"Madam, what's wrong with you? Why are you up so late at night watching your child? Haha, are you afraid that she'll be hungry? No, our son is smart and will naturally cry when he's hungry. There's no need to watch him all the time.
With him."
Just when Bai Suzhen was hesitating about what to do, Xu Xian stood up from the bed, half-squinted his eyes, and looked at Bai Suzhen with a confused look on his face. He seemed to be smiling.
Bai Suzhen put away the "innocent" seed, lit the lamp, and forced a smile. "Mr. sir, I just don't feel at ease. I want to see Shilin. As long as I see him, I will feel much better."
Xu Xian felt the desolation in his wife's words, and woke up after a doze. He quickly got out of bed, walked to Bai Suzhen, took her hand, and asked with concern: "Madam, what's wrong with you? But what's the matter with you?"
Something? Tell me about it?"
Bai Suzhen shook her head. Under the heavy pressure of the chessboard above her head, Xu Xian, a mortal, could not understand the twists and turns. What's the difference between saying it and not saying it?
"Madam, I can share all the troubles in my heart with you. Even if I can't help you, I can at least stand with you, right? If you don't say anything, don't you think of me as a family member?" Xu Xian
He pretended to be annoyed, but he was actually irritating him. He really didn't want his wife to have to shoulder everything by herself.
Bai Suzhen smiled. She could naturally guess what her husband had in mind. It is true that although Xu Xian was just a mortal, as her husband, he really cared for her in every possible way. As for helping? Bai Suzhen felt sad.
"It's really nothing. I'm just feeling uneasy. I'll be fine after a while. You have to get up early tomorrow, so go to bed. I want to see the child again."
"Madam, if you don't want to tell me, I won't ask any more questions. But you can't go without sleep, can you? How can your body and bones bear it? Besides, the child is still young now. It will be interesting when he grows up and can talk.
We have plenty of time to slowly watch him grow up."
Bai Suzhen's heart trembled, and she muttered: "When he grows up?"
"Yes, this kid is so smart. He will definitely be a competent big brother when he grows up. When the time comes, he will surround you with his younger brothers and sisters. I'm afraid you won't even be able to see him!" Xu Xian originally wanted to say something happy.
Things that make my daughter-in-law feel better. Originally, having many children and being blessed is a lovable word.
However, Xu Xian didn't understand Bai Suzhen's worry and reluctance at this time. After hearing these words, she felt a strong sense of self-blame and guilt. Because she understood that if she made the wrong choice at this point, not only her body but also her life would suffer.
It's easy to die, let alone help the Xu family spread its branches later. More children, more blessings? Likeable? Putting it on her body now is as uncomfortable as cutting flesh with a knife.
Xu Xian realized that what he said seemed wrong. Instead of feeling happy, his wife's eyes filled with tears.
"Madam, what's wrong with you? Did I say something wrong?"
Facing the ignorant Xu Xian, Bai Suzhen really didn't know what to say. She felt bitter in her heart, looked at the child in the cradle beside her, and suddenly asked: "Mr. sir, if we only have one child, Shilin, will you be happy?"
disappointment?"
"Madam, what are you talking about? How can we only have one child? It doesn't matter whether it's a son or a daughter. What's important is that if Shilin has only one child, he will always feel lonely."
"Yes. He will indeed be lonely if he is the only one in the world." Bai Suzhen suddenly found in her heart that the more she thought about it, the more she could not accept the pain of leaving her child. She even seemed to have forgotten the true identity of this child.
"Mr. Sir, if it's for our children, do you dare to make the sky full of gods and Buddhas, or even the whole world, an enemy?"
Xu Xian was slightly startled. He seemed to clearly feel the determination in his wife's eyes. As husband and wife, Xu Xian's position was still very upright. If nothing else, at least he and his wife were on the same camp and on the same front, life or death.
He still has this determination. Although he doesn't know what he is going to face, and why he wants to be the enemy of gods, Buddhas and heaven and earth.
Based on this mentality, Xu Xian held Bai Suzhen's hand tightly and said in a deep voice: "Don't worry, madam, so what if the sky is full of gods and Buddhas? What's the matter if the world is our enemy? As long as you and the child are by my side, I, Xu Xian, have nothing to fear!"
"Aren't you afraid even if you die because of it?"
"Don't be afraid!"
It's not Xu Xian's bragging. Although he is timid and afraid of getting into trouble, he is really a person who can abandon everything for love. This is why Xue Wusuan found him very interesting on the West Lake ferry.
Bai Suzhen was very happy, and the last worry in her heart turned into ashes and disappeared with Xu Xian's words.
"Okay, sir. For the sake of the children and for our family to not be separated, I think I know what choice I should make."
Xu Xian didn't know, but he was very happy to see a smile on his wife's face again. Then he fell into a deep sleepiness, and was helped to the bed by Bai Suzhen, and fell asleep in the blink of an eye.
She used magic to make Xu Xian sleep, but Bai Suzhen did not lie down. At this time, she was not as hesitant as before, her eyes were bright, full of determination and hatred.
Can you not hate it? You are practicing in the mountains and are devoted to the Tao. In the end, you are used as a tool for pregnancy and even manipulated at will. Are the love for your husband and the love for your children that arise in your heart all ridiculous tricks? Wait for the child.
After birth, she and her husband were completely useless and were simply abandoned?
We are all living beings, why should I be manipulated? Isn’t it just because you are more capable and stronger?
Okay! Since you treat me as a chess piece and don't care about my feelings at all, then I don't need to worry about it. Let's see who beats the chicken!
Demons are born with a lot of violence. Now that they are forced into a corner, they will naturally do whatever it takes for what they want in their hearts. Even after receiving the support of Xu Xian, they become even more fearless.
Taking out the black "Wu Dao" seed again, Bai Suzhen took a deep breath, walked to the cradle and sat down. She lowered her head and kissed the child gently on the forehead.
"My child, my mother will let you get rid of the fate of being fought over. From now on, no matter in heaven or on earth, even if your soul is gone, my mother and your father will be with you."
After saying this, Bai Suzhen placed the "Wudao" seed between the child's eyebrows. Then she used her magic power to slowly press it into the child's soul.
The child is still young, and although the soul is complete, it is not clear yet. Regardless of whether the owner of the soul is Emperor Ziwei or not, at this time, this is just an ordinary baby. With Bai Suzhen's magic power as a cover, the black seeds can be unblocked.
It turned into a black trickle and flowed into the child's soul, and could not disappear after a while.