Love is endless but not joyful: Shan Mian hopes for the next life (2)

The breaths in the quiet room seemed to blend together. There was a faint scent of perfume under the nose, and on the lips was her soft lips with the fragrance of wine, a mixture of rawness and affection.

"Yingwu, we must have a child!"

Her words on the phone still ring in my ears.

They must have a child!

You have given up your humanity and all possibilities, so what else can you not let go of?

There was a hint of self-mockery and sadness in Juan Li's eyes.

Throughout his life, he had too few things in his life.

How pitiful!

Jane had tried her best, but...his indifference made her feel a dull pain.

It's been two years and you still can't let her go?

Can't you accept the fact that I am your wife after 720 days and nights?

A flash of pain flashed across her golden pupils. She just wanted to get into his heart, but was it really impossible?

Jane's body was about to retreat when a warm palm suddenly appeared on her waist. He lowered his head and kissed her lips, forcefully and roughly...

She was startled for a moment, her pale face gradually turned red, her slender arms hugged his neck, and she responded to his kiss.

The room was filled with dim candlelight, and the fragrance was fragrant and charming.

At the age of 35, he fell in love with her - love came too late.

At the age of 36, he lost her - love goes too fast.

At the age of 37, he married someone else - far from love.

At the age of 39, he finally no longer had the qualification to love someone silently in the end.

He no longer has the right to love her.

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Lan Mufei decided to leave country a with Sijun. It had not been a day or two. At this time, Sijun was already two years old, could walk, could talk, and was very calm and well-behaved.

Long Ziqi repeatedly persuaded her to stay, but Lan Mufei had already decided to leave, and it was useless for anyone to say so.

It was not that she was afraid of trouble Long Ziqi, but she had never thought of staying in country A forever.

When Long Ziqi asked her where she would go, Lan Mufei said nothing. She looked at Sijun with a faint smile on her lips.

Long Ziqi understood clearly.

She rejected Long Ziqi's offer to send someone to see her and Sijun off. Most of the luggage had already been packed and arranged. There was nothing for her to worry about and no need to waste manpower.

There are too many to mention about Long Ziqi's care for her and Sijun in the past two years. It's hard to say "thank you" enough. What's more, after spending these two years together, the friendship between the two has become stronger and stronger. They can often understand each other with just one look.

idea.

At this moment, saying "thank you" again seems pretentious and artificial.

Before leaving, she left several CDs for Long Ziqi, all of which were recorded by herself. She has been practicing piano in the past two years. She is not as good as a musician, but she is still mature.

Long Ziqi likes to listen to the music she plays, and this is the only thing she can do for Long Ziqi.

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After leaving country a, Lan Mufei took Sijun to country c first, rested in a booked hotel*, and took Sijun to the cemetery the next day.

Lan Mufei placed a bouquet of flowers in her hand in front of the tombstone, lowered her head and said to Sijun who was standing next to her: "Sijun, be good, kowtow to grandma."

Sijun wears knee-length plaid trousers, a white shirt on his upper body, and a black vest. He has a pair of bright sapphire blue eyes, a high nose, and is very handsome.

After listening to Lan Mufei's words, he knelt in front of the tombstone and kowtowed three times.

"Sijun is my child and your grandson... I hope you can bless him in heaven and grow up safely and happily."

In so many years, she has only come to pay homage to Yiruo twice, once to escape from Paris, and this time to leave country a.

If it weren't for You Sijun, maybe she still wouldn't want to come to worship Yi Ruo. She always felt that having such a mother was a lifelong shame.

Because of Sijun, she realized how hard it was to be pregnant in ten months. Even though Yiruo was guilty, she never felt sorry for herself, nor did she ever think of harming herself.

The whole world looks down on her, do you have the right to feel sorry for her?

"Forgive me for my ignorance over the years, and please understand that there are many times when I can't help myself, and I won't be able to come to worship you often in the future. Unfilial daughter, Ifei will kowtow to you."

