Mingwei herself is very calm, she just wakes up later and goes to bed earlier.
When he was awake, he took Ji Xiaowu and Duofu around to play.
Ji Xiaowu had never been to a place this far north. It was so novel that he couldn't help but miss Shu.
This year, he took advantage of the blessing of being arrested and traveled all over the country. In this way, his wish from previous years came true.
On the New Year's Day, Yang Shu took her alone to climb a mountain.
There hasn't been much snow this year, and there are sentries of the Northwest Army on the mountain, clearing a way up the mountain.
The two slowly climbed to the top of the mountain, and it was already dark.
Mingwei asked him: "Are we not going down the mountain?"
"Yeah." Yang Shu took her to the foot of a tree, and when he lifted it hard, the snow fell, and Mingwei discovered that a treehouse had been built on the tree.
She was surprised: "When did you do it?"
"Just these few days."
"I thought you discussed matters with General Zong every day."
"That's right!" Yang Shu said matter-of-factly, "I asked Zong Rui to come over and cover this when I was discussing matters."
"..." She laughed, "It's natural for you to order him."
"It's him who insists on playing chess with me and is willing to admit defeat."
Yang Shu hugged her and said, "Come!" and took her to the tree house.
The location of this tree house is well chosen. From the windows on the other side, you can see the scenery below the mountain.
Liangchuan Pass was filled with festive lanterns, which reflected the stars in the sky.
Mingwei sat in his arms, lying by the window and looking at the lights and stars.
"You haven't been feeling right recently," she said.
Yang Shu froze for a moment, pretending to be relaxed: "How can you? You slept too much, are you confused?"
Ming smiled and held his hand: "Is it because I slept too much?"
"..." Yang Shu was a little frustrated.
The woman I like is too smart, and sometimes it’s really no fun!
"What are you worried about? Are you afraid that I have an incurable disease?"
She was joking, but Yang Shu suddenly hugged her tightly and his voice choked up: "Don't say it."
Sadness suddenly came over them, surrounding them who were unprepared.
After a while, Mingwei said softly: "Do you have anything to say? Otherwise, I wouldn't know and I would make you sad alone."
Yang Shu hugged her tighter and asked: "You will always stay, right? You won't leave me, right?"
Mingwei was stunned for a moment and did not answer.
He became even more anxious: "Why didn't you promise me? Didn't you ask me to have something to say? Who should I talk to when you are gone?"
Mingwei turned around in his arms and hugged him gently.
When his mood calmed down a little, she asked: "What do you know? Tell me first, and then I can answer you."
Yang Shu whispered: "I asked Duofu, and Duofu said that it doesn't matter your body, it's probably a problem with your soul..."
Ming smiled: "It's true that I didn't teach her in vain, you can see it now."
"What's going on?" She started the topic like this, and Yang Shu became even more panicked, "Then tell me, what is the reason? Why do you sleep so much every day? Every time I watch you fall asleep, I worry about whether you can wake up.
Come……"
Mingwei touched his head gently and said softly: "It's a problem with my soul. I feel very tired."
"What will happen?" Yang Shu asked, "Can it be cured?"
"I don't know yet, so I didn't tell you." Mingwei said slowly, "You know, this body is not my own, and there will inevitably be some differences. Before, in Nanchu, Mingxiao took me to my last life.
The memory has been brought back, there is something evil about his painting, and I still can’t figure out what the problem is.”
"That……"
Mingwei held him down: "However, you can rest assured for now, I don't feel that bad."
"You mean, you won't be unable to wake up?" he asked cautiously.
Ming smiled and said: "Well, if the soul is injured, I can feel it myself. I just feel tired now, maybe due to lack of soul power, etc. It is not hopeless."
Yang Shu breathed a sigh of relief: "Can it replenish soul power or something? For example, use medicine to strengthen the soul."
"It's possible, but if you want to eradicate it, you have to get to the root of it. Don't worry, I'm looking for it slowly, trust me."
Under her soft soothing voice, Yang Shu finally calmed down.
"Will you stay?" He still stubbornly wanted to get the answer.
Mingwei looked at his earnest look and suddenly burst into tears.
Afraid that he would see it, she leaned on his shoulder and said slowly: "Actually, I didn't think that much at first. I just felt that it is rare for two people to be happy, and it would be a pity to miss it. Even if there is momentary joy, it is also pleasant.
Memories. Later..."
Later, the feelings became deeper and deeper.
He was so serious that she also became attentive.
Human beings are nothing like grass and trees. How can we remain calm in the face of such deep friendship?
"But, I am not from this world! If there is no destiny star, it does not exist in heaven, and it may be erased at any time. I have never agreed to get married because I dare not influence you. I finally found the emperor
Xing, pushed you to this position, what if something goes wrong with the Emperor Star because of me? If the Emperor Star is lost, the world will change, and I cannot allow it."
"But……"
"Do you know why I haven't been able to get pregnant?" Mingwei continued, "It's because I don't have a destiny star, which means I don't exist. The parents' destiny stars will be reflected in their children. How can there be a non-existent mother?"
Yang Shu's heart trembled. He thought about many reasons, thinking that there was something wrong with him, thinking that her health was not well maintained, but he never thought about this.
But he quickly said: "It doesn't matter if you don't have one. As long as we are together, that's all. There are so many people in the world who can have children, and there is no shortage of two of us."
"Don't say such childish things." Mingwei looked at him and smiled, "You want to be an emperor, how can you not have children."
"So what's wrong? There are more than one childless emperors in history, such as the Song Dynasty..."
"The emperor has no children, and the world is uneasy." Mingwei said.
But Yang Shu became stubborn: "Otherwise, if I don't do it right, King An will be fine now, as long as he doesn't commit any crimes..."
Mingwei sighed: "I originally had hope in my heart that the way of heaven is not static, and there may be a turning point. So I thought that if I get pregnant one day, it means that the way of heaven has changed and I can stay in this world. But...
"
Miracles are miracles because they don't happen often.
Or rather, it usually doesn't happen.
"I don't care, I don't care." Yang Shu said stubbornly, "If it weren't for you, I would have gone to the world with my senior brother. It was you who pushed me to this point. You have to be responsible!"
Mingwei looked at him quietly, her eyes full of compassion.
She wants to take responsibility! However, she doesn’t know if she has the chance to take responsibility. (To be continued)