Fang Zheng nodded and said, "How long has it been since you took a good look at yourself?"
Huang Gaolan was stunned. There was a mirror in front of her. Looking at herself in the mirror, Huang Gaolan cried immediately! Wasn't the woman in the mirror like a mad dog? She was not crying loudly, but crying silently. She
Suddenly she discovered a problem, something she had never thought about carefully.
. Over the years, she always thought that Jiang Song had changed, but it seemed that the real change was not Jiang Song? It was herself! After Wei Shuqiao died, she changed, became suspicious, had nightmares, and became
She doesn't like looking in the mirror, she is afraid, she is afraid that she will see the legendary and unknown thing Wei Shuqiao in the mirror!
So she didn't use a mirror to put on makeup or do anything else. Even if she occasionally saw a mirror, she would try not to look at it or ignore it. She had kept this habit for twenty years, but today she suddenly saw herself, and she understood
He... sat on the ground, crying silently, and after a long time he said: "I know
Let’s face it, it’s not Jiang Song who has changed, it’s me who has changed. Over the years, I have a ghost in my heart, and I myself have become neither human nor ghost. Jiang Song should have guessed it a long time ago, haha...
He didn’t say it, but he probably hates me. Master Fangzheng, what do you think is the meaning of my life?”
Fang Zheng said: "Jiang Song didn't leave you, which means that he has always loved you, at least the you you used to be, the pure you who smiled like a flower. Not the you you are now. If you want to get his love, you just need to change back."
That’s it.”
"Change back? This... is too difficult." Huang Gaolan said.
"Look at that stone. How about you push it up the mountain and let the poor monk help you complete the transformation?" Fang Zheng suddenly pointed to the stone under a mountain peak in the distance and asked.
Huang Gaolan looked at the big stone that was as tall as a person, shook her head repeatedly and said: "It's too big, I can't push it up."
"How do you know you're not good if you don't try? Or, for Jiang Song's sake, you don't even want to try?" Fang Zheng asked.
Huang Gaolan was stunned, gritted her teeth, ran over, and tried her best to push the boulder. In the end, even though she tried her best, the boulder only rolled forward a little. But Huang Gaolan did not despair. Instead, she showed hope: "I can push it!"
So Huang Gaolan pushed hard, with only one thought in her mind: For Jiang Song, she must succeed! She didn't know where the strength came from, and pushed the stone to the top of the mountain little by little. When she couldn't push it anymore, she stopped and pressed against the big stone.
The stone was shaken by wind and rain, but could not be shaken by thunder. Finally, in the tenth year, the stone was pushed to the top of the mountain.
Huang Gaolan shouted excitedly: "Master Fangzheng, I did it, please help me! How about you help me complete the transformation?"
However, Fang Zheng, who was standing on the mountain, asked back: "Is it difficult to push such a big stone up, just a change? Think about why you pushed the big stone up, and then you can tell me the answer."
Huang Gaolan was stunned, thinking carefully about the reason for her firm belief in the past ten years. There was only one reason for Jiang Song to love her again, because she loved him! So for him, is it really not possible to give up everything and become herself again?
This thought is like a year, the sun rises and the moon sets before my eyes, and the flowers bloom and fade.
Just when Huang Gaolan was confused, spring came, the ice and snow melted, and a flower bloomed again.
Suddenly, a figure appeared in front of him, white and flawless, with a smile as square as the sun.
Fang Zheng gently stroked the flower and said: "Last year it withered, and it was so ugly at that time. This year, it bloomed again, as beautiful as before. But this beauty has to survive the cold winter...
"
Hearing this, Huang Gaolan's eyes suddenly brightened, she stood up suddenly, kowtowed three times to Fang Zheng, and said: "Thank you, Master, I understand. As long as I can change back, I am willing to admit my sins! Wash away the sins on my body,
I want Brother Song to see the most perfect version of me. We have been gone for a lifetime, and I don’t want us to leave this world with regrets, for him, for me, and for Wei Shuqiao."
After saying that, Huang Gaolan smiled.
Fang Zheng also smiled, looked up at the sky, and said, "It's thundering."
Huang Gaolan then raised her head, and suddenly woke up when she heard a roar. The sound of wooden fish and chanting came to her ears. Everything in front of her disappeared, leaving only the Buddhist hall and the Ten Thousand Buddhas in front of her.
Huang Gaolan looked at everything in front of her in shock, then looked at Fang Zheng in front of her, and couldn't help but ask: "Fang..."
"Amitabha, donor, the temple is about to close." Fang Zheng stood up and interrupted Huang Gaolan.
Huang Gaolan looked deeply at Fang Zheng, who smiled back. Huang Gaolan bowed deeply and turned to leave. When he was about to go down the mountain, he looked back and saw a little monk in white standing in front of the temple door.
He closed the door of the temple and finally disappeared from Huang Gaolan's sight.
"It's like a dream. When you wake up from the dream, it's time to face reality." Huang Gaolan finished speaking and went down the mountain.
On the way, Huang Gaolan met Huang Gaoping, Huang Gaoyu and others who were preparing to go up the mountain after dinner.
"Old sister, why did you come down? Didn't you block the door?" Huang Gaoping looked at Huang Gaolan distressedly. No matter how others saw Huang Gaolan, in his eyes, Huang Gaolan was still his sister. If others didn't feel sorry for him, he felt sorry for her.
It hurts. It's just that seeing Huang Gaolan getting worse day by day, like a mental illness, and having a weird temper that alternates between good and bad, he also has a headache. He is not afraid of accompanying Huang Gaolan to fool around, he is just afraid that Huang Gaolan will be gone if he doesn't get his way.
Huang Gaolan smiled sweetly and said, "Brother, thank you very much for these years."
"Uh, sister, you...what's wrong with you?" Huang Gaoping felt that Huang Gaolan had changed. Although his words had become weird, his eyes were clear, without the usual madness and deathly gray color.
"I've thought about it, brother, younger brother, sister-in-law, and cousin. From now on, I will still be Alan twenty years ago, and no longer the shrew Huang Gaolan I am now. I want to start a new life and take back everything I have." Huang Gaolan said with a smile.
.
Huang Gaoping, Huang Gaoyu, Ding Qian, and Tian were all confused. What on earth was going on? But Huang Gaoping smiled, hugged Huang Gaolan and burst into tears and laughed, "Alan, do you know this?
I'm waiting
It’s been twenty years! For twenty years, I’ve been following your butt, and every village in the country has treated me as a land dealer, but I don’t regret it. If you get better, I’ll get better... From now on, we’ll be together
A good man."
Huang Gaolan also cried...
Huang Gaoyu cried, Ding Qian also cried, and Tian Ye looked confused.
The family went down the mountain and returned to the village. Huang Gaolan made a phone call to Jiang Song. Jiang Song, who was working at the construction site, ran away without saying a word after receiving the call.
"Jiang Song, what are you doing? I'm telling you, if you dare to work as a miner, you won't get any more of this month's salary!" the foreman shouted.
"No more! Haha... No more! No more!" Jiang Song laughed and ran all the way.
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