Lan Mufei knelt in front of the tombstone and kowtowed three times.

He stood up and picked up the kneeling Sijun. At this moment, the sun slowly rose from the east, driving away all the darkness and coldness.

"Sijun, say goodbye to grandma."

"Grandma, goodbye." Sijun said in a sweet voice to the tombstone, and waved her chubby little hands a few times.

Lan Mufei held Sijun in her arms as they descended the long and narrow stairs. The sunlight extended along with their footsteps, as if there were lotuses growing under the feet of fairies.

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At the airport, Lan Mufei completed the check-in formalities and waited with Sijun in the waiting room for the boarding time.

There are large LCD screens on both sides, which play cartoons at the same time and occasionally insert some advertisements.

Lan Mufei took out a blue thermos cup with Mickey Mouse pattern on it, poured a small glass of water and handed it to Sijun. He had been a little dry after going to the toilet recently and should drink more water.

Sijun took the water cup and said very sensibly: "Thank you, mom."

Lan Mufei stared at him, a faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, gentle and indulgent.

Sijun slowly drank the water with just the right temperature. When he saw the LCD TV on the wall, he suddenly blamed the TV and said, "Mom, I think I've seen that uncle before!"

Lan Mufei looked at his hand, her face slowly turning pale...

The volume of the TV was not loud, but the picture quality was clear. In the camera, I could clearly see Louis Yingqi walking out of the hospital with his arms around Jane's shoulders. When a large number of reporters came up to take pictures, he was very strong and considerate.

Keep Jane in your arms...

This scene seems familiar, but things have changed.

"Mom, he is dad..."

Before Sijun finished speaking, Lan Mufei gently covered his eyes with her hands, and her voice was as light as catkins fermenting in the air: "He is not his father...really not!"

She didn't want to, and she didn't want Sijun to watch his father holding another woman in his arms, going in and out of the hospital, and taking great care of her.

Even though that woman is his legitimate wife.

Although you can't hear the interview, you can see the subtitles, about - how many months Jane is pregnant!

The heart that had been silent for a long time was stirred up again, sourness surged from the deepest part of my heart to my eyes, and the pain was severe.

We haven't seen him for more than two years, but he is still handsome and increasingly calm and reserved. He is a good husband in the eyes of everyone and will also be a good father.

In the past two years, I have seen news about him intermittently, intentionally or unintentionally. From the beginning, my heart was cut like a knife, crying for love in the middle of the night without anyone, to gradually getting used to it, becoming numb, and finally becoming calm and calm.

Now that I see him and Jane having a child, my heart aches. While I wish them well, I also feel infinite sadness.

Because he will never know that there is a boy in this world with his blood flowing on his body, with the same pupils as him, and the same facial features as him.

This boy is called Sijun and he is his son.

This is their dream child!

I don't know how long it took, but Sijun whispered: "Mom, I've finished drinking."

When Lan Mufei came back to her senses, the picture on the screen had changed to other news, and the hand covering Sijun's eyes slowly fell.

Sijun handed the cup to her and looked up at her with a warm smile.

Lan Mufei lowered her head and kissed him on the cheek, then held him in her arms, her eyes filled with moisture.

Sijun, thank you!

Thank you for appearing in my life and making me feel less lonely.

At least……

I still have you!

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When Jane was three months pregnant, she stopped all work at hand to raise her baby with peace of mind, which was also what Mrs. Hong requested.

Louis Indigo would go home regularly to accompany her every night, and he would do his best to be a good husband and a good father.

When women all over France were envious of Jane's happiness, several scandals suddenly appeared about the widow Louis and several starlets.

I heard that Jane was very unhappy after seeing the report. After another in-depth talk with the count, she did not seem to have calmed down and instead moved back to her parents' home.

When everyone was lamenting that all happy endings were fairy tales and that this marriage was in danger, Louis and Jane appeared in the public eye together, acting intimately and looking at each other with affection in their eyes.
To be continued...