Love is not unrequited joy: Shanmeng is looking forward to the next life (2)
Love is endless but not joyful: Shan Mian hopes for the next life (2)
The breaths in the quiet room seemed to blend together. There was a faint scent of perfume under the nose, and on the lips was her soft lips with the fragrance of wine, a mixture of rawness and affection.
"Yingwu, we must have a child!"
Her words on the phone still ring in my ears.
They must have a child!
You have given up your humanity and all possibilities, so what else can you not let go of?
There was a hint of self-mockery and sadness in Juan Li's eyes.
Throughout his life, he had too few things in his life.
How pitiful!
Jane had tried her best, but...his indifference made her feel a dull pain.
It's been two years and you still can't let her go?
Can't you accept the fact that I am your wife after 720 days and nights?
A flash of pain flashed across her golden pupils. She just wanted to get into his heart, but was it really impossible?
Jane's body was about to retreat when a warm palm suddenly appeared on her waist. He lowered his head and kissed her lips, forcefully and roughly...
She was startled for a moment, her pale face gradually turned red, her slender arms hugged his neck, and she responded to his kiss.
The room was filled with dim candlelight, and the fragrance was fragrant and charming.
At the age of 35, he fell in love with her - love came too late.
At the age of 36, he lost her - love goes too fast.
At the age of 37, he married someone else - far from love.
At the age of 39, he finally no longer had the qualification to love someone silently in the end.
He no longer has the right to love her.
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Lan Mufei decided to leave country a with Sijun. It had not been a day or two. At this time, Sijun was already two years old, could walk, could talk, and was very calm and well-behaved.
Long Ziqi repeatedly persuaded her to stay, but Lan Mufei had already decided to leave, and it was useless for anyone to say so.
It was not that she was afraid of trouble Long Ziqi, but she had never thought of staying in country A forever.
When Long Ziqi asked her where she would go, Lan Mufei said nothing. She looked at Sijun with a faint smile on her lips.
Long Ziqi understood clearly.
She rejected Long Ziqi's offer to send someone to see her and Sijun off. Most of the luggage had already been packed and arranged. There was nothing for her to worry about and no need to waste manpower.
There are too many to mention about Long Ziqi's care for her and Sijun in the past two years. It's hard to say "thank you" enough. What's more, after spending these two years together, the friendship between the two has become stronger and stronger. They can often understand each other with just one look.
idea.
At this moment, saying "thank you" again seems pretentious and artificial.
Before leaving, she left several CDs for Long Ziqi, all of which were recorded by herself. She has been practicing piano in the past two years. She is not as good as a musician, but she is still mature.
Long Ziqi likes to listen to the music she plays, and this is the only thing she can do for Long Ziqi.
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After leaving country a, Lan Mufei took Sijun to country c first, rested in a booked hotel*, and took Sijun to the cemetery the next day.
Lan Mufei placed a bouquet of flowers in her hand in front of the tombstone, lowered her head and said to Sijun who was standing next to her: "Sijun, be good, kowtow to grandma."
Sijun wears knee-length plaid trousers, a white shirt on his upper body, and a black vest. He has a pair of bright sapphire blue eyes, a high nose, and is very handsome.
After listening to Lan Mufei's words, he knelt in front of the tombstone and kowtowed three times.
"Sijun is my child and your grandson... I hope you can bless him in heaven and grow up safely and happily."
In so many years, she has only come to pay homage to Yiruo twice, once to escape from Paris, and this time to leave country a.
If it weren't for You Sijun, maybe she still wouldn't want to come to worship Yi Ruo. She always felt that having such a mother was a lifelong shame.
Because of Sijun, she realized how hard it was to be pregnant in ten months. Even though Yiruo was guilty, she never felt sorry for herself, nor did she ever think of harming herself.
The whole world looks down on her, do you have the right to feel sorry for her?
"Forgive me for my ignorance over the years, and please understand that there are many times when I can't help myself, and I won't be able to come to worship you often in the future. Unfilial daughter, Ifei will kowtow to you."
Lan Mufei knelt in front of the tombstone and kowtowed three times.
He stood up and picked up the kneeling Sijun. At this moment, the sun slowly rose from the east, driving away all the darkness and coldness.
"Sijun, say goodbye to grandma."
"Grandma, goodbye." Sijun said in a sweet voice to the tombstone, and waved her chubby little hands a few times.
