Think about it, just for this sentence, even if she dies now, she will be happy, right? The sentence "I am willing" will make her remember it for a lifetime, and she will be moved by this sentence for the rest of her life. This will
It became her belief in living in this world, like a spell, completely covering her heart.
Xuan Tianhua never lied. When he said he was willing, it meant he was really willing. Although he knew in his heart that the person who occupied the most area of his mind was not Feng Xiangrong, after all, he could not ask for that person. He had thought
I want to live my life alone, but I don't want to disappoint Concubine Yun, and I don't want to be embarrassed when facing Feng Yuheng and Xuan Tianming many years later. Therefore, choosing one person to grow old with is the best result.
As for the person who died with him, now it seems that except for Feng Xiangrong, he really can't think of any woman. It seems that except for Xuan Tiange and Feng Yuheng, all the women are just passing clouds in his eyes, and some
People have obviously spoken to each other, but he has forgotten about them afterwards. Some people have obviously crossed paths, but they can't leave any traces in his heart. He vaguely remembers the incident with the Sui Princess. Now that he thinks about it,
I can remember that the person's pseudonym was Yu Qianyin, but I can't even remember what he looked like or what his real name was.
On the contrary, it is Feng Xiangrong, a little girl. Every time I meet her, I always know that she is the third daughter of the Feng family. She looks very similar to Feng Yuheng, but her weak temper is different from Feng Yuheng.
Quite the opposite. At first, Feng Yuheng asked him to take care of her. Later, it became a habit for him to treat Xiangrong more differently than others. He once thought it was because of Feng Yuheng.
But now that he thinks about it, it may not be all that, but that little girl may have left a trace of impression and trace in his heart that is not immersed in the mortal world!
When choosing someone to live your whole life, if you want to choose, choose someone who can be remembered. Feng Xiangrong meets this condition.
Xuan Tianhua smiled and felt relieved.
In the Crystal Villa in the capital, Feng Fendai was half-lying on a rocking chair, letting the chair sway. She squinted and watched Xiaobao being played by the maid in front of her, and she would show a happy smile from time to time. But such a smile
It quickly dissipated. More often, what appeared on her face was a kind of confusion, a kind of confusion that she didn't know where to go.
At the other end of the corridor in the small courtyard, the fifth prince Xuan Tianyan was standing there looking over. His eyes fell on Fendai in front of him. He looked at the white crystals in her ears and fell into a trance again and again.
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The maid Dong Ying was standing next to the fifth prince at this time, looking at where the fifth prince looked, with a faint worry in her heart.
"How is your young lady's energy lately?" Finally, the fifth prince asked, and his eyes turned away from Fendai, and then turned to Xiaobao. The child was born fairer, wider and better-looking than when he was a child.
Now, sometimes when the side of his face is revealed, there is a faint trace of Feng Jinyuan's original appearance.
Dongying hurriedly answered, "Back to Your Highness, the young lady has not been in very good condition for the past month. These days, she is even more lonely than the last few times when Your Highness came to visit. She often just sits in the yard like this.
Just for the whole day, I would either watch Xiaobao play, or talk to the servants, but most of them were about things that happened in the Feng Mansion in the past. Sometimes I would be sentimental, and sometimes I would get angry."
"Really!" A bitter look appeared on Xuan Tianyan's face, "What about the child? Is he still taking good care of him as before?"
"Yes." Dongying said truthfully, "Miss treats Xiaobao well. Although sometimes she will raise her hand to hit Xiaobao when he cries fiercely, but after the beating, she feels distressed. She hugs him and cries.
.Xiaobao has become more sensible now and is very close to the young lady. When the young lady cries, he will be there to wipe her tears, which is heartbreaking to watch."
"That's good." Xuan Tianyan said: "At least she still has feelings for the child, and she will never become a completely heartless person."
"Your Highness." Dongying was a little anxious, "I know that the young lady has disappointed you with this behavior, and also knows that our young lady has a bad temper. But she has His Highness in her heart! Everything she does is for the good of His Highness.
I hope to have a better future with Your Highness. So Your Highness, you must never give up on our lady!"
After hearing this, Xuan Tianyan looked at Fendai again, but said with a bitter smile: "She is not doing it for my own good. She is only doing it for herself. If it is really for my good, she should understand what she did.
Everything is not what I want. Just stay with her and I will leave." After he finished speaking, he turned around and left without staying any longer.
Dongying wanted to stop her, but Xiaobao fell down and burst into tears. Dongying hurried back, fearing that Xiaobao would cry again and make Fendai upset. In fact, Fendai was not kind to Xiaobao, even
Sometimes Xiaobao would be beaten severely by Fendai when she would cry. The child's back was covered in bruises and purple marks, which were the marks pinched by Fendai. But she did not dare to tell the fifth prince about this, because she could see that the five princes
The prince was already very disappointed with her young lady. In the eyes of the fifth prince, Xiaobao was Feng Fendai's only remaining relationship. If he even told him about Xiaobao, he would only think that Fendai was ruthless and unrighteous. And
Dongying didn't dare to think about the cost of this ruthlessness, fearing that it would be the worst outcome.
She held Xiaobao further away and kept coaxing her. On the other side, Fendai's eyebrows were already wrinkled, and she said coldly to a woman: "Go and beat him! Beat him until he stops crying."
