The black and white photo on the tombstone gradually overlapped with the green face remembered in Su Lin's mind. At the same time, it also evoked endless memories of Xia Kexin in Su Lin's heart.
If time could go back, Su Lin believed that it would have a different ending. After returning to China, it was not that Su Lin never came back to look for Xia Kexin, but at that time, he could not be ignored by the Xia family or the Xia Kexin at that time.
It was said that the Clover family took it seriously, even if it was just the killers he saw in the front yard today, Sulin was completely unable to resist them.
Moreover, Su Lin also learned about the fact that Xia Kexin was engaged to someone, so Su Lin could only retreat sadly at that time, just because he was too insignificant at that time, as insignificant as an ant.
Su Lin's face was already covered with tears. A man would not shed tears easily because he was not sad yet. At this time, whenever he thought of Xia Kexin's figure in his heart, Su Lin couldn't stop blaming himself.
I wonder if this girl ever complained about her cowardice for a moment? But all this has gone with the wind.
Holding Xia Yuan's hand, Su Lin sat directly on the open space in front of the tombstone and said as if to a woman standing in front of him: "Look, our children have grown so big.
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Xia Yuan also sat obediently next to Su Lin, quietly looking at her father and her mother's tombstone in front of her, without speaking. Although she was young, she already understood a lot of things.
"Yuanyuan, go find your lovely aunt and let dad stay here alone for a while." Su Lin said to Xia Yuan. He believed that Xia Yuan, who grew up here, would not get lost, and Su Lin also
She felt that crying in front of her daughter was not a glorious thing, so Su Lin planned to stay here alone to accompany Xia Kexin.
Xia Yuan was also very obedient and did not refuse. Although she also missed her mother very much, she felt that her father should be the one who missed her the most.
After Xia Yuan left, Su Lin has been acting like a madman, sitting in front of the tombstone and talking to himself, about his feelings for Xia Kexin and what happened to him later.
Su Lin just kept talking to himself, as if talking to an old friend he hadn't seen for a long time.
I don't know how much time passed, but it was not until Su Lin, a master of the Earthly Immortal Dzogchen Realm, felt that his mouth was dry when he talked about it, and it was not until tears flowed that he couldn't shed any more, that Su Lin finally stood up.
He did not go directly to find Xia Keren and leave. Instead, his figure disappeared strangely like the wind. When he reappeared, he was inside the door of the villa where the housekeeper he had seen before walked out.
Su Lin didn't feel much aura here. The only ones there were the housekeeper, the father-in-law whom he had never seen in the depths, and the three auras of Xia Keren and Xia Yuan.
Su Lin's appearance did not alarm anyone, because he had already restrained all his aura. It would be a surprising thing if someone could discover him.
Su Lin went straight to the second floor, then took a deep breath, selected the third to last room, opened the door softly, and entered without making a single sound, and no one noticed his ghostly whereabouts.
This room is Xia Kexin's room, because Su Lin remembered that she once told him that if he could really enter this villa, then come to the third to last room on the second floor. This would be her room.
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It's just that at that time, Su Lin couldn't even walk into this villa. Even taking the first step into this compound was a luxury. However, it's different from the past. Now Su Lin can take a leisurely stroll here.
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Su Lin finally had the opportunity to step into Xia Kexin's room on this day, but Xia Kexin was no longer there. It can only be said to be a fate.
The room looked very clean, and it should have been cleaned frequently. This also showed that the knot in the heart of my father-in-law, who had never been masked, had not been resolved over the years.
Su Lin sat at the table in the room, opened the drawer, and saw the diary inside. Su Lin came here for no other reason than to simply take a look at the environment in which Xia Kexin lived.
The first page of the diary happens to be the first day Xia Kexin met Su Lin. It contains Xia Kexin's first impression of Su Lin, and you can read it every time you turn the page.
Chu Xia Kexin's deepening feelings for her, and even Xia Kexin's shyness about handing her body over to her, are also written one by one.
Su Lin's eyes, which he thought had been drained of tears, actually had tears again. Su Lin did not finish, but continued to read.
What happened next was exactly the same as what Su Lin remembered later. Xia Kexin was called back to her family and was prohibited from going out. She was considered a prisoner. However, Xia Kexin also unexpectedly discovered that she was pregnant.
Later, there was a marriage arranged for her by her family. Although Xia Ke was reluctant in every possible way, she had to compromise due to the pressure from her family. This diary is all recorded one by one.
Later, Xia Kexin discovered that her belly was getting bigger day by day, until someone noticed it, but it was too late, so she could only let the child be born, and the two families almost broke up with each other about this.
After all, a family that can be engaged to a huge family like the Clover family is definitely not a simple existence. If the person who is engaged is having an affair with someone else, once word gets out, how can he lose face?
The diary was written until Xia Kexin was admitted to the hospital. Su Lin originally thought that the diary would end here. After all, Xia Keren once told him that Xia Kexin died of dystocia, but...
After turning to the next page, Su Lin's eyes narrowed because he discovered that Xia Kexin's diary did not end here.
On December 21st, the weather was fine.
The operation was successful and I was transferred back to my home from the hospital. I didn’t know what the family would think of my child.
Never mind them, anyone who dares to have any thoughts about my child will step over my corpse.
On December 25th, the weather was cloudy.
Su Lin, it seems that I am sorry for you this time. I know that you will never forget me and will come to pick me up when you become super powerful as you said.
But I can't hold on anymore.
That family insisted on taking Yuan'er away, and it was not difficult to guess what they wanted to do. After all, this child was probably just a scoundrel in their eyes. Although my father was facing me, he seemed to be persuaded by them.
I'm afraid all I can do is force my father to change his mind with my life.
Su Lin, if things really come to that point, please don't resent me. I will always love you and your children.