Yang Shu sat in the corner of the cabin, leaning against the cabin board with his eyes closed.
The last time he lost Mingwei was when he didn't see her, and his main mood was anxiety.
This time, he watched her stay where she was, blaming herself even more.
He hated himself for not being more careful and putting her in danger. Why couldn't he be stronger and take her away.
He is simply a loser. He can only ask her for help but cannot protect her.
The cabin door opened slightly, and someone walked in. He stood in front of him for a while, then followed his example and sat directly on the ground.
"Ayan..." It was Wang An's voice, extremely cautious.
Yang Shu was not in the mood to respond to him now, so he turned away and said nothing.
King An was silent for a while, and then he mustered up the courage to say, "I'm sorry."
Yang Shu slowed down and looked at him feebly: "What are you apologizing for?"
King An said honestly: "If it weren't for saving me, Miss Mingqi wouldn't..."
"Don't take the blame. It has nothing to do with you." Yang Shu pressed his forehead and said, "You didn't get caught on purpose. We decided to save you."
King An looked at him, lowered his head, and suddenly started to cry.
"But I feel so uncomfortable! It's really uncomfortable to see you like this. You have been helping me and saving me all this time, but I can only drag you down!"
Yang Shu felt all kinds of things in his heart.
Actually, I'm not that good. He said in his heart. In fact, I have been lying to you and using you.
King An cried so hard that Yang Shu was both sad and wanted to laugh.
"Okay, don't cry." Yang Shu reached out and rubbed his head. This was not the action of a junior to an elder, but he felt soft when he did it at the moment, "You are the one who wants to be the prince, how can you cry like this?
Woolen cloth?"
"I..." An Wang said vaguely.
"What?"
King An wiped his nose and made it clearer: "I no longer want to be the prince, and I don't want to be the emperor. Can you be the one?"
"..." Yang Shu laughed, "What nonsense are you talking about?"
"I didn't say anything stupid." Wang An said, "I have never wanted to be a fool..."
As the person who caused this confusing result, Yang Shu certainly knew how he got to this point.
"I heard what that person said just now." King An wiped away his tears and looked at him seriously, "Don't fool me. In fact, you don't want me to be fooled, right?"
"..." Yang Shu felt a little guilty. After a while, he also apologized, "I'm sorry."
I had let it go before, but now that Prince An has heard it and wants to lie to him, he is really treating him as a fool.
"I understand." King An waved his hands magnanimously and sat closer to him, "If it weren't for tonight's experience, I wouldn't have imagined that such a magical thing could happen in this world. So your princess knows that I will be a
Hunjun? You know that too, right?"
Yang Shu was silent for a while, and then called in a serious tone: "Uncle Three Emperors."
"Um?"
"I... never told you the truth before, but I never thought of harming you."
"I said I understand." King An was very relaxed. "Although I am not very smart, I am not as ignorant as my elder brother. I know whether others treat me well or badly. For example, my princess, although she is extremely fierce,
She always doesn't give me face...but I know that she is the best person to me in the world. Even if one day I fall down and am no longer a prince, she will follow me."
"..."
King An smiled sheepishly: "Why do you look at me like this?"
Yang Shu said: "I feel that I have underestimated Uncle Sanhuang."
King An smiled happily and continued: "No matter why you lied to me, you always stood in front of me when there was danger. For example, last time my second brother rebelled, and this time I was captured by them.
In fact, it would be easier if you didn't save me, right? But you still came to save me."
Yang Shu could only smile back at him: "Yeah."
"The words I just said were not made out of emotion." King An said calmly, "Earlier, I was thinking that in fact I am not suitable to be the emperor, but I just have no choice and can't find anyone else."
"You know you can't find anyone else."
"But now that I think about it, you are quite suitable. You master government affairs faster than me, and you always know how to mediate conflicts between ministers and workers without a teacher. When you encounter danger, you are not afraid at all. What you lack
, it’s just a title. But really speaking, you are the direct descendant, aren’t you?”
Yang Shu felt complicated and could only say: "It's easy for you to say. Is this how the throne is given up?"
"But you have a way, right?" King An looked at him with trusting eyes, "Since you know that I will be a fool in the future and don't want me to be the emperor, you should have already made preparations, right?"
Yang Shu was a little irritable and said: "Are you like this? Using this tone to discuss the matter of being kicked off the stage."
King An grinned and smiled heartlessly: "In the past two years, I am only relaxed now. Being an emperor is tiring and dangerous, so I'd better leave it to capable people like you! Look at these days,
I lost weight again due to fear."
"..."
"There is another reason that you don't know."
"What?"
King An said: "He said that I was dissolute and immoral. I thought about it. If I became the emperor, I might really be unable to control myself. What will my princess do then? I don't have any self-control. Sometimes I can't bear it.
My princess can still drag me back when we stay and drink wine or something. But what if she becomes the emperor? Would she still dare to treat me like this? That woman is so jealous, I'm afraid she'll be angry to death."
Yang Shu took a long time to say: "How do you know that my family is not very jealous?"
"But you can bear it! When you are an emperor, you are subject to too many temptations. Not only this. People who have no self-control may become completely different. I don't want to get to that point with the princess, nor do I want to become
That look."
Yang Shu thought to himself that he was not sure he could resist the temptation. Why did one or two of them trust him so much? He always thought that he was acting recklessly, but in their minds, he was such a self-controlled person?
"You should have a good rest and don't blame yourself. Only if you have enough energy can you save her."
King An said, patting him on the shoulder, trying to express comfort.
"I'm going to rest. I can't help with this kind of thing, so I won't cause trouble. If you need me, just say it."
"good."
Yang Shu watched him go out with a very complicated mood. He was worried and sad, but also full of warmth.
After a long time, he took a deep breath and clenched his fists.
King An was right, it was useless, he had to take a good rest, recuperate his energy, and find a way to rescue her!
No matter whether she should exist in this world or not, no matter where she goes, he will try to find her back! (To be continued)