Lan Mufei held Sijun in her arms as they descended the long and narrow stairs. The sunlight extended along with their footsteps, as if there were lotuses growing under the feet of fairies.
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At the airport, Lan Mufei completed the check-in formalities and waited with Sijun in the waiting room for the boarding time.
There are large LCD screens on both sides, which play cartoons at the same time and occasionally insert some advertisements.
Lan Mufei took out a blue thermos cup with Mickey Mouse pattern on it, poured a small glass of water and handed it to Sijun. He had been a little dry after going to the toilet recently and should drink more water.
Sijun took the water cup and said very sensibly: "Thank you, mom."
Lan Mufei stared at him, a faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, gentle and indulgent.
Sijun slowly drank the water with just the right temperature. When he saw the LCD TV on the wall, he suddenly blamed the TV and said, "Mom, I think I've seen that uncle before!"
Lan Mufei looked at his hand, her face slowly turning pale...
The volume of the TV was not loud, but the picture quality was clear. In the camera, I could clearly see Louis Yingqi walking out of the hospital with his arms around Jane's shoulders. When a large number of reporters came up to take pictures, he was very strong and considerate.
Keep Jane in your arms...
This scene seems familiar, but things have changed.
"Mom, he is dad..."
Before Sijun finished speaking, Lan Mufei gently covered his eyes with her hands, and her voice was as light as catkins fermenting in the air: "He is not his father...really not!"
She didn't want to, and she didn't want Sijun to watch his father holding another woman in his arms, going in and out of the hospital, and taking great care of her.
Even though that woman is his legitimate wife.
Although you can't hear the interview, you can see the subtitles, about - how many months Jane is pregnant!
The heart that had been silent for a long time was stirred up again, sourness surged from the deepest part of my heart to my eyes, and the pain was severe.
We haven't seen him for more than two years, but he is still handsome and increasingly calm and reserved. He is a good husband in the eyes of everyone and will also be a good father.
In the past two years, I have seen news about him intermittently, intentionally or unintentionally. From the beginning, my heart was cut like a knife, crying for love in the middle of the night without anyone, to gradually getting used to it, becoming numb, and finally becoming calm and calm.
Now that I see him and Jane having a child, my heart aches. While I wish them well, I also feel infinite sadness.
Because he will never know that there is a boy in this world with his blood flowing on his body, with the same pupils as him, and the same facial features as him.
This boy is called Sijun and he is his son.
This is their dream child!
I don't know how long it took, but Sijun whispered: "Mom, I've finished drinking."
When Lan Mufei came back to her senses, the picture on the screen had changed to other news, and the hand covering Sijun's eyes slowly fell.
Sijun handed the cup to her and looked up at her with a warm smile.
Lan Mufei lowered her head and kissed him on the cheek, then held him in her arms, her eyes filled with moisture.
Sijun, thank you!
Thank you for appearing in my life and making me feel less lonely.
At least……
I still have you!
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When Jane was three months pregnant, she stopped all work at hand to raise her baby with peace of mind, which was also what Mrs. Hong requested.
Louis Indigo would go home regularly to accompany her every night, and he would do his best to be a good husband and a good father.
When women all over France were envious of Jane's happiness, several scandals suddenly appeared about the widow Louis and several starlets.
I heard that Jane was very unhappy after seeing the report. After another in-depth talk with the count, she did not seem to have calmed down and instead moved back to her parents' home.
When everyone was lamenting that all happy endings were fairy tales and that this marriage was in danger, Louis and Jane appeared in the public eye together, acting intimately and looking at each other with affection in their eyes.
The couple together broke all the rumors about marriage changes.
Later, someone revealed in detail that the reason why Jane forgave the Earl was that Madam Red gave half of her family's power to Jane, so that the power in her hands could completely compete with the Earl.
As for the other half of the power, it is naturally given to Louis Yingqi.
Madam Hong's intention is very obvious. She will not entrust all the power in her hands to one person, but will divide it between two people, so that the couple can compete with each other and contain each other.
Even if their relationship as husband and wife breaks down one day in the future, because of their children and because of these complicated and intertwined forces, they are destined to be tied together until death!
At the beginning, Jane seemed to be inferior to the earl and her status was slightly weaker. However, five months later, when she found out that she was pregnant with a boy, Mrs. Hong was very happy and gave 20% of her shares to Jane.
