Chapter 770 The essence of feelings, the price of truth
Tuesday, March 19th.
On the day when the combat training ground was opened, Ren Suo finally appeared in the sight of others again.
In fact, most people would only see Ren Suo on this day and during the consultation days at the school hospital, so naturally they didn't feel any fluctuation in their hearts. But there were still some happy people, such as Zhang Yamu.
This is the female student who was injured in the last battle training and was treated thoughtfully by Ren Suo. When she took the initiative to say hello to Ren Suo, Ren Suo immediately reacted, spent 0.2 seconds searching her memory from his mind, and called her affectionately.
name.
It can be seen that the disadvantages of selling feelings are not big for Ren Suo. After he greatly enhanced his thinking through thinking cards, his memory and recall abilities were greatly enhanced. Even a passerby like Zhang Yamu who he only met once, Ren Suo
After selling his feelings, Suo could still recall her quickly and pretended to be impeccable, making the female student blush and heartbeat.
Ren Suo has completely understood what the so-called 'selling feelings' means.
First of all, whether Ren Suo sells his feelings or not has nothing to do with others. Even if he sells Zhao Huo's feelings, Zhao Huo will not politely get to know him again, but will ask him with two black circles as soon as they meet.
He said: "If someone cuts me into four pieces, can you pick me back up if you're fast enough?"
Ren Suo really wanted to open his skull and see what was inside.
You are a dignified third-level monk, but you still have dark circles under your eyes.
You were distracted and distracted last night, thinking too much, and had no intention of sleeping during the long night. You didn't have dark circles under your eyes, right?
Did you do any strenuous physical work last night?
Ren Suo wanted to reassess Zhao Huo's level of a beast, but he didn't expect that Xiao Suo's ambiguous words could make Zhao Huo so excited.
Moreover, Zhao Huo's brain circuit is also amazing. Why would he think on the premise that he was cut into four parts by Xiao Suo using the cross wind?
But Ren Suo admired his decision-making thinking very much. He didn't think about winning, but thought about losing first. This was a very correct thinking mode, and he was worthy of being a man who could also have a harem.
However, we can also see from this that Ren Suo's selling of Zhao Huo's feelings will not make Zhao Huo and Ren Suo strangers.
This has both disadvantages and advantages. The advantage of course is that feelings can be quickly re-cultivated, but the disadvantage is that Ren Suo cannot sever ties with others by selling feelings.
Whether it was before or now, Ren Suo agrees with one idea: life is limited, and the so-called tact does not mean getting along well with people you hate, but only staying with people you like.
Moreover, friendship is relatively superficial, and it is easy for Ren Suo to pretend and difficult to see through.
But love and family affection cannot be faked by Ren Suo.
Because selling feelings is actually selling Ren Suo's soul, essence, imprint, or some other nonsense illusory name. After all, Ren Suo is currently the only person selling feelings on earth, and he doesn't have any examples to learn from.
And Ren Suo is more willing to call the part of his lost feelings
life.
If everyone is a library, and a person's life is a life of writing books, then every book in it records what he encounters, who he sees, and what emotions he has.
All the roads I have walked, the people I have met, and the books I have read are all hidden in the library, forming a unique person.
Unimportant memories and the past that are no longer needed are rotten and damaged books that will eventually be cleared away.
Only books that are well maintained, cherished, and read frequently will always be hidden in the library.
There are readers in the library. Some people have more energy and thoughts, so there are more readers in the library. For example, those who are popular and have many friends are winners in life;
Some people don't think much and have no intention of socializing, so there are few readers in the library, such as otakus and fat otakus;
Some people specialize in academics, so most of their readers will browse the knowledge books in the library; some people are more interested in social interaction, so their readers will naturally often browse the biographies of their friends.
And all important knowledge and important people have an exclusive fan reader.
Idiot fans will also read other books, but they must often read the book they love. They can regard that book as a dream of Red Mansions. Each paragraph and sentence can interpret hundreds of meanings. They can't wait to reward the leader every day for support. The library will take good care of that book.
The so-called selling of emotions means dragging out the idiot fan reader to be humanely destroyed.
Let’s use Zhao Huo as an example.
After Ren Suo dragged Zhao Huo's brainless fan out and bounced him to death, no readers would bother to read the book "Is Zhao Huo a Thing in the Pool"?
Unless Ren Suo sees Zhao Huo and specifically recalls him, other readers will not read this book.
What are the consequences of this?
When Ren Suo saw an old driver in the group posting interesting two-dimensional pictures, some crazy fan of Zhao Huo came out to remind Ren Suo: "Hey, Zhao Huo likes this kind of tone very much. Hurry up and pick up your phone and forward it!"
When Ren Suo saw someone fighting with weapons in the combat training ground, no crazy fan of Zhao Huo would come out to remind Ren Suo: "Hey, you and Zhao Huo also wrestled like this at the comic exhibition. Take a picture and send it to him. , asked, 'Does that ugly guy who was pushed to the ground look like you?'"
When Ren Suo met Zhao Huo, no crazy fan of Zhao Huo would come out to remind Ren Suo: "Zhao Huo has worn the anime pain clothes with the pattern of a young girl fourteen times. Take out your mobile phone and call the police!"
The brainless fan who could make an in-depth analysis of Zhao Huo's every personality, every word, and every look in his eyes, and who could automatically associate everything in life with Zhao Huo, has been shot to death and is gone.
