Love is not unrequited: love to the depths and timid (5)
Love is endless but not joyful: Love is timid when you fall in love deeply (5)
Lan Mufei changed into neat clothes. She couldn't find anything to protect herself in the bedroom. There was only a mop in the bathroom. Feeling unsure, she held the mop in one hand and the cold metal in the other, and slowly pulled it away.
Bedroom door.
For a moment, I was stunned.
The person standing in the living room was Louis Young. He looked back when he heard the voice. When his eyes glanced at the mop in her hand, he raised a stern brow, as if he thought it was funny.
Lan Mufei reacted in a moment, put down the mop, and heard her own hoarse voice, "What are you doing here?"
"Look at you!" He answered simply, pointing to the breakfast on the table, "I brought you breakfast."
She followed his fingers to see the sandwiches and coffee on the table, and subconsciously sneered, "I'm afraid of being poisoned."
Louis Yingwu frowned, feeling a little unhappy in his heart, but seeing her haggard expression, the unhappiness instantly dissipated. After a moment of silence, he said in a low voice: "Hang Hang's shooting skills have always been very accurate, you will be fine.
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Lan Mufei glanced at him, frowned slightly, and raised the corner of his mouth with a mocking arc, "Should I still thank him for his good marksmanship, otherwise what you brought me now is not breakfast, but paper and incense candles!"
"Fei——" Louis Yingzhi hesitated, his eyes flashed with understanding and complexity, and his tone was soft, "I'm sorry for putting you in such danger! I will be good to you in the future, twice as good!
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Lan Mufei stared at him with her clear eyes and asked straight to the point: "Why are you testing me in this way?"
He closed his eyes, took out the cigarette case from his pocket, and lit one. The fireworks were blurred and white mist shrouded him, his brows were furrowed, and he hesitated to speak.
"You don't want to say that I won't force you!" Lan Mufei took a deep breath, suppressed the anger in her heart, and asked him again: "Let me ask you again, have you ever thought about wanting to be with me since you were together?
Marry me and stay together for the rest of your life!"
Even if it's just a thought, that's fine.
Louis Yingqi's dark blue eyes were blurred by white mist, his breathing was stagnant for a few seconds, and he was silent for a long time before answering her: "I have thought about being with you for the rest of my life!"
What he said was, we will be together for the rest of our lives!
Lan Mufei's heart felt as if it was being grabbed hard by an invisible hand, almost crushing her heart. The darker his gaze became, the colder her heart became.
"So, you have never thought about marrying me!" A low voice sounded, as if it was for him, but also for herself.
He never wanted to marry her, never!
"Is marriage so important?" His long and cold eyes narrowed with a faint light. He took a long drag on the cigarette and slowly exhaled the light smoke from his thin lips.
"It doesn't matter. Why did you get engaged to Grace and go through all the trouble to get married to her?" she asked pointedly.
Louis Yingwidow still didn't speak, and there was something flashing in her deep eyes that she would never be able to understand in her life.
The sunshine outside the house is quiet, there is a crack in the window, the wind blows the thin sand curtains, swaying gently in the air, the room is full of loneliness and the faint smell of tobacco.
Both of them were silent and didn't speak. His eyes were always locked on her through the smoke and air, but she no longer looked at him. She leaned against the door with her thin body, and her fingers hidden behind her were tightly pinched on the door panel.
Go on, I wish I could cut a hole in the wooden door!
The silver ashes fell and when he wanted to speak, her metallic and cold voice sounded in the silent living room, "Louis Ingredient, let's break up!"
The mysterious sea-like eyes flickered suddenly, and a chill gradually arose, "What did you say?"
If he gives her a chance to take it back, he will not agree to break up!
Lan Mufei heard the sullenness in his cold voice. She raised her head and met his eyes in the air, and spoke firmly: "Don't be angry yet, listen to me!"
"I am 25 years old this year, not 15. I don't have the energy or capital to have a fruitless relationship. At first when we were together, I didn't think about this problem, but as time went by and the relationship deepened, we got married.
This question will come before us sooner or later. I like you and want to marry you and stay together for the rest of my life. But what about you?"
Louis Yingwu listened to her words, his thin lips pursed in an emotionless arc, and he looked at her intently, not even noticing that the cigarette butt burned his fingertips.