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When the child is born, the remaining 20% is for the child.
Twenty percent of the shares, half of the power of the Taylor family, she will be the successor of the Lanstro family in the future, and the trend of surpassing Louis Yingqi will become more and more intense.
Many people are not optimistic about the marital status of a strong woman and a weak man, but these people do not include Mrs. Hong, who is not afraid that Jane will surpass her son.
Because she is also a woman, she can understand the deep affection and nostalgia in Jane's eyes when she looks at the widowed Louis!
No matter how strong a woman is, once she loves a man deeply in her heart, no matter how strong she is, she will never hurt her beloved husband!
She was convinced of this!
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Jane was 37 weeks pregnant and was about to give birth, but the widowed Louis had to leave Paris for a few days.
The reason was that Uncle Wu, who was far away in Xixun, unfortunately fell down while taking a shower, hit his head on the ground, and continued to bleed. He was sent to the hospital after resuscitation efforts failed, and he left.
Madame Hong naturally did not agree with him leaving Paris as a servant when Jane was about to give birth, but Louis Yingwidow's attitude was very firm. Uncle Wu and Aunt Wu were not servants to him, but the closest person and the closest person to his grandmother.
The only person with whom he has connections, he takes it very seriously.
Jane knew that, so she didn't object to the widow Louis leaving Paris. It was only a few days. She could wait, and she believed that the baby in her belly could also wait.
Louis Indigo took the nearest flight, hoping to leave early and return early. He was accompanied by only one person from Hangzhou Airlines.
Since leaving Xixun with Lan Mufei, Louis Yingwu has never come back to Xixun, and only has telephone contact with Uncle Wu and Aunt Wu.
He doesn't want to come back because there is too much left here that belongs to them.
Those memories were so beautiful and wonderful that he didn't even dare to touch them for fear of breaking them.
When he saw Aunt Wu, she had already started packing Uncle Wu's belongings. Although her eyes were red, she was calmer and calmer than Louis Yingwidow expected.
When Louis Yingzi arrived, Uncle Wu had already been buried, but the mourning hall had not yet been removed. The pale color made people feel sad.
"Sorry, I'm late." Louis Yingqi, who was covered in travel dust, stepped forward to hug Aunt Wu, who had a lot of gray hair, with a trace of guilt in his eyes.
"The old man is very happy that you can come back to see him." Aunt Wu knew that he and Lan Mufei had separated and married a respectable woman. Either she felt bad about him or she felt it was a pity.
The count and Miss Lan look like a good couple.
Louis Young wanted to pay homage to Uncle Wu, but Aunt Wu refused and asked him to rest first. After all, it was getting dark. He had been on a plane for so long and was exhausted.
The bedroom was still the same as before, not even the furnishings had been touched. Louis Yingqi was lying on the huge bed, looking at the ceiling, but his heart was filled with sadness!
The quilt covering her body was full of the smell of sunshine, but her breath no longer existed.
The pregnancy books he bought are still on his bedside, and the bookmarks are still there where he has seen them.
They fought to death countless times on this bed, and they held her in his arms, and she fell asleep listening to him reading those books.
Now, he is the only one left.
The woman he loved so much had long since disappeared from his life.
* They were all thinking about their beautiful past and basically didn't sleep much. When they woke up the next day, their faces didn't look very good either.
After eating the breakfast prepared by Aunt Wu, the two of them carried the sacrifices and went to pay homage to Uncle Wu.
The place where Uncle Wu was buried was not far from his grandmother's cemetery. Since he came back, he must go to pay homage to his grandmother.
First, I went to pay homage to my grandmother, and then I went to pay homage to Uncle Wu.
The two of them didn't talk much on the way. Louis Yingwu wanted to comfort Aunt Wu, but he was really not good at comforting people.
Aunt Wu knew what he was thinking and comforted him in turn.
In fact, they were all very young and had never experienced anything in their lives. They had already considered life and death, but they never thought that the old man would leave so suddenly. Without any mental preparation, it was hard to accept it for a while.
In the past few days, she had accepted the fact that Uncle Wu had passed away. The couple had been stumbling together all their lives. In fact, no one could live without the other. After the old man left like this, Aunt Wu was alone and lonely.