As long as Ren Suo never meets Zhao Huo again, the book "Is Zhao Huo a Thing in the Pool" will soon rot, be damaged, and eventually become an unrecyclable resource and completely disappear from his library.
And this is the essence of selling feelings.
Even if Ren Suo can save the memories of each relationship, the exclusive readers of each relationship are no longer there.
The exclusive readers in the library are Ren Suo's life.
It is they who constitute the present Ren Suo, not the memory as information.
Because as long as the memory is not used, it will be forgotten sooner or later. Just like Ren Suo has read "Level 4 Vocabulary Review Encyclopedia" a hundred times before, but now he only remembers the first word: abandon.
Although there will still be new brain-dead fans of Zhao Huo, the new brain-dead fans and the old brain-dead fans read two different books, and their degree of brain damage and areas of brain damage are completely different.
The feelings that have been lost cannot be cultivated again.
Is it worth selling these feelings and exclusive readers?
value.
No effort, no gain.
Ren Suo, who is absolutely rational, quickly determined one thing: he should not miss the opportunity to embrace a great future because of his short past.
After obtaining the door of truth, Ren Suo will have an unlimited future and can accept unlimited emotions.
If the exclusive readers of the past have left, then develop new exclusive readers.
If the books in the library are rotten, then write new books.
If you can get the door of truth, then even if you lose all your feelings, you can just cultivate them again in the future.
Ren Suo can disguise himself very well, and even the choice of girlfriend will not change. After all, he has memories, strategies, and connections, so he can skip many steps.
That's right, feelings that have been lost cannot be cultivated again.
But are these feelings equivalent in value compared to the door of truth?
When fetters become shackles, destruction is a matter of time.
The so-called rationality means not letting those meaningless entertainment, useless laziness, and unnecessary emotions become shackles that slow down your progress.
Ren Suo remembered the comments made by the four people who were happy, angry, sad and happy about him in the fifth trial.
monster.
But compared to the useless me in the past, monsters seem to be a better choice.
If the price of mastering the truth is to abandon past relationships, Ren Suo is willing to bear the consequences.
The combat training was over, and no one was injured today. As a healing monk, Ren Suobai stayed for a few hours, but he also took this opportunity to straighten out his thoughts and think about the strategies for the fifth level.
At this time, Ren Xingmei, Gu Yueyan and Lin Xianyu came over. Gu Yueyan said: "Teacher Dong has adjusted the class at noon today, but it will be as usual in the evening. Do you want to go to the canteen with us?"
Ren Suo shook his head. The noisy environment in the canteen was not a good place to increase emotional value. He would rather go home and eat delicious instant noodles.
"Brother~" Ren Xingmei came over and took his left hand: "We haven't seen each other for many days, come with us to have dinner!"
Ren Suo touched her head, then shook his head: "I won't go."
Ren Xingmei felt comfortable after being comforted. Gu Yueyan didn't care about this at all and did not continue to persuade her.
We have to have dinner together at night anyway, so what's the rush?
Lin Xianyu didn't say anything, just looked at Ren Suo and licked his lips.
Ren Suo understood instantly and took out three strips of Kinder Milk Wafer Sandwich Chocolate from his pocket, and he had been using Ice Age to keep the temperature low to prevent melting and ensure that they could eat the best-tasting snacks.
Seeing Ren Suo taking out snacks and Ren Xingmei eating them with a smile, Gu Yueyan said reluctantly: "It's not good to eat snacks before eating." But she also noticed the coldness of the chocolate and knew that Ren Suo was using magic to keep the temperature low.
, so eat it immediately.
Lin Xianyu was the only one who was quite dissatisfied while eating: "You only have these snacks, it's hard for me to do anything for you."
Ren Suo smiled and said, "I didn't ask you to do anything."
Lin Xianyu hid behind Gu Yueyan and said, "Then why did you treat me to chocolate?"
Ren Suo spread his hands: "Do I need a reason to treat you to food? In school, I am a teacher and you are students. In society, I am an adult and you are minors. At home, I am an older friend and you are children... I
I’m not inviting you to eat out of pursuit of profit.”
Lin Xianyu chuckled and said nothing more.
If Ren Suo had said this before, of course she would believe it and wouldn't even ask.
But now Ren Suo.
Not even a single punctuation mark can be trusted in his words.
Lin Xianyu was very sure that Ren Suo had some big conspiracy, so he invited her to eat snacks.
Yes, Ren Suo is pretending to be very similar. There is nothing wrong with his movements, words, and even his eyes. If there was a problem, Teacher Dong, Sister Qiao and the others would have noticed it long ago.
But Lin Xianyu knew that there was something wrong with Ren Suo.
Because the former Ren Suo was the same type of person as her.
Even when Ren Suo was praised as a diligent monk, a powerful monk, and a heroic monk in the past, Ren Suo still had that indelible temperament, which made Lin Xianyu realize at all times that Brother Ren was a member of the same lazy society as her.
Parasite!
But now, no more.
He has also become the kind of adult who puts interests first, and happiness is not the only purpose of his actions.
Ren Suo is no longer her partner!
Although I don’t know what big conspiracy Ren Suo is planning, anyway, Lin Xianyu plans to eat the sugar-coated cannonballs he fired and throw away the cannonballs!
And every time Lin Xianyu saw Ren Suo, in order to prevent himself from being fooled by his sugar-coated bullets, he would silently say in his heart: I hate you, I hate you, I hate you...