"You can't tell me the reason for testing me in such an extreme way, and you have never thought about marrying me and giving me a future. Louis, widowed widow, your world is too complicated. I don't understand it. I don't want to fall asleep one day."
I was shot to death by someone close to me, and I still don’t know why! You know, I am afraid of death, and I want to live a good life..."
As I spoke, the sadness and sadness in my heart overflowed, my eyes suddenly filled with mist, and my voice choked with sobs...
"I promise that that day won't happen!" He looked at her with determination, and he felt no pain in his heart. There were some things that he hadn't thought about, but it was useless even if he thought about them, and he habitually didn't think about them.
If he can't fulfill it, he won't say it easily.
"Then will you marry me?" His handsome outline was blurred in the mist, and she asked again, wanting to know where their future would go.
Louis Yingwu frowned, and there seemed to be a trace of impatience in his eyes, and his voice was cold: "As long as I don't say I will marry you, will you not follow me?"
Bai Xi clenched her fingers into fists, dug her nails into her palms, bit her lips tightly, and squeezed out one word from between her teeth: "Yes!"
Disappointment appeared in his blue eyes, he nodded vaguely, and finally turned around and left without saying anything.
The door was slammed shut with a loud "bang", and at that moment, tears fell uncontrollably, and the corners of my mouth were even more bitter than coptis.
He leaned on the door and slowly slid down, sitting on the cold floor, covering his face with his hands, tears seeping through the gaps and dripping on the floor.
My heart feels really uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, like a knife is being squeezed, and it seems to be blocked by something, all the way to my throat, like a thorn stuck, I can't swallow it, and I can't spit it out!
Grace, whom he loved so much back then, ended up being unable to have children for the rest of her life, let alone herself who was not trusted by him.
If they continue to be together like this, she is afraid that more and more terrible things will happen, and may even affect the people around her!
My fingers tightly grasped the left side of my heart, but I couldn't stop the terrible heartache.
There were also rushing tears that could not be stopped no matter what.
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Lan Mufei took a day off and didn't go to work. She rested at home all day. She couldn't sleep without eating or drinking. She felt so uncomfortable that she couldn't help it. In the end, she drank a whole bottle of whiskey. She was so drunk that she sent a text message to Yun Gu, asking him to
Don't come, I wanted to have some peace and quiet, so I turned off my phone and slept for a day*.
I woke up early the next morning because of thirst. I got up and stood at the dining table to drink water. The light from the corner of my eyes inadvertently glanced at the breakfast on the dining table. He had brought it over and left it intact.
The tip of her nose felt sore for no reason, so she immediately threw those things in the trash can, poured the coffee into the sink, washed herself, made breakfast, had breakfast as usual, changed clothes and went out, and took the bus to work.
Because her complexion was not good, she put on light makeup before going out and said to Lan Mufei, who was looking lifeless in the mirror: "Broken love is not the end of the world. There will be a long time to come, and all the sadness will fade away!"
The person in the mirror tried his best to put on a forced smile!
When I walked out of the building, I saw a small pile of silver ash in that familiar place. I frowned slightly and stood there staring at that place for a long time, in a daze, unable to recover.
Until the cleaning lady came to clean and complained about who was so unethical and why she was throwing cigarette butts on the ground when the trash can was right next to it.
Suddenly feeling sad, she hurriedly turned away her head and hurriedly left the community pretending not to know anything.
She had been absentminded all day and had no appetite. The assistant was concerned about whether she was feeling unwell and whether she needed to go to the hospital.
She shook her head, indicating that she had not slept well in the past two days.
The assistant kindly gave her a few tips. Lan Mufei smiled faintly, said "thank you" and didn't know what to say.
Seeing that she was in a bad mood, the assistant did not disturb her any more and went out.
Lan Mufei sighed deeply. She used to have unrequited love for Long Lifei, which made her feel uncomfortable, but now she has a broken love for Louis Yingzi, and it feels even worse.
Even if you are the one who initiated the breakup!
In fact, you can feel whoever likes you. You can also feel whoever you like, whether he loves you or not, whether he cares about you or not.
Sometimes, as smart as you are, you are just as stupid as you are in the habit of deceiving yourself, making promises you shouldn't make, and persisting unnecessarily.
Love is something you can't force. If you can't live in your heart, let him go. If you can't enter the world, turn around in advance!
Lan Mufei saw this passage on the Internet, and her heart was touched the first time she saw it.