Fortunately, she is getting older and will have to leave sooner or later. She will not let the old man wait too long in the other world!
Uncle Wu was buried only a short time ago, and the soil had just been renovated. The air was filled with a strong smell of fresh soil, and there were a lot of ashes and firecracker confetti on the ground.
The cemetery here is not as formal as the cemeteries in the city. There is a round grave mound piled up, and a stone tablet is erected with a life story engraved on it.
Widow Louis Ying lit the incense candle, squatted in front of the tombstone and burned the paper, with a hint of pain in his deep eyes.
Fei Fei's whereabouts are unknown, Feng Chen is dead, and now even Uncle Wu is gone. It seems that everyone around him has left in different ways, leaving him alone.
In the eyes of outsiders, he is now glorious, high and successful, and seems to be a winner in life, but no one sees how much he has lost.
He once drank with Luo Ruochen, and when he heard Luo Ruochen inadvertently mention the interesting things about Huang Xiwen and their children, he would suddenly be unable to breathe, his face would be pale, he would be sweating, his body would limply slide off the sofa, and he would sit on the ground and hold her tightly.
My heart hurt so much that I couldn't even say a word.
It felt like a hand reached into his chest and took away the blood-connected heart.
Luo Ruochen was frightened, thinking that he was sick, and wanted to send him to see a doctor.
Louis Indigo refused. He knew that there was nothing wrong with his body, but...
I just...miss her so much.
That’s all!
Aunt Wu knew that his wife was pregnant, so she didn't say much congratulations. She just told him that he would be a father in the future and would be responsible for the family and the children. He should let go of the past if he could.
Louis Yingzi nodded with a solemn expression. He understood Aunt Wu's words from the bottom of his heart.
If Aunt Wu said "give up" instead of "let go", would he have enough confidence to answer: I have nothing to give up.
Letting go doesn't mean giving up. He didn't know how to let go of that relationship.
I often think that if I could turn back time, that lonely and scarred woman would choose to fall in love with me, or not want to embrace him.
The ringtone of the mobile phone suddenly rang on the pure hilltop. Louis Yingqi answered the phone, his face suddenly changed color, he immediately stood up and said: "Aunt Wu, something happened over there in France, I have to rush back!"
Aunt Wu saw that he had a bad look on his face, so something big must have happened, so she didn't ask any more questions, "Let's go back."
Louis Yingwidow nodded, looked back at Uncle Wu's tombstone, stood in front of the tombstone, and bowed respectfully three times.
Aunt Wu went down the mountain with him. She was in such a hurry that she forgot to take the black key bag placed on the grave.
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Louis Yingwidow and Aunt Wu hurried down the mountain. Qianying who came up the mountain from another path was almost at the top of the mountain carrying a bag.
"Sijun, mommy hugs you!" After all, the child is still young and will be tired after walking such a long way.
Sijun didn't let her hold her, and said in a soft voice: "Mom, I can walk."
The bag his mother was carrying felt very heavy. He didn't want her to hold it anymore because he thought it would make her tired, just like his legs that were too tired to walk.
Lan Mufei pursed her lips with a happy smile. Her Sijun was more considerate and well-behaved than any other child. Even if she took care of him by herself, she didn't find it very hard. On the contrary, he would always say something that made her heartwarming.
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The incense candle in front of the tombstone had not yet been burned out, and the ashes were still warm. Lan Mufei thought that Aunt Wu had just arrived.
"Sijun, kowtow to grandpa."
Sijun knelt in front of the tombstone and kowtowed three times. He looked at her with his little head raised. He couldn't help but said, "Mom, I'm tired. I want to sit down."
Lan Mufei took off the scarf around his neck and spread it on the ground, let him sit on the ground, and poured him water.
"Sijun sit here and drink water, while mom goes to pay homage to Grandpa Wu!"
Sijun nodded, holding the small cup, and slowly drank the warm water.
Lan Mufei squatted in front of a pile of ashes and burned the paper for Uncle Wu, as well as the ingots she folded herself.
"Uncle Wu, I'm sorry... There were too many people on the day of your burial, so it was inconvenient for me to show up. I only came to pay my respects to you now. I hope you won't be angry with me. I brought Sijun today for you to see...
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Lan Mufei threw the paper ingot into the firelight and looked sideways at Sijun, who was sitting not far away drinking water.
For a moment, he looked stunned...
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