Zhang Yanling suddenly realized that this matter must be taken seriously. Killing someone is not a trivial matter. If he is not properly guided, it may cause a huge psychological shadow.
"To tell you the truth, last night was also the first time I killed someone with my own hands." Zhang Yanling whispered.
Xu Wanyi looked at Zhang Yanling and said, "But I see that you don't seem to care at all. You thought you had lost someone's life in your hands."
Zhang Yanling said with a smile: "The princess is joking, I am not an executioner, how could I have killed anyone? Human life is not a trivial matter, it is a matter of heavenly concern. I have never killed anyone."
Xu Wanyi nodded and said, "That's right."
Zhang Yanling said: "However, although I have never killed anyone, I don't feel any psychological burden about what happened last night. Those people are villains. If we don't kill them, they will kill us. This group of people are all desperate."
I don’t know how many disciples I have had in their hands.
Human life, how many bad things have been done. Such people cannot be called human beings. Killing them is to eliminate violence and bring justice, and to do justice for heaven. Don't say that they are here to harm us, even if they are not targeting us, when we encounter such villains
, and those who do evil should also be killed.”
Xu Wanyi pondered: "That seems to make some sense. If we don't kill them, they will kill us. We have to kill them, right?"
Zhang Yanling said: "Of course. Just imagine, if we hadn't killed a few of them last night and scared them to run away, what would have been the consequences after we were caught by them. Do you think they will be merciful to us? Last night
We did it to protect ourselves. Those few shots you fired saved us, otherwise we would have no idea what fate we would have suffered at this moment."
Xu Wanyi shuddered, but she didn't dare to think about the consequences. If those people caught her, it would be fine if they lost their lives, but they would be humiliated. Thinking about it this way, killing them was just and natural, and there was no need to feel any psychological burden.
"Speaking of which, those shots of yours saved our lives. I didn't expect you would dare to do this at the critical moment. I thought you were a sentimental woman who only knew how to recite poems and make fun of the moon, but I didn't expect you to have a power in your body.
, She is like a chivalrous woman in the world. With a few blasts, the villain was killed. She was so brave and heroic, which is admirable." Zhang Yanling said with a smile.
Xu Wanyi finally laughed. He was scared to death at the time, but he just did it subconsciously. Even now when he thinks about it, he still trembles. Unexpectedly, in Zhang Yanling's eyes, he has another image of valiant and heroic appearance, and he feels a little proud.
"It was like having a nightmare. I ran away that night, and when I was lying in the muddy ditch, I felt extremely desperate. The muddy water in the ditch was so smelly, and there were mosquitoes, grasshoppers and frogs jumping on me.
I was jumping around, I wished I was dead. When the evil people around me came with torches to arrest me, I didn’t even think about it.
I knew what would happen to me. My hairpin fell off that day, otherwise I would have committed suicide. Later when I saw Mr. Hou, I was so happy that I almost burst into tears. I never thought that Mr. Hou would actually do it.
Appeared there. I didn't expect you to save me at all." Xu Wanyi said in a trembling voice.
Zhang Yanling smiled and said: "You have suffered. I will naturally save you. Don't you think that I will abandon you? I am not the kind of person you imagine."
Xu Wanyi breathed a sigh of relief and said: "Yes, I judge a gentleman with a villain's heart. Of course Mr. Hou is not that kind of person. Later, when Mr. Hou took me to rush to save other people, Wanyi understood
The Marquis is no longer the kind of person who only cares about himself. The only ones being besieged are your subordinates and
They were just servants, and the Marquis had only one person, but he wanted to save them. Isn't this something ordinary people can do. I thought to myself at the time, isn't this going to die? But I didn't dare to say it. Didn't the Marquis consider the consequences?
?If we can’t save them, we will all fall into the trap ourselves.”
Zhang Yanling chuckled and said: "I didn't think so much. Those are all members of my Zhang family. Even the maids and servants must be saved. How can we abandon them? It's natural to be afraid, but there is nothing we can do about it.
There are some things that you can't hide from, so just go for it. Aren't you afraid? I want you to stay, but you don't want to. If you hadn't come with me, I would have died alone.
There it is. Speaking of which, I still have to thank you."
Xu Wanyi shook his head and said: "You have thanked me several times. If you want to thank me, it is my turn to thank you."
Zhang Yanling waved her hands and said: "Then we all won't thank you, as long as it's even."
Xu Wanyi smiled and nodded, silent for a moment, and suddenly sighed heavily.
Zhang Yanling said: "Why are you sighing? Are you worried about the injury on your face? Or are you unable to let go of the murder?"
Xu Wanyi shook his head and said: "None of them. I just... feel very ashamed of my father and brother's behavior today."
Zhang Yanling smiled and said: "The princess' words are serious, there is no need to do so."
Xu Wanyi looked at Zhang Yanling and said: "Aren't you angry? They... they found a bunch of reasons, but they just refused to help. They said one thing and did another, and I couldn't listen anymore. I didn't expect that my father and brother
Such a person is still the first person today
I listened to them face to face from being filled with indignation and swearing to making excuses. It was really irresponsible. I believe that even if I died in the hands of those people last night, they would probably be indifferent. I finally understand. It is really sad!"
Zhang Yanling hurriedly said: "Princess Princess must not think like this. In fact, they are not wrong."
Xu Wanyi frowned and said, "Do you really think so?"
Zhang Yanling said in a deep voice: "Princess, it is human nature to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. Your father and your brother just made the wisest choice for them. In the end, in the hearts of your father and brother, the interests of the Duke's government are higher than those of others.
Everything. In fact, it is not personal interests, but the interests of your Xu family as a whole. You should understand that if there is no skin left, there will be no hair."
Xu Wanyi frowned and said: "Why do you all talk in the same tone? My father said the same thing when he forced me to marry you. He said that only when our government is strong can I be happy. He also said that I don't care.
Actually, I didn’t expect you to say that.”
Zhang Yanling smiled and said: "Your father is still sober. So you can understand that the marriage between you and me is a marriage that concerns the interests of both parties. The purpose is to make both parties strong. This is not a secret, Mr. Guo
The families of relatives, the families of officials and wealthy people are intertwined and intertwined, and their interests are intertwined. The fundamental purpose is for their own interests, the safety and prosperity of the family. From the perspective of the overall interests, there is nothing wrong with this."
Xu Wanyi sighed and said, "It's just that some people have to make sacrifices, right?"
Zhang Yanling said solemnly: "I'm sorry, I didn't want to do it either. You know the cause and effect well, and I didn't want to do this either."