Because she had never really entered the widowed world of Louis. Apart from eating, drinking and having sex in the apartment and villa every day, and occasionally going out to eat and meet his friends, she had no feelings for this man.
I really don’t know much!
She could feel that Louis Yingwu cared about her, but she couldn't feel his love for her! Even if every time he went to war with her because of Long Lifei's matter, it was only because of his manly pride.
Love has nothing to do with it!
Lan Mufei lay on the table, not wanting to do anything. She put on headphones, found a website where she could listen to Chinese songs, and listened to Chinese songs.
Thinking about that person, I feel full of sadness and sadness.
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When I walked out of the company, it was already dark. I used to argue with that person every night about whether to go to a villa or an apartment. But now there is no need. I stand on the roadside waiting for the bus and go home directly.
The bus didn't come, but Hang Hang did. He lowered the window and asked Lan Mufei to get on the bus.
She glanced at him indifferently and pretended not to notice. Hang Hang got out of the car and walked up to her, "I have something to say to you. After I finish speaking, I will send you back! I don't want to use force on you."
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Lan Mufei turned to look into his eyes, glared at him coldly, and finally got on the bus. Because the bus behind her was coming and it kept honking its horn. If she didn't get on the bus, she was afraid that Hang Hang would not take her.
The car drove away!
Hang Hang drove the car to the downstairs of her apartment and parked it. The door lock was not unlocked. He turned on the lights and windows. The cool breeze blew slowly on his face. His gentle face under the dim light was filled with helplessness and apology!
"If you have something to say, just say it." Lan Mufei was the first to speak. She already knew everything, so there was nothing else she was hesitant about saying!
"I fired that shot, and it was indeed to test you!" Hang Hang said solemnly, without denying what he had done!
Lan Mufei looked at him with calm eyes and said nothing.
Hang Hang turned to look at her seriously and firmly and said, "But the count didn't know about it beforehand. Don't misunderstand him! He is a person who protects his own shortcomings, and he will definitely not explain to you to help himself!"
Lan Mufei's eyebrows twitched slightly. She didn't expect that Louis Yingzi would not know about this matter. From the look of Hang Hang, he wasn't trying to say good things to Yingzi, but he was lying to take everything into his own hands.
"I didn't lie to you about this matter. If you don't believe me, you can ask Luo Ruochen!"
She was stunned: "Even Luo Ruochen knows?"
Hang Hang nodded: "This matter was the idea of me and him. The count only found out about it when it happened. But it was too late. You had already noticed it. I had to fire that shot!"
"I am very confident in my marksmanship. I can definitely avoid your vital points without putting your life in danger!"
"Why?" Lan Mufei pursed her lips, and her voice was a bit harsh: "Why am I sorry to you? You need to test me in this way!"
Hang Hang lowered his head, with a wry smile on his lips. After a few seconds, he said, "You and Feng Chen were very close to each other before you decided to be with the Earl. To be precise, it was unclear! Even the time you just met the night before
After seeing Feng Chen and Grace together, you decided to be with the Earl! At that time, the Earl was only thinking about falling in love with you and owning you. Mr. Luo and I refused to listen to our advice. He was out of his mind. We can’t
Dumb! In order to consider the count, Mr. Luo and I decided to take a risk and test you!"
If someone really ambushes Louis Indigo, where will she be given the opportunity to detect the red aiming light first? The count himself will be the first to discover it!
Lan Mufei became more and more confused as she listened, shaking her head gently, "What does this have to do with Feng Chen?"
One moment Luo Ruochen, another moment Fengchen, her head felt swollen and painful!
There was a hint of sullenness in Hang Hang's eyes, he took a deep breath, calmed down, pursed his lips and said, "You should know that before Grace got together with the Earl, she was with Feng Chen!"
"Feng Chen told me that he pursued Grace!" It's not like Hang Hang said that Grace was with Feng Chen first and then with the earl.
Hang Hang curled his lips and smiled with unknown meaning: "What he said seems to be right! Then do you know that the catwalk of Grace's catwalk collapsed and she was unable to have children as a result?"
Lan Mufei nodded, she had known about this a long time ago, "Feng Chen said that Mrs. Hong ordered someone to cut off Grace's fallopian tube, not the actual destruction of the uterus!"
"I knew he would tell you this!" Hang Hang licked his lips, and the light in his eyes became colder and colder, "Then he must not have told you that Grace was pregnant at that time!"
