Love is not unrequited joy: Shanmeng is looking forward to the next life (5)
Love is endless but not joyful: Shan Mian hopes for the next life (5)
Three years later.
Seventh year of wedding anniversary. In China, the seventh year of marriage is known as the bronze wedding, which can also be interpreted as the seven-year itch.
Jane was wearing a white dress and sitting in the restaurant that Hang Hang had ordered, drinking the red wine that Hang Hang had ordered, looking at the roses that Hang Hang had ordered, and having a romantic candlelight dinner with her husband, while the violinist played melodious music.
It all looks so beautiful.
But...is it really beautiful?
In order to bring down Madam Hong, they got married, and for absolute victory, they got Jian Yao. In order to make Madam Hong have no doubts, Louis Yingzi deliberately created a scandal. She deliberately pretended to be angry and acted out a drama of returning to her parents' home.
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Their plan was successful. Madam Red fell, and those who relied on Madam Red also dispersed. Those who remained were forced by Louis-Ing's widow, their families were ruined, and they were in dire straits. They had no choice but to leave France and spend the rest of their lives in poverty.
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Madam Hong is still in prison. It is said that she has been tortured to the point of losing consciousness. Louis Ingwit has helped her ask a doctor to see a doctor and cure her, not because he cares about family ties, but to torture Madam Hong better.
Three years ago, he didn't say divorce. He stayed with her and Jian Yao and treated them very well. He remembered her and Jian Yao's birthdays, their wedding anniversaries, Valentine's Day, and Christmas, and he would prepare them.
What a gift…
They are busy with the company's affairs, and go home on time to have dinner with them every night. If they really can't refuse socializing, they will call in advance to inform them. Life is peaceful and warm, and there is nothing wrong with it. It is because of such inappropriateness that it is the biggest problem.
inappropriate.
Other couples will be like them, living together for seven years but never having a quarrel, not even a single word or a cold look!
Louis Yingzi glanced at her untouched dinner, put down the tableware, and said in a low voice: "Not to your taste?"
Jane raised her head and looked at him with golden eyes, shook her head slightly, pursed her red lips, and suddenly asked: "Have you... ever loved me? Or, in the seven years since we have been married, have you ever been attracted to me? Even if it's just
A heart-pounding feeling for a second!”
Louis Yingzi looked dazed for a few seconds, something flashed across his eyes, and he looked at her with an apology in his voice, "Jane, I'm sorry... I can only say that I have tried my best..."
Jane's heart fell to the bottom in an instant, and the last hope in her eyes disappeared in an instant. His answer was already obvious.
He has never loved her, and has never even felt her heart beat for a second.
"You tried your best, but your heart never let me get close to you." When Jane said this, her expression was calm, but a trace of sadness spread over her brows and could not be dissipated.
"Jane——" Louis Ying hesitated, looking at her with complex and apologetic eyes, not knowing what else he could say.
I'm sorry that I said too much and seemed hypocritical.
In the past three years, he has worked hard to be a good husband and a good father, but his heart has always been calm, like a pool of stagnant water without any waves. He does these things out of a man's sense of responsibility and a compensatory mentality.
It has nothing to do with love.
Ever since Lan Mufei was gone and Mrs. Hong was defeated, he seemed to have lost his humanity and no emotions like joy, anger, sorrow and joy.
Sometimes when he thought about it, he felt that he couldn't even use the word despair.
Sad, or ridiculous!
"Let's get a divorce." Jane pursed her lips, which were bitten with blood, and held her skirt tightly with her hands under the table until it was wrinkled.
Louis Yingqi was stunned for a few seconds, then he reacted and said in a low voice: "Seven years, and..."
"It has taken me nearly seven years to break into your heart. Will three more years change anything?" Jane asked him, her voice filled with the smell of blood.
Louis Indigo fell silent.
After what happened to Lan Mufei seven years ago, he needed someone to help him, and that person was Jane.
At the beginning, he just asked Jane to help him set up a fake engagement. He wanted to get Yun Gu out, and he wanted to stabilize Mrs. Hong first, and then find a way to solve the subsequent problems.
Lan Mufei's departure made him suffer too much. After knowing all the truth, his heart was full of hatred and wanted to take revenge on Madam Hong.
With his own strength, it was impossible to overthrow Madam Hong in the shortest possible time, and he couldn't wait that long, otherwise he would go crazy from the hatred in his heart and the pain of losing Lan Mufei.
The engagement turned into a marriage. He needed Jane, needed Madam Red's trust, and also needed the power of the Lanstro family.
Jane knew what he was thinking. She was silent for a long time and said, "Earl, I want to help you, but I am the heir of the Lanstro family. I also have my own responsibilities and missions, and I also know that you cannot do business at a loss; risking such a big
I will take the risk to help you, what can I tell my family, and what can you give me in return?"
Louis Indigo said: "What do you want?"
"You!" Jane stared at him intently, "I want to be with you, I want to marry you, maybe these words are not appropriate to say now, but I don't want to hide my sincerity! Louis Yingwu, I like you, ever since.
I fell in love with you a long time ago, but when I finally grew up and could stand in front of you, you already had her!"
Louis Young's expression at that time was just like Jane's stunned expression when she took the initiative to mention the divorce, because he never thought that a girl 14 years younger than him would have feelings for him.
He was silent for a long time and said: "Jane, don't be stupid..."
Loving someone like him is destined to not bring good results, not to mention she knows who his heart has already been given to!
"Ten years!" Jane has a stubborn temper. "In ten years, I will spare no effort to help you bring down Madam Hong. If you still don't love me after ten years, I will let you go!"
There should be two impulses in life: a spontaneous trip and a desperate love.
