After Yu Yang hid the money and was about to take a good rest, he accidentally glanced at the watch on his hand, immediately got up from the bed, and looked at the watch carefully to make sure that he had not read it.
Wrong, the countdown is only 71 hours, and I just spent a total of one hour in bits and pieces, which means that there is only three days between this mission and the next mission.
"Excuse me, why is there only three days between missions this time!" According to Yu Yang's original plan, he should have at least two months of rest this time, and maybe three months at most. He can go home and be with his parents first.
I wanted to live there for a few days, see a doctor, and then buy a house, but now I find that I don't have it for a month, only three days.
There was no answer, and the electronic synthesized sound did not sound. Three days, some people usually think it is very long, but for Yu Yang, three days just passed by in a flash, and it was not enough for him to do anything. He stood up quickly,
Yu Yang carried a box of cigarettes downstairs, put it in his trunk, and then drove to his parents' home. There were only three days left, and Yu Yang had to cherish every day.
Yu Yang spent a day at his parents' home, and returned to Donghai City again at noon the next day. There were only forty-eight hours left, and he needed to enter the killing field again. This time when he returned, Yu Yang found that he
His condition seemed to have improved a lot. When he went to bed at night, he did not have nightmares, but it was more difficult to fall asleep. When it got dark, Yu Yang was very energetic and did not fall asleep slowly until late at night.
In addition, Yu Yang still hates the sun and places with many people, but he can more or less control his emotions and has no urge to kill people. Yu Yang thought about it and decided that he still needs to go to Gu
Yue Rou returned home the things her parents stuffed into her car. The dumplings made by her mother, as well as a bag of rice and some bacon at home, were all Yu Yang's favorite things.
In Gu Yuerou Clinic, two people were sitting in the garden as before. Yu Yang was holding a book and looking at the sunshine above his head with disgust, without any intention of looking into it. After Gu Yuerou saw it, he frowned slightly
He frowned: "I haven't seen you for a week, and your condition seems to have worsened? Has anything happened to you recently that irritated you?"
Yu Yang looked at Gu Yuerou and touched his chin curiously: "I feel like I'm fine. How did you know that my condition has worsened?"
"After a period of treatment before, you were not very sensitive to light sources, but now you are more sensitive to light. Do you still remember what you looked like when you first came to me for treatment? The same thing
"Position, you also hated being in the sun at that time, but you could bear it, but today you can't bear it, and you have an impatient expression on your face."
After Yu Yang heard this, he thought for a moment and it seemed like this was true: "But I don't have nightmares now. Isn't this a sign that things are getting better?"
"Nightmares are only symptoms in the early and middle stages. After PTSD enters the later stage, antisocial personality will appear. I am curious about what you have experienced this week. Did you encounter any major changes that stimulated you?
"
"Antisocial personality? What do you mean?"
"The meaning is very simple. The initial symptoms and mid-term symptoms are self-denial and suicidal tendencies. However, after entering the mid-to-late stage symptoms, this state will change. Some people will choose to commit suicide to end their lives, and some people will choose to commit suicide to end their lives.
People will have a tendency to kill and use killing or other methods to vent their desires. This is antisocial personality."
After hearing Gu Yuerou's words, Yu Yang was stunned for a moment. He didn't seem to have a tendency to kill, at least not in real society. He shook his head: "I feel fine. When I came today,
There are some crowded places when passing by the square, but there is no killing tendency as you mentioned."
"Maybe they are not the people you want to kill in your heart!" After Gu Yuerou finished speaking, he looked at Yu Yang again: "After all, I am still curious, what have you experienced recently, and how do you feel about it?
It was even more dangerous when I first came here. When I saw you for the first time, I could feel murderous intent from you, but more of the hesitation, uneasiness and helplessness I felt after killing someone. But now I feel
You seem to be used to it, this is not a good thing."
"I went on a business trip to Iraq and met some anti-government armed people. It was nothing serious!"
"Then were there any casualties among your colleagues, or were you injured?"
Yu Yang shook his head: "No, we are lucky, no one was injured!"
"Then did you kill anyone?"
"Uh, kill!"
"several?"
"Two!" Yu Yang thought for a while about how many would be more appropriate. He couldn't say more than a thousand. After thinking for a long time, he said two was better, but Gu Yuerou still looked at Yu Yang with a smile on his face.
, as if telling Yu Yang, I already know, you'd better not lie.
"Uh, okay, five, really just five of them. They attacked us and I killed them!" Yu Yang felt that this woman was a bit scary. He could tell at a glance that she was lying. Gu Yuerou smiled strangely.
: "Just five, it doesn't matter how many. If you want to cure your disease, you'd better stay in China. Some foreign countries are not stable and not suitable for your treatment. As before, come here every day
Find me, but the time has changed from two hours to four hours!"
Yu Yang shook his head: "I'm afraid I don't have time recently. I have to go on a business trip soon. Wait until I get back from my business trip!"
"Oh, domestic or foreign?"
"foreign!"
"Okay, then you need to increase the dose of medicine!" After Gu Yuerou finished speaking, she continued to read her book.
"Okay, by the way, how much is the difference in my treatment cost? I brought money this time, cash!" After Yu Yang finished speaking, he took out 200,000 and handed it to Gu Yuerou.
Gu Yuerou glanced at the RMB placed on the table and nodded. She continued to read without saying anything. After Yu Yang saw his reaction, he was a little curious: "Every time I come here, you don't seem to see other patients. Is there only one patient?"
Am I here to treat you alone?"
Gu Yuerou gently put the book down and stood up to return to the room: "I'm going to get you medicine, and I can answer your questions. If you have psychological problems, do you want others to know about it?"
Yu Yang thought for a while and shook his head. He didn't want others to know that he had a mental illness. Gu Yuerou smiled after seeing it: "No one wants to let others know that they have mental problems, so psychiatrists have to collect customer information
Keep it confidential, you need to make an appointment before each visit, because I need to arrange the time to separate you, otherwise it will be very embarrassing!"
After saying that, Gu Yuerou stopped talking to Yu Yang. Ten minutes later, she took out a bag of medicine and handed it to Yu Yang: "Same as the same, but the dosage is doubled. Remember how to take it!"
"I know, if nothing happens, I will go back first!"
"Um!"
Okay, I admit that I thought too much about the Iraq chapter. Alas, I felt frustrated. To be honest, the Iraq chapter was the chapter I wrote with the most care, but the result was the most unsuccessful...