Lan Mufei was startled, and his eyes flashed with astonishment, "That child——"
"It's not the earl's!" If it was the earl's, why would Madam Red have her fallopian tubes cut off?
"Is it... from Fengchen?" Lan Mufei said hesitantly, her voice trembling, and a chill filled her back.
She had never thought that the truth was like this. Grace was pregnant when she fell off the catwalk, and the child was not the earl's, but Fengchen's!
This is ridiculous!
"He doesn't know?"
If he had known, he would not have gone through so much trouble to marry Grace later on. It can be said that he took great pains!
"They think the count doesn't know and they want to keep treating the count like a fool!" Hang Hang said with a cold look on his face, "Grace has always considered herself a victim. The count is too lazy to argue with them. It's not a glorious thing.
He doesn’t want to mention it and tolerates them again and again!”
No man wants to let people know that he has been cuckolded. He would rather have his teeth knocked out and mixed with blood and swallowed in his stomach.
What's more, that person is Louis Ingwit!
The arrogant, frivolous, and arrogant Earl!
"So you are afraid that I am the woman sent by Fengchen to get close to the earl and try to harm the earl!" She couldn't figure it out before, but now she finally figured it out.
Fengchen and Yingzhu seemed to be good friends and good brothers, but in fact they rarely met in private, and both mentioned each other with a dismissive attitude; Fengchen was even more resistant to Yingzhu, and he kept arguing at the beginning.
Repeating Yingzi's identity and past to disturb Yingzi's most authentic feeling!
"Why does he keep Fengchen around all the time?" He even handed over the me company to Fengchen to take charge. This is not like his style!
Hang Hang didn't answer immediately and took out his cigarette case, "Do you mind if I smoke a cigarette?"
Lan Mufei shook his head.
Hang Hang lit a cigarette and took a puff. He blew the smoke out the window. A gust of wind blew the smell of tobacco to Lan Mufei's nose. His elegant expression was filled with sadness and helplessness. He was silent for a long time and murmured softly.
: "A lot of things can't be explained clearly, and the matter about the earl is even more difficult to describe! What I can tell you is only what I think you should know! No matter how much, I'm not qualified to say it!"
Lan Mufei instantly understood that what he said tonight was certain that she would never mention it in front of Louis Ying, so he told her boldly and confidently that he would not say a word more about the rest that could not be said.
carry!
Hang Hang turned to look at her through the smoke and said in a low voice, "The Count really cares about you. He hasn't gone to the company for the past two days and locked himself in the room. No one can get close to him except Baozi!"
Lan Mufei felt a pain in her heart, knowing that she had misunderstood him, but the words she said were spilled and it was difficult to recover them!
"He and I have broken up!" The tone was full of sadness and loss.
"There are still divorced people who remarry, not to mention that you are angry for a moment! The count will not accept hard words. If you show weakness, he will definitely——"
"He said he wouldn't marry me!" Lan Mufei interrupted him lightly.
The decision to break up with Louis Indigo was not a momentary anger, but the result of careful consideration!
She was bruised and bruised by the one Long Lifei had already fallen in love with. She didn’t want to be riddled with love with Louis Ying. If she knew there would be no result, she would fly into the flames. Such a stupid thing, once in a lifetime was enough. She wouldn’t
May I be stupid again!
Hang Hang was stunned. After a moment, he smiled bitterly: "I understand!"
No wonder the count changed his usual domineering and unreasonable attitude and locked himself in the room, unwilling to come to her!
"Lan Mufei, I can see that you don't like the earl, but you love him!" Hang Hang looked at her sincerely, even with a hint of pleading, "If you truly love someone, all you need to do is stay with him.
, are other things so important? Some things are not that he doesn’t want to give them, but that he can’t give them even if he wants to!”
"I know." Her curled eyelashes trembled violently, her hands tightly grasped the clothes on her knees, her voice was as light as catkins, "So I won't blame him!"
But she can't stay with him anymore!
When love first started, it was full of passion and blindness, forgetting each other's identities and names, but when reality intercepted them, they had to face various problems!
He has never thought about marrying her, and even if he wanted to, he couldn't. So how sweet it is to be together now, but how painful it will be to be separated in the future!
Mrs. Hong said that the marriage must be done before he is forty years old!
He is thirty-five years old this year, which means that if they are together, they only have more than four years left.