If she doesn't risk her own life and take the gamble, she will never be willing to do so in her life, not to mention that love is inherently a gamble.
She knew that her behavior was both sad and shameful, but for the sake of love, she couldn't care less.
What's more, if she doesn't get married, how can she convince her parents to side with the earl instead of the red lady!
It seemed that Louis Indigo had no room to refuse such a deal.
She gave up her humanity, gave up the rest of her life to take revenge on her husband, and started planning her marriage step by step, starting from the shopping mall, and then to the political arena through the Lanstro family.
Everything is going so well, but if you want to bring down Madam Red as quickly as possible, you must make her relax her guard and no longer be wary of Louis Indig; children become a necessary opportunity.
The plan went much smoother and faster than they expected. In just three years, Madam Red's country was completely overturned.
Louis was replaced by the widow.
After what happened with Madam Hong, she thought he would choose to divorce and find Lan Mufei, but he didn't. He chose to stay with her. At that time, she thought for a moment that his heart was slowly beginning to accept her.
The past three years have proven that it was just her wishful thinking and self-righteousness. The reason why he stayed was not because his heart began to accept him, but because of responsibility.
A responsibility that a man has to bear.
And this damn responsibility really makes her love and hate it.
She cautiously tested her again and again, he looked apologetically, and changed the subject tactfully. The more he gave her gifts and the better he treated her, the more guilty he felt towards her.
He feels guilty because he doesn't love her!
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Louis Yingwu stared at her, remained silent for a long time, took a sip of wine, and said: "Jian Yao... is still young..."
"He already knows what divorce means." Jane interrupted him and took a deep breath, "And - Louis Yingwu, if you and I divorce, except for the companies in Beijing and Shanghai, everything else belongs to me and Jian Yao
, you are leaving the house in disguise."
Divorce was her choice, but she didn't know why her eyes turned red and her breath became misty as she spoke.
Louis Yingwidow was stunned for a second, then he reacted and said in a hoarse voice: "Thank you!"
Jane bit her blood-soaked lips tightly, her eyes filled with sadness and intolerance. She moved her eyes away from his handsome face and landed on the wine glass in front of her. She picked it up and drank it all in one gulp. She took a deep breath and adjusted herself.
emotions.
She stood up and looked at Louis Yingqi condescendingly. The curve of her mouth was uglier than crying, "Louis Yingqi, please stop looking at me with guilt-filled eyes. I, Jane Lanstro, don't have you."
You think you are so weak and incompetent, since I dared to bet with you, I expected to lose, and I can afford to lose."
"Even if we divorce, you will always be Jian Yao's father. You must be there every year on his birthday, accompany him in every graduation ceremony, and remember to prepare gifts for him during holidays! The rest,
Do as you please!"
Louis Ying nodded solemnly, saying that even if he simply said it, he would do it.
A trace of pain flashed across Jane's eyes, flashing with broken light, and she took out a yellowed envelope from her handbag and pushed it in front of him.
"You left home cleanly, so... this piece should be returned to Zhao intact."
Louis Ying looked away from Jane's sad and stubborn expression, lowered his head and landed on the envelope. The beautiful handwriting that caught his eye made his brain instantly "bang"...
Only a blank space remains!
Jian's heart ached when she saw that his face was calm and his emotions finally fluctuated.
At this moment, she finally woke up and was thankful to have said the word "divorce" in advance.
She disdained to bind him with rights, and no longer wanted to bind him with responsibilities, because even if his people stayed with her, there was never a shadow of herself in his heart.
Not even a moment!
After seven years of being miserable and forcing him, she didn't want to be miserable anymore, nor did she want him to stay by her side like a zombie, numbly fulfilling the responsibilities of a man.
Jane held up her skirt, her back lonely, and walked step by step to the door of the restaurant, but couldn't help but look back.
His back was lonely under the crystal light, motionless, not even moving his posture.
There was no looking back and no goodbye.
"Every time we were together, you never looked back at me, even in the end you were still like this... you didn't even look back at me." Jian stared at Lonely's back infatuatedly, her lips opening and closing.
, the voice was so soft that only he could hear it, "Louis Yingwidow, even if you want to look back from now on, I will never be behind you."
As soon as she finished speaking, she turned around and opened the door, her cheeks already wet with tears.
Bai Xi's slender fingers involuntarily covered her lips to prevent herself from crying. Tears quietly flooded her cheeks.
A drizzle fell from the mysterious sky, gradually soaking the thin dress...
Someone put a coat on her body, and gently and appropriately pulled her long hair out of the clothes. The umbrella he held was all on top of her head, and he stood in the rain.
"You...can be a little selfish."
Jane wiped away the tears on her cheeks, looked at the people around her, and forced the corners of her mouth to curl up, trying hard to make herself look less embarrassed and worse.
"Selfish, I didn't make him fall in love with me..."
The trembling voice has not yet fallen, and the golden pupils are wet and cannot be stopped no matter what.
Hang Hang had been standing in the rain holding an umbrella for her. His white shirt was soaked by the heavy rain and hung heavily on his body.
His heart seemed to be soaked by the heavy rain, floating up and down.
You stand on the bridge and look at the scenery,
People watching the scenery are watching you upstairs.
The bright moon decorates your windows,
Your tears make a heavy rain in my world.
——Adapted from "Broken Chapter" by Bian Zhilin
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The young master said: I didn’t mark the chapters with [Complete], which means it’s not finished. Except for A Li and A Qing, I wrote my heart out for the rest, just Jiang Zi.
Lian Mo said: If you want to see how I can reach new heights, please collect "Love is as deep as molten, President, you have to be good!" If you want to see how I can be a good person, please also collect it. If you love the young master, you should collect it even more, because he will treat me like a scumbag.
The abuse was miserable, but he was still so handsome!