The woman had a black face and was going to beat someone up when ordered to do so, but Dongying firmly protected the child and said loudly: "Miss, you can't beat me! How can a child not cry after being beaten?"
The more you beat him, the harder he will cry! If the young lady doesn’t like it, I will send someone to take the little baby away, and hold him far away. When he stops crying, he will be brought back to the young lady to play with."
Feng Fendai snorted coldly and did not insist. She just said: "Then hurry up and move away. Don't let me hear this fatal cry again."
Dongying hurriedly handed the child over to a servant and ordered him to carry it to the farthest yard. She returned to Fendai, knelt down and persuaded her hard: "Miss, we really can't do this. If you
I feel unhappy. I will accompany you for a walk. How about we go to a temple outside the city to stay for a few days and calm down?"
Fendai asked her puzzledly: "Why do you want to live in a temple? Do you know where a temple is? In the past, Mrs. Shen of the Feng family was sent to the temple because she made mistakes. The place where sinners are detained there, I
Why do you want to destroy that place for no reason?"
"That's not what I meant." Dongying couldn't argue, "I just want to clear my mind. You've been a little angry recently and your mood is not very good. If you continue like this, you will get sick. And the young master, he has already
You beat him until there are few good spots on his body, so you can't beat him anymore. The young master is a good boy. Even if you beat him and pinch him like this, he is still willing to get close to you, so the lady sees that boy and wants to get close to him.
For your sake, please don’t hit him again!”
"But I just want to beat him." Fendai straightened up and said to Dongying word by word: "I just want to beat him. Sometimes I wish I could beat him to death!"
"But...why?" Dongying was puzzled, "Didn't the young lady treat the young master very well in the past? You used to love him so much and said that you no longer have any relatives in the world, but the child is your dearest relative and can still be here.
How wonderful it would be to keep you company here!"
"Where's the improvement?" Feng Fendai asked Dongying with some confusion: "Have you noticed that the longer the child grows, the more he looks like... Feng Jinyuan!" 8±(*)8±8±,o
Dongying was startled and had goosebumps all over her body for a moment. Xiaobao looked like Feng Jinyuan? It seemed a little bit. A few days ago, she heard people say privately that the child was getting fairer and fairer, and he looked much prettier than when he was a child.
And when she looked at the child's profile several times, she did see some shadows of Prime Minister Feng in the past. But...but that child was clearly not Feng Jinyuan's! Everyone knew that it was Han's affair with an actor.
The child Feng Jinyuan was born into was discredited because of this incident, and was treated as a laughing stock by everyone in the capital. Why is it now...
"Do you also find it strange?" Feng Fendai said to Dongying: "The longer he grows, the more he looks like Feng Jinyuan. This is completely inconsistent with the original facts, right? Haha!" She shrugged and laughed, "I feel strange too.
, when my father left, my biological mother failed to get pregnant, and there was no movement for more than a month. She had no choice but to go to the actor to have an affair. But there is a possibility in everything, and I often
When I saw Xiaobao, I thought, maybe my aunt made a mistake in her judgment. The doctor she hired privately was not reliable. She was obviously pregnant, but she didn't diagnose it. In addition, it was really difficult to give birth to the child.
Hey, this is what makes everyone misunderstand. But look at what he looks like now. He has already changed like this at such a young age. In a few years, even a fool can see the difference from when he was a child. I looked at it,
He looks a lot more like Feng Jinyuan than Feng Zirui!"
Dongying was a little panicked when she heard this. She just felt that if this was really the case, then how unjust it was for Aunt Han to die? How unjust was it for the child Xiaobao to suffer so much?
She looked at Fendai for a long while before saying: "If that's really the case, Miss should be even more happy. Xiaobao is the biological child of the Feng family. No one is blind, and they will be able to see it sooner or later. Then you can do it for
Aunt Han rectified her name, and she also rectified Xiaobao's name, so that he can become a real child of the Feng family, so that he will not be unable to hold his head up when he grows up."
"What's the good of that?" Fen Dai gritted her teeth and said harshly: "The Feng family is gone, the Feng mansion is gone, what's the good of having a child of the Feng family? I would rather he be an illegitimate child, Feng Jinyuan
That old man, why should my aunt give him a son? He deserves to be cuckolded! I am happy that he is dead, I am at peace, and I never want to have anything to do with his Feng family. But if he leaves such a son by my side
, but it was my aunt who gave birth to her... Dongying, do you think I should strangle that evil bastard to death?"
Dong Ying couldn't understand Feng Fendai's logic. It was obviously a good thing. It was obvious that Xiaobao would be a bastard if he was born to that actor, but why did it happen the other way around when it came to Fendai? Of course, she also knew Feng Fendai's hatred for the Feng family.
, how can any child of the Feng family not hate Feng Jinyuan? Even Feng Chenyu, who died first, probably hated her father!
"Miss, you are overthinking." She thought of the fifth prince's words again, her heart agitated, and she quickly brought the topic back, "This servant looks at Xiaobao, but he is just a little fairer. That is because he was raised well in our yard.
If you eat well every day, you will naturally look better than before. But he is not like Mr. Feng, not at all..."