Li Ming stood in front of Lonely Ruyan and told everything exactly. Hearing Lonely Ruyan's beautiful eyes widened in surprise.
When everything was said and the beauty was still standing there, he knew that Lonely Ruyan might not be able to accept this...
"Okay, I've said everything that needs to be said, and it's time for you to rest, but please keep this matter a secret. After all, it's unfair to Jinglan." Li Ming said with a long sigh.
"Wait a minute, is this what you want to tell me?" Lonely Ruyan suddenly looked at him, and the light in her beautiful eyes suddenly became sharp.
"That's it." Li Ming nodded.
"Are you going to use this as a shield to reject me?" Lonely Ruyan asked again.
"I didn't make a fuss about this matter. I regret it so much now. It's just that I didn't want to hide it from you..." Li Ming said helplessly.
"The problem is, this matter has nothing to do with me. What I like now is you. What you did in the past cannot affect our current relationship. Let me ask you, what do you think of me in your heart?" Lonely Ru Ru
Yan asked lightly.
"This..." Li Ming didn't understand what she meant.
"How many girlfriends you have had before and how many women you have interacted with have nothing to do with our future. You have to know that I grew up abroad. In my opinion, this kind of thing is not a big deal at all. The most important thing is
What's more, what do you think of me now, and what will you do to me in the future?" Lonely Ruyan stared at him and asked.
"To say that I love you... since the first time I saw you, so many people wanted to invite you to form a team, but you didn't agree to any of them. I thought you were a cold and beautiful woman, but as we formed a team together,
As time went by, I discovered that you are a kind-hearted girl, but under your beautiful appearance, you could never find a sense of security in your heart. It wasn’t until I was in the dungeon that I discovered that you are actually a very weak woman who needs
One person will take good care of you." Li Ming said thoughtfully.
"You are the one who protects me. Ever since you hugged me in the dungeon, my heart has been tied to you unconsciously. But you deliberately avoided me and blocked your emotions deliberately, making me
I have never been able to get close to your heart..." Lonely Ruyan lowered his head and said.
"You are right. I am still very worried now. You are so outstanding and your family background is so prominent. We are not from the same world at all." Li Ming sighed.
"Actually, you are wrong. Ever since I was kidnapped when I was a child, my father sent me abroad. I have been living in a protected environment, but I don't feel any safety at all. My distinguished family background has never left me abroad.
After that, it is no longer my pride, but a burden for me. I like to live an ordinary life, especially when I find someone I love and stay with me for life." Lonely Ruyan said slowly.
"I heard Beauty Wei'er say that everything you do depends on your own strength, but for such a big thing, your family should always agree, right?" Li Ming said worriedly.
"You are thinking too much. This relationship between us is not even the beginning. What is the use of bringing up family background so early? Let me ask you, have you ever liked me?" Lonely Ruyan raised his head and asked suddenly.
.
This..." Li Ming was shocked and didn't know how to answer.
But he knew very well in his heart that he had secretly fallen in love with this beauty. The two had been together for such a long time. Not only was Lonely Ruyan's personality completely compatible with his, but even their usual cooperation belonged to him and Beauty Yan.
The most tacit understanding.
The most important thing is that ever since Jing Lan told her about the engagement, he felt as if a big stone had fallen to the ground and he was instantly free, because he could negotiate with Yan Mei without any scruples.
Although this feeling only lasted for a short moment, it was the only time Li Ming's heart moved in the past few years!
It can be seen that the loneliness like smoke has been deeply and silently engraved in his heart...
This situation may have been slowly developing before the dungeon, but he didn't know it. Otherwise, he wouldn't have fought with others over the matter of Yan Mei, and even risked being hunted down.
But when faced with Lonely Ruyan's direct inquiry, his eyes dodge, and he didn't know how to answer for a moment...
"I understand what you're thinking, Brother Ming. I'm not bothering you this time. I promise I won't bother you again in the future." Lonely Ruyan's beautiful eyes turned red, and two lines of tears fell quickly. She turned around and headed towards the door.
Rush away...
"You..." Li Ming stretched out his hand, but still did not take the initiative to stop her.
Faced with such a complicated situation, he no longer knew how to deal with it. He shouted in his heart to catch her back, but his body seemed to be immobilized. He watched the beauty leave sadly...
"By the way, Brother Ming, actually, Sister Jinglan told me about you and Sister Jinglan a few days ago, which means it was a misunderstanding." Lonely Ruyan rushed to the door and paused, without looking back.
After saying a word, he opened the door and rushed out quickly.
boom!
The door closed, leaving only Li Ming standing there blankly.
What happened? What did I just do?
Li Ming looked at his hands and couldn't help but slap his face hard...
A burning pain came through, and his heart seemed to sink quickly!
He lit a cigarette and took a few puffs to calm down. At that moment, he only felt a sharp pain in his heart. He wanted to save the smoking beauty, but at that moment, he felt extremely frightened, as if he was standing on the side of the street that day, watching
Watching his ex-girlfriend drive away in a luxury car.
The same scene appeared again, but the situation was completely opposite, but his reaction was always the same, he did not reach out to catch up...
Because this time, he really wanted to get Lonely Ruyan back, but his body didn't cooperate.
While smoking, Li Ming was having a fierce battle in his heart...
A voice told him that he must quickly chase back Yan Mei and explain his thoughts to her.
But another voice told him not to chase him and just leave to avoid being hurt more seriously in the future. By then he would have become a big joke.
The two voices fought with each other, leaving him with no choice for a moment.
Cigarettes were lit one after another, and time passed quickly. Half an hour later, the ashtray was filled with cigarette butts, and Li Ming finally made a decision...
No matter what the situation will be in the future, but now, he must follow the feeling in his heart and must chase the loneliness back and express his feelings to her.
Ding dong!
Suddenly, the doorbell rang again at the door, which surprised Li Ming.
Footsteps sounded not far away, and Fan Hua hurriedly walked out of the door.
"Brother Ming, what are you doing? What did you say to Beauty Yan? She is leaving us!" Fan Hua said nervously.
"What!" Li Ming asked in disbelief with his eyes widened.