine, could it be that she relied on herself to support herself and slowly healed with time?
Just thinking about it made his heart hurt, so painful that he wanted to return all the pain to those who harmed her!
At first, he suspected that it was Madam Hong who did it. The results of the investigation showed that Madam Hong really only asked two bodyguards to throw her out and did not mean to beat her poisonously. Then the next thing he thought of was Grace, because Lan Mufei She was living in the villa as a surrogate. It was not that Grace had never had trouble with him. Of course, she would be listed as the object of suspicion. After a thorough investigation, it was found that it was not Grace's fault.
So who has so much hatred for her and wants to torture her so cruelly?
When Lan Mufei lost too much blood after being shot and fell into a coma, she unconsciously repeated a sentence: If you don't go back, you won't go back even if you die...
What does this sentence mean?
Could he guess that the place she said she would never go back to was: the capital of the country!
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Lan Mufei was pulled in by him and sat in the side hall. He discovered the secret that he had been hiding in his heart. He felt so heavy that he didn't know how to speak.
Louis Yingqi was not in a hurry and sat quietly with her until she was willing to speak.
The clear pupils under the thin eyelashes gradually became heavy and uncomfortable because of the memories of the past. Even holding a cup full of hot water in both hands did not feel hot.
"Eight years ago..." Two pale lips collided gently, and the sound fell softly, fermenting in the air, "I was beaten severely after being thrown out of the villa by Mrs. Hong."
Word after word was squeezed out from her red lips, and every word was stained with blood. That was the last thing she wanted to mention.
The answer was almost the same as Louis Yingqi expected, but when he heard her say it with his own ears, he was still stunned. What he wanted to know more was who hated her so much!
"Who is the other party?"
Lan Mufei's eyes moved away from his frosty handsome face, and looked down at the cup in her palm. Her eyes hurt from the heat, and her eyelashes trembled, "It's been so long, it doesn't matter who it is anymore.
Already."
Louis Yingzi's heart sank. Listening to her words, it was obvious that she knew who the other party was, but she just didn't want to say it!
Why is she unwilling to say who she is afraid of, or...who she is protecting?
After thinking for a long time, his voice sounded coldly, "It has something to do with Long Lifei!"
It’s an affirmative tone, not a question!
Lan Mufei's thin and slender body froze suddenly, and she looked up at him with incredible eyes, as if she couldn't believe that he actually knew...
Looking at her expression, Louis Yingzi knew that he had not guessed that the beating she suffered and nearly death eight years ago was really related to Long Lifei!
In the past eight years, she would rather live in humility and pain than return to the capital, all because of Long Lifei!
She didn't hate Long Lifei for sacrificing her in the first place, but she had been... protecting him!
These things are actually not difficult to guess. He sent Hang Hang to investigate. Just two days after arriving here, Hang Hang called and told him that the people who beat her up were from the capital.
It is impossible for people in the capital to be an old friend of the Yi family. They are eager to draw a clear line with her; Long Lifei will only let people find her and will not harm her. The only thing they can think of is Long Lifei's political opponents who want to take advantage of her.
She came to fight Long Lifei.
And this silly girl would rather die than return to the capital and cause him any harm!
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"Without him, there would be no Lan Mufei in this world. Just treat it as what I owe him and pay him back!"
There was mist in his eyes, his voice was hoarse, and he was slightly choked with sobs. He didn't want to cry, but in front of him, he didn't know why he showed his weakness.
Many times she would wonder why fate was so unfair, why she was Yi Ruo's daughter, and why her and Long Lifei's identities were so awkward and antagonistic.
Because of her identity, Long Lifei's political opponents naturally wanted to use her. They did not use her to criticize Long Lifei, but asked her to get close to Long Lifei, help them find out information, and asked her to provoke Long Lifei.
Their feelings with Mr. Lao...
How could she be willing to do something to hurt him, so she kept procrastinating and never really helped those who wanted to harm Long Lifei.
No one knows how much struggle and pain she felt in her heart when she knew about her life experience, the rights and wrongs between her biological mother and the Long family; why must she know this?
It would be great if she never knew. She could continue to stay by his side with peace of mind. Even if she couldn't stay together for life, at least she could see and contact him from time to time...
What happened when she returned home was far beyond her expectation. She thought that when she returned to Paris with Louis Yingqiu, those people would no longer have their ideas against her; at first, Louis Yingqiu's people secretly protected her.
She, but once she was thrown out of the villa, no one cared about her life or death.
At that time, Long Lifei's people had been blocked by Louis Yingwu's people, and those people took advantage of the loophole and kidnapped her!
They knew that Long Lifei still cared about Lan Mufei, so they hoped that she would return to the country to help them get close to Long Lifei and steal information and secrets. Who would have expected that at that point, she would still be unwilling to betray Long Lifei, even if it means death!
She is not dead, but life is worse than death!
Seven years later, Long Lifei came to her and wanted her to return to China. It wasn't that she didn't want to see him, let alone that she didn't want to go back, it was just that she couldn't!
As long as one person knows that she is Yi Ruo's daughter, those who are enemies of Long Lifei will find her and try their best to make her betray Long Lifei, or use herself to threaten Long Lifei!
Between the Long family and himself, Long Lifei chose the Long family.
Between the country and himself, does he still need to